I know I haven't written anything in forever and I'm sorry for that! Punish me as you see fit but I finally got some ideas for the stories and I'm trying to get them done. It'll be awhile again because I don't have off from school for a long while now. Please enjoy!
An Obsession with Sex
Chapter15: Forced
The hot water cascaded down Tohru's aching body. Images danced in her mond. Yuki's so called new approach ended up not working completely. It only made her body desperate for the feed but her mind still discouraged the even thought. If Tohru ate anything she'd throw it up. If she walked out of the house where people were she'd attack them. There was no helping her. As Tohru remembered her night with Yuki her hand slid down her body, her mind replaced her own hand with Yuki's. Her heart started to race in her chest, "his" hand moving further down to where she desired it. "Yuki's" finger inserting itself inside her, she gasped at how heady the thought was. She could see it so clearly as if it was really happening…
"Need help with that?" Kyo snickered as Tohru flinched, her fantasy disintegrating.
"Wh-what are you doing in here?" She blushed a deep red as she stumbled for the soap.
"My hands are dirty. Just came in to wash them." She could see his smirk on his face. It made her blush even more.
"hurry up and get out." Tohru sighed as she scrubbed her body.
"Sure you don't want some help?" Kyo insisted. He stepped closer to the shower.
"Kyo-kun leave!" Tohru's eyes changed to an electric green and Kyo raised his hands in the air, palms forward as if saying he was surrendering.
"Alright, I'll go." She watched as Kyo walked backwards slowly. Her eyes sharpened as he picked up a razor that was on the sink.
"What are you doing?" She pulled the shower curtain out of the way. Kyo smiled as he sliced his wrist with the razor. Blood oozed from the cut, falling to the tiled floor. Tohru held her stomach in pain as she hunched to the floor. The smell of the blood filled her nose. She tasted it on her tongue. "Get out!"
"You need it Tohru! You're making yourself sick! Take some!" Kyo shoved his blood coated arm in her face. "Your killing yourself!" Tohru looked up at him from the floor. "What about Ako?! You think you'll be able to see her again if you don't feed? You could kill her!" Tears fell from her eyes as she gripped his arm and held it in front of her face.
The metallic tang stabbed at her taste buds. The thickness made her stomach quiver. Tohru shut her eyes and her teeth clamped down on Kyo's wrist. The blood flowed into her mouth, running down her sore throat and into her stomach. Her body seemed to sigh in relief. She looked up at Kyo. His eyes were closed in ecstasy. He moaned lightly and then tried to jerk his arm from Tohru's lips. "Tohru, stop." Her teeth sank in deeper to his cut. Her tongue licking it. Kyo fell to his knees and grabbed her by the hair. "Stop." He said severely. She forced herself to release him. Her teeth slid out of his arm and he fell back on his back. His chest heaved and he grabbed his cut.
Concern swam through Tohru as she crawled over to him. "Kyo-kun? I'm sorry, I didn't mean to! I'm sorry!" The bathroom door swung open. Yuki and Shigure stood in the doorway. Taking in the scene. "I think I drank to much…but I didn't want to- I - couldn't stop…" she looked away ashamed.
"Yuki-kun, take Kyo to his room and clean him up. I'll deal with Tohru-kun." Yuki looked at his guardian cautiously. "Nothing bad will happen. We'll be back in an hour." Yuki nodded and squatted down in front of Tohru.
"It's okay." Their eyes met and Tohru sighed sadly. "Get dressed and meet Shigure downstairs." Tohru looked at Kyo who was now convulsing on the ground and she ran from the bathroom. Tears coating her bloodstained cheeks…
"I'm ready." Tohru said quietly to Shigure. He sat on the couch reading a newspaper and smoking a cigarette. He looked at her and smiled softly. Somehow his smile seemed harsh.
"Alright let's head out. We'll be back soon Yuki-kun." Shigure opened the front door and stepped out. Tohru glanced at Yuki then followed Shigure outside.
"Shigure-san?" Tohru asked.
"Hmm?" was his reply as he lit another cigarette.
