A/N: thanks to every one for adding my story to your favorites list . I'm so excited to see people like my story it really gives me inspiration to keep going. but, what inspires me more are reviews : ) i have the next 2 chapters ready and maybe if i get some reviews ill post them sooner rather then later.

chapter 4

BPOV

I looked at it in the mirror, he had added some detail, some shading, and some flowers here and there it was beautiful

"Do you like it…?" He questioned, hoping for an answer.

"It's perfect. My name is Bella by the way nice to meet you Edward"

"This is a sensitive spot it may hurt a bit."

He placed his hand gently on my side and it was like an electric current moving through me sensual in a way though. He began the outline I instantly felt a release as the needle touched my skin it felt similar to cutting.

"So who were they?" he questioned.

His word caught me off guard. I hesitated trying to get my composure, I could fell the aching where my heart used to be

"His name was Jacob black he was…"

He paused to look at me I could feel a tear in the corner of my eye.

"He was my best friend, the only love I had ever had. He was everything to me But, he killed himself three days ago" the last word I choked out I was beginning to cry.

He stopped again and waited for me to regain my composure.

EPOV

I stopped she was crying she soon regained her composure I wished there was something I could do for her and I begin again I didn't dare ask another question for fear of reopening a still fresh wound I was almost done with the outline.

"So why add the flowers?" she questioned

I thought about it carefully before I answered

"People get tattoos for a lot of reasons in the five years I been tattooing I could just look at it and know the reason. You need hope healing and I put those flowers there to help signify that. The snow drop means hope, the carnation means memories and faith, and the Abor Vitae meaning true friendship to commemorate a loss. I've found that those things are helpful when trying to move on from a loss and heal."

She had a change in her eyes a glimmer of hope and relief and I knew I wanted to be that for her.

"Thank you. You're really great at your job Edward"

"No problem you're all done we need to wait for the outline to heal before we can move on to the shading and color I can schedule you an appointment in a week." I said and was sadden that I wouldn't see her till then.

"So where you from?" I asked as she was preparing to pay me

"Phoenix just moved here looking to get a new start "she smiled and paid me

"Thanks again Edward see you soon. "She waived as she left

A/n: I know this was a short chapter. but, if your dying to see what happens next review! : )