APOV

"Well, what now, baby?" Christian asks as we find ourselves homeless due to Elliot's fuckfest with the lovely Andrea.

"I don't know, what do we do?" I ask.

"I can always get us a hotel room if you like?"

"No, I don't want you to do that. It's too much trouble."

"Ana, it's no trouble at all. You better get used to me spoiling you, Ana, because when I'm rich, I'm going to shower you with all the gifts you so richly deserve."

"I don't want gifts, Christian, I just want you," I say as I kiss my boyfriend. Then an idea hits me.

"Hey! We can go back to my place," I say with a smile.

Christian frowns and says, "What place? Your place is with me, Ana."

"Sorry, I meant my old place. Holly won't mind. She's always busy running here, there, and everywhere. I know she won't be home."

"Sounds good, baby, but what if she has 'company' too?"

"Holly? Oh no, she says she doesn't have time for that. She's too focused on her rowing career to let anything, much less a man, get in her way. Let's go!" I shout as I grab him by the hand.

I feel a bit of sadness as we arrive at my old dorm room; this is where I became strong. Noah and I broke up and I worked my way through it, keeping myself together. Or did I? Was I really strong or did I lean on Christian? Gah! I don't want think about this at the moment. I just want to relax after a very long and exhausting day.

CPOV

It's been a long ass day and I must say that I'm looking forward to relaxing and getting lost in my Firecracker.

I've had it with Professor Dick Hare egging me on, daring me to lose my temper. He still can't handle the fact that my father and family are part of what "ruined" him. The man is delusional! The Hare family lost quite a bit of money thanks to my father's skills as a lawyer. I don't want to think about that...I want to bury myself in my baby, I want to make her come loud and hard. I want her to make me come loud and hard. I've been so stressed lately; I know the monster is fucking restless, just waiting to be unleashed. The thought sends a cold chill down my spine.

Ana opens the door to her former room. Well fuck me sideways! Another fuckfest that doesn't include myself and my girl! Why is everyone else fucking?! Shit man!

"Oh God, Derek, yes!" Holly shouts as this Derek person thrusts in and out of her world.

"Oh, Holly, you're so wet for me baby. You feel so damn good."
"Derek, please! Yes! Yes!"

And before we witness their intimate moment we quietly back away and shut the door. So caught up in their fuckfest, they hadn't a clue that we watched part of the show.

We smile as we lean against the wall and slowly slide down to the floor.

"Christ, is it a fucking full moon or something?"

"A full moon brings out the werewolves, Christian, not the fuckwolves."

"I really don't care what kind of wolves it brings out, I want to be alone with you," I say as I kiss her cute button nose.

"I think they've uh...finished in there. Let's have some fun and tease Holly."

Christ, the last thing I want to do is see them in their post coital bliss but Ana has such a mischievous look on her face, I can never say no to her.

"Ok, fine. Let's 'have some fun' as you say."

I stand and offer my hand to Ana; she throws herself at me and kisses me hard.
"Thanks, Christian."

I smile but I'm confused. "For what?" I ask, "What did I do?"

"For indulging me," she says as she hugs me hard. "You're the best boyfriend ever!"

"Am I now? Am I better than..."

Ana doesn't allow me to complete my sentence. She silences me with her kiss. I love her soft kisses, she does well to help me overcome my issues with Noah. I still get very jealous of him. I know my thoughts are irrational but I can't help it. I feel like she's going to come to her senses and leave me.

That. Can't. Happen. I won't let it happen. I have to take care of Ana, I have to protect her from everything. The world is an ugly place and I know that better than anyone. I have to make sure that nobody (besides me) gets in her panties!

When I'm rich I'm going to have the best security money can buy, no one and nothing will come between us...no one!

Ana pulls away and says, "Listen, the noises have stopped. Knock on the door. I'm dying to see who Holly finally succumbed to and I want to meet the person that made her scream and come so loudly that it rattled the wall!"

"Ana, you've become quite the voyeur. I'm impressed, baby."

Ana blushes and knocks on the door. I hear some rustling noises and I hear Holly call out.

"I'll be right there...just uh...give me a second."

