I was stuck in there with him. I couldn't do anything about it, without my weapon I'm defenseless.
"What are you going to do?" I asked under my breath. He grinned at me and grabbed my wrist.
"I'm not going to hurt you, not again." He pulled me closer and bent down. We were face to face just staring into each other's eyes.
"Is he ok at least?" I asked not understanding why I kept bringing Soul up.
"He's fine." Then he pushed me up against the wall. He held my hands above my head and kissed my neck. I was tense, I didn't know what to do.
"Stop." I finally said. He did but he still had me up against the wall. He looked at my mouth and grinned.
"At least say please." He chuckled and kissed my lips. I tried to get away but he was stronger than me.
"Please...I-" That was all I could manage to say. He had my hands above my head still, he held my wrists tightly. I would have bruises for sure.
Suddenly he moved and I fell to the floor. He pinned me with his body and held my arms against the ground.
"Don't hold back Maka, it's no fun when you do." He laughed and kissed me again. I struggled to get him off of me. He was being violent about everything.
" Stein...T-This isn't the way." He stopped and looked at me. He kissed me again but this time he was gentle about it.
" I shouldn't have done this...any of it." He looked like he was about to cry but then the madness took over again. He stood up and took me to the wall and pinned me again.
"Why." I whispered to him. His eyes became soft and he looked away.
" I just don't understand the feelings inside of me." He pulled me into his arms and just held me there. I hugged him back.
"I get it, you're crazy, demented, and screwed up. But you're alone, I get that too." He held me tighter.
"You don't understand, No one does. They say they do but they don't." He let me go. " They've take me places to try and find out what was wrong with my mind. I, was the broken one, the one they had to fix." He put on his stitched coat and kissed my neck one more time."It's impossible to know how I feel." He whispered before He started walking away. I grabbed the end of his coat and he stopped.
"I can try to understand, completely...I want to help you, t-to stop your suffering." He stood there staring at where I clasped the fabric.
"Maybe I don't want help." He said as he jerked the labcoat out of my hand and continued to the door. I panicked because all of the sadness and pain I had ever felt hit me in the chest.
"PLEASE." I said and tears started to streak down my face. He turned around and walked up to me. He took off his jacket and put it over my shoulders. Soul's jacket was already on the floor from when Stein had ripped it off of my body. He picked me and carried me to my bed. He layed down next to me and wiped the tears from my face. I laid my head on his chest as he covered me with my blanket.
We stayed in the darkness for a while. I fell asleep to his breathing, just before I drifted off to sleep I felt him place his hand on my back.
Was I wrong to be loving this man? No. Was I going to hell for loving this man? Maybe, but that didn't matter. This monster of mine was there for me and I was there for him. That's all that REALLY mattered.
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