TPOV

This is all way to much. Demetri my boyfriend? Yeah right, I don't think so. He and my dad are lying to me. I don't know why but I know it has something to do with my mystery man Edward. I have to find him but first things first I want to ask Dr. Cullen some questions.

Email to: Dr. Carlisle Cullen

Regarding: questions on Amnesia

Dear Dr. Cullen

I am a victim of amnesia and I had a few questions about when my memory will come back. If I were a victim of beatings to the head, or loss of blood to the brain is it likely that my memory will come back at all? And if so what would be the time range?

Sincerely, Katelyn Frost

I decided to use my sisters and my mother's maiden name. I took my chances, I didn't want anyone to find out about this.

I went downstairs to find my dad cooking dinner.

"Hey Dad, what's up?" I asked him

"Oh hey honey, uh we're having a guest for dinner" he told me. Huh. I wonder who…

The door bell rang and I went to get it and found Demetri standing on our doorstep.

"Oh, You." I said and stepped aside to let him in.

He went into the house avoiding my eyes. Ugh, why is he here. I went into the kitchen to see my father give Demetri a knowing look. That's it I need the truth. We sat down to eat and all was quiet.

"We need to talk." I said.

"About what honey?" my dad asked with a smile.

"About my accident" I said

"Past is yesterday, lets enjoy today." Demetri said.

"No, it's affecting my future. And its time you guys starting telling me the truth" I said, my voice with an edge.

"We told you already, someone broke in and you tried to stop him, he hit you on the head and got away. You wake up from a coma, and now your fine. What's the problem?" my dad asked, with annoyance in his voice.

"What happened before the accident, because I feel like I missing an important part of my life, or an important person, but I don't know who." I said. I wouldn't mention Edward, I know if I did they would shut up like clams.

"Maybe you miss your mom, is that who you can't remember."Demetri said. I can't believe him. Ugh if he knew anything about me then he wouldn't mention my mom. I don't talk about her very much. I didn't remember her at all. How dare he bring her up? He's just side stepping the question.

"Are you serious?" I asked him with a scowl.

'Well it'd be normal for you to forget her, since the accident. She was important to you." He sad

"You don't know anything." I said

"I don't remember because never met her okay. All I have of her is a picture with her and dad. I didn't for get her I forgot someone else." I said my voice rising.

He looked down at his food embarrassed. He should be. He reached for my hand I flinched away.

"Stop, I know I'm not your girlfriend, so you don't have to pretend." I said looking into his eyes. They were sad, I think I hurt his feelings but I didn't let that get to me.

"What are you talking about? Before the accident we were together, I just…" he said defensively. He turned away from me and looked at my Dad.

My dad coughed and said, "Honey, we didn't tell you because we'd thought it'd be too much for you since your accident." He said convincingly. No I refused to believe that.

"Well your right, it is too much" I got up and cleared my plate and headed upstairs.

"Where are you going?" my dad called after me.

"To pack I need to get away, just for a little while. Summer school doesn't start until three weeks, so I'll be back before then." I said a little bit calmer.

I went upstairs and started packing some warm clothes. I'm going to visit my sister Kate; she goes to school in Alaska. Maybe some cold weather will do me good. I'll take the diary with me. Maybe she knows something about my mystery man Edward. I knew I could always trust her.

I went downstairs to tell my dad. Demetri was still there; I wish he would just leave, its so weird having him here.

"Dad, I'm going to visit Kate. Don't worry I'll be back before summer school starts, all I need is money for gas." I said ignoring Demetri's obvious stares.

"I could drive you." Demetri said.

"If you didn't get it already, we're broken up." I said with an edge to my voice

He chuckled, "I think I got it at the coffee shop." He said.

"Honey you don't need to do this."My dad said

"Yes I do. Look, I just need to get away for a while, a little vacation – to clear my head." I told the both of them. "Please just respect my space and let me go" I said with pleading eyes.

My dad took out his wallet and gave me 500 bucks.

"That's for gas and food. You call me when you leave the state and when you get there." He said.

"Look Demetri I don't know if you…whatever but we can still be friends right?" I ask him.

He stood up from the couch and gave me a hug that felt weird but war, "of course I'll always be there for you." He said.

I Looked up at him and gave him a small smile.

