APOV
The police officer shows up at the front door. "No, please! Please don't tell me, I don't want to know! It's not true! It cannot be true if I don't hear the words!" I run out the back door and jump in the nearby lake. I'm drowning and I don't know why! I can swim! I'm a strong swimmer and yet, I feel myself sinking deeper into the depths of the lake, fighting for air, I inhale the water, I'm blacking out...
"No!" I shout as I gasp for air.
My clothes are soaked in sweat. Noah didn't want me to know, he always tries to protect me but I saw the police report. The officer told us that our parents were hit by a drunk driver which was true but we didn't know (at the time) that they died gasping for air. Their car was submerged under water. They couldn't get out. I have nightmares about their deaths almost every night. I wake up screaming and fighting for air, tonight is no different.
I'm a stinky sweaty mess so I decide to take a quick shower and it finally happens. I break down and sink to the floor. I let the water hit me and I cry until I have nothing else to give. I slowly dry myself off, get dressed in a tank top and booty shorts and I look out my bedroom window. This is not my home, I miss my home with my mom and dad. I will never see them again, I am alone...all alone. I need my mom and dad, I need them now more than ever. I'm a kid without parents, who will take care of me, who will give me the parent talks that I need, who will make me hot chocolate when I don't feel good? Who can I share my day with after school? I'm lost and all I want right now is security, all I want is love. I start to cry again..."Mommy! Daddy! Why?" I shout as I sob, "Why? I need you! I miss you guys so much! It's not fair! Why did this happen? Please God, bring them back! Wake me up from this nightmare! Please!"
I quickly run to Noah's room and sit on his bed, "Stay?" Noah sits up, and I see his strong chiseled chest as he's not wearing a shirt. "What is it? Are ok? Did you have another one of your nightmares?" He asks as he turns on his low light desk lamp.
I nod and say, "Noah, they're gone! They're not coming back! I miss them so much! What am I going to do? What are you going to do? What are we going to do? I need them, I need them so much. I'm...I'm all alone!" I cry as I lean into Noah's chest.
"Hey now," Noah says as he pushes my hair out of my face and rubs my back. "I know Stay, I miss them too. I miss them every hour of every day. We had the best parents ever and now they're...gone. Don't worry, we'll be ok Stay. We have each other and we will always take care of each other right?" He says as he cups my chin and looks into my eyes.
I think of my parents and how empty I feel without them here, "I'm alone Noah, you're alone. Our parents our gone. We are all alone!"
Noah grabs my face and says, "Stay, We. Are. Not. Alone. Got it?"
I look into Noah's beautiful sea green eyes and I get lost in them. I slowly lean into his face and gently kiss his soft lips. I scoot closer to him on the bed and put my hands on his chest. He feels so hard, his muscles are rippled and I feel something deep inside me. I'm tingling, my body is alive, I feel my nipples getting hard. Holy cow! What's happening to me? I hear Noah moan, "Oh God Stay, please...don't do this..."
I ignore his plea, this feels so good, there is no longer pain. I kiss him harder and I gently push my tongue in his mouth. I've never kissed anyone before. This feels so good, I need this, I need to feel loved. I need his strong arms around me. Noah begins to shift away and I see that he has a boner, it's popping through his bed sheet.
"Noah, let's do it." I say as I try to lean forward as he again pushes back away from me.
"Stay, God Stay...I told you not to do this. I'm not that strong, I'm still a guy you know! I have...needs dammit and you're really making this hard...uh I mean difficult for me to do the right thing!"
"Noah, us doing it will be the right thing. Please, I need you Noah. I want you to...make love to me, please." I need him to fill me. I need him to fill this emptiness inside of me. My body is on fire and I want him, I've never felt this way before and looking at him now, no shirt, strong arms, he's gorgeous! How have I not noticed this?!
I look at him with the saddest of eyes, hoping I can reach him, hoping he will take me. I want to forget about the pain and the rest of the world. I just want Noah and I to be close, I want us to be one, together. I guess I'm feeling what you would call 'lorny' a mixture of lonely and horny and Noah is 'lorny' too because his woody has gotten much bigger.
Noah looks at me and I can tell he's having an internal battle with himself. I think 'Good Noah' is going to win because he takes a deep breath and says, "Look Stay, I know you want this but..."
I cut him off and lunge at him. I kiss him again and push him down on the bed. "Noah," I moan, "I want you, please." I say as my hand wanders down to his penis. It's so hard and before I know it, I find myself reaching under the sheet to grab it. Whoa! He's naked! He's not wearing PJ bottoms! I wasn't expecting that!
Noah moans "Oh man!" He kisses me with an urgency, the same urgency that I have. I soon find myself straddling him and I lower myself to kiss his face.
Noah looks up at me and says, "Stay, you are so damn beautiful." He grabs me and rolls over so that I'm beneath him. He straddles me and slowly reaches for the hem of my tank-top. He's having that damn internal battle with himself and I quickly lift my shirt up and remove it exposing my breasts. His eyes darken and he slowly lowers himself to them. He takes my breast in his mouth and begins to suck me. Oh my god! It feels so good! My back lifts off of the bed in response to him sucking on me! Wow! I like this feeling but it's not enough. I want more of him, I need him inside me. His penis is right in front of me so I grab it and proceed to stroke him.
"Oh God Stay, that feels so good." Noah moans as he kisses my other breast.
"Noah please, I need you...please do it..." I moan as I lift my hips up.
