Your heart was aching. You had seriously fallen for this guy. This ridiculously handsome boy with that peculiar beauty spot under his right eye.
/Hi Himuro. Remember me from last night? I had a lot of fun yesterday. Your lips are so soft. Call me whenever you want. XOXO/
Himuro was away to get some drinks for you two. Your hands were shaking as you read that message which popped up as you wanted to check the weather on his phone. A few words which crushed your world into pieces. Suddenly you felt incredibly cold and alone. You always knew he was popular and a player. It was only a matter of time until he lost interest in you. And it still did rip a hole in your chest. His strong embrace, his kind smile, the way he looked at you, the warm and vibrant sound of his voice that made you shiver, it was all an act. The feeling of someone clutching your heart tightly, suffocating you was overwhelming. Suddenly the world went blurry as teardrops fell on his phone display, enlarging the hurtful words. You didn't care whether other people were looking. It didn't matter. Nothing mattered anymore. There was no one in this whole wide world that you wanted more than him. No one.
Suddenly a hand gently wiped away the tears on your right cheek. You looked up. Himuro was looking worried although a gentle smile played across his lips.
"_-san what's wrong?"
Now he seriously looked concerned. You couldn't speak as a giant lump was clogging your throat. The weight on your chest became heavier with every second. Suddenly he knew. A quick glance on his phone lying on the table told him he was right.
"I am so sorry, _-san. I'm so sorry."
Without one further word he embraced you, your head against his chest. With two of his fingers he lifted your chin so he could kiss away the last few tears. He looked at you what seemed like an eternity. Then within a second he had sealed your lips with a kiss while gently pushing a strand of hair out of your face. His sleek fingers caressed your cheek.
"I love you. There is no one beside you. You are the only one who matters." he whispered in your ear. Tender as a summer breeze. It was in that moment that you decided you could live on with this lie as long as he would stay by your side. Forever.