APOV

"Everything is perfect, absolutely perfect because...I love you Anastasia Steele."

Did I hear him correctly? Did Christian just say those magic words to me?

"Uhm...what?" I ask, I need to be sure.

"You heard me." Christian says as he smiles at me. "I said 'I love you Anastasia Steele.' I'll say it over and over and over again. I love you Anastasia Steele, you're my Firecracker and I love you more than words can say."

"Oh Christian, I love you too! I have for quite a while, only I was afraid to tell you. I was afraid that I would scare you off, that maybe this was all happening too fast for us. I mean, we're still kids ya know?"

"Ana, we may be young, but all I know is that I love you and I want to be with you all the time. When we go back to school, I want you to move in with me."

Whoa! Now it's me that needs to take a step back. Now I am the one that thinks we are moving too fast. How do I tell him this without freaking him out, without hurting his feelings?

"Christian, I would like nothing more than to move in with you but..."

"But what Ana? I thought you loved me? I want you Ana, I need you so much."

"Christian, I feel the same way. Really I do. It's just that this relationship is still so new to us and I want to nurture it. You mean everything to me, don't you see that? I don't want to ruin us by moving too fast. Can you just give me a little time please?"

Christian looks away from me, he's lost in his thoughts. A slow smile spreads across his face and he says, "Ok, if time is what you want, you shall have it. I'm just happy that your mine and that you love me too. Come, I want to show you something."

He grabs my hand and practically drags me with him. "Christian, slow down. You take much longer strides than I do."

"Oh good God woman." Christian says as he flings me over his shoulder.

"Christian!" I shout as I giggle. "What are you doing? Put me down you caveman!"

"Well, if I'm a caveman, you are my cave woman and isn't better that I carry you over my shoulders instead of dragging you by your beautiful mane? There now, were here." Christian says as he puts me back down.

"Here? Here where?" I ask I look around and then I see it, right in front of us.

"My boat house, well, my parent's boat house really. Come, let me show you around."

"Christian, this is amazing!" I say as he leads by the hand, he doesn't waste anytime leading me straight to what I presume is a bedroom.

We stop outside the door and he says, "We don't have to go inside if you don't want to."

Ok, now I know it's a bedroom.

I look up to him and smile, "Open the damn door Christian."

He kisses my nose, smiles and opens the door.

It's a beautiful room with a four-poster bed, the walls are painted in a soothing blue color. I walk in and sit on the bed. Christian follows behind and sits next to me.

I want to ask him about his nightmares but I don't want to pry. He should willingly tell me about them. It's like the elephant in the room and we're both ignoring it.

"This is my bedroom." Christian says quietly.

"Your bedroom? I don't understand." Then I think to myself, he must sleep here because of the nightmares.

"Well, I figure you heard me screaming last night. I sometimes sleep here in order to avoid disturbing my family. After my night terrors are over, I usually play the piano. It's very soothing. I figure Elliot or Mia probably told you about my nightmares, didn't they?"

I take Christian's hand in order to reassure him that I'm ok knowing all these things. I take a deep breath and go for it. "Yes, they both did. I heard you screaming, matter of fact I was going to enter your bedroom to try to help you."

Christian jumps off of the bed. "You what?!"

"Don't yell at me Christian. I only wanted to help."

"Anastasia, I could have hurt you! What were you thinking?! Oh fuck! Well, it doesn't matter. The door to my bedroom was locked anyway so you couldn't have gotten inside."

"You shouldn't lock your door Christian, that's dangerous."

"No! It's dangerous for me to not lock the door!"

"Don't yell at me. This is your fault anyway! If you had been honest with me about these nightmares that you have, we wouldn't be arguing right now!"

"Ana, please don't be mad at me. I don't think I could take it." He says as he kneels in front of me while I sit on the edge of the bed.

"I have to lock the door. I did something awful...it was a long time ago but..."

"Is this about what happened with Mia?" I ask.

"You know about that?" He asks as his eyes widen in shock.

