Please read AN at the end
The Interview part II
EPOV
It was a good ten seconds before the applause started to die down, and the screen to shift to backstage were Bella ran off stage to the little girl from earlier. Again I wondered who the girl was but I was thrown from that thought when the screen faded back to what I'm guessing was earlier to day for part two of the interview. The bands seating had now change, Bella and Nadine in the middle with Nicholas on the right and Dean still on the left of Bella (a.n. the seating arrangements our Nick, Nad, Bell, and Dean)
"Hey everyone, it Kurt again and I'm here with the one and only twilight. So guys what made you choose the charities for this concert." Well that was blunt but still a good question.
"Our reason for choosing these charities is because we all our connected to them." Ok that did not answer my question Nick paused and started to speak again. "For the Susan G charity, everyone in our band had someone that was had a bout with cancer and we thought that we should help out with the concert. My grandmother Lina, she had cancer and she fought long and hard and won her battle, so tonight I play for her."
"that's so sweet how he's honoring his grandmother." Esme thought to herself.
"Yea my sister Terry had breast cancer so I sing for her to night," Nadine said with a tear cascading down her cheek.
"A teacher at me and Bells old school had breast cancer as well so I sing and play for her tonight." Dean said as he glanced at Bella.
"So Bella, you to are singing for this teacher of yours?" Kurt asked.
"Yes and No." Bella paused as she was whipping away the many tears she was crying; how I wish I could be there to comfort her instead of that Dean bastard. Oops did I just think that? "I'm singing for both Ms. Cope and my mother." At this my whole family gasped the same thought going though all of their minds.
"Renee had cancer?" we all thought.
"It's still hard to believe that she's gone, two years. Its been two years since I lost another mother." She whispered the last so low that I could barely heard; but Esme heard this and broke down; I was about to pause the concert when Bella spoke again. "I lost two great women that were my mothers and tonight I will sing a special song for them." It was quit for minute Bella had stopped crying but silent tears still fell and Esme rested her head on Carlisle's chest.
"And the other charity, what would make you choose RAINN?" with this question Bella's band mates all turned to her and her once pain stricken face was whipped away as she answered with determination in her eyes yet in her voice she still sounded some what broken and with a bit of pain.
"Because I, to am a victim." With this Bella eyes began to tear up again but she held them back the only thing in going through my family minds were
When did this happen? Jasper
Why did that have to happen to her of all people? First Rose and now Bella, why God must you heart my children! Esme thought
And finally who's the son of a bitch to touch My Bella? Me
RPOV
When Bella said she was a victim my heart began to break, no one deserved to go through something so horrible. I too was a victim and for Bella to say that she was a victim on national TV to show how strong she really is and makes me sad once again for judging her.
"I was dating this guy for a while and he was no good at all he always made me feel weak and made me felt like nothing, and when I told him that I didn't want to have a more physical relationship he just attacked me." It was me who pause the show this time when I heard Esme's and my own sobs.
"My poor baby." Esme said to herself
EPOV
I sat their still; to everyone else I must've looked like a corpse. My innocent Bella, how could someone do that her? She's such a pure and loving person she didn't deserve that no one deserved that. Esme was sobbing; being held by Carlisle and Rose was begin held by Emmet with him trying to comfort her. The rest of us were silent until Rose spoke with rage and anger in her tone of voice
"Alice," she hissed, "why didn't you tell anyone this was going to happen? That Bella was, that she was ." she trailed off the end not even able to say it.
"I didn't tell anyone because I didn't know, Edward made me promise not to look into Bella's future, I didn't know until I saw the commercial for the concert a few weeks ago when I got a vision of the entire concert, and the reason I didn't tell you all was because it wasn't my secret to tell it was Bella's and Bella's only." Alice finished.
"I can't believe all that happened to her she lost her mom and she was raped what else has my poor daughter have to go through." Esme said and Alice head fell this caught my attention and it was now my turn to speak.
"What else do you know Alice?" I asked with my voice sounding broken.
"The child that was dancing with Bella was her daughter, she's the product of Bella's attack." I felt my throat in the pit of my stomach, the air I was breathing all left my body and I dropped to my knees with my hands knotted in my hair. The fierce growl that came form my chest was so loud all of my family had to cover their ears. I had enough of this I thought to myself. I was going to go to my Bella and beg for forgiveness. I was about to leave when my family stopped me.
