A-List to the Heart

Exit Stage Left Part 1

AN: I'm happy you enjoyed the last chapter well, my next off day is coming up, and I'm waiting for my beta to give me back my chapter for ADIE.

Disclaimer= No ties to Mai Hime

Warning= Futanari/lemon your way don't worry it's going to be a sour one.

Italics= Flashback

Waking up with Natsuki resting on top of me was something that only heaven can describe. I knew that last night was truly something that was real. I felt full of feelings the negativity, washed away as if I were wiping a window clean. Natsuki met every requirement that I wanted in a lover looking at her sleeping face and the lock that rested in between the valley of her chest I smiled. She really looked like my own puppy, but I knew that when ready she could be a vicious wolf when in the mood.

Getting up I walked over catching a shower, after a moment I looked to see Natsuki get in. A blush on her face and morning wood, smiling I knew the fun and games would begin once again. After a long session of lovemaking, our bodies were clean looking as Natsuki stayed in her boxer briefs and black t-shirt I watched as she handled breakfast. Noticing everything, I noticed that she was better in the kitchen then me. All my life my travels took me to several places, everything came prepared for me and I dominated everything, but never had I enjoyed a home cooked meal. At this time, I felt it relaxing to just sit back and watch Natsuki it was something that I found enjoyable.

Looking in my hands, I flipped through the small black book, my thoughts going back towards my past and conquests. I knew all that would end and it was something that I wanted Natsuki to know and see. I no longer needed to lie; I knew I no longer needed to run. All of the years of abandonment and the hole left by my mother were filled only with feelings for Natsuki.

"Ara I think you should quit being a producer and become my wife. You're better at cooking then me."

"Hahaha and we move to a farm and have ducks, goats, pigs, chickens and…"

"Kids," I supplied.

Watching Natsuki look with shock I watched her smile fondly, but I knew that she worried as well. "What about you if you come up pregnant wont people question your sexuality?" Looking at my lover I smiled before speaking. "At this point and time I think it's time for me to exit stage left."

"You mean…"

"Yeah I'm retiring I'm working full time backstage, with my father retiring next year. I know that I will have no other option to take the backstage." Watching Natsuki smile I wondered what she would say next.

"Here I thought I would die an old lady before I would hear those words come out your mouth. Can I get all of this in writing?"

"Ara I'll do you one better… marry me." watching Natsuki drop her spoon I watched as her eyes came with tears. Walking up behind her, I wrapped my arms around her waist before kissing her neck slowly.

"I-I don't know what to say."

"Say yes Natsuki, please…marry me…"

"What about your father?" Kissing her neck again to push her worries back, I spoke having the answer for her.

"He likes you…"

"What about the media?"

"We'll hide it…or we can come out it's your choice."

"What about kids?"

"I'll have our babies…"

"What about the other women?"

Taking the book I removed the pan from the fire on the stove with my other hand, holding the book I watched as it burned.

"They are gone, women from the past present and future they are gone, and I only want you. So please make me happy say you'll marry me."

"I have a question before I give you my answer."

"Hmm…"

"Will there be cake?" Giggling I always knew there was something good with Natsuki, I knew she was something different and it was always what I wanted.

"Yes dear all you can eat."

"Ok…I made my choice I'll marry you, but I want at least a year engagement. We have to figure out how to make this as private as possible."

"Ok anything you want."

"Please do not tell Reito and Tate I know they will tell everyone," spoke Natsuki as she looked grimly. Turning the stove off I reluctantly broke my hold as she cleaned up the mess I made. Shortly after breakfast, looking towards Natsuki I opened my mouth to speak. The ringing of my phone distracted me, I glanced at the screen to see it was my father setting it to speaker I spoke into the device.

"Shizuru…girl…why isn't your other phone on? Do you have another stalker again?" Laughing I watched as Natsuki smiled at my father's antics.

"I got a new number, and I sent a text to you father saying that my old phone was off."

"I don't believe in that texting crap well now that I can get a hold of you. I have to talk to you. Can you meet me for brunch?"

"Father is it about extending the contract with the producers in Milan?"

"No…"

"Then what is it?" Hearing my father grow quite I questioned to myself what the news was. I knew it had to be serious as my father always had something to say.

"I can see you might be busy today, I was hoping to be there when I told you, she called…" With my brows furrowed in confusion, I still had my smile as Natsuki looked as well.

"Who called…?"

"Your mother…" It was if everything I worked for, came crashing down as I heard those words. The person that I called mother she was the sole reason that I became what I what I was today. I was the way I was because of that woman, anger boiled over as slammed my fist on the table making Natsuki jump. Not one to yell I spoke slowly and grimly as I felt even my fathers on nerves jump.

"You tell that woman to stay away."

"Shizuru she sounds well she really wants to see you."

"No…this conversation is over…"

"Shi-"

Hanging up the phone, I looked towards the tile of my floor all my doubt came back. I was my mother, but I knew that I could not drag Natsuki into the person I was. No matter how great I thought our union was, I wondered would I be like my mother would I leave my children in the despair that I had once felt.

