A-List to the Heart

Center Stage Part 2

AN=Not much to say except read and review.

Disclaimer= No ties to Mai Hime

Warning= Futanari

Italics= Flashback

There was never any moment as big as this moment that I was facing now. No Grammy or woman could stop the way I felt as I looked into the emeralds of the one I wanted to love for as long as my life permitted. The horror in Natsuki's eyes explained everything, as I knew that I was right keeping a tight hold on her waist. I watched as Natsuki tried to pull from me with her tears now more in the open I looked as she looked like beaten puppy.

"Kannin Na Natsuki I didn't mean for it to come out that way it's just…" At that moment, I knew that words were useless only my actions could help the broken woman before me. Lifting her up I was surprised at how light she was being able to touch Natsuki without restraint fueled my need to protect her more.

I knew when she woke up I knew I had explaining to do and I knew that only I could provide the answers that Natsuki needed. I watched as the blue-haired woman rested fading in and out. I knew my methods for getting Natsuki to talk weren't good, but it was all I could do not to blurt it out. Minutes seemed to pass and then hours watching Natsuki sleep was the only way I could gain my grip on reality, as I knew that Natsuki was my reality.

Explaining to her how I knew, would be the most terrifying experience of my life. I Shizuru Fujino was prepared to lose Natsuki I just hoped that the cost wouldn't be as great as I imagined because truly I wasn't prepared. Looked as she stirred from her sleep after blinking two times I looked towards the facial features that I loved so dearly.

"You're up…"

"You know…"

"Ara you can say that, I want you to know that I meant every word I said about my accepting you.

"That's a relief in its own way, so how did you figure it out."

"Hmm…for one remember that night you stayed at my place for the first time. I sort of peeked at you when you were in the shower looking fully I didn't believe it. After the situation with Nao I as well as your lack of intimacy, I sort of had got a clue. Even Reito helped me put together some clues with his theories."

"What about your father knowing?"

"Ara he's my father he knows everything, but I figured out everything myself."

"How come you didn't tell me you knew?"

"I was waiting for you to come out on your own time. I wanted you to feel comfortable to express yourself I know that Nao never allowed you to be your own person. But I'm here to let you know you can be your own person and I can love you."

"Shizuru… I want to feel the same way I really do but look at me I'm a freak. This body was something I never wanted for myself."

"Natsuki…don't say that you're not a freak I…" as if I couldn't help myself my lips met once with Natsuki clashing in a flavor of strawberry and watermelon. I knew those two flavors would be my all-time favorite.

"Natsuki…please let's just give this a try we don't have to do anything if you don't want to. We can stick to the original plan nothing has to change. Just don't get the surgery that's all I ask stay yourself I love you."

Natsuki looked towards me and then looked away a blush taking refuge on her facial features. Something I always admired when I got the blue-haired woman to feel embarrassed.

"Fine…"

"Fine…what Natsuki…"

"I'll try it with you, but don't expect any "I love you's" just yet I need time to adjust to this."

"Ok how about we go on a date."

"How about no…"

"Ara why not is Natsuki ashamed of me is she?" Putting on the act of crying I heard as Natsuki struggled for words. Knowing that I myself wasn't really crying it still was fun to fool my blue-haired puppy.

"Shizuru…don't scare me like that I thought you were really crying!"

"I should cry the way Natsuki treats me, I can't even get a date with my girlfriend." Testing out the sound of the word "girlfriend" with Natsuki looked to see if there was any sign of discomfort. Glancing I saw nothing, but nervousness where her nerves ended and began was something I wanted to figure out between her body and mine.

"Fine I'll go, but if the paparazzi comes for us I'm leaving the cleanup to you. Although you really should think before you make plans like this."

"Why should I?"

"Shizuru you can't just go flaunting around you have to be discreet about this both of us have too. You see how the media hypes up things; I want this to be as discreet as possible nothing too big."

"What about our wedding."

"I'm not planning that far; let's just see how today goes and if I can stand you for more than twenty-four hours."