"where are we going?" They started walking down the path and were soon out in public. People passed by Tohru and she began to shake. "I don't think-it's…a good idea to be out here." Shigure turned to her and fisted her hair. "Ow you're hurting me."
"Maybe that's the only way to get you to do what we want." He smiled that harsh smile and pulled Tohru into a bar.
"Ouch! What are-you talking about?" Shigure shoved her into a booth, away from curious eyes.
"When you were a whore you did what men wanted you to do. They were forceful I'm sure and you like it that way. Kyo-kun forced you to suck his dick that time because you needed it and now he forced you to drink his blood." Tohru's eyes wandered to the table. Shigure's fist tightened and her gazed returned to his face.
"No…I just don't like blood." Tohru winced and he released her hair. Shigure took one last drag of his cigarette and smashed the rest into the ashtray.
"I will force you to do this if I have to. I understand, you're used to being forced like this and if that's what you are used to then it should work. After you get used to feeding then you'll just do it automatically. I wont have to force you anymore." Shigure's eyes looked around, checking to see if anyone was watching.
"Shigure-san…" Tohru's nails scratched at the wood table. "how are you going to force me?"
Shigure's hand slid up her thigh from under the table.
"You need sex and if I have to…"
"No!" Tohru stood up. "Don't touch me-" Shigure smirked and grabbed her arm. "Ow." He made her walk out the door, prying eyes watching. "Shigure-san please don't! I love Yuki-kun and I'm trying to get rid of my stupid habits!"
Tohru's eyes widened when she saw the old homeless man sitting on the dirty ground of the alley. "If you don't feed from this man, I'll touch you and ruin you for Yuki-kun." He shoved her to the ground. Her face an inch from the stranger.
She sat there, staring at him as tears fell from her eyes. She looked up at Shigure who began to un-fasten his pants. Her heart pumped with excitement and need. But it also ached for Yuki. Tohru's hands cupped the grungy man's face, her electric emeralds piercing into him. "I- I promise you'll like it." She took in a deep breath, filling her lungs with the smell of his blood.
"Mmm…please do as you wish." His head fell to his shoulder, his neck bare and ready for her. Her hand slid down his cheek to his neck. She felt his pulse beating under her palm. Tohru swallowed hard and Shigure grabbed her waist and placed himself so that his hard cock just grazed between her thighs.
"Please don't!" her cry made Shigure feel guilty and he stumbled back a little. "I'll do it! I'll do it okay? Just don't touch me…" He watched as he teeth bit into the man's neck. He moaned as she drank his blood. She continued, soon she was liking it too. The man groaned in pain and Shigure touched Tohru on the shoulder.
Tohru flinched and released the homeless man. She hissed at Shigure and her claws tore his soft flesh on his neck. "Tohru-kun you did it." He smiled sincerely and placed a small kiss on her forehead. She grabbed his head and her tongue licked at the cuts she had just made.
"I'm…sorry about that." Tohru changed back as she apologized. He almost didn't want her to stop touching him.
"It's quite alright. You were mad at me and hopefully I am forgiven?" Tohru smiled and nodded. "Let's go tell the boys."---------
"Ako, I'm going to go get something to eat. I'll be right back okay?" Her hand held onto Haru's. he could tell she was trying hard to keep a grasp but it was so weak he barely felt she was even holding his hand. "You want anything?"
"No-" her voice was hoarse. The cuts had sliced through her throat, almost to the other side of her neck. "I don't want to be alone." Tears formed in her eyes from the pain? Or the memories?
Haru gently kissed her lips.
"okay. I'll stay and the nurse will get me something." She tried to laugh but it hurt too much. It sounded more like a really bad cough with mucus caught in your throat.
"I'm sorry-"
"Stop talking. You'll never heal if you keep speaking. Besides I should be apologizing to you. If I had never gotten mad like that in the first place I wouldn't have let you gone shopping alone and then this would have never happened." His usually blank face showed shame and sadness. Ako's cold hands cupped his cheeks.
"Don't you dare blame yourself for this. I was stupid. I heard the stories on the news but ignored them. There was no stopping this anyway…" She coughed, blood staining her lips. Haru's concern jolted through him.