"Elliot touched on the subject, but he wouldn't go into detail so I asked Mia. She told me what happened. Christian, it was an accident."

"Ana, I'm a monster. Don't you see? There's something sick inside of me and...I feel awful, I feel like shit for even wanting you in my life but I can't help it. I'm drawn to you Ana, I need you more than I need the fucking air that I breathe."

"Christian, don't say that! You are not a monster. You've had a difficult childhood, that's all! Don't give up on yourself! I am never giving up on you. I love you Christian Grey!"

Christian stands, lifts me in his arms and says, "Oh Ana, my Firecracker. God I love you. I fucking love you so much baby."

He lays me gently on the bed and I say, "I love you too Christian, always."

Christian lays down next to me and we start to kiss each other gently and lovingly. It feels so good. I grab Christian's hair and kiss him hard. I want him, I need him, I feel myself getting wet for him.

"I want you Ana, please baby." He moans as he pushes his hard on against me.

He rolls over and gets on top of me, kissing me with a renewed hunger, "Oh Ana, God you fucking turn me on baby."

He starts to grind up against me and I push my hips up against him.

"Oh Christian, I want you...please." I moan and beg. I cant' take this anymore.

Christian quickly rolls off of me, he strips down to his boxers while I strip down to my bra and panties, we jump back in bed together, me on top of him.

I'm feeling playful so I straddle myself over his thigh and pull down on the front of his boxers and say, "Hello down there, ready to have some fun?"

Christian laughs and says, "You're not finished."

"What do you mean?" I ask while I bat my lashes.

"You know what I mean, I want you naked now." I demands.

"Well, I want you naked now too!" I can demand just as much as he can.

He removes his boxers while I unhook and remove my bra, "Let me help you with those." He says as he caresses my breasts.

"Oh how I've missed them." He moans while I pull down my panties.

Oh I've missed his warm naked body. It's only been a little over twenty-four hours since we've been together like this, but it seems like a life time ago.

We don't do a thing except hold one another. I think he's enjoying our physical touch as much as I am. I bury my face in his strong sculpted chest and inhale.

"Oh God Christian, you smell so good."

"Oh baby, you feel so good." He says as he holds me tight. He starts to squeeze me harder. I'm finding it difficult to breathe and I try to pull away in order to loosen his grip. No such luck.

Finally I say, "Christian, let me go."

"Never baby, sorry. You're stuck with me...forever." He says as he loosens his grip. He pulls me away from his chest and kisses me. "I love you so much Ana. I never thought I could feel this way about anyone. Thank you Firecracker."

"For what Christian?"

"For happening to me baby." He says as he kisses me once more.

"Ana, your lips. Your soft pink swollen lips. I want them. I want to taste them. I want to nibble on them. I want to own them." He moans and kisses me over and over.

"My lips are yours Christian, you have them. They belong to you. I belong to you." I moan as I feel myself building up, wanting more, needing more. I want him inside of me.

"No Ana, not these lips." Christian says as his hands work their way down to my kitty.

Oh shit! That's it! He wants to go down there!

"I want these lips and I will not be denied baby!" Christian says as he works his way down my body. Kissing me every step of the way.

This is it, I'm finally going to let him go down there. I'm not sure how I feel about this. There's a part of me that really wants to let him do it but...I pee down there! I can't get over that. I'm glad I showered this morning. At least I know that I'm fresh and clean down there.

I'm nervous as I feel Christian kissing my stomach. "You are so sweet baby, I love the feel and taste of your skin."

My body is in flames, I can't stop moving, his words and his touch fill me with desire. I need him in so many ways. I too, cannot get my fill of Christian. I feel at times that his need for me is a little too possessive but when he gets me going like this, I feel that very same need. I want him to touch me everywhere. I want him to consume me, body and soul the way I want to consume him. The feelings that I get when I'm with Christian are extreme and at times I wonder if this is more than love. I feel like it's an unhealthy obsession that we have with one another.

