CPOV
I can't believe how fucking nervous I am! I've been waiting for this moment since the first time I laid eyes on my Firecracker and now, it's finally going to happen. We are going on our first official date.
I swallow my pride, keep the phone away from my ears and make the call.
"Christian! I can't believe you're calling me! How are you sweetie?!" I hear her squeal as I keep the phone far enough to not shatter my ear drum but close enough to hear the shrill of her voice.
"I'm fine Mia. I have a question. Well, actually I need your help." I say quietly.
Silence on the other end of line...
There's no reply, perhaps I have the phone a little too far from my ear. I bring it a bit closer and still nothing. Every time I call and 'speak' to Mia she never stops yapping and now...nothing.
Perhaps I lost the call.
I bring the phone to my ear and say, "Uh...Mia? Hello? Are you still there?"
"Oh my God! It's finally happened! It's a girl isn't it? My big brother has a girlfriend!"
"Fuck!" I shout as I hear the squeal and shrill of my little sister's voice and it shocks me so that I drop my damn phone and sure enough without a missing a beat, I can hear Mia continuing a conversation with herself.
"...let go Elliot, he called me! So, like I was saying Christian, you must bring her to visit or maybe I'll come visit you! I have to meet her."
"Mia!" I hear Elliot say in the background, "Lemme talk to my little bro! Christian, remember my saying bro, 'no glove, no love!' We don't want another 'Christian' running around, you're more than enough, the world can't handle another Christian dude!"
Oh Christ! Mia just can't keep her squeals down. Now mom and dad will certainly find out.
Shit!
"Ell, give Mia the phone dammit! I need to speak to her!"
"No you don't dude, I'm the expert. Just take the little dish out for a bite to eat, make sure it isn't too spicy, stay away from onions and garlic and shit like that and don't forget to...dammit Mia! Ow! No need to punch me sis!"
"Sorry Christian, I handled Elliot. Now what's up? Do you need dating advice big brother? This is sooooo cute, my big brother coming to me for help!"
I swear if Mia wasn't my little sister I wouldn't put up with her but God help me, I love her. She helped me to come out of my shelter of darkness.
"Ok Mia, quit gloating and help me. It's our first date. What do I do? A movie? A play? What? What? What?"
"Wow Christian, I'm glad you called. No movie, no play, just take her somewhere pretty. Take her somewhere that you have a nice view." Mia says in her no-nonsense way.
"Ok, then what?"
"Then what? Then you talk! You get to know each other silly! Girls love talking about themselves don't you know that?"
"Mia, you like talking about yourself. Anastasia is...different." I chuckle thinking about the very many 'Mia' stories I've heard over my many years in the Grey household.
"Christian, how much time have you got? I have so many things to talk to you about. Are you going to make it to my high school graduation? I refuse to walk the line if you're not there ya know?"
That's Mia, always 'guilting' me into getting her way.
"I'll be there Mia and I don't have time to chat but thanks for the advice. Laters!" I say quickly and end the call before she continues to ramble on.
She get's one more piece of advice in as I hear her shout, "Christian, take her flowers!"
Flowers? What the fuck do I know about flowers? I decide to go on-line and research this shit!
Christ!
Who would have thought that a first date could be so fucking difficult! Aside from the obvious fucked up life I've led, it's no wonder that I've not dated! This shit is more trouble than it's worth!
I picture my beautiful Firecracker in my mind and I feel warm all over. My face starts to feel slightly painful. Ah yes, I'm smiling now. These facial muscles are really starting to get a major work-out.
Smiling...what an interesting concept, all new to me courtesy of the Firecracker. The things she does to me.
Oh yes Firecracker, you are most definitely worth any and all trouble. Oh the things I could do to you...
APOV
I'm ready for my date with Christian, I'm just about to text him when I hear someone knocking at my door. Could it be him? He usually texts to let me know he's here.
My heart begins to race as I approach the door and holy freaking jingle bells. My date stands before me looking like he just stepped off the modeling runway! I'm dizzy just looking at him and I'm thankful that the door is helping to keep me from swooning.
I hope I'm not drooling and I quickly pick my jaw up off the floor. Christian's hair is perfect, he doesn't have to do a thing to it. I so want to run my fingers through it once more.
He's casually dressed in a grey v-neck sweater and a pair of faded jeans that fit him perfectly. It's like he just grabbed the first thing he could reach for in his closet without putting any thought and yet for him, at all comes together so well.
