Here it is, the third chapter. This chapter is dedicated to brankel1 and Inosonal. Thanks for your reviews guys. One quick info: all my chapters will be in Leah's POV only. So I am not gonna bother to mention it. Flashbacks and synchronous events that happens elsewhere will be in italics.

Did she lie in wait?
Was I bait to pull you in?
The thrill of the kill
You feel is a sin
I lay with the wolves
Alone, it seems,
I thought I was part of you

-She wolf, Sia

Chapter 3: When she learns the truth

I heard people telling me and my brother to calm down, if only i know how the fuck to do it.

I started replying to the voices, guessing if I am insane enough to hear voices I might as well talk with it.

"I just fucking lost my father, so no. I can't calm the fuck down."

"Lee-lee stay put. We're almost there." said a very well familiar voice.

No. This can't be who I think it is. I can only think of one person who would call me Lee-lee and that person is the last one I'd even want to see, let alone hear him in my head.

"Sam?" asked Seth. It seems like my brother too had recognized him.

"Yes, Seth. It's me. I am coming to get you. Be calm."

"Are you fucking kidding me? What is this? This is by far the most elaborate way fate could have taken to torture me!" I was beyond angry now. And I am damn sure I would calm down only after some blood-spilling and bone-breaking.

I am NOT sharing mind with is insane. Him, in my head!

"How is this even possible?" I asked to myself. Or so I thought. But the fucking idiot took the liberty to answer it.

"Lee-lee, our legend. It's true. Everything is true." he said and started to show me images of him transforming the first time and running around the forest not knowing what to do.

I felt how scared he was back then and almost had the urge to go and hug to assure him everything is alright- almost.

He then showed how he transformed back and met me afterwards but still kept distance to protect me. But he couldn't help himself and let the images of him seeing Emily for the first time slip. I felt adoration he had for her and fury lapsed on the inside of my skin like tapping my skin to let out.

Just then I heard bushes' dry leaves shaking and ran outside with my brother hot on my tail.

Three wolves stood there eyeing us very closely.

They should be.

I charged at the big black with as much force I can muster telling him to leave the fuck alone.

"I can't lee-lee. I-" he was stopped mid-sentence with my teeth plunging into his skin.

He cried out a bit and shook me off him.

Damn I was puny compared to him, but I ain't backing down without a fight.

"Call me lee-lee one more time Sam and you'd regret that forever" I threatened him.

To my surprise, he listened to it. He never listened to me actually while we were together and I liked that - I stopped my thoughts knowing I am not alone, even in my own fucking head!

"Look Leah we are here to help you. Okay? You have got to get back to your mother now and we are here to help you both do that." He explained cautiously, probably expecting another tantrum from me. Well, you know me. I'd never disappoint.

"Help me? Fuck you Sam. You have done enough already." I showed him the images of the shit I went through the past 67 days, just to show him how much of low life he is. And it worked wonderfully.

He lowered his head almost to ground, closing his eyes, trying to make it stop.

Bitch, I'd never stop.

The guilt was weighing down on him. I could feel it, but hey, serves him right.

However my innocent brother should not have to see any of this. Damn I completely forgot there was company.

He too saw the images and was on the brink of breaking down. I stopped them abruptly and went to my brother and he nuzzled my neck like hugging the pain off.

This gave Sam enough time to recover and starting talking again.

"Leah, I understand you wouldn't need me now."

"No shit Sherlock" I said bitterly.

"But Paul and Jared standing here would take turns to help you out. They'll make you calm down." Sam said

I could feel him wanting say something else but thought better of it.

He turned and left without another word.

"You take the first shift" I heard one wolf talk to another and walking off, not waiting for any reply.

"Paul get your ass back here…." But the said Paul was already out of the mind link, if you could call it that.

"So…" Jared, I think, said searching where to start.

"Guess we could start by telling you why you are a wolf right now?"

"Ya think" I said at the same time as my brother said a "Hell yeah".

Ten fucking hours passed and Jared finally told us everything there is to know about the legend of shape-shifters.

The reason for me being a damn wolf now, or even Sam in the first place was because of family of blood-suckers aka the cold ones moving back into Forks. The proximity triggered the change, just like it did the first time they moved to Forks.

Right, when I meet one of them I am going to rip it apart piece by piece.