APOV

I cannot believe that Holly finally gave in to temptation. She wasn't a virgin or anything but she always said that she didn't have time for distractions. Holly is extremely driven; she'll be graduating from Harvard at the end of this year. She'll have completed all of her studies in two years and she still managed to squeeze in rowing. She's a star when it comes to the scull and she's at her best in a single. No one in the US has a better record than Holly; she's so ready to take on the European women and she doesn't break a sweat when she thinks about it. She's a cool customer but for now I want to meet the person that's warmed her up!

The door opens; Holly's hair is screaming just fucked and her face is flushed.

"Uh, high guys. What's up?" Holly asks nervously but doesn't move aside or invite us in. I have to see who serviced my ex roommate!

"Aren't you going to ask us in Holly?" I ask with a smile on my face.

"Ok, fine, I guess it's written all over my face isn't it?" Holly says as she smirks at us and extends her arm. I walk in and holy gaucamole!

"Stay? It's you! It's really you!"

"Oh my God! Derek!" I shout as I run into his arms.

"Stay, oh my God. How are you? You look great!" Derek exclaims as he spins me around.

"I'm good, Derek, how are things with you?" I ask as he finally puts me down.

"Great Ana, I just finished medical and I'm starting my internship at Seattle Grace next in a few weeks and I wanted to stop by and visit, I didn't know you moved out."

I feel myself blushing; surely Noah informed him of our break-up, but then again, I didn't inform Noah that I moved in with my new boyfriend.

Christian clears his throat as he stands right next to me, placing his arm around me. He's such a caveman!

"Oh, excuse me. I got caught up in the moment. Christian, this is Derek Shepherd. He's Noah's cousin. Derek, this is my boyfriend, Christian Grey."

Derek extends his hand and says, "Hey, it's nice to meet you, bro."

"Noah's cousin, eh?" Christian says looking him up and down trying to figure him out.

"Yup, that's me. I'm the only family that he'll claim...the rest of the family, well...it's complicated. I heard that you and Noah broke up."

Now it's Derek that's trying to size Christian up.

Oh good God, men!

"We did but we've sort of worked things out. I mean he's the only real family that I have," I say quietly in the hopes that Christian maintains his cool.

"I'm glad to hear that, Stay. You'll always be family to us," Derek says with a beautiful smile.

"Christian, Ana?" Holly says, reminding me that this mini-reunion interrupted their fuckfest, "Would you like to join us for dinner?"

I look to Christian who shrugs letting me know it's my call; I like when he does that. "Thanks, Holly, but we have plans and apparently you do too. Don't let me keep you."

"Ok, if you're sure."

"We're sure, thanks again. Derek, I hope to see you around?"

"Of course, Stay," Derek says as he hugs me once more, not letting Christian's glare have any effect on him, "We're family. You plan on coming back to Seattle right?"

"I do," I say as he releases me.

"Cool, we'll be in touch. It was nice meeting you, Christian," Derek says as he extends his hand.

Christian takes it and says, "Yes, pleasure meeting you as well."

"Bye Holly, we'll talk soon?" I say as we leave.

"Sure," Holly says as she blushes. "Soon."

We leave my old place and it's begun to rain. I've always loved the rain, ever since I was a little girl. Mom and dad would make hot chocolate and top it off with whipped cream. It was the best feeling, I was safe and warm and sipping hot chocolate without a care in the world...

"Ana? Sweetheart, what is it?"

"Christian, let's go!" I shout as I take his hand.

"Where?" He asks as we approach his motorcycle, we grab our helmets as I hop on the back of his bike.

"Anywhere, just go!" I feel the need to break free and escape. I don't want to be sad as I think about my parents, I want to be happy for the time that they were here. They wouldn't want to see me in pain. I want to outrun these emotions of sadness, I want to ride on the back of Christian's bike while holding him tight. I want to be free!

I get the feeling that Christian must sense this sadness and my wish for flight because he fires up his bike and we take off in a blaze of glory. We're riding fast, not giving a shit about anything and ignoring the speed limit; fortunately, the road is deserted. We make our escape as if the devil himself is giving chase and it makes me wonder if Christian is also attempting to escape his demons.

We finally come to a stop and before I know what's happening, Christian lifts me off of his bike and rips my pink helmet off of my head. He grabs me and kisses me hard; it takes a moment for me to realize that the rain is continuing to fall.

Our clothes are wet. I've never kissed in the rain; it's so sexy and hot. Christian is kissing me hard, with so much want and need. I love when he kisses me like this but whenever he does, a part of me feels like he's kissing me good-bye.

