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Chapter 3 - Nightmare or Dream come true?

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It started like any other normal day. I was woken from my nightmare screaming. I got up, made breakfast for Charlie and grudgingly, we left for school. As Charlie pulled into the school parking lot, even through the heavy rain on the windscreen I could see it. It was unmistakeably a silver Volvo. No! I waited until Charlie had left to react. I couldn't believe it.

It couldn't be them; it had to be a coincidence. Why? Why were they here and why did they want to hurt me again? I could feel the edges of the hole in my chest split and reopen. I clutched at my stomach, trying to hold myself together.

"Bella!? Are you okay?" I could hear as Angela ran over to me, it was then she noticed the car, "Oh Bella". She looked at me but I didn't want her pity, I didn't want anyone's! I thought about going home but before I could even think about leaving I heard a beautiful sound behind me.

"Bella? Are you alright?" she asked in her high bell-ringing voice, she seemed nervous but she smiled at me.

"Oh ALICE!" I sobbed loud as she rushed to hug me. I flung my arms around her, forgetting how hard she was. "Ouch...Alice...wh...why...I've missed you so much!"

I didn't care that we were in a public place because at that moment I was happy, not as happy as I would have been if it was him hugging me, telling me that he loved me.

"I've missed you too. More than you could ever know but now I can have my sister back!" I cringed a little at these words; at least she still wanted me. I was still hurt though.

"Why didn't you say goodbye?" I couldn't hold back the hurt in my voice.

"Oh Bella, I didn't want to but he thought it would be easier if you had a fresh start". Hmph, so it was because of him as well that I lost my best friend and sister. My sadness disappeared quickly to be replaced by anger. I didn't blame her but she could have fought for me couldn't she? I stood up straight deciding that I would never show weakness in front of them again.

"I'm going to class, it was nice to see you again Alice" I started towards the building but then relented, I couldn't just leave her hurt, "Maybe we could go...shopping or something?" I saw her look up at me and smile at me with her perfect white teeth. The glint of excitement in her eye I missed so much returned and made me smile.

"Yes! You need some new clothes by the look of it as well" she laughed but this still annoyed me, "I'll see you at lunch!" she called as she run off into the building.

"Wait...no...Alice!" I called but she ignored me. I walked to class muttering profanities under my breath. The day seemed to pass quickly, almost as if time wanted to rush me into seeing him. Lunch time, the hour I used to look forward to, now I was dreading it.

I stood outside the door, hoping he wouldn't be there but in the back of my mind I wished I had made more of an effort with my appearance. Stupid, I thought, like he cares.

"Bella!" I jumped in surprise and turned to see Angela looking at me sheepishly, "Sorry...come on, you coming to lunch?"

"Um", I took a big breath and finally said "Yes".

As we walked through the big double doors I made sure not to look up, I followed Angela got my lunch and sat with her at the usual table. The tension was unbearable; my stomach was in knots, nervousness shooting through me. Maybe one glance...NO! I wouldn't, couldn't let him do this to me again. My will power relented as I took a peek through my hair. My heart stopped, there they all were, sat silently but Alice was smiling at me. How could they do this to me?

I missed them so much, Emmett's bear hugs, the way Jasper could calm me, even Rosalie's hatred for me! Worst of all, I missed him. I promised myself I would get over him, who was I kidding? I could never get over him; he was my life, my reason for living. That had been taken away from me.

His beautiful face still dazzled me. I wish I could get angry when I saw him but I just can't, I don't have the strength for that. He was staring out of the window brooding. I wondered what he was thinking...and then I laughed out loud.

His eyes shot to mine in less than a second and I looked down, knowing my blush would give me away anyway. I wish I had laughed in my head now Angela and Mike were staring at me like I had gone mad. It was just that...he always wondered what I was thinking. Kind of ironic but I was glad at least he couldn't read my thoughts, that he couldn't tell I was still desperately in love with him.

"Bella, have you spoken to him?" Angela's voice registered in my mind.

"No and I don't plan to" I didn't mean to sound angry with Angela, it just hurt to even think of that, of his pity for me. I took anther sneaky glance towards the table, he was looking at his feet with a strange emotion in his eyes...grief and sadness? I didn't want to talk to him to find out why but I knew that the next hour would be dreadful...Biology.

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