A/N

Hi everyone,

This update is for Carolyn, I hope things get better for you soon darlin' and Kayla, slow down there missy! Rest those pretty eyes of yours!

I know some of you already know this, but for the others that don't know...I'm writing a cheating story. ~Le gasp! Yup, it's true. I wasn't sure how you would feel about it and I didn't want anyone to know it was me, but I couldn't keep it from you guys. I used the pen name of "Sad Stem"...I was trying to go the opposite of "Smile Rose." So if you're interested check it out, it's called "Fifty Shades Unfaithful."

I kinda got lost in this lemon scene. There's only so many ways for me to write a lemon and I just said, "F_ck it!" And wrote what ever came out. I apologize if it comes off sounding too porny, but I got nuthin! :P

Love to all,

Rosie :D

CPOV

No sooner are the words out of her mouth than I make my move and whisk her in my arms. "Ana, oh baby, I've waited so long. I've missed you so much."

"I've missed you too, Christian, more than you'll ever know," Ana replies as we kiss each other. It's a burning kiss that has the long-held desire and need that we've both been aching for.

I carry her into her bedroom and slowly set her down in front of me. She quickly drops to her knees and frees my cock. I don't have time to react as she takes me in her mouth.

"Oh baby, please...go easy on me. I don't want to come, I want to enjoy this," I moan as I grab her and push her head against my thrusts.

Ana heard my plea because she gradually, but ever so sensually, removes my cock from her mouth. She slowly guides it out while she continues to suck on me, making a sexy as fuck, slurping sound. She uses that magical tongue of hers and slowly licks my cock. She's licking me like a fucking lollipop, making it painfully solid and fully erect.

"I've missed you, Christian, I've missed doing this to you, I love the way you taste."

I can't take it anymore, I do want this, I don't want her to go easy on me. I fucking want to come. I grab her head and say, "Do it! Suck me off, Ana. Take me!" I growl as I match her thrusts with my own. It feels so fucking good, I want this feeling to last but I know that I can't control it. She's pushed me to the precipice and I want to throw my arms back and fall in. It's no use, I can't hold back, it's been far too long since...

"Fuck!" I shout as I come hard.

Ana looks up at me while her tongue continues to caress the tip of my cock. She looks so fucking sexy. I want and need to taste her.

"One good turn deserves another, baby," I say as I grab her shoulders and stand her up in front of me. I kiss her hard and taste my seed on her sweet lips.

"You taste much better," I murmur as I throw her on the bed. I practically rip her clothes off, leaving her wearing nothing but her bra and panties.

"Stop, it's my turn," Ana breathes huskily as she gets off the bed and approaches me. She unbuttons my shirt and proceeds to slowly undress me.

"Stay still," Ana demands, "I want to kiss you all over." She places kisses all over my body while she circles me. It's only then that I remember what I've done to myself. I quickly grasp Ana and say, "Wait!"

Ana gasps and looks at me completely stunned as she touches the side of my upper body.

"Christian, what's this?" Ana gasps, "Oh God! What have you done?"

Shit!

"It's nothing, Ana. Please don't worry about it," I say as Ana caresses me there. I can feel her trace each letter.

"Forever? This looks like the henna tattoo that I got at the "Water Fire" event in Providence. Oh Christian, I know how you feel about touch."

Ana starts crying; I hate to see her in tears. Yes, it was very difficult to allow someone to touch me, especially like this, but I needed to do this, I needed her with me, always.

"How? How could you?" she asks as she kisses my tattoo over and over again. "You shouldn't have done it, Christian. I can only imagine the anguish you went through, just to get this. Oh God." She continues to sob and kiss my tattoo gently, making sure she kisses each letter.

Ana doing this, kissing me with such reverence, is reason enough for me to have gone through that ordeal.

"I'm sorry, Ana. Please don't be angry with me."

"You're sorry? Why?" Ana asks.

"Because of what I've done."

"Christian, you don't have to apologize to me."

"So, you're not angry at me?"

"Of course I'm not angry at you. I'm only concerned about what you had to go through in order to get this done, but angry? Never."

"Oh, thank God. I don't want us to fight Ana, not now, not ever."

"I'm glad you feel that way because I have something to show you, too," Ana tells me as she removes her bra.

"Indeed, you do. Now lie down and let me get lost in your world."

"Not yet, look," Ana orders as she turns to the side and I think my eyes are playing tricks on me.

Ana looks at me with concern in her eyes and says, "It's real this time. Not henna. I cannot believe that we both had the same idea." She giggles while I feel the anger boiling over; I'm starting to lose control.

"Christian, what is it? Don't you think this is crazy? I mean, crazy in a good way. We both wanted to keep a part of each other with us. So much so that we got tattoos - what's more, we got matching tattoos! I think that's a sign, Christian. Don't you?" Ana says as smiles at me.

Yes, it is crazy! It's bat shit crazy! This is unacceptable! Easy, Grey, breathe. Don't lose it...fuck it! I lose it!

"What the hell, Ana! Why did you do that?" I shout. "You've defiled your body!"

I step away and begin to pace. I imagine I look quite absurd, pacing back and forth naked but I don't give a shit! What has she done to herself?! I have an excuse for doing what I did, it represents my love for Ana.

Ana defiled her body for me! Why me?! I'm worthless, I'm nothing...I'm, I'm...Oh shit! I'm a fucking idiot.

All Ana was doing was the same thing that I was doing. I just wanted to carry a piece of Ana with me, to have her near me, forever. I wanted Ana to have a permanent home on my body. She's marked me with her love in a way that no one has or ever will. I merely wanted something that I could see, an everlasting reminder of what Ana means to me.

