I DON'T OWN TWILIGHT
The day concert had drown on and on. I do love the music but I really want it to end so I can get my girl back. Bella is my heart and soul, but I can not wait. soon we would be together. The concert was almost over; there was another interview and I was happy that it was just to be my love and not her with that Dean fellow again. How I loathed that pretty boy bastard. But hey I'll win her in the in. Hopefully. We all were quit as the scene shifted and Bella and Louder were now walking out side. Walking and talking causally.
"So Bella, what really happened with you and Dean? What was your relationship?
"My relationship with Dean was and is a friendship, we were together for a period of time, but now were friends again." she answered
"Is it possible for the you and Dean to ever get back together?" he asked
"Well anything possible, Dean is a great man a wonderful father to my Daughter Jazz so yea it is possible, but for now I really need him as a friend.
"So you do still love him?" Louder asked both he and I had somber faces
"Love was never the problem it was just that we both had trust issues and we both also loved other people from before"
"Bella, lets talk about you now so tell me about your self."
"Well I'm a single mom and I love it, my daughter is this ball of energy and total opposite of me, she loves pink and purple, she loves action movies for some odd reason and has a shopping addiction at the age of four (AN: SORRY IF I CHANGED JAZZ'S AGE). Um I have a degree in English. Apart from singing I own a few bookstores in Seattle, Chicago, L. A and in New York. I still love the classics music and book wise, but I have broaden my musical horizon. I voted for Obama, and I really love being independent I'm really happy with the were my life is taking me and I can't wait for the next chapter in my life." She said with a genuine smile. I was glad to hear, despite all the horrible things that has happen to my Bell, she is enjoying her human life. Maybe it was right for me to leave?
"Bella, tell me have you always been so open?"
"Um no actually I was always so shy and with drown from things, but with time and age I've opened up more and excepted myself , my ex always told me that I didn't see myself clearly
"Which brings me to my next question, I did some digging and I found out that when you lived back in Forks you did have a boyfriend, is it true that most of your songs our about him/
"well yes, my Ex and I had a really deep connection and he is the inspiration for a lot of my songs. But so are a lot of other people. Inspiration can come from anything and sometimes when I think about him I write my feelings in song" Bella struggled to get out.
"Do you still love your Ex?" he asked, I to wondered and leaned closer to the screen
"I always have and always will love him, but I don't think we would be together again. We had problems and love can't always hold you together. We're also different people now. I know I changed a lot and don't think he could ever except the new me "
NNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOO she can be with me I know I messed up but I still love her and need her she's my life. Sure physically I haven't changed but I have grown and have become wiser since our time together, I even got my PhD in physiology and I will prove to her that we can be together.
"Tank you Bella and now on with the show"
With that the show was on again but put on pause. All eyes were on me now and if I could I would blush from all the attention.
"You see Edward, Bella is a different person now, she has a new life now, and she was right you guys did have problems. You were always in control and never let Bella have a say in what she wanted, in a relationship there has to be compromises and the two people must be equals, one can not have more power over the other." Alice spoke
"But we love each other she said she was still in love with me and we all know that I love her." I answered
" Tat is true but Edward, say if you did get back together would you change her" Jasper asked I gave the my most honest answer.
"I don't know
AN: HEY ALL I DECIDED TO UPDATE ON THIS STORY BECAUSE IT WAS MUCH EASIER AND I HAVE BEEN THIKING A LOT ABOUT IT AMD THE SEQUEL TO THIS STORY, NOW FOLKS I WANT TO KOW IF I SHOULD END THIS STORY HERE AND GIVE YOU THE SEQUEL OR SHOULD I GIVE A FEW MORE CHAPTERS I REALLY HOPED YOU GUYS LOVEED THIS STORY I KNOW I DID, AND I WOULD LOVE TO CONTINURE ON WITH THIS STORY AND THEN GIVE YOU THE SEQUEL WHICH WILL BE IN Bella's POV. APOLOGIZES FOR NOT UPDATIING ON CHRISTMAS, FAMILY EMERGANCYS HAD ME AWAY AND I DON'T HAVE MY LAPTOP BACK YET. I WANNA THANK YOU MY MOST TRUSTING FANS OF THIS STORY. I WISH YOU ALL A HAPPY NEW YEAR AND GOOD HEALTH.
