The next months I didn't think about neither running away, nor finding the perfect boy. At that time I knew that all of us are perfect, but the vampire that created me was the most beautiful one, he was my boy.
They made me believe that I was powerful, different than the others.
And I believed. In every single word.
But, I was happy for the first time of my new life. I was extremely happy.
I worked hard for more power, and I was getting better.
With many months and a lot of practice I was ready, ready to kill, to hurt and to destroy. I tried to not think about it. Now, I could move whatever I wanted, when I wanted, instead of on stupid weak moments.
Until that moment I didn't go to the war, until that moment.
Some one came to me that day, and told me that I would be in the next battle, and I was happy, until I saw what I was trying to forget.
"Sweetheart" the lips "I swear" the smile "you are different" the hungry eyes, his puzzled face, and the worst one: "you would not suffer".
It hurt, it really made me feel sick, that was one of the moments that I would cry, if I could, but there was another thing, I couldn't escape!
I was ready for the war and the perfect boy ready to stop me. But he was just a thought, he wouldn't do anything, I thought so.
Two battles latter and I discovered my place, what I was. I was the best, I was the key to win the war, to finish it. Every thing was on our side, I was on our side. I was the weapon. They made me believe on it.
But they lied.
I was not the most powerful vampire in the whole world, I was not the key to the end of the war, but I was the weapon, the weapon to kill more people, to create more vampires and make the war worst. They didn't want to finish the war, they liked it, maybe they loved the war! But I didn't. I did want to finish it, but, how could I? They were the power, they knew my weakness and I couldn't win… I couldn't.
So, I stayed, I stayed to kill more people, to hurt their families. I stayed because we were created for this, we were created to kill. And I was the weapon.
N/A: My gosh! My gosh!! What will I do???? I'm afraid!!! People stoped to send me reviews... I'm in a BIG stuff!! I can't work without you people!! I see that a lot of you read... But no one send me reviews (I'm sorry about the people that send it!) and this makes me thinks that no one likes it!! PLEASE!! REVIEWS!!!
Silvermoon of Forestclan: Good one! I didn't think about the Volturi (I don't know how to spell it!) going in the war... I thought about them in another part! ;x Thank you!
stormnw: You know what will happen! I think you even didn't read the the chapter here... xP
Milene Black: I do LOVE all of your reviews!! And I loved the stupid dance!! Don't worry about your limitations... I love what you write, you being my beta or not! It's ok about the idea thing... But if you have what ever idea you have, like Oh! I think she could hit her head in a rock and die, it still being a good idea... And don't worry about write too much... I love when people write a lot of things!! If you want to do a review bigger than my chapter (it is easy!) you can do it!! Thank you very, very, very much!!
Ingrid Mariane Black Cullen: Yep! I love vampire's skin!! Nops... It's not jacob Black... uhauhauhauhhua I don't like him SO much like you... And we dpn't have the word "puxa-saquismo" in english... hauuhauhuha Poor americans... xP I didn't think about her meeting the Cullens NOW.... But you will see... Next chapter everything will be easier to understand, you will see!! Love you!!
Thanks everyone for the reviews!! Byeee!!
