He betrayed me

I can now see

The cute girl he has right now

Look at his face you can tell he's very proud

I feel my heart break when I see this

My stomach begins to turn, I think feel sick

How could he

I thought we were meant to be

It was our 6's anniversary

I was so happy

I came home earlier than usual to see him

That's when all hell was let lose then

There he was in the bedroom

A girl with the man who I thought would soon be my groom

I ran out without hearing him explain

I just couldn't think straight, I just ran in vein

Why, what did I do wrong?

I ask without breaking down, trying to remain strong

I gave him everything I could think of

But it wasn't enough for his love

I sat in my room all alone

What would you do when your heart was torn

I just sat there

Looking at a picture of us, I just stared

I felt my eye mascara dry on my face

Maybe I should wash it, to take my mind off of this anger and hate

I walk into the bathroom and wash it away

But it was no use, it continue to stay

Until my face turn red

Like if I were dead

Once I was done I just sat down

Right on the toilet lid with a frown

Then I look and saw it

A razor blade sharp, just perfect

I pick it up and look at it again

I put it over my arm but stop before it went in

Was he really worth my life?

I knew I was devastated, but was this still right?

I look at the razor one more time then threw it down

No, I was still standing not falling to the ground

It was his lost for not keeping me, not mine

I was not blind it was him who was blind

He didn't see what he had

But when I'm gone he be sad

He'll try to win me back, but no it won't work

He'll fall to the ground while I stand with a smirk

I'm stronger than you think, I don't need you anymore

I can still work, I can still have a life, and I still can wind this war

So go back to the other girl you now can keep

See how well between me and her we compete

And soon realize you should have me not her

But too bad I never coming back, that's for sure

Let this be a lesson to all girls of all age

He should desire you not the other way

So now I hope and pray

That you don't throw your life away

You can still fine someone else better for you

He'll be just like you, looking for some one true

And then your happy ever after will come

No tragedy, no sadness will ever be done

MADE THIS FOR ALL THE STUPID GIRLS THAT THINK ONE BOY IS THEIR LIFE. I HE DUMP YOU, THEN HE SHOULD BE THE ONE CRYING. THAT'S HOW YOU KNOW THEY LOVE YOU THEY WANT TO BE WITH YOU FOR EVER. AND IF THEY BEAK UP WITH YOU THEN YOU KNOW THAT THEY DON'T LOVE YOU. SO PLEASE DON'T END YOUR LIFE BECAUSE PEOPLE BECOME KIND OF A DOUCHE AND THEN THEY MAKE A LIFE FROM YOUR DEATH WITH CHRITIES AND ITS ALL HELL AND STUPID. ITS NOT LIKE THE GIRL IS A HERO OR SOMETHING SO PLEASE DON'T KILL YOUR SELF, BE BETTER FOR ALL OF US, AND YOU HAVE A WHOLE LIFE AHEAD OF YOU, AND IF YOU ARE A CHRISTAIN, SUSICE IS A SIN, AND IF YOU HAVE OTHER RELIGION OR NONE IT STILL STUPID TO KILL YOURSELF, JUST PLAIN STUPID. HOPE YOU LIKE

LOVE,

BLUE ROZE