Oh my God. I feel his tongue and lips on my kitty. Holy shit! It feels soft and wet and warm and...

Oh! Oh! Oh my holy fucking hell I fucking love this!

"Well, I'm glad you are enjoying it baby. You taste sooooo fucking good."

"Oh my God? Did I say that out loud?! How embarrassing...Oh! Oh God Christian, yes! What the hell are you doing down there?"

"I'm loving you baby, I'm just loving you." Christian says in between his slurps.

"Fuck! Don't stop, ever!"

CPOV

All I want to do is dive in to the wonders of Ana's 'Little Kitty,' as she so calls it but I must go slow. I want my Firecracker to enjoy this feeling. I don't want her embarrassed by it. I want her to feel the wonders that I am able to provide her, starting slowly with a flick of my tongue, I work my way down, loving every inch of her hot body as I go.

My Firecracker can't stop moving, she is so receptive to my touch and she tastes so fucking good!

I have to let her know, I have to put her mind at ease. "You are so sweet baby, I love the feel and taste of your skin."

I kiss her soft sexy thigh as I wrap my arm around it placing my hand flat against her stomach, I can feel the wetness of her arousal on my forearm. I'm almost home!

She's so turned on, I can feel it, she wants more. Does she want me and need me as much as I need her. It's like I'm fucking addicted to my Firecracker, I can never get enough of her. I'm raging on a borderline obsession. I always want to be inside of her, buried in her, body and soul.

I can tell at this very moment, she wants me inside of her, she needs me inside of her. I'm amazed that I can read her body so well. Can she read me too? It's a crazy feeling, I love it but at the same time, it fucking scares the shit out of me.

As much as my Firecracker is enjoying this experience, I can feel that something is off, her body tenses up. She's thinking about something else. She's frightened. Does she know what I'm feeling? Can she fucking read my mind? Does she know that I'm fucking addicted to her? Does she know that there is no drug as powerful as the pull and the feelings that I have for her?

I can't let her dwell on these dark obsessive thoughts, I need for her to focus on the pleasure...

I arrive to my magical and beautiful destination and oh my fuck! I've not been this close to her beautiful Kitty. She was always careful to keep me away for fear that I would dive in.

Fucking right I would!

She's so fucking beautiful! I can see the sheen of her arousal. Her clit is swollen with desire, begging for my attention. I want to bury my face in her kitty but I need to make sure she enjoys every slow torturous moment.

I make my move, licking only the sides of her beautiful pink folds. My Firecracker's hips move from pure reflex.

"Oh! Oh! Oh my holy fucking hell I fucking love this!" Ana shouts out loud.

I knew she would fucking love this! I just knew she would!

"Well, I'm glad you are enjoying it baby. You taste sooooo fucking good." I say appreciatively.

"Oh my God? Did I say that out loud?! How embarrassing!"

She tastes of heaven, there is no sweeter nectar that exists on this Earth or anywhere for that matter. I want to lick her dry! I keep licking the edges of her folds, slowing making my way to her entrance...

"Oh! Oh God Christian, yes! What the hell are you doing down there?"

"I'm loving you baby, I'm just loving you." I say as I continue to slurp up her juicy arousal.

I make my way towards her clit and push my tongue against it, I then start to softly nibble on her clit when my Firecracker shouts, "Fuck! Don't stop, ever!"

She's almost there, I'm going to make her explode. I feel her body tense up as I push my tongue deep inside her soft and sweet tasting kitty, holy shit! Her kitty tightens and squeezes my tongue and with one hard flick her juices flow and...

"Yes! Oh my Gaaaaawwwd!"

"And...BOOM! Goes my Firecracker!" I shout victoriously!

A/N

A really big SUPER HUGE THANKS to my lovely reviewer AnonymousGirlOne for suggesting that I write some lemons in the boat house. It's always been a special place for Christian and Ana in the original books and had it not been for her suggestion, this chapter would not have been written, so thanks again love! I really do appreciate it!

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