Life just isn't fair.
CPOV
Wow! Anastasia looks beautiful! My eyes roam her body and I take her all in. She's wearing low-rise jeans that hug her hips, a form-fitting pink kitten t-shirt that shows just enough skin to tease me and a pair of matching pink chucks.
Christ!
"The Big Guy" just reared his head as if to say, "Hello! Do you need me? I'm here and ready to go. Whoa! Check her out! Let's get pull those pants down and get in between her legs dude!"
I swear that fucker has a mind of its own! It's bad enough I hear my fucked up voice in my head but to hear 'The Big Guy' as well, that just pushes me over the edge!
Hey stupid! Quit eye-fucking her and snap out of it!
I snap back and I can't help but smirk as I see Anastasia doing the very same thing to me.
Fortunately I snapped out of it before she did!
Let's have some fun Grey.
"Anastasia, what a lovely smile you have. Do you see anything you like my little Firecracker?"
I ask as I lean against the door railing. She still doesn't answer.
Wow! This is good! I like this.
"I'm sorry what was that?" She asks as the blush covers her pretty face.
"Aren't you going to ask me in Firecracker?" I purr.
"Oh yu, yes, of course. Ddduh, do come in." She stutters.
Fuck she's damn adorable. God I want her so bad!
I'm impressed with her room, it's rather large with a kitchenette. I watch her nervously roam around unaware of what to do. Her back is towards me and she's wiggling that delectable bottom of hers. How I would love to cup her ass! She turns quickly and I get a better look at her pink t-shirt. It hugs her body so well and her breasts are so firm and perky. How I would love to tease and taste her pink nipples.
Christ! Why did she have to wear pink?! I think back to her in her bikini and those pink triangles.
Dammit, The Big Guy is waking up again. "Did someone mention pink triangles? I'm ready for action!"
Shit!
Focus on her shirt Grey! You need a distraction quick! What does her shirt say?
"Ana, that's a lovely color on you. May I read what your shirt says?" I ask as I try to calm The Big Guy down.
"Oh, of course Christian." She stops and stands in front of me, shoulders squared back, chest slightly out, shit! Maybe this wasn't the right distraction.
I read her shirt, "Keep calm and hello kitty? I don't get it." I say slightly confused.
" 'Keep calm' is a popular phrase Christian." She says matter-of-factly.
I stare at her shirt and watch her breasts rise and fall as I feel her breathing increase, we are so close to one another and we both feel that pulling sensation. I swear if I don't leave this room I'll fucking take her right here on the damn floor!
Pink shirt, pink triangles, hello kitty, fuck! What I could do to her 'little kitty!' I'd have her purring with such pleasure she wouldn't know what to do!
APOV
Is Christian ok? He keeps staring at my shirt. Does he feel what I feel. That sexual energy between us?
I'm so embarrassed that he caught me eye-fucking him but now it appears he's doing it to me. He won't take his eyes off of my shirt. What's up with this guy. Well, I guess it's time to use his line right back on him.
"Christian, do you see anything you like baby?"
CPOV
Oh no, my Firecracker did not just use my own line on me?
Dammit, she's driving me nuts!
Oh fuck this shit!
"Yes Firecracker," I groan as I pull her up against me. "As a matter of fact I do."
Her eyes alight with mischievous wonder and her soft full lips curve into the cutest smile that I have ever seen.
I can feel Anastasia's sweet warm breath and I know she wants me just as much as I want her.
"Anastasia, I have to tell you something." I say as I lower myself to her and lean our foreheads together, my arms wrapped around her with my hands cupping her soft ass.
"Whuh...what is it Christian?" She pants as she wraps her arms around me pushing me against her and I rub against her making her feel The Big Guy.
"If I kiss you, right here...right now..." I'm panting like a fucking dog who has chased a tennis ball all fucking day, shit!
"Yyuh, yes..." Ana moans.
"We. Won't. Leave. This. Room."
Come on baby please, please, just perk up those soft kissable lips and do it already! Put it me out of my fucking misery. For God's sake take pity on this poor fucked up idiot who has been jacking off since the moment I saw those pink triangles fall and expose your exquisite beauty.
APOV
Oh my sweet baby Jesus in the heavens above! I can feel Christian's throbbing member rubbing up against me and I'm dying to feel some friction between my legs. I can feel myself getting moist down there.
