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But we are done with chapter 4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! in this chapter you get to know more about Bella and what Edward feels for her!!! yay!
plus Esme and Carlisle are good agian!
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EPOV
Alice ran upstairs crying. She knew the real Bella and was hurt by the way our parents treated her.
Rosalie ran after her and Emmett was fuming and walked upstairs with Jasper.
"It seems as if we were right!" My mother said and looked at my father who was nodding.
"No, you were wrong!" I hissed to them.
"What did you say?" My father said and walked up to me. He was now standing in front of me and my mother was behind him.
"You didn't have right when it comes to Bella, she is just so tired of people only seeing the bad things in her, so she got upset, once again!"I was screaming now.
"Don't use that tone to your father, young man!" My mother said in a decisive tone.
"I will talk like that if I want to!" I said and when I walked away my father grabbed my wrist and held it in a tight grip.
"Apologize to your mother, or there will be hell to pay, Edward Anthony Cullen." My father hissed. I sighed and withdrew my wrist out of his grip before running upstairs, closing and looking my bedroom door.
Parents, no wonder Bella was like she was! Even the nicest one's can be complete jerks!
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CPOV
I turned to my wife.
"What should we do?" I asked. Esme looked at me and smiled.
"We should talk to him. I think he felt more than friendship for Bella." She said and we walked upstairs hand in hand.
"Maybe we was too hard on her!" She said and looked at me with terrified eyes.
"No! We can't have her running around and ruin the family's good name, we did the right thing!" I kissed her cheek before knocking on Edward's door. This would be awkward.
BPOV
I had fallen asleep right on my bed without taking of my clothes or makeup so when I woke up I looked like shit.
I took a long hot shower before putting on makeup and I put on very showing but sexy clothes.
I wore a pair of blue very low cut jeans and a black shirt with a grey skull that showed the beginning of my belly and gave me a big cleavage. My bellybutton piercing was a blue sapphire, my birthstone and to that I wore a pair of grey high heels.
I picked up my bag and pulled out my grey shirt that I had on the other day, I put it in the laundry basket, I would have to do the laundry soon, then I picked up Edward's shirt.
My heart started to hurt when I touched it and when the smell of him hit my nose I almost started to cry. Put the shirt and Alice's stuff under my bed, so I would forget them!
I drove to school while listening to Breaking Benjamin at the highest volume.
I put my car in an empty spot and stepped out. When I walked in to the school I saw the headboard in front of me. That's where the sign up for the talent show should be.
When I got over there I pushed away two girls who was in my way before picking up a pencil to write down my name. That's when I saw it.
Alice Cullen and under her name, Rosalie Hale. I would have competition, but I wouldn't sing Hot anymore. Yesterday I wrote my own song and at a moment like that I'm really glad I took guitar lessons in France. After my first lesson I would go to the music room and get my shit done.
I wrote my name under Jessica Stanley's name and the bell rang. Math, I hate math.
The first lesson went by fast and I didn't even look at Rosalie who looked very upset.
I was planning on ditching my next class and I walked to the music hall. The school band was practicing and that suited me just perfect.
"Hi guys!" I said in a sexy and flirty tone as I walked in. Thank God there were no girls in the band.
"Are you playing on the schools talent show?" I asked and they nodded. "Good!"
I looked into the eyes of the band "leader" and spoke to him.
"I want you guys to learn this, and know it by heart!" I said and showed my notes in his stomach.
"Yes ma'am!" He said and looked at it.
"There's no name to the song?" the guy asked and looked at my papers.
"Yes, there is, but I'm the only one who knows it and I don't want anybody to see the lyrics either so that's why it's only the notes on the paper!" I stated before leaning closer to him.
"What's your name?" I asked. He stuttered when he answered me.
"Alec!" He said.
"So Alec, learn it by heart and do not question it! Okay!" I said before walking out of there, leaving the guys stunned. I was the best!
I ditched all my classes until it was lunch by sitting in the girls bathroom on the sink while reading and doing my homework.
When it was lunch I bought a bottle of water and sat down by an empty table. Some girls came over to me, hoping they could sit with me.
"No!" Was all I said before opening my water and drank. They still didn't leave.
"What is it?" I said. "Don't you understand English?"
"But we have to share the tables!" A red head in the group said.
"Do I look like I care? I don't share things, so why don't you just take your little asses as far away from me as possible, before I kick them!" I said in a calm voice while giving them a death glare. They walked away whispering about me.
When lunch was over I dragged my feet to biology. I really didn't want to see Edward, but I guess I had to. Biology was after all my favorite subject, cause I was so good at it.
I sat down next to Edward and totally ignored him. I saw him looking at me