Next Day

I got into my beautiful blue mustang and drove. Driving from Oakland California up to Alaska is exhausting. But it's worth it I'll get to see my sister. I haven't seen her since Christmas. She has black mid shoulder length hair; she's quirky with attitude just like me. She looks like mom, 'cept she has Dad's hair.

I called he this morning telling her I'd be dropping in, she was excited. She's going to be doctor so she's working at an autopsy lab on campus. Hmm maybe I'll tour the campus; It is one of my choices for college. That and Berkley.

I hope she could help me with my memory problem; maybe she met Edward before he mysteriously disappeared from my life. Where are those beautiful green eyes of yours? I miss them in my dreams. I hope Dr. Cullen gets back to me soon. I really need to know when I'll get my memory back. Before I left I took my medical files and x-rays.

I called my dad to let him know that I was heading through Seattle, (A/N: aww so close to those green eyes…). I should be in Alaska in a day or two.

Alaska.

Man it is so freaking cold here. I've only been here once and it wasn't that cold. Note to self: buy a parka. The campus was some what small. My sister was at the lab some where on campus. I called her, I think I'm lost.

"Hey sis I'm here, where are you?" I said

"Oh, you know what just meet me at my apartment I'm half way there." She said.

"Okay on my way." I said

Her apartment was a couple of blocks away from the campus. I remember where it was 'cuz me and my dad helped her move into it. It was a quaint little pad; she decorated it with funky colored furniture. Yep that's my sister just as quirky as her taste in furniture.

Parked my car down the block, knocked on the door. It was yanked open and there stood my sister Kate. God I missed her. She screamed, I screamed we did this weird little dance and hugged and screamed some more.

"Oh my god I missed you, how are you since…" she said and rubbed the back of my head where the metal plate is.

I took her hand and squeezed tight," I'm fine, don't worry about me. I just want to sit back and relax before summer school," I said.

"Okay kiddo, when you said you were coming, I though you were running away from home." She said with concerned eyes.

"Kate, no Dad knows I'm here, everything's okay." I said.

I decided not to tell her about Edward and Dr. Cullen just yet. I didn't want to ruin anything. Just today were going to relax.

"So this is what we're going to do. It'll be like when we had sleepovers, junk food, chick flicks, horror films, prank calls, and truth or dare." She said with a devious glint in her eyes.

"Sounds fun!" I said.

I got settled in; I'd be sleeping on the couch. Yeah my sister was too cheap to buy an air mattress. Whatever, the couch was better than sleeping on the cold floor. I took a nap trying to gather some energy the trip to away.

Dream

I was back at the coffee shop Demetri took me a couple of days ago…

I was sitting across from him when some grabbed my hand and gently rubbed it with their finger. I looked beside me and he was there. I couldn't really see his face, but I saw those green eyes, and a new feature: brownish bronze hair that was messy. In a sexy way…

His face was hazy but I knew he was my mystery man.

"Edward?" I said

"Yea love, what is it?" he asked

"Where are you?" I asked him

"I'm right here" he said and pointed to my heart.

"Stay away from her," Demetri said

I was confused, why was Demetri acting like that. Why did he want Edward to stay away?

I looked at Edward and he was fading away, disappearing again.

"No don't go." I said to the fading figure. I reached out to touch him but he was gone.

"Why did do that?" I asked Demetri. He just looked at me with sad eyes.

"Why did you make him go away?" I asked him

"You know why." He said

Then I woke up breathing heavily in a cold sweat. I got up and went to the small kitchen to get a glass of water. Did Demetri have something to do with Edward's disappearance? If so why? What did Edward do for Demetri to want him gone? This is all giving me a headache. I just hope I get my memory back soon…

I heard the door unlock and Kate came in with Grocery bags and a tall guy behind her.

"Hey kiddo, you're up. There's someone I want you to meet," My sister said.

I stood up and looked behind her and saw the tall guy and brown hair and a bright smile.

"This is Dick (A/N: sorry I was watching Vmars season 3 and it just popped up in my head), my boyfriend." my sister said

Funny, my sister didn't mention she had a boyfriend in her emails. Maybe in the 6 months I was unconscious she got bitten by the lovebug, so much for our sleepover.

