A-List to the Heart

Second Stage Part 1

OBEY YOUR Führer! Now sexy women come to the Führer. Well I am looking for a femme pretty woman you do not have to be super pretty but cute enough cause trust me I'm no model myself. Mostly we have to be able to communicate and talk as well as like Yuri. I want a nice friend to talk to for now if we want something more then we go for it. In addition, from this chapter and some in between it's going to be a bit funny to lighten the mood you know.

Disclaimer= No ties to Mai Hime

Warning= Futanari

Italics= Flashback

Six months later

Here we are with the famous producer Natsuki Kuga, here at Tokyo FM this is your DJ Doc the clock lets go. Therefore, you gotta tell me I mean your rise to fame was a bumpy one I mean with all the controversy with Erina and her girlfriend Nao Yuuki. You gotta tell all of us as well as the world how you handled that?"

"Well its one step at a time doc I mean it was an unfortunate thing. I mean when the new came out I mean everything was on me. I mean I have gotten mail from all that support me and all that have supported me and have stopped because I went mainstream, but that's the risk that you have to take and I hope my fans can follow me through my journey. So that's why I stuck to producing, but I'm releasing my own personal music on my newest site."

"Alright now that's having the best of both worlds you heard it from Natsuki Kuga and you heard it from me back to the music."

Taking off my headphones I shook hands with the DJ, looking at the clear window I could see Shizuru in her black and white business suit. Ever since that night three months ago, everything seemed like a blur, soon I got a call from my landlady saying that paparazzi were at my door. With Erina having, her Grammy stripped from her. As well as her new record label, dropping her and settling the case leaving me a nice lump sum in my pocket things were nice. That and Nao being gone last I heard she was being sent to prison for making no good on record label advances.

Now I faced a new challenge and that was Shizuru Fujino. Ever since that night I knew it wasn't the coke, drinks or any drugs that were talking that night it was Shizuru. Still since that night, her "love" hasn't faltered from the expensive cars as gifts just because it's Tuesday to the dresses and furs. Shizuru Fujino made no expense when it came to my happiness; in turn, I gave all of her gifts back except the dresses.

"Ara that was good now tomorrow you have a meeting with that American singer Taylor Swift." Rolling my eyes, I got into the limo with Shizuru right at my tail.

"I know Shizuru don't you have a company to run."

"My Natsuki as long as we have technology I can run the company at home naked if I wanted. Speaking of that I wo-"

"Ok…so not wanting to hear that Shizuru. Are you high again?"

"Come on you know you want all of my body don't think I didn't see your laptops history. I saw that you looked up all my modeling pictures. In addition, no I'm not high I haven't done coke since in my teens in New York and it was one time. Have you been watching my documentaries again have you Natsuki ne?"

"I don't know what you're talking about Mikoto must of looked them up. Also no I haven't it was just a hint." With Shizuru's hot breath on my ear, I did everything to hide my arousal from her eyes. I always hated when Shizuru teased that meant cold showers or a night with my hand sad to say I still was a virgin, but with good reason.

"Hmm…I would believe you my Natsuki but I found your laptop at home. There no way Mikoto could have been looking at my pictures at four in the morning. As well as ill believe your "hint" for now."

"Y-You never know…" With my breath growing hotter, I knew I couldn't hold back from my daily and private routine with Shizuru.

"Oh yes I do know and I know you want me." Taking her face in my hands, I kissed Shizuru making sure my lower half didn't touch her. Ever since that night my love hate relationship with Shizuru has been down the rabbit hole and back. One minute we are kissing and the next we are fighting well its more me fighting with her and her stupid declarations of love as well as flirting.

Although I knew flirting was Shizuru Fujino's thing and I knew she still suffered from the abandonment of her mother I let it slide sometimes. It was interesting to say in the least I didn't mind the flirting as long as it wasn't in front of me in which my empty-headed Kyoto manager/ boss didn't seem to get.

Breaking apart and sitting on the other side of the limo I knew I couldn't keep this up for long. I knew one wrong or accidental feel could screw up everything. Although I only had myself, to blame now I was a millionaire and I could afford the surgery ten times over at a discounted price even because of my status.

Looking down my feet as Shizuru straightened her collar I spoke hoping to cut the tension or lust in the air. Although I could see it, I could the lust in her red jewels like two caged animals awaiting freedom. A freedom only I could give Shizuru.

"Shizuru…"

"Yes you want any more kisses?"

"No I don't…but remember six months ago when I told you about that surgery."

"Yes…"

"I was thinking and I think it's time that I should get it."

"Oh I see." Hearing Shizuru's voice go down an octave made me wonder if she knew more than what she thought.

"Why what's wrong look if it's about the work schedule then I-"

"No it's not that obvious to know that this is a cosmetic surgery not a lifesaving one. It's just that I like you the way you are Natsuki and you shouldn't change to fit in or fill whatever hole. I can fill that space because I love you Natsuki so please promise me you won't change at least until you tell me what it is. If you do and you still want to go through with it then you can, but please don't shut me out."

It was at those moments besides work that stopped me from going over my plan that I thought was a dream. Although looking into Shizuru's eyes I wanted to believe in what she was saying, but I knew she wasn't ready. As well I knew once she found out what I had down there I knew she would flip let's face it Shizuru was bona-fide lesbian. If anything, it looked like she had the penis not me.

"Fine when I get ready to tell you it will be before surgery time."

"Ara not after or when they roll you in for surgery?"

"Promise…"

"Ok well I'm hungry lets grab lunch and head I'll over towards the office Reito has been chewing me out lately. After that tell my driver to take you anywhere he'll get you there."

"I'm just going to head home I'm already finished with the new track The Pillows wanted. It was fun working with them I mean they have some high energy."

"I know, but I know you wanted to work with them also. It's good to hear different styles of music and dabble in everything while making money at the same time."

"Thanks for that in these past few months I have been places I thought I never been to. As well as met people, I have read about or seen online. Thank you for that Shizuru thank you for everything."

"Anytime Natsuki, so that means you'll be my girlfriend."

"Shizuru…" With that I got out the car smiling inwardly I knew I liked it when Shizuru was a bother. I knew she always kept me entertained with her antics, but I knew those feelings that Shizuru had held truth. Somewhere in between my amusement and Shizuru's feelings, I knew that someday I would have to answer towards her feelings.

Something about the situation told me I wasn't ready. If I was ready, I wondered was I even ready for Shizuru Fujino and the lifestyle she lives. From Shizuru's constant flirting to her dozens of ex-lovers. As well as mistress's writing books with her name in it telling the world that Shizuru was over and beyond sexually favorable in bed. Over exposer was one of the sole reasons that scared me when it came to fame. Even when I spotted a random show with one of Shizuru's ex-lovers coming out. Shizuru quickly explained as well as she threw her little black book in the trash knowing that the show was over eight months old. From that, I knew where Shizuru wanted to be but I wondered was that where her heart was I know she wanted a place in my heart. It was all these things and more that told me in the world of fame nothing was ever sacred and nothing was ever private and all eyes were on me.

I'm very sorry I couldn't update my children of the corn, but your Führer came down with the flu. For me this is the worst case ever because I never get the flu. If only, this would have been a good time to have a girlfriend or date or whatever to take care of me, but sadly no one has responded and I am sad at that. Well except one guest reviewer but so far, I don't know if she has a profile or if she's over eighteen or just joking oh well, I guess I will just be quite and sit here alone in the dark.