Smiling towards myself, I knew that Natsuki felt the same as I. Although I knew her experience with Nao shut her emotions, I still held hope. Resting in bed all day I noticed that it was into the afternoon before we both broke our comfortable silence.

"So your father he really hates me huh?"

"No he actually likes you a lot."

"So that conversation before you came back to the house…"

"Oh that was him saying that you should call him father more."

"I was saying that to piss him off, not to flatter him is he crazy?"

"I suppose yes…but regardless I love that old man."

"Since you put it that why I guess I can like him too," spoke Natsuki adding to my comment.

"Do I ever get to meet your parents?"

"Unless you count dying right now yeah I guess you can meet them."

"Kannin na how did it happen?"

"Well I'm father was killed by some drug lords, he was a cop and my mother she hung herself. I guess she couldn't live without my father. The orphanage lied and told me it was an accident but when I read the police report well you get the rest of the story. It was fine because Ms. Maria at the orphanage got to take care of me she was the only one that knew about me having it. She was nice and she stopped all the kids from picking on me at least at home."

Suddenly I felt like the biggest baby in the world, here my lover had lost her parents and I complained as I lost only one. For me this left a big emptiness in my heart as I could barely look at Natsuki in the eye.

"Hey don't feel bad about it Shizuru it happened a long time ago and I'm a better person for it."

"Natsuki…It's just…"

"Don't feel bad about it also too what happened to you wasn't good at all. So don't compare your pain to mine I lost my parents to something they couldn't control. Your mother left and you don't know where she's at it's a lost ether way you put it."

"Ara I guess on the spectrum we are screwed up."

"Yea it could be worse we could have had kids that are equally screwed up."

"Speaking of which can you…" Knowing what I was asking I watched as Natsuki blushed and mumbled.

"Y-Yes I'm sterile..."

"Ara well I might as well start investing in birth control and condoms." Looking at Natsuki's face, she cringed at the word condoms as if it were the biggest insult ever.

"What's wrong Natsuki?"

"N-Nothing…"

"You seemed to not like it when I bought up the word condoms."

"I don't like them; it feels like its choking me down there."

"Ara I thought Natsuki was a virgin?"

"I am, but there was one time when I could get it up with Nao and I was close to sticking it in. She stopped me and made me where a condom, but as soon as I put it on it went down so we just stopped."

"I see…how about you try it again but with me?"

"No I don't want to wear one." Looking at the younger woman before me I watched as her legs were crossed Indian style and her arms were crossed in defiance. Signing I let Natsuki's of denial to wear protection slide.

"Ara fine then I guess I'll make a doctor's appointment tomorrow."

"Wait w-who said that you had to use birth control," blurted out Natsuki with a blush. For the second time being around Natsuki, I thought about kids and a family.

"Are you trying to purposely get me pregnant Natsuki?"

"Baka no I'm not it's just that I don't think it's fair that you have to go get birth-control if I don't want to put on a condom."

"So what do we do about this dilemma?"

"I don't know I remember in high school I heard these guys talking about an after pill or pulling out."

"Pulling out isn't a full proof method Natsuki." Now it was my turn to cross my arms in defiance.

"Err…I don't know what to do you're the smart one!"

"How about this how about we just get to know about each other, but as a couple and worry about the large things later."

"O-Ok…"

Kissing her lips I watched as Natsuki heated up, once again reacting towards my touch. Although the conversation is what others would call a waste. I couldn't help, but feel heated at the thoughts of Natsuki in my core for the first time. I knew keeping Natsuki as my girlfriend would be tough, but I didn't know that it would be this tough ether way, I was in for the long haul.

Wow, I don't know if any of you reviewers are watching Sakura Trick. I have to say my nose won't stop bleeding and I won't stop laughing. The show is great and very raunchy but in a funny way, I just got finished watching episode two with great interest. Well updates might be slower after this chapter a beta offered there services, I'm going to have her try to do the next chapter of New World Order. So consider this the last chapter in which I don't use a beta so that means you're going to have to wait my reviewers. As well thank you all for one-hundred reviews, I didn't think it would be possible yay!