Dinner

"So I was like whoa, then he was like whoa, then I was like dude, then he was like dude,"

Then I was like: Kill me now, please! Ugh we were having dinner when Dick decided to get into this boring story that had no point, and no end! Why did I come here again? Oh yeah to get away from my dad and Demetri. Now all I want it to get away from is Dick. He's cute and all, but what does my sister see in him, he is doorknob!

"Look I'm tired, I'm just going to go to bed" I told them.

"Aw, like seriously? You won't know the end to my story then." Dick told me.

"Aw, bummer." I said and went in Kate's room.

Yeah I'll sleep in here, she'll sleep on the couch; punishment for making me listen to that meathead!

At least they won't be getting "jiggy wit it" while I'm here.

I collapsed on Kate's bed, not really sleepy. I snuck into the living room to get my diary. I need to know more about my mystery man Edward. I opened it up to where I left off. All that was there was that I was falling for this guy. So we had deep feelings for each other. But where was he now? I was a little pissed that he left me. I wondered if he ever tried to visit me while I was in my coma.

I looked around the room and saw Kate's laptop.

I went back to the kitchen to ask Kate if I could use her laptop. I stopped mid step to see Kate sucking face with the meathead boyfriend. Ew. I coughed very loudly to get their attention. They detached face. Aw the meathead blushes, how cute, not really.

"Um Kate, can use your laptop?" I asked her.

She gave me a disapproving look. "Yeah sure," she said

Whatever, "Carry on," I smiled and went back into her room.

I signed on my email account hoping Dr. Cullen got back to me.

"You've got mail" Yay! Hopefully he answered my questions.

Dear Ms Frost,

Your memory should come back in time. Without a proper examination I won't be able to say when. But if you were to make an appointment and come to Washington I could examine your brain with a cat scan and see how the memory loss is.

Sincerely, Dr. Carlisle Cullen

I didn't write back just yet. Maybe I should talk to my Dad about this first. Even though my trust is wavering, I know he only wants what's best for me. But some things I just have to do on my own. Washington is on my way to California anyway. Since I'm passing through the state, my dad won't know anything.

The door to Kate's room opened. Kate walked in with a dreamy look in her eyes.

"So your head over heels huh." I told her

"Nah, it's a summer romance," she said

With an eyebrow raised I asked "Seriously Kate? You like this guy."

"Okay yeah kinda, but sometimes he's a total meathead." She said. She didn't know how much I agreed with her.

"So, where'd you meet him?" I asked

"My car broke down, and his father is the mechanic I went to, then I met Dick while he working on his mustang there"

"ooh a mustang, the meathead has good taste" I said

"ugh shut up!" she said and hit me on the arm. I got a surge of pain, something that felt very familiar. I couldn't place it but if felt so wrong.

"Tanie what's wrong?" my sister asked when she saw my expression.

"Hold on," I ran into the bathroom and pulled up my sleeve to reveal an ugly old bruise, it was going away slowly. How did I get this? I don't remember seeing it when I got in the show last night…

Kate came in behind me and saw the bruise, "Must have happened during the accident" she said.

I pulled up my shirt over my stomach and noticed some faint but there scars over my belly. I don't remember them ever being there. Kate saw too, she looked down at her shoes, and I swear I heard curse 'bastard' under her breath. But I don't think that was for the robber, but then who?

"Lets watch a movie," I said

She looked at me with guarded concerned eyes, "yeah a chick flick"

We popped in a movie and ate popcorn. I wasn't really paying attention my mind was on the dream I had today.

"So did you like Dick?" Kate whispered to me.

"For me, nahh!" I said while popping popcorn in my mouth.

"Duh, not for you" she whispered.

"Why are we whispering?" I said with a laugh

"Well do you like him?" she asked me again

"Yes, he absolute charming" I said with sarcasm. "Look if your happy, I'm happy" I told her.

She smiled and said "Dude thanks" and I laughed at her.

We watched some more movies, then both passed out on her bed.

Breakfast

Ugh, I woke up with a killer junk food hangover. Something in the kitchen smells good. I walked toward the smell to find Kate over the stove. She always cooked for me and Dad at home.

"Hey sleepy head" she said.

"You know when I smell bacon I come a runin. "I told her

She laughed and asked "Do you want pancakes too"

I gave her a duh face and she stared at me, with those concerned eyes again.