He breaks free from our embrace and says, "Don't leave me Ana...Please." His deep grey eyes are probing mine, searching for something, some sort of promise in my eyes, a vow to stay with him always.

My worries about him leaving me melt away at once.

"Never, Christian, I promise. I'll always love you."

Christian's eyes light up and sparkle like a child's, then they quickly become hooded with desire.

I know what that look means and I'm not sure I want to stop him. I look around and I see that we're alone. Well, I suppose that makes sense since it's pouring rain.

Christian says, "Wait here," while he takes a look around. He extends his hand and says, "Ana, come."

I smile and think to myself, "Yes, I hope so" with a devilish grin on my face.

"Ana, what are you thinking baby?"

"Probably what you think I'm thinking."

He grabs me once again and kisses me with that force, with that need, it's a pleading kiss engulfed in desire.

"Where are we?" I ask between kisses.

Christian moans, "Pleasure Bay, baby."

"Interesting name," I say as I grab his soaked hair.

"Ana, I want you, here, now, in the rain."

Christian turns me around, my back to his front. He cups my chin as he turns my head slightly towards him. I instinctively open my mouth feeling and tasting the droplets of rain as they gently fall in while Christian kisses me, his tongue gently probing, teasing me, exciting me, filling me with need. He has an amazing way of making me feel so sexy and that feeling is multiplied ten times over as we continue to kiss in the rain.

I feel his arousal rubbing against my back and I cannot wait any more. My white dress shirt is stuck to me as I am soaking wet from the rain. I'm also wet with desire, needing to feel Christian inside of me.

He must sense my urgency as he quickly looks around and starts to strip off his clothes.

"Christian! What are you doing?" I shout.

"Just making myself more comfortable baby," he says as he pulls off his shirt and takes off his pants.

Thank goodness he's wearing a black tank and some swim trunks underneath. He takes my hand and leads me to a makeshift cabana. I quickly strip off my jeans and slowly lay Christian down as I straddle him. The sound of the rain surrounding us only adds to the sexual element, making us hunger for one another's touch.

I take charge and kiss my man slowly, gently probing my tongue against his lips, willing him to submit to me. He parts his mouth and meets my tongue; I grasp it and suck lightly.

Christian pulls his tongue away and says, "If you're looking for something to suck I have it right here, baby."

I can't help but laugh as I recall Elliot's words regarding his throbbing python of love.

"Something amusing you, Firecracker?"

I quickly get my game face on; no sense in telling Christian that his brother was on my mind. He'd lose it and not allow me to explain my thoughts. It's better to keep this to myself. I want to fuck!

"Nothing amusing, Christian, I want to taste you," I say as I work my way down and pull down his swim trunks. His cock springs free and oh my! It's so pretty! I never get tired of looking at it. It's so big and beautiful and it's the perfect shade of pink accessorized with the occasional line of blue veins throbbing up and down his massive shaft. It's sexy and it's mine! I grab it and wrap my fingers around it, squeezing hard as I take him in my mouth.

"Oh sweet Jesus, Ana...Oh baby, you are so fucking good."

I bob my head up and down taking him all in, wrapping my tongue around his delicious tasting length. He pushes my head down and forms the rhythm while he simultaneously bucks his pelvis up against my mouth, hitting the back of my throat.

"Holy fuck Ana! Shit!" Christian shouts as he bucks up harder and faster not able to control himself; I find that I, too, am even more aroused.

Knowing that I can give Christian the pleasure that he gives me when he kisses me down there makes me feel so good. I love that I can do that for him.

I suck harder and faster, squeezing his dick with my tongue; I want it all. I feel him shudder and I know it's coming.

"Oh! Oh! Fuck yeah!" Christian shouts as I continue to milk his cock, taking in every last slurp and I cannot resist saying it.

"Boom! Goes my Christian!" I shout then I rub the tip of his cock around my mouth as I stick out my tongue, licking and tasting and loving...

A/N

So I'm suffering from ADD once more as I am currently working on a one-shot called, "Open Wide, Anastasia." I'm very excited as I've not done a one-shot as of yet. Keep an eye out for it!

In the meantime, Keep Reading, Keep Reviewing and Keep Smiling!

Rosie :D