Hey Guys! I know it took a while for me to update (again) and im sorry! I hope I still have my readers, but I understand if you guys are getting tired of waiting forever for my new chapters. This time was not for the fact that I was busy, even though I was quite busy the past couple of weeks, but for the fact that I have not been getting any feedback on this story lately. For me to continue with this story, I need feedback, good or bad, to see if im following the plot line I have for this story well enough or not. If I can ask that you leave a review to let me know about this chapter then I will update REALLY FAST. I swear! Im not going to withhold my chapters, but when people leave comments and let me know how they like my stories, it helps with my ideas and also makes me want to write faster. So, please, let me know!
Okay, so now, lets get on with the chapter!
Si PoV
It was hard to contain my laughing as Jess looked around franicly looking for the key that I had saw Emily take out the door with her. She was going to give us some alone time, and I couldn't be more grateful to her. I was going to owe her if this went over well.
"Jess, calm down. Relax." I told her, rubbing small circles into her back. I heard her sigh, and felt the tension in her shoulders relax, as she breathed deeply.
I was still rubbing her back when she shifted, and surprisingly, cuddled into my chest, resting her head over my heart. My breath caught when I heard her sigh again.
"Jess…? What are you doing?" I asked her, whispering in her ear. I felt her shudder slightly as my breath hit her neck, so I instinctively hugged her, thinking that she might be cold.
"I'm…not doing anything. What are you doing?" She whispered into my chest, and then it was my turn to shudder. It was a wonderful feeling, having her against my chest like this. Her breath was warming my chest.
I hadn't even realized that my hand had traveled from her back to her hair until I felt the soft, wavey brown locks in my fingers as I stroked her head.
She sighs, and wraps her arms around me.
"Simon…I'm so tired…" She yawns lightly, as I continue to stroke her hair.
"You can sleep, Jess. I'll take you to you're room when Emily lets us out." And I gently start rocking from side to side, humming a lullaby that my mother used to sing to me and Derek when we were young. She turned her face so the right side was against my heart and the other was facing the piano. She placed her left hand on my opposite shoulder and wrapped the other around my waist.
I continued to rock back and forth slowly, and humming the song even after she was asleep. She was so cute as she slept in my lap. Her hair was waving, her lips slightly parted, her eyes shut lightly.
I think I may have fallen asleep with Jess on my lap, because when I woke up, we were both laying on the floor beside the piano podium, her still in my embrace. I couldn't help myself. I kissed her forehead lightly, but it was enough to wake her. She looked up at me, puzzled at first, then a look of shock crossed her face.
I started to rub small circles onto her back again, wanting to calm her down. It worked, because her face went back to the usual look of peacefulness that was always present on it.
"I'm sorry that I feel asleep on you, Simon. Did Emily not come back?" She asked me, laying on her back, using my arm as a pillow.
"I really don't know if she came back or not. I feel asleep just after you I think. And its fine, you falling asleep on me. You were actually really cute when you were sleeping," Oh, God. Did I really just say that? By the look on Jess's face, yes, yes I did just say that.
"You think I'm…cute?" Her voice rose an octave when she said the last word, out of surprise I think, but I couldn't be sure, seeing as I suck at telling emotions through voice, and I was just a little to afraid to look into her beautiful brown eyes right now. I was looking at the wall behind her.
"Umm, well…Yeah. Yeah, I do think your cute Jess." I wonder if this is how Derek felt when he told Chloe?
I lost my train of thought as I felt lips press to my cheek. I look down to see Jess pulling away from my face, her cheeks slightly red.
"I…umm, I'm sorry. It's just that, well…I don't know," she stood up and walked to the door.
JPoV
"I…umm, I'm sorry. It's just that, well…I don't know," I didn't know what came over me when Simon told me that he thought I was cute, but I kissed his cheek and felt my own cheeks begin to blaze. Damn it. He was going to think that im desperate or something like that.
I decided that I would leave before I could do any more damage, but as I walked towards the door, I felt a pair of familiar warming arms surround my waist, efficiently bringing me to a halt. If that didn't, then his lips pressing to my ear and whispering in a sweet voice "where do you think your going?" did. It was also very surprising. But not nearly as surprising as what he did next.
Simon quicky spun me around and took my face in his hands, looking right into my eyes, as he leaned in. Now, I have kissed boys before, but even with my first kiss, I wasn't as anxious for his lip to touch mine. And when Simons finally did, it was like I was melting into him. It was, by far, the most passionate, and sweet kiss I have ever had, but that's not what made it the best. What made this kiss, hopefully the first of many, was that I could feel his emotions along with mine. Love, adoration, longing. So many strong, POSITVE, emotions were running through his mind as he held his lips to mine.
When he pulled away, it was as if a part of me had left with him, and a part of him was left with me.
He continued to look into my eyes, a smile upon his lips, still holding my cheeks in his hands. It was then I realized it. I might actually love Simon. This thought made me feel light headed, and it must have shown on my face, because Simons smiling eyes quickly turned to concern filled.
"Jess? Jess, whats wrong?" He quickly and gently let go of my face and took my hands, leaning me over to the couch that I had seemed to have forgotten on the far side of the room.
He made sure I was seated and as comfortable as I could be before he sat next to me, still holding my left hand in both of his. This wasn't enough for me, and sitting up was just making my head feel worse. So I laid down with my head in his lap. I felt him stiffen slightly, before he placed one hand on my hair, and gently began to stroke it., the other on my shoulder, rubbing small circles.
I had just woken up from a nap, which I had also fallen asleep on his lap for, but I was suddenly very tired again. I yawned, and felt a little vibration as Simon laughed.
"How can you still be tired? We slept on the floor for hours." He was still laughing lightly, stroking my hair, and rubbing circles.
"I don't know, but im tired," I said as I closed my eyes once again, falling into another peaceful sleep.
Sooooooo, again, I would like to ask of you, my wonderful readers, that you give me some feedback. PLEASE. It doesn't even have to be on this chapter! Could be on the other 20 before it. Wow. I just realized that this story is already that long.
Another thing….IM ALMOST 15! XD My birthday is on Tuesday! Hehehe!
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~RenesmeeRedbird~
