Disclaimer: I do not own these characters. Sorry it has taken so long again. Here's the next chapter I couldn't keep them apart too long. Next chapter will be the make up.

Dean had made up his mind on what he was going to do after everything had went down and now it was time to go back and pick up the pieces. He looked at the time and he knew that Sam would be there. He went in and sure enough Sam was standing in their kitchen.

Sam just looked at him he wanted so badly just to go to Dean and kiss him and say that everything was fine and he didn't mean any of what he'd said, but he had. Sam had meant every word of it, but he wanted Dean back so badly even if he had to tell him that he was sorry.

"I'm not staying." Dean finally said. "Friend of dad's said I could crash at his place for a while. I'll be out your way in twenty." Dean told him going to their room.

Sam followed him he wanted to tell him how he felt. "Dean I was wrong."

"No you weren't you told me to choice and I screwed up. I'll stay there for a while then when enough times passed then maybe we can you know." He said.

Sam watched him as he packed few things he couldn't let Dean leave he wanted him and he wasn't letting him go. "You're not leaving okay. I might be pissed right now, but I'm not letting you walk out that door Dean. I can share a bed with you and not touch you."

"I can't don't you get it Sam this isn't about your needs. I fucking need you and I needed your support then, but all you would do is tell me I had to choose so I'm telling you know I've made my choice for the time being I'm staying there." Dean told him

"No you're not." Sam almost yelled at him stopping him from going out the door. "You're not leaving me." He said. "I'm sorry I was an asshole, but I'm pleading with you not to leave Dean." he said.

"I'm sorry too, Sammy, but I gotta go." Dean told him.

Sam didn't want him to go, but he knew that if Dean walked out then it was done, it was over. "I love you." He said.

"You too, little brother." Dean said and that cut Sam deeper than he'd ever know.

It had been two weeks since Dean had left his and Sam's place. Dean had changed his major and started working on the weekends now since it was over. He 

was putting all his energy in his work and classes instead of thinking about how badly he'd messed up the one good thing he had going in his life.

"Hi, it's Dean, right?" one the other guys asked coming over to where he was sitting outside.

"Yeah, but I kind of want to be alone." Dean said.

"Sure, I'll come back later." The guy said walking away.

Dean went to the car and sat inside the it till his break was over. He pulled out the box he had in the glove box and looked at it. "I miss you." He said looking at the picture of him and Sam. "Guess I screwed it up." he said to himself before he put it back and went back to work.

Sam was too busy studying to think about everything that had happened the previous month and two weeks earlier. It was chili outside today and he had gone outside to try and get some more work done. He'd signed up for a psych class before the break and was trying to get most of the work he had to do before class done. They were supposed to study in a group the only problem was Dean was in the class and he'd avoided the group he'd been in because that was Dean's group too. After the third chapter of was finished he went back to his room grabbing his book bag and went to his math class. He was just glad that Dean wasn't it it too.

Sam and Dean had been avoiding each other for so long no it had been exactly a month since they had talked to each other and neither one knew that they wasn't going to be able to not talk any more not after this night. Dean had went to a bar it wasn't really crowded so he went to the back booths after he got himself a beer. He sat down and watched the door he hoped that somebody would come in that he knew, but that was the thing he knew nobody here besides the guy he was staying with and maybe his boss. He didn't have anybody to talk to though and that was what was hurting him the most. He looked up and saw one Sam's friends come in followed by Sam. There was no other exit he could use that wouldn't get him spotted so he went to the pool tables hoping to get few bucks out of tonight.

Sam told them that he didn't want to celebrate, but he'd just passed his mid-term for one his law classes that had been tough. Once his friends went to the bar he went to the back he wasn't that great at pool, but he was going to play tonight he needed to. Sam couldn't help, but watch the guy that was leaning over the pool table. "You look good." He heard himself say. "Shit I say that out loud?" he asked before Dean turned around.

"Still checking my ass out, little brother?" he asked

"Dean, what the hell are you doing here?" Sam asked him.

"I came here to play pool, but I guess I'm getting out here." He said.



"No, we're going to talk." Sam said and pulled Dean by the arm towards the back. "I've had it okay, I refuse to live without my brother anymore and I want the man I love back." Sam said.

"Then what the hell are you going to do about it?" Dean asked him.

"I'm going to fuck you in that bathroom." Sam informed him pushin him to the bathroom.

Dean moved away from him and went to the back door that he didn't know about. "Screw the bathroom." He said pulling Sam with him.

Sam barely had time to unlock his door before Dean had him against the wall. He knew Dean was a little drunk, but he didn't care all he wanted was to feel safe in his lovers arms once again. "I love you." Sam said.

Dean looked at him "Shut up and get on the bed." He told him. "Oh and Sammy, I love you too." He added.

"Are we good?" Sam asked him.

"Ask me again in the morning?" Dean told him as he found his lips.