My God, what he does to me. What am I to do?
I can't help but look up at him and smile.
"Anastasia, I have to tell you something." Christian says as he places his forehead against mine and he's squeezing my butt! Oh Lordy!
"Whuh...what is it Christian?" I ask hoping that he kisses me.
"If I kiss you, right here...right now..." He purrs.
"Yyuh, yes..."
"We. Won't. Leave. This. Room."
Hell, I didn't wanna leave this room as soon as I opened the door and saw him standing there looking so hot!
Holly's staying with friends this week-end so we would have the place to ourselves...no, it's too soon. You just broke up with Noah! What will everyone think?
Who cares what anyone thinks! Look at him! He wants you! He's gorgeous! He's practically begging for it dummy! Just kiss him already and put me out my misery! I swear if you don't I will purposely forget all the studying you did for your literature class bitch!
No! I studied for an entire day!
I get on my tippy toes and grab Christian's hair. I hear him take in a sharp breath and I slowly bring his lips right in front of mine. Christian smiles and I smile back. I close my eyes and our lips connect.
I feel it at once, that jolt running through my body. It's as though I'm being sexually electrocuted! Oh fucking my!
His tongue gently pushes against my lips as he asks for entry, my lips part slightly and I allow his tongue to explore my mouth. I tentatively push my tongue against his and I hear him moan.
He pushes me up against the wall and he moans, "Firecracker, oh baby you are so good..."
I feel Christian's hands roaming all over my body, he's squeezing my butt and I slightly lean forward, his hands go under my t-shirt and up my back.
He's pressing his body harder against mine and I feel his hard on once more...Oh God I want him. I want him inside of me...
I keep my hands in his soft wavy hair, it feels so damn good.
We're both moaning and Christian pulls away from me, "Anastasia, I want you. I want you so bad Firecracker, do you want me? Is this what you want?"
"Yes Christian, please..."
"Are we alone?" He asks.
"Yes, Holly's out for the week-end."
"Which one is your bedroom?" He asks as he lifts me up in his arms.
"First door on the right." I manage to pant.
As soon as we enter my room we are quick to rid ourselves of our clothes. It happens in lightening speed!
I pull off his sweater and black t-shirt and he quickly removes my shirt and bra. He reaches for the zipper on my pants and quickly I remove them. I'm left wearing only my panties and Christian is wearing his jeans.
We're still standing and I'm in a hurry to rid him of his pants. I undo the zipper and I attempt to pull them down when Christian scares the crap out of me by yelling, "Wait!"
I freeze.
"What's wrong Christian? Have you changed your mind?" I ask sadly.
"Oh no Firecracker, not at all...We're moving too fast. I want to savor this moment." He says as he squeezes my butt and I then place my hand down his pants and reach for his throbbing member.
I stroke him and he moans, "Oh God baby, your hand feels so good around my cock. I can't wait to be inside of you...I've wanted you for so long."
"Oh God Christian, I want you too...so much." I say softly.
Christian lifts me in his arms and places me gently on my bed. I can feel my heart beat and I swear that I can see the vibration of my heart against my chest!
Christian slowly tugs on my panties and drags them down slowly over my thighs and legs while his fingers stroke my skin on the way down. I can feel the jolts of electricity on my legs. Once he's removed my panties, I feel him back away from me.
What's he doing?
I sit up on my elbows and holy hell, Christian's body is a sight to behold and he's not even naked...yet! He's standing and leaning against the doorway and he's looking away from me.
Why?
I'm can see his profile which also enables me to see that his pants are not quite down but I can most definitely see the curve of his fine-looking ass!
Oh man I want to squeeze and cup his ass so bad but he's lost in his thoughts...
"Christian, are you ok?"
"I'm fine Ana, it's just that..."
"What Christian? What is it? I want this, do you want me to beg?"
"Oh no Ana, it's not that, it's just I've...I've never..."
"Oh God, please don't say you're a virgin Christian because I would find that impossible to believe." I can see that he's frustrated and now I'm feeling a bit embarrassed as I'm lying naked on my bed.
I quickly climb under the blanket.
"Please don't cover yourself Ana, I like looking at you...your so beautiful and I want you desperately."
"Well it sure doesn't feel like it Christian, maybe this was a bad idea, maybe we're going too fast?" I say as I try to recover a bit of my dignity.