"Shizuru…"

"I need to walk…"

"Well I'm coming with you…I'm not leaving you alone. Rule one we talk about everything and we solve everything out, I'm not going to let you face this alone."

"Natsuki…"

As if she read my mind, my blue-haired lover spoke. "So you're wondering I know you're not her, you have more honor then that so don't doubt this relationship behind your past with her." Walking over towards the living room, I took Natsuki into my lap hugging her close.

"Please just let me hold you, I-I'm so scared." As she rubbed her hands in my damp hair, I cried silently into her chest letting my weakness show once again. After settling down we stayed in silence but I knew deep down although there were no spoken words our bodies were communicating and healing each other.

"Are you alright now, dear?"

"Yea I am…" With us both laughing we both knew that was not true I knew Natsuki, observed that I was trying to make light of the situation.

"Ara it's that obvious that all this is bothering me isn't it?"

"Hmm…no more obvious than a stalker at a stalker convention," spoke Natsuki with a giggle of sarcasm.

"Hehe…I guess I'm really fucked up huh?"

"I wouldn't say fucked up, I say you're a bit loony when you don't get your tea. But, you're not fucked up besides if you are then I am to and we are perfect for each other in our own fucked up way." Taking my hand and caressing my lover's cheek, I looked into her eyes before leaning up and kissing her soft rose-tipped lips. Breaking apart before things got heavy again, I wanted to know what my fiancé thought. As if we were on track Natsuki read my mind once again, but a small interval of silence came before she spoke. As she rubbing her hands in my hair once again, I felt myself relax.

"I know that I'm not the best person to say this, but I have to be open and honest with you. I think that you should call your father and hear him out. It may be a thing where she does not want to see you and she might be ashamed it maybe a think where she wants to call you and talk. I know that if I could have one day with my parents again I would take it no matter how messed up they were. You have that opportunity to ask her all the things that you couldn't, as well as you have the chance to display all the emotions you want to her."

"How can I? I wanna rip her face off then I want to hug her as if she were a lost friend."

"I think that's any relationship that's how you know that you're still human. Besides, it is good to get all of this out now, by the time of the wedding there will be no problems to carry in. Back in the orphanage Ms. Maria told me that it's best to do some spring cleaning to make things right the way you want them to be."

"Your right, I will thing about it for now you want to take a nap?"

"Sure…"

Resting my head on Natsuki's chest, I let sleep come into my system. I did not know when or what time it was, but I looked out the window to see the darkness of night. Getting up I made sure not to wake Natsuki, her face looked angelic as the bright moon shown on her features. I knew my choice that I now made would only be for the sake of Natsuki and our future. Although the thought scared me to go back to my old life, I knew I had to trust in Natsuki's words.

Walking over towards my phone, I slid the lock open to see a text from my father. Looking past the several misspelled words, I came to a particular message that I knew I had to answer.

Hey, Shizuru it is your father, I know that this is hard for you. I just want you to give it a shot; your mother said that she would be in the Shinubi Inn until the end of the month. I am leaving her cell and room number she really wants to see you.

41967843987501

Room 717

Whatever you choose I am here for you.

After selecting the number, I walked up stairs closing the door to my office behind me. I pressed the call button after two rings I took the phone from my ear. It wasn't until I heard the faint sounds of a woman her voice fragile and small not the way I imagined it to be.

"Hello…"

Gulping I put up the phone to my ear in a rush to get this over with. All I could think about was Natsuki's words as well as my father's encouragement.

"H-Hi…" as if we were lost friends that never forgot each other I heard the woman I called mother perk up out of her sleep.

"Shizuru…"

"Yea…"

"It's nice to hear from you, I guess your father must have delivered the message. How are you doing?"

"Fine…look whatever you want to talk to me about, it needs to be in person I'm very busy. So I'll meet you at your place at ten tomorrow," I snapped.

"Do you want to know the add-"

"Don't concern yourself I got the address, I'll see you at ten, ok bye," I snapped again cutting her off. As if I could see her hanging her head on, the other line I heard her speak.

"Wait…"

"What I'm busy!"

"I just want to say thank you and I'll see you tomorr-"

"Whatever…"

Hanging up the phone, I felt empowered, yet weak all the same. I knew she was trying to make up for the wrong that she had done. However, I knew I could not get rid of the anger that I felt, a part of me knew in some way that I let Natsuki and my father down. I knew my lack of patience was rude, but I could only stretch myself so thin when it came to that woman.

AN: well everyone I'm glad that some of you liked the lemon, for those that didn't it's not as if my whole story had sex in it. In addition, I know that you flamers loved the sex scene and like I said before your mad cause, you can't or are afraid to write it. I gave fair warning that it was a lemon, you idiot flamers didn't have to read it losers. Now that all that's out of the way, I'm going to write the big scene after that I don't think there will be too many chapters left.