"I love you Ako Takeshi." Haru's hand reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out a small velvet box. Ako's heart raced and her eyes stung. Ako grabbed the box and slowly opened it. Inside was a small silver ring with a diamond sitting on the top. "It's a promise ring. I want to be with you-"
"Forver?" Ako asked incredulously.
Haru smiled lightly, "Even after forever."
Tohru lie awake in her bed thinking of Shigure's words last night. Her heart beat fast and it quivered once in a while. That time it worked, she drank that man's blood. But would it work the next time? More and more her need grew…for sex and some of it for blood. For some reason Yuki wouldn't make love to her and seeing him everyday made it harder. Her body ached for his touch.
She flinched when her door opened and speaking of the angel…Yuki. "Hey."
"Hi." Tohru couldn't look him in the eye. Yuki stepped into her room, shutting the door behind him. Tohru's eyes were suddenly on him, staring him up and down as he sat at the end of her bed.
"Kyo will be fine. That's happened plenty of times to everyone in the family so don't be embarrassed." He smiled that heart melting smile. "Um, what did you and Shigure do?" He seemed anxious to know.
"He forced me to drink someone's blood." Tohru answered bluntly.
"And it worked? Do you like blood now?" He asked hopeful.
Tohru shook her head lightly. "The only reason it worked is because…" she paused to look him in the eye. "He was going to force me to have sex with him if I didn't take that man's blood."
Yuki shot up to his feet. Shock and anger pulsed through his veins. "I was so against it because I want to make love to you and only you. I've been trying so hard to keep it up-" tears bubbled to her eyes and suddenly Yuki's warm arms were wound around her.
"Thank you Tohru." He breathed in her scent. "I'm sorry…I'm just not ready."
"I'll wait for forever if I have to." He released her to look at her beautiful bright, green eyes. "I love you Yuki Sohma." She smiled a dazzling smile that made Yuki's spine tingle.
"I love you too." Slowly, so slowly did Yuki's head inch closer to Tohru's. His hot, moist breath brushed her lips and she shivered with excitement. Their lips brushed once, soft to soft. Then a second brush and their lips completely connected. They moved in a rhythm and Tohru's fingers tangled in Yuki's velvet hair while his own fingers gripped her neck gently. He slowly lowered her to her back and he was hovering over her.
Their lips broke and Yuki's fingers brushed Tohru's cheek and wandered down her face and to her neck where they stopped. Everywhere he touched, her skin was lit on fire. A heat that turned her on so much she ached and quaked. "I have to go away for the weekend." he suddenly proclaimed and Tohru moved up, resting her body weight on her elbows.
"What do you mean? where are you going?"
"I have to leave with Akito-san for a couple days and then I'll be back. We're going to a bath house in our family resort." He pushed her chocolate brown hair behind her ear and continued caressing her neck.
"will you be okay alone with him?" she remembered her last encounter with him and it made a cold sweat break out on her forehead.
"I'm his favorite relative. I'll be just fine." He smiled and placed a soft kiss on her cheek before leaving her room. The quiet scared Tohru. What if it was a trap? Make Yuki leave and have Tohru open for attack?
She giggled at the thought. It was a ridiculous thought. She jumped up and went downstairs to meet with the boys for dinner. For once in a long time Tohru was truthfully happy. 'I should visit Ako at the hospital tomorrow.' she smiled and sat down at the table they all ate and conversed with one another…
Ako's eyes were wide as pain stabbed through her body. The pain so harsh it made her nauseas. Her head started to spin and her vision went blurry. "Haru?" she tried to call out but her throat made no sound. Panic shot through her every nerve. "Haru!" she squeaked a little but no one was around. She watched in terror as a black figure rose from the end of her bed. Her thumb frantically pushed the nurse button but no one came to her pleas. Tear poured from her eyes as the too familiar hands gripped her raw throat.
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At last I have finished and now updated this story! Yay for me right? Im so sorry its been so long…curse you school! Anyway I hope you enjoyed all the drama.
