Eric found himself looking up at the hotel sealing , his heart attack was as worse as ever , only it wasn't as bad as he thought it would be , he looked down to a sleeping Butters , who was snuggled up to him , Eric sighed , as much as he hated to say it , but it was the best sex he ever had . he looked to his left at the clock on the wall which read , 1:00 am he slowly got out of bed , careful not to wake butters that's the last thing he wanted , he started to get dressed , Eric hated butters for making him do this, Butters was such a cock tease! Well Eric showed him whose boss, but that wasn't the matter at hand.
There was a town not too far away from here , Eric sat down still buttoning up his shirt , Eric looked down he had to do something , Butter's and him would probably end up doing this again , he had to do something but what? Tell the truth? No way , Eric has come way too far and can't go back , but in the end he would have to , In Eric's mind it was either come clean or let butters play lord of the rings again, he sighed " damn" he swore.
Butters yawned as he looked at the clock , it was almost 5 o clock , he notice Eric wasn't in bed " Eric?" he looked around , Eric wasn't in the room , butters slowly got up and started to get dressed , Butters looked everywhere but couldn't find him , he heard the door open and saw Eric with breakfast , they both blushed hard when they made eye contact " um m-morning " " y-yeah " Eric sat down and began to eat , Butters sat down with him and started eating as well. Eric decided it was time"hey butters" Butters looked up from his plate "look butters I-""before you say anything, I just wanted to say …thank you" "huh?" "You showed me how much you care about me, Eric you're a great leader "Eric was speechless in the years he had known Butter's, never had he told him he was a great leader, he blushed hard "now what did you want to tell me?" Eric tried to tell him but for some reason he just couldn't bring himself to do it " um, I'm happy you came with me " was all Eric could think , which made butters smile warmly " you're welcome" Butters went back to eating , Eric just picked at his food , why did he do that? Now what was he going to do? "You okay Eric?" "Yeah just full" he threw away the food , he pulled on his jacket " want to head out ?" Butters nodded, and went to his suitcase but stopped when he saw a piece of paper on the desk "what on earth?" Butters wouldn't usually go though other's things not even Eric's but for some reason he needed to read it, he picked up the piece of paper and what was on it made his eyes widen , it was a to do list by Eric , at the bottom of the list was 'leave butters' , his eyes began to water , he turned and saw Eric with a worried look on his face " you- you knew about this!" Butters felt tears start up in his eyes "butters this is not how I wanted-""you lied to me! You used me!" Eric looked down, Butters glared at him "you're a monster" Eric finally had it "well why don't you leave then! You're just as useless as that rat! Nobody wants you! I only needed you to carry my stuff and use you for your money!" Butters without warming slapped Eric across the face, leaving a dark red mark "Why? Just why?" Butters had no idea where this came from but he didn't stop " I hate you Eric Cartman! " and then he left , leaving the door open , Eric was in shock in his whole life , never once did butters call him Cartman , Eric felt cold and empty.
He felt like a lifeless Zombie as he pushed the wet wash cloth to his face , it hurt like hell , he lost everything even Butters , he sat on the edge of the bed as he sniffed, as he realized what was wrong with him, he was in love with Butters