I seated in dark corner of the street, what I did? Why didn't I control myself?
Two dead bodies in my side made me see that every thing was real, every single scream and scared faces was there. And I was what scared them.
I didn't want to kill someone else. Who would be the next? My friend? My neighbors? Who? I was afraid of my self, a monster.
I needed to find a way to finish that, and there was just one way: I will kill myself.
I seat and wait, wait people go home, wait to don't walk in the sunlight, wait to my death. The hours passed and at two in the morning I started to run.
Run is really good, once more that I feel the power, running without limit, the wind in my face and hair, it is all, all that I love now.
I could see the sun in the middle of the sky warming me. The sky was clear and without clouds. My stony and icy skin was bright, like thousands of beautiful diamonds.
I stopped, I could hear the sound of sea waves, it was close. The sea, a good place to die, I never be a good swimmer.
The water was wormer than my body, it was so good, I could stay there forever.
I started to swim, swim and swim. When I realized that was deep enough, I stopped, I sank like a rock, my feet found the floor, it was really deep and I waited.
I waited for the death that didn't come. I discovered that I didn't need to breath. Cool… I couldn't kill myself with water, but, if I fall down? A cliff would be good.
And, again, I ran to feel the power, for the last time, I hoped so.
The cliff was really high, a hundred feet, or maybe two hundred. I didn't know. I look for the last time at every thing that was around me, and I jumped.
I felt the same sensation of flight. The wind in my face and nothing holding me, but the wind. When I looked down, I could see the ground. I closed my eyes and waited.
His perfect face blocked everything else, the beautiful boy was my last thought before hitting the ground.
N/A: Well... I swear that there are just one more chapter short like that! I'm sorry... But I want to create the sensation of 'mistery'... So I can't help it! It's in my blood! Well, I will try bigger chapters... I hope You enjoy it!
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