A-List to the Heart
Spotlight Part 1
AN: Hey, everyone well I'm sorry it took me a long time to write. So far, I have been trying to juggle my new job as well as look for a new place. Therefore, things have been chaotic as of late. Between work and Lightning Returns, it's been hard to get some time to start writing. Mostly my days off are Tuesday and Friday so I will try to post as well as tie some loose ends towards this story as well. Do not count me out yet readers I have some more surprises coming this way for you.
Disclaimer= No ties to Mai Hime
Warning= Futanari
Italics= Flashback
As much as I didn't want to leave, I knew that I was gambling on what was to come. It was an excitement and a fear that I couldn't process. The cause of this dilemma that I felt rested within Natsuki's emeralds, there was a chance that Natsuki wouldn't be there to greet me. The inner lining in my gut hoped that Natsuki would come to me with arms wide open. However, guilt rested in my mind after our talk and both our verbal affirmation of our feelings. I couldn't help but feel that I left for Milan leaving Natsuki exposed when she needed me the most in the midst of her emotions.
I knew if I came to an empty home, I knew that I deserved it and it was something that I would accept. Although I knew, giving up Natsuki was something that I would never accept. Natsuki was mine and it was always going to stay that way, along with the plague of guilt something rested within my mind. I knew this was my first real relationship and Natsuki her second I was at a loss on what to do.
My doubts seemed to escalate along with my worry; I knew I was always the one for center stage. However, the question that plagued me and seemed to keep me awake were Natsuki's feelings towards our union. I knew that Natsuki wanted be out of the spotlight as much as possible keeping our relationship a secret. I knew her reasons for doing this, but I knew Natsuki wanted to break out and use her wings for herself.
I wondered would our difference in public attention be the cause our end, I knew this job in Milan was the first of many jobs that didn't involve me being in the spotlight. The question was did I feel ready to settle down? Was I ready to make mistakes that had something on the line? I was accustomed to being the dominator even when I hand no more moves I always had a trump card. With Natsuki I knew that I had no trump card everything was unpredictable and yet predictable at the same time.
Walking on to the patio that contained the front door I looked as no lights were on. I dismissed the fact that Natsuki could be sleep or working late night in the studio, taking my key out I opened the door. Not hearing the alarm I knew that someone was here turning on the lights I looked as red and white rose petals caught my attention. Walking over towards the small table where the home phone rested I noticed a tape as well as a recorder.
I picked up the tape as it read play me putting it in I pressed play, smiling I knew this was Natsuki's way of doing things. It was a traditional manner and I knew that I was on the right track with my decision to go to Milan. Hearing small sounds in the background, I soon heard Natsuki's honey-filled voice.
For the one that rests the storm in me.
Pillars of light coming to me, releasing the storm inside me.
Coming to me, coming to see, the greatness inside me, you're my never-ending sea.
My spiral my never-ending sea.
Please help me
You are the pillars of light coming to me.
Ohhhhhh...never-ending sea you are the love of me.
Come up stairs Shizuru…
After that, the tape ended something in my heart rested and bloomed. As I took the champagne that rested on the side of the tape player up, I walked up as instructed. Following the trail I noticed, as it got thicker, soon paranoia set in after being jet-lagged and on a plane, I knew that I haven't taken the chance to shower. Even more, I knew the panic that set in and I wanted to hide under the hugest rock ever.
Soon I faced in front of a door with red and white petals sticking out sitting my black leather messenger bag down. My hand came towards the door only to have it swung open by Natsuki. Looking at her a blush came on her face before self-anger came.
"Fuck…"
"Hello to you to Natsuki…"
"I thought you weren't coming for another two hours."
"You didn't want me to come early?" Putting on mock tears, I watched as Natsuki panicked and swore some more I liked to see this side of her.
"It isn't like that Shizuru, it's ugh…it's I love you. I just wanted to do something special for you that is all, since were dating and everything. But, it seems like I can't even get a surprise fucking right." Stopping my mock tears I looked up to see Natsuki's face as red as the color of my eyes as she looked away from my gaze my smile softened. Taking my hand out and cupping her cheeks gently I wanted to quell Natsuki's self-pity. I knew it was wrong to tease, watching Natsuki lean into my hand made my chest blossom even more at the action.
"Natsuki…it's alright we have plenty of time and I love you too. Look not everything we do is going to be perfect as long as we take it step by step it should be fine. I do not want us rushing anything I want to enjoy and remember. I want to remember every great moment, fight, date, break up I want to remember everything.
"Shizuru…I want to remember everything too. " I felt our bodies moving in slowly soon we came in for a kiss molding our bodies together and blending. I deepened the kiss using my tongue as a messenger to convey what I really wanted. Pushing into the bedroom I watched as Natsuki fell back on the bed saturated with flowers. Rubbing my hands through her hair, I let the smells of citrus and melon go through my nostrils.
Breaking apart, I soon remembered my own displeasure, watching Natsuki's eyebrows farrow in confusion. I wondered did she think I was pushing her away. Before I could make my explanation, Natsuki spoke in my turn.
"Let me guess shower right?"
"Ara how ever did you know?"
"I'm starting to get use to this "A-List" thing you always go on about so I can pick up how you feel. Don't worry I'm the same way don't worry I'll still be up after you finish."
"Ookini Natsuki…Although, I was wondering if you could join me for a nice bath?" I watched as Natsuki's face paled I bit my lip thinking that I said the wrong thing the paranoia reared its head once again. For once, my father was right these were the times that I wish I could keep it in my pants I knew my only shot to make Natsuki comfortable was out the window.
Sorry that this one was short well its 6:00pm over here and my bedtime is around 7:00pm to 8:00pm over here. debating if I should give you another chapter I love to tease, but alas I have to get to work so I guess I can give everyone one more chapter since these aren't as long as ADIE. Well-read and review everyone for both chapters if I have not posted anything please don't be mad. In addition, as for a lemon that will come soon, I'm not going to be posting those up until like ending chapters, but you can enjoy these free limes for all you freaky readers out there.