"Ana, I'm not exactly a virgin but I...I don't want to hurt you...I've never...I've never made love to anyone before...never and I'm afraid that I might hurt you."
"You're not exactly a virgin? You've never made love to anyone? Oh Christian, I'm so confused. Please help me to understand...please."
"The thing is...well, I sort of have issues with touch and I really don't want to get into this right now because I really want to get into you baby but...I like to fuck...hard."
Holy hell...that has to be the hottest and sexiest thing I have ever heard in my life! Ok fine, so I'm not a worldly type person and I'm still young but shit, hearing those words coming out of his sexy mouth made me squirmy and I think there's a patch of wetness on my bed...
"Anastasia? Firecracker? Did you hear me? Are...are you ok?"
Crap, Christian is talking to me and I got lost in his words. I don't think Noah and I have ever fucked hard...I mean we went 'fast' but I wouldn't call it 'hard'...what have I gotten myself into?
"I'm fine Christian...I'm not a virgin ya know, I do have 'some' experience."
"Oh God Ana, don't remind me. I just want to be sure that I...I don't hurt you." He says as he sighs.
"Christian," I say as I find myself getting emboldened by his words. "You won't hurt me."
I crawl to the edge of the bed where he's standing with has pants slightly hanging on his hips and I yank them down.
"Shit Firecracker!"
And there he stands, Christian Grey in all his glory and the view from where I sit is fucking fabulous. His throbbing member is HUGE and it is beautiful, absolutely beautiful. It's pretty and pink...my favorite color.
I'm overcome with feelings of eroticism and before I have a moment to process my naughty thought, I do it!
I take him in my mouth. Something Noah tried to get me to do but the thought repulsed me at the time. I mean, you pee from that thing for goodness' sakes, why would I want that in my mouth?
Yet here I am, slurping, sucking and licking Christian like he's the best flavored lollipop that I have ever had!
"Oh...Oh fuck Ana! Shit!"
I think I hear Christian giving me words of praise for my sucking skills...I'm not sure as I'm lost in this feeling of euphoria, this is so damn good. I never in my life would have thought that I would enjoy doing this!
"Shit!"
Thud!
Suddenly I feel Christian pull out of my mouth and I'm confused, why does he want me to stop?
I look up at Christian with sad eyes and then I realize we are facing each other, we're eye to eye.
"Christ Ana, you fucking knocked me off of my feet! You made my fucking knees buckle! Holy shit, you're amazing."
I can't help but smile.
"You...you really think so?"
"Fuck yeah! Let me lie down on the bed so you can continue your...well, you continue where you left off because you just took me all in and you didn't fucking gag! The Big Guy is quite impressed and so am I!"
"The Big Guy? You actually named it?" I giggle.
I see something I never thought I would see...Christian Grey blushing!
"Alright, alright, enjoy your giggle. Yes he is known as 'The Big Guy' ok?"
"Well, at least you've named him correctly." I say as I squeeze 'The Big Guy.'
I take him in my mouth once again, I feel Christian tense up and then he relaxes as I suck him off.
"Anastasia, oh God Firecracker...that feels so fucking good. It's been too long, I've waited for you for so long...Oh, oh, oh fuck Ana! Yes!"
I'm driven by Christian's words, he's on a sexual high that only feeds my hunger for 'The Big Guy'...he tastes so good and I can also feel myself getting wetter down there.
"Firecracker, the things you're doing to me...oh shit baby...damn...I'm...I'm going to cum Ana, stop if you don't want to..."
I stop for a moment and look up at him and I see a quick flash of disappointment...He wants me to swallow!
"Christian I...I've never done this before..."
"You've never swallowed?"
"No, well I mean yes, I've never swallowed but I've also never done this before either."
His eyes widen in shock and then I see a moment of glee.
"So,...I'm your first Ana?"
"Yes Christian, you are."
"I fucking love that!"
I smile and go back to licking and sucking and now I do want to swallow, I want to please him and make him happy.
"Firecracker, I'm going to cum...I'm...I'm warning you in case...Oh shit!"
I feel the warm shoot down my throat, it's a bit salty and funky tasting. My head shoots up and I say, "Ok, that was kind of funky."
I run to the bathroom to brush my teeth.
I can hear Christian say, "Ana, are you alright? What are you doing?"
"I'm brushing my teeth, I want to kiss you but not with that stuff and that taste in my mouth."
When I return Christian is laying on the bed with a satisfied smile on his face.