"Well get to cookin' good lookin', I'm getting hungry!" I told her. I really wish she wouldn't worry about me so much.

She made the pancakes and sat down and ate. I decided this is when I'll strike.

"Where do you think Edward went after my accident." I asked her. The fork was on its way to her mouth when she stopped.

"Who," she asked looking down at her half eaten pancakes.

I couldn't believe this, I know she's lying. Her getting all red and her mouth starts to twitch like its doing now.

"Don't lie to me Kate, I didn't come all this way to be lied to again, so tell me the truth do you know where Edward is?" I asked her.

"No, I don't know where he is, and where he is I hope he stays there." She said. She got up and cleared her plate. She was leaning over the sink shaking her head.

"So that's why you came here, not to spend time with me but to find out about Edward?" she said, her voice a little higher than before.

"No Kate, that's not why, I wanted to spend time with you, and I knew you were my only ally. You're the one who always tells me the truth no matter if it hurts or not." I said.

"You don't remember much about Edward do you?" she asked me.

"No, I don't. Why did he leave after the accident?" I asked her.

"Its good you don't remember, you're better off. Look I'm late for work I have to go, I'll see later." She said and picked up her purse and walked out of the door.

I stood there. Now what do I do?

Dinner

I was cooking a big dinner of pasta; I wanted to make it up to Kate. I didn't want her to be mad at me. I was little pissed she didn't tell me the truth. I knew that was that and I wouldn't get anything else out of her.

I was adding in the sauce when I heard the door unlock and Kate came in surprisingly without Dick.

"Hey," she said. She had ice cream in her hand. Aw she's sorry too. We used that as our white flag.

"Aw Kate," I said and walked over to the fridge and pulled out a carton of Starbucks ice cream ( I went to the store to get it just for her).

She looked at the carton and laughed.

We ate dinner and we talked about normal stuff. We avoided the subject of my accident. We'll just leave that alone for now. She asked about how dad was and what classes I had to take for summer school. After dinner we watched some horror films and ate our ice cream.

I stayed for a couple more days. Dick came over dinner, and I was actually starting to like him. What can I say he grew on me. He's like the big brother I never had. We talked about cars, he thought it was really cool that I was into cars, Kate on the other hand thought we were both weird.

"A car is a car, you put gas in it and you go" she said.

Me and Dick looked at her like she was crazy.

"Babe, a car is much more than that" Dick said to Kate.

"Yeah, cars a pretty complicated," I told her.

"Whatever," she said and took a sip of her soda.

It was time for me to give them their alone time so I retreated to Kate's room to use her laptop. I perused the web, and then I check my email. Nothing ne win my inbox. I wrote a quick email to Dr. Cullen accepting his offer to come down to Washington. I'll leave in the morning…

I fell asleep in Kate's bed, drifting into a dream…

Dream

"I miss you," Edward said to me in my dream

"I miss you too, but where are you?" I said to him

"I'm right here," he said.

And this time I could see his face perfectly. His sharp cheek bones, nice nose, a cute face that matched his eyes perfectly.

"I love you," he said.

"I love you too," I told him

He leaned in to kiss me

Then I woke up.

"Damn!" I said.

I looked over the clock and it was 5:30. Good I needed to get up so I'd have an early start on the road. I went grabbed some breakfast and woke Kate up to say goodbye. She cried a little. I told I'd be back before she knew it and to tell Dick I said bye.

Washington

I checked into a hotel in Seattle, which was only an hour away from Forks. I called my Dad and told him where I was and told I'd be shopping for a few days. Then I called Dr. Cullen and he said to meet him at his house during the afternoon tomorrow.

I crashed on the nice soft hotel bed for a few hours; I was exhausted from the trip. I drove all day and only stopped for only food, and when I needed to fill the car up with gas.

The next day I drove all the way to the address Dr. Cullen gave me. Wow he had a huge house. I parked in the drive way. I went up to the door and rang the bell.

I heard foot steps and the door opened.

I was shocked to see a familiar tall boy, I felt as if I knew him my whole live

Then it hit me like a big yellow school bus, it was Edward.

"Edward! I finally found you!" I yelled and ran and threw my arms a round him.

He looked down at me shocked. I stood on my toes and kissed him. He kissed me back

Now I felt safe.

A/N: or so she thinks? Uh oh! She found Edward…now what?