"But you can't Leah." Jared so rudely interrupted my thoughts.

"They may be cold ones and our natural enemy, but we don't attack them unless they kill a human or if they ever dared to set foot on our territory." He explained.

Oh fucking great! What do I do with all this pent up aggression now?

Well from looks of it, I am stuck with Sam in my head. May be an occasional tongue-lashing would help then…

"You know, he really feels bad for what happened" Jared chimed in.

"Oh he feels bad! Well that makes all the pangs of losing your three-year-long love, go away" I said sarcastically.

Jared backed down, not wanting to tempt me into a fight. Seth was really quite all along.

Paul's turn came and he was a prick, which didn't help one bit. After a couple of ugly fights, with me of course- Seth was too nice to tell him to shut the hell up, Paul decided to phase back and Jared once again became my home girl.

"Don't call me that" Jared said with a disgusted face. With him in his wolf form and his face twisted by me calling him my home girl, it was really funny to watch and I can't help but laugh at it. It was first only a snicker but when Seth and later Jared joined in, we laughed out heart out which was exactly what I needed and before I knew it both me and Seth were in our human form.

Jared turned away quickly and leaped into the forest. Seth followed him, probably feeling awkward with me standing here butt naked.

I took cover behind a tree.

He came back with Seth, both of them wearing cut-off jeans. They looked similar but Seth had long hair and was shorter than Jared.

"I'll go and send mom" Seth told to the tree I'm hiding behind and went inside, to fetch mom, along with Jared.

Few minutes later I heard mom coming.

"Honey I am leaving your clothes here. Come back inside soon" Mom said, not a trace of anger in her voice.

Funny, I thought she'd be furious and blame me for what happened. I know I didn't ask any of this to happen, but the part I played in this disaster was too huge to go unnoticed. I mean the genes were probably the only factor to blame but it'd be just easier to blame me right?

After she left I wore the too-tight-for-me-now clothes and went inside.

Living room was cleaned up like nothing ever happened there.

Tears were threatening to fall. I didn't stop at the kitchen, where Seth, mom and Jared were waiting and ran up the stairs, yelling an 'I'll be right back' on my way. I came to my room, locked the door and dialed a number my fingers had very well remembered by now. As usual it directly went to voice mail.

"Sarah," my voice cracked as I called her for the hundredth time, not minding that none of them were returned. "I think I might have killed my father" I hung before the tears spilled.

They say friendship is certainly the finest balm for the pangs of disappointed love.

I am hoping my only friend, though separated by thousands of miles, could soothe my pain. That is, if she bothers to call me back at all.

I fell on the bed and heard something crack. Well, I am too exhausted to go check it.

I stared at the ceiling and wondered what my life has come to.

I am the only she-wolf in the wolf pack led my ex-boyfriend who left me for my cousin and I so happen to be sharing my mind with that asshole, 2 of his best mates and my brother.

Coming to think of this werewolf shit, It filled in the gaps in my life-I mean, Sam left me for weeks because he suddenly bust into a wolf. That period was just a rehearsal for me that prepared me for what was coming, which I didn't know then. Then because of some werewolf magic he took one look at Emily and found his soul mate in her. And that bear attack, yeah that was bullshit. It is not that hard to put two and two together and I know for a fact that it was Sam who teared open my cousin's face. Well if not his begging, his guilt-talking got her to him.

But it created knew one gaps too. I am now the unwanted female company in the pack like a tattoo that you can't get rid of. I have to live with the fact that I was just a bait that the silly spirits upstairs used to bring Emily to Sam. Well, I almost had the urge to show my middle finger towards the sky.

Because unwanted, trouble-maker, bitch, call me what you want but I am me and people just gotta deal with that. I am not gonna bring any of this to bring me down.

I know it's not smart but I know what I wanted to do exactly.

Werewolf shit didn't make life any easier for me, so no one is gonna get it easy. Sam and his bitches are gonna hear from me every time they share mind with me.

If I were to stay sane, I am gonna have to get all my anger out in the open and clean my system.

Or in Shakespeare's way of telling it- My tongue will tell the anger of my heart, or else my heart concealing it will break.

Sarah is of my own creation. And you'll be seeing more of her in upcoming chapters.

I edited chap 2, just some errors is all. You could give it another look if ya want.

Love - Ceci

XOXO