"What's so funny?" I ask.
"You! You are so damn cute. You went to brush your teeth! I love it! You're so sweet Firecracker and your so..."
I feel silly all of sudden, like an inexperienced child.
I pout and cross my arms as I sit up in the bed, "Well I'm happy that you find me amusing Christian." I snap.
Christian sits up and says, "Hey, I didn't say that to be mean. I meant that you're...you're just so adorable...the women I've been with are...well, never mind that. I want you Ana, I want to make love to you. Will show me how Firecracker?"
He's so earnest and I can tell by looking into his eyes that he means every word.
"I want you too Christian. Yes, I will show you how to make love." I say as I kiss him.
"Mmmm, minty fresh Firecracker."
"Why thank you, I aim to please Sir."
"And please me you do baby." He purrs and I swear if I get any wetter I'm going to slide off this bed.
I slowly straddle Christian and I see a look of sheer terror wash over him, his body tenses up and I don't know what to do so I freeze.
He quickly grab my hands, wraps them around my back and says, "Ana, please, please don't touch me..."
I look at his chest and I see them again...the scars...I feel sad and angry at the same time. Who could do something as horrible as this? It's unthinkable!
"Christian, I have to touch you...I'll be gentle, I promise." I whisper as I lean forward and kiss his nose.
Christian takes a deep breath and says, "This is a big step for me Anastasia, just promise you won't touch my chest or back."
"Ok, Christian. We can do this. Why don't I lie down and you go on top..will that make you feel better?"
"No!" He shouts and I'm taken aback.
"Sorry, I didn't mean to shout, stay on top. I want you to show me how to make love..."
And with his words I carefully lean forward and run my fingers in his hair and kiss his soft lips.
"Christian, I love kissing you..." I say as I kiss him all over. I kiss his cheeks, his nose, I kiss his each of his eye lids and I nibble on his ear."
"Oh God Ana...fuck Firecracker, what are you doing to me?"
"I'm loving you Christian, I'm loving you." I say as I continue to kiss him.
My kisses change from soft and loving to needy and hungry.
I need to feel him, I want him inside of me.
"Oh God Firecracker, I want you, I need you...please baby."
"Yes Christian, yes." I say as I position The Big Guy at the tip of my entrance.
"Anastasia, oh God I can feel how wet you are baby, I can smell your scent...you're ready for this aren't you? You're ready for me..."
"Yes..." I say and I slowly lower myself onto him and allow myself a moment to get accustomed to this feeling of fullness.
He's big...very big...I can tell he's bigger than Noah, I can feel him stretching me in places that I've not been stretched before.
I move slowly up and down and fuck does it feel good!
"Oh God Christian, you feel so good." I say as I move up and down, our hands intertwined together.
"Firecracker, oh baby."
"Move Christian, move against me, please..." I plead needing and wanting to feel the friction between my kitty kat and The Big Guy.
Christian moves slowly as we find our rhythm, we thrust against one another...Oh it feels heavenly sexy good.
"Yes Christian, oh yes...like that..." I purr as I feel our slickery juices combined while the scent of our sex fills the room.
"Can you smell our scent Christian? That's you and me, mixed together in our sex, oh you feel so good Christian..."
I look at Christian, his eyes are closed. It's as though he's trying to focus, I don't understand, he should be relaxed, we're making love.
"Christian, look at me."
His beautiful grey eyes open and he smiles at me, I smile back but something in him changes.
He lets go of my hands. He grabs my hips and squeezes them hard, his hands dig deep into my skin.
"Go Firecracker, take me, harder!" He demands.
I lean forward and brace myself by grabbing his shoulders, I move up and down, harder and faster. I'm so turned on, his grip gets tighter and it only fuels my hunger, this is fucking, this is what he does, this is what he likes and I like it too!
"Go Ana, fuck me! Yes, harder, faster, fuck me!"
"Christian, oh God!"
"Do it Firecracker! Come now! Come loud! Come hard! Oh fuck yeah!"
"Yes!" I shout as I feel myself explode. I feel it, I am a Firecracker in every sense of the word.
I see fireworks as I fall forward on Christian's chest and I float away, before I pass out I could swear that I heard Christian say, "Ana, oh baby...that was fuck-mazing!"
A/N
Credit to Author Alsper for the word "fuck-mazing." And special thanks to my girl Kelley for giving me the heads up.
Rosie :D