"Christian, what's wrong with you? Not two seconds ago, you showed me your tattoo and you were worried about how I would react. I wasn't angry, I was concerned about the torment that you went through in order to have it done and now, here you are, yelling at me..."

I don't let her finish, as I swiftly approach her and say, "I'm an idiot. I know. I'm sorry. I love you. Where were we?"

I'm naked before her and all I want to do is fuck her and love her all night long until the sun comes up. Ana kisses my chest and bites my nipple and although I'm already in full salute mode my cock seems to continue to keep growing. It's a fucking monster ready to unleash itself, wanting to make its mark over every single inch of Ana's perfect body.

"Christian, still mercurial but I love you and I wouldn't want you any other way."

"I love you too, baby" I reply as I caress her tattoo. "That you would do something like this for me, for our love. I'm overjoyed in the love that you have for me and in the love that we share for each other."

"That's more like it," Ana purrs as she wraps her arms around me and I promptly do the same in return.

The sensation of my chest against her breasts is like none other, it's indescribable. I kiss her slowly, gently pressing my lips against hers. I trace her plump lips with my tongue and gently suck on her bottom lip.

"Christian, please. I need you, I want you. Take me."

Ana's words do things to me. They wake up the beast that has been dormant since we've been apart. Only this beast, the one that I've carried inside of me for all this time, is not one to fear. I've come to know that now. It is a sexual beast buried deep inside of my soul and it lives for Ana, wanting to feast on her body and her love. I feel like a lion devouring its prey. This will be no-holds-barred, basic, animal sex.

I've never felt this way about anyone and now I can rest easy, no longer fearing that I might hurt Ana. I want to love her, kiss her, hold her. I can't ever bear to lose her. She will be mine, physically and legally. I will make this happen.

I carry her in my arms and gently lower her onto the bed. She's a fuckable sight to behold, her hair is fanned out, she's glowing and squirming, wearing only her white lace panties. Aching to be touched, I take her all in, thinking about the countless ways that I'm going to claim her tonight.

"You're so beautiful, Anastasia, how I've missed gazing upon you and your glorious body."

"Christian, please...It's been so long."

"All in good time, baby. All in good time. Listen to me. I want you to roll over on your stomach, I want to see that shapely ass of yours...which is now mine."

Ana smiles and turns around.

I gasp at the sight before me. Ana has curves!

"Jesus, Ana!"

"What?!" Ana asks as she turns her head to face me.

"You've got some junk in the trunk!" I exclaim.

"Oh my God, you did not just say that!" Ana half giggles and half shouts at me.

"I did and you do and I want it!" I shout as I lower myself to her curvaceous ass.

I slowly lower her panties exposing her soft milky white ass, I slowly kiss her beautiful ass, nipping and biting and kissing her precious sweet ass.

"Christian, please..."

"Oh baby, beg all you want, I love to hear you beg. Your ass is calling out to me and I cannot wait to fuck it."

Ana gasps and immediately clenches her butt cheeks. I try to stifle my laughter but fail miserably.

"No, no way, Christian. You are not going in there."

"Not now, baby, but one day I'm going to claim your sweet ass, you'll beg me for it. Trust me," I say as I roll her over to face me.

Ana is now completely bared to me. She's a goddess divine and my one mission is to make her scream out my name in ecstasy.

I waste no time and dive into her beautiful rose. I separate her pink folds with the tip of my nose and inhale deeply.

"Oh God, Christian what are you doing?" Ana moans and squirms restlessly.

"I'm taking you in, baby. Your scent has me transfixed, Ana. You mesmerize me."

"Christian," Ana says in a voice I've not heard before, "You need to taste me, now. I want to feel your lips on mine. Do it now, make me feel good."

Holy shit! Hearing my sweet Ana ordering me to please her makes me even hornier, if that's possible, and I quickly do what I am told.

"Oh, yes Christian. That feels so good. I've missed your lips on mine."

Hearing her speak so freely only fuels my desire to please my Mistress.

"You're doing fine, baby. Just fine...oh God, that tongue," she yells, "Yes, Christian, fuck me with your tongue, fuck me hard, Christian!"

I thrust my tongue in hard and pierce her pussy, going in as deep as I can with my tongue while my finger rubs her clit.

"Christian, oh God, Christian!" Ana screams as she bucks her hips hard.

"Yeah, you like that don't you, baby." I growl as my fingers rub her faster, with such a furious pace and my tongue feels like it's about to snap in two.

"Don't stop Christian, please don't...FUCK!"

Holy shit! She peed on me! What the fuck?!

"Ana?! Holy...what the hell?!"

"Oh my God, Christian! What was that? It was fucking unreal!"

"What do you mean? You just peed on me!"

"I didn't pee on you, I squirted!" Ana giggles.

"Squirted? Is that shit real? I thought that was a myth! Fuck! I need towel."

Ana jumps off the bed and says, "Let's take a shower and we can have some fun all night long. I'll enlighten you about this squirting myth."

After Ana and I dry off from our impromptu shower, due to the impromptu shower that Ana sprayed, or rather squirted all over me, she enlightens me about this squirting reflex. She drags me to her home office and does a quick search on her lap top.

Squirting was like the loch ness monster to me, something you hear about but never actually witness. Well, I guess I can say that squirting is not a myth and truth be told, it was kind of hot, knowing that I can do that to my woman.

"Ok, so now I know it's real and I know that I can make you squirt," I say as I stand to take her back to bed and stake my claim on her once more and do some squirting of my own.

"Yes, you can Christian, and quite well, if you don't mind my saying so."

"Come," I say as I extend my hand to Ana. "Let's get you back to bed. We have a full day tomorrow and I want you well rested."

"A full day?" Ana replies as her beautiful baby blues light up. "What are we going to do?"

"Ever the curious one, baby. It's a surprise."