"You can't leave yet Edward, you need to watch the rest of the interview and the concert for answers, we all need answers Edward." My father spoke to me as he held me by the shoulders.
"Fine, but afterwards I going to find her, beg her to take me back and kill the monster that hurt my angel." With that I turned the concert back on.
"Bella for you to have gone through all that and be here is a testament to show how strong you are." Kurt said, and it was true my Bella was strong. "But Bella with your solo song Dirrty don't you think that people get the wrong message?" he asked.
"It is testament and my music reflects that, Dirrty was a song to show some people form my past that I'm not as soft and naive as I use to be. Fighter, which is for the two men that hurt me both in their own ways, is to show that I'm no longer that weak and clumsy girl any more. For I was once weak and now I'm strong and with my music I want to inspire other people to be strong." she said with a determined look, with no more tears.
"Well again thank you Bella and Twilight; now on with the show." Kurt said and the screen shifted to the band all wearing white t-shirts and jeans on each shirt was a picture and on Bella was a picture of Renee.
"This is for my moms" said Bella. Which brought a smile to Esme's face
' Is she talking about me i know she's talking about Renee but can she still see me as her daughter.Oh God Please reunite me with my daughter and let me show her that i still lover her and i will never leave her again.' Esme thought and prayed.
I remember by Blac Haze
Intro:
I reminisce on my mom
bout the good times we had and the bad times
Verse 1
I remember mom she used to hold me in her arms
the feelin was a charm
aint no need to be alarmed
hittin me up with the love we was poor
I can recall livin on the run I can't imagine all the pain that my mom felt
tryin to raise 3 kids on a small wealth
hard times wasn't nothin but a way of life
my mom never knew she would have to sacrifice
my old man hit the road neglected his spouse
I had no choice now im the man of the house
the possibilities grew at a fast rate
now Im on the street tryin to get that cash straight
tryin to stay up out of jail at the same time
a young G claiming fame the game is mine
my old girl had my back through all
the stress and drama took a test of time
in my mind I remember mama
Chorus: repeat 4x
ooh mama mama mama ooh mama mama mama
I remember mama
Verse 2
I told my mama that forever my fools fake
I can't recall my actions at school straight
I'm skippin class thinkin its the thing to do
no education watches what that brings to you
my old man was a crack fiend wont lie
need to change his ways I know he won't try
every time he came around it was mad drama
I couldn't take it always hittin on my mama
he had no idea he was breakin me down
I was screamin out loud without makin a sound
one day I just snapped to my surprise stood up to my dad looked him dead in
his eye
I guess God gave me strength to deal with that
told my old man he gotta chill with that
no more beatin on my mom better watch that
I'm a man so you better squash that
Chorus:
Verse 3
Mom I remember mom all the love I remember
you have a place in my heart forever
She was down for me every time I fell
mama had to come get me at the county jail
look at me in the courtroom facin time
hopin the judge reduce my crime
mama never used to fuss but I knew she was hurt
look at me on the street corner puttin in work
I tried hide to hide the fact that I was slangin rocks
mama used to find crack bags in my socks
I would lie until the day they wasn't mine
but you can rest assure and do time
it all came to the light she knew the scoops
I was out runnin with the wrong groups
mama needed me so I had to change my style
and on top of that im lookin at a brand new child
I aint no time for havin cops chasin me
realizing jail aint the place to be
I remember
Chorus
This song is for anybody who's lost somebody
Ya know what I'm sayin
I lost my mom
but she still lives with me in my heart
to the day I leave to the day I die
I will forever keep u in my mind and my heart
cuz I remember
I remember
AN: I'M SORRY I HAVEN'T UPDATES IN A WHILE AND PLEASE FOLKS UPDATE MORE OFTEN. I SO THOUGHT THAT AFTER MY FRESHMEN YEAR I WOULD HAVE MY SCHEDULE BETTER BUY ITS NOT IT'S EVEN WORSE I STILL DON'T KNOW WHY I'M A DOUBLE MAJOR.
s m Neal