CPOV

I knew I was crying, but I couldn't help it. I missed my family so much! I havn't seen my mother since the last safe house, and I haven't seen my father since before we escaped from Lyle House. He must be so worried about me.

As I cried, I felt 4 arms go around my body, and held tightly to it. I knew it was Simon and Derek. They were trying to comfort me. It probably would have helped if Simon hadn't been holding on just as tightly as Derek. I still felt bad for hurting him, but I knew that he would find someone that was much better than me. He was Simon after all. Any girl would be lucky to have Simon interested in them, I just already had my soul mate.

I finally went from sobbing to sniffling, then to hiccups, then to nothing but the memory of my breakdown. I looked up to see Derek and Simon, heads together o top of mine, both with worry in their eyes, and sadness plastered on their faces. They were both zoned out, just looking at me, but when they finally snapped out of it, they tightened there hugs on me. Derek whispered 'Chloe…Its okay…you don't have to worry about anything. You will see your dad again, and we will find a way to contact your mother. I promise' im my ear. God I love him soo much!

"Guys…im pretty sure Im good now, but if you tighten your hold on me again I may pop," was all I had to say to get them off of me. Simon shifted back into the cushions of the couch, and Derek back beside me, gathering me in his arms in the process.

We sat there like that until Kit came in and told Simon it was time to go back to there room. And that left me alone with Derek, all alone in our own little room, with only one little bed to share. And I was suddenly nervous. What had I been thinking telling Aunt Lauren that me and Derek would share the little room? What had SHE been thinking when she said 'of coarse Chloe, That's very considerate of you and him'? We were gonna take our relationship a bit further tonight, if not completely give ourselves to each other. What if I was horrible? What if he didn't want me after it?

God. What had I gotten myself into this time?

DPOV

Dad came in and collected Simon just after 10. We had been sittin there on the couch for nearly 2 hours like that and nobody said anything. But when dad came in and Simon left, closing the last door behind him, Chloe stiffened.

What was wrong? Was she regretting offering to room with me? I really hope not. It was mine and Laurens idea. If she hadn't of offerd then Lauren would have told her that she was gonna stay in the middle room with me. Then ask if it was okay. I knew she would say yes. But know im thinking that she was regretting her decision.

"Chloe? Are you okay?" ya real smart Derek. Ask her if she's okay. She will deny if she wasn't anyway. Stupid.

"Yeah. Im fine. Ummm, just really tired," She did look tired but I could tell that it was something else with the way she stood, face positioned downward, body facing away. She was regretting it. Shit!

"Chloe…if you don't want to room with me just tell me. I could go and sleep on the floor in dad and Simons room…" I couldn't finish. What had I been thinking getting Lauren to agree to this with me? I started to grab my bag off the floor, and walk towards the door, but then I felt Chloe's tiny hands wrap around my wrist and try to hold me back.

"What? NO! Derek don't go! Please don't go! Im sorry that I lied about what was wrong, just don't go! I was afraid that I wouldn't be any good. That I wouldn't be good enough for you," She looked me in the eyes the entire time she said this, so I could see the unused tears in her beautiful blue eyes.

"Chloe what the hell are you talking about? You not being good enough for me? Im the one that should be worried about that, not you. Look at you. And looked at me. You are all I could ever ask for Chloe, so don't you even think that you not good enough. Not for anything." I had dropped my bag and enveloped her in my arms in a tight reassuring hug.

"Derek. You are all I have ever wanted. You understand me, you love me for who I am, even tough I am a freak that can raise the dead. You are just what I need." and with that she reached up and pressed her lips to mine in a passionate kiss. There was such force with it, that it sent us flying back to the couch. I fell on my back, one hand in her hair the other on her waist holding her to me. Her hands were in my hair and traveling down my chest. The lower she went, the harder I did. When she finally reached my tented area she started to rub it, and that caused me to moan into her mouth, which only encouraged her more.

My hands found there was down her body to. One cupped her butt, the other slid down her leg and pulled it so that she was half straddling me. Then my hands roamed. The one that was on her leg traveled up to the bottom of her shirt before it stopped. I pulled my mouth away from hers for much needed air, and confirmation that what I was doing was okay. She only nodded before she claimed my mouth again.

My hand traveled up the back of her shirt, along her hip and back, but as I neared her bra, I switched from her back to her front. I grasped her breast in my hand. She wasn't big, but also wasn't small. As I gripped it she gasped into my mouth, sending hot, sweet tasting breath into mine.

As reluctantly removed my hand from her boob, and roamed to her back again, this time to unclasp her bra. As I undid it, Chloe removed her mouth from mine and I opened my eyes to see that her eyes were filled with lust. And then I smelled her arousal.

She sat up, put her other leg around my side so she was now straddling me, and removed her shirt, then let her bra slip from her shoulders. I was in awe. I grasped them in my hands as she moaned my name and started to move her hips into my tented area. I moaned out in pleasure.

One by one, our clothes were removed. Im glad I had some protection on me.

(You guys knows what happens next)

CPOV

That was the best night I have ever had! Derek and I gave ourselves to each other. It had to have been the best experience I had ever had. I loved him more than ever.

KPOV

I went and got Simon out of the middle room at 10 so I could talk to him. I had to talk to him bout what I had heard earlier. I had spent the last 2 hours thinking of what I could say to him, then tell Tori that I was her father.

"Simon…I heard you talking to Chloe," I waited for a reaction, but none came. Just a emotionless look on his face. That was worse than a reaction. It meant that he was to mad to even put up a front.

"And what did you hear dad? Can I even ask without you lying to me?" He kept his voice even, but I still cringed at what he had said. He had a right to be mad. "Did you hear me say, well I don't know, something like 'My dads a fucking asshole for not telling me that I had a half-sister'? Or maybe 'I cant trust my sneaky, conniving fuckin father'? Hmmmm?" My jaw dropped. He never swore. Never!

"Simon…im sorry for not telling you. I just-I…" all of my preparation for this talk went down the drain in that instant. I had no idea what to say. I was sorry about not telling him that he had a sister. For not telling him about his mother. I just didn't want him to worry about either of them. His mother was suffering from an illness that was unapproachable for me, and there was no way to save her. And we agreed that when it was time we would tell the boys. But one night when I was out and the boys were sleeping, she had fallen asleep and never woke up. I didn't even have a chance to say goodbye or I loved her.

And I knew that Diane wouldn't have let Simon see Tori anyway, so I thought that leaving him clueless about it would save him the heartbreak of not knowing his sister…turns out that I should have told him when I found out that Diane had used my..errr…stuff?

"Dad…do you know what? I know you aren't sorry, cuz if you were then you would have told me about Tori! You would have told me that my mom would soon be out of my life! Do you know what? I fucking hate you for not telling me that especially! She was perfect and I didn't even get to say goodbye and tellher I loved her one more time! I hate you!" He screamed at me, then turned and ran out the door, bag in hand.

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