I was sitting in my room, the same place as that fateful day, with a suitcase at my feet, as Alice entered. Her face seemed more invisibly tear-stained then before. I felt terrible, yet I wanted more of Renesmee's beautiful tasting blood. I needed to leave before I hurt her again.
"How is she?" I strained to ask, taking a glance at her, then back at the suitcase. It was unbearable to watch her.
"Fine." Alice replied, probably lying. I would've demanded to see her if my family actually liked me at this moment. My gaze ran to Alice as she took a few steps into the room and ceasing on her as she stopped.
"Alice..." I pleaded, standing. Her tearless sobs began.
"You're leaving me, Jasper, Aren't you?" She asked, knowing the answer better than I did.
"I didn't plan for this to happen, Alice."
"Answer me, Jasper!" She shouted. I heard muffled sounds drifting up from the lounge room, where Esme, Emmett and Rosalie sat. My head automatically shook
"Don't lie to me, Jazz." She said sternly, her sobs dieing off into rage.
"Alice. I.... am leaving. I can't stay here now, Alice. I hurt Renesmee. Who knows? I probably killed her too. But the problem is, Alice, I want more. Her blood was beautiful. It was even better than human blood, and now I want to finish her off, drink the rest. It's not safe for me to be here. Nobody wants me here." Alice was reluctant.
"I want you here. They'll keep her safe. Don't leave! I'll make it safe for us." She said begging.
"No, Alice! Just let me go. Let me do this." I said. I'd never been this angry in the last century, especially not at Alice. My feet pushed me forward, and past Alice, knocking her lightly as I walked. Her sobs began again. I turned to see her one last time before I left her. She was huddled on the ground, her hands holding her head.
"No…" She was sobbing. She was heartbroken. I, the love of her life, was leaving her for a destination unknown.
I almost ran down the stairs, and then waved Esme off as she stood to rush over to me. Emmett frowned and Rosalie glared at me whilst I walked down the last set of stairs, leaving the house. I slammed the door shut, sending vibrations up the side of the house. My initial thoughts were that Alice would join me, but her visions had confirmed her not leaving with me.
At this moment in time, I didn't mind it that much that she wasn't joining me. I knew however, that in at least thirty minutes time, I would be missing her more than anything in the entire world.