He slowly removes my panties and positions the tip of his penis near the entrance of my kitty kat. I lift my back again, I want him inside me, to fill the emptiness deep within my soul. He takes himself in his hand and rubs his tip up and down my kitty kat, I can feel that I'm wet down there and he's rubbing my wetness all around. He's moaning and I'm wondering if this is going to get him off. I sure hope not because I'm ready to feel all of him inside of me.
"Please Noah, put it in. I need you to fill me, I'm so empty inside." I cry out as I feel the tears slide down my eyes dripping into my ears.
NPOV
My cock is so hard and so ready to plunge inside Stay, I cannot wait any longer but I'm still a gentleman, my parents raised me with manners so as much as I want this I have to be sure, absolutely sure, "Stay," I moan as I probe my cock a little further inside her hot wetness, "Are you sure about this? We can stop, I will understand baby."
Fuck, I called her baby!
"Yes Noah, I'm sure please I need this emptiness inside to go away. Please fill me with your love."
She said 'love!' Does Stay love me? Is this really happening?
"Ok baby," I say as I push further and position myself to dive into her beautiful pink flower, "I'm going in," and with those words I thrust hard and I feel something inside her give.
She moans, "Oh God, it hurts!"
Fuck! Should I stop? What now?
"Are you ok? You want me to stop Stay?" I ask hoping that she doesn't want this to end. I want to come and I want to feel her.
"No, don't stop. Keep going, I just need to get used to this feeling." She says as she starts to buck up against me. "Please keep going Noah, I need this." She begs as she grabs my shoulders.
She feels so damn good and I know it's only a matter of seconds before I come.
"Stay, oh God Stay, keep moving. I'm almost there baby, I'm almost...Oh God! Yes!" I shout as I feel myself explode. I collapse on Stay and she holds me tight. Crying and kissing my head.
"Oh Noah, that was...thank you Noah." Stay says as she strokes my back. I love feeling her hands running up and down my body.
"Ana, that was amazing." I say as I try to return my breathing to normal.
"Noah, you just called me 'Ana'. Why is that?" Ana asks as she kisses my head once more.
I lift myself and crawl up to her face and say, "Well, your name is Ana. 'Stay' was my childhood friend, I think we've just changed our relationship and we have taken it to another level."
I feel Ana stiffen up, shit! Maybe this is too soon? Well geez, we just had sex, doesn't mean something to her? I love her! Doesn't she love me?
"Yes Noah, we have taken our relationship to another level and I want to you to know something." She says as she takes a deep breath.
Shit, this isn't going to be good. She's going to break my heart. I know it! She can't love me, she never has, well, not in that way, not even now after we had sex?
No! We didn't have sex, we made LOVE!
"What is it Ana?" I ask as I caress her soft cheek. Damn she's so beautiful!
"Noah, I...I love you. I know we're only sixteen but..."
I don't let her finish her sentence as I kiss her hard on the lips. I want to jump up and shout to the mountaintops! She does love me! Ana loves me! Finally!
"I love you too Ana! So very much! I know we're only sixteen, but Ana my love for you is...I don't know how to put it into words but you must know that I will always love you Ana. Always."
Ana looks scared, something is freaking her out. Maybe I came on too strong? She has to know what I feel for her, she has to know that this is special. I feel a lump in my throat but I have to ask, "Ana, what is it?"
"Shit!" Ana jumps out of bed completely naked and looking oh so hot! "Noah, what's wrong with us? We didn't use a condom!"
I feel the ground swallow me up, I'm dizzy and all I can manage to say is "Fuck!"
APOV
"Noah! What have we done?!" I shout as I grab a bed sheet to cover up my nakedness. "I can't be pregnant! Please don't let me be pregnant. I'm only sixteen years old!" I shout as I start to feel sick to my stomach. Geez, this can't be morning sickness already can it? Of course it can't! We just had sex not two minutes ago! Oh great! Now I'm losing my mind!
"Ana, did you hear me?" Noah says as he carries me back to bed and lays down next to me. We are face to face.
He wraps his hard muscular body around me and I shout, "What are you doing? Oh no you don't! We're not doing that again! Haven't we done enough? I might be pregnant! Is that registering in your thick skull? You might be a father dammit!" I'm finding it hard to breath, it's like I'm having a nightmare only this one is real.
"Easy Ana, I'm not going to do anything. I'm only trying to calm you down baby. Relax, take a deep breath. It's going to be ok. We'll figure this out." He says as he kisses my cheek.
"Oh Noah, I'm sorry I came on to you. This is my fault." I say as I find myself getting turned on again as I feel his penis getting hard and poking my stomach. Good Lord, what the hell is wrong with me?
Noah laughs and says, "Ana, this isn't your fault. I mean it does take two to people to uh...you know."
I look at Noah, my best friend, my boyfriend and I can't help but laugh. He can't even say what we just did. It's quite funny actually, the more I think about it, the more I laugh, maybe I'm going crazy. Is that one of the side effects of pregnancy I wonder?
"Ana, what's so funny?" Noah asks as he smiles at me with his perfect teeth. He really is hot!
"Well, look at us Noah. We've been best friends since forever and now we're...more than friends and you can't even say we just did. It's called having sex Noah. You can say it ya know, it's ok." I say as I twirl my finger in his curly golden locks.
"No Ana, you are mistaken. We didn't have sex, we made love. I love you Ana." Noah says as he kisses me.
"Noah, I can't do it again. I'm a little sore." I say as I yawn and lay on his chest. His body feels so nice. His chest is strong and warm and even though I might be pregnant...for the first time since we have lost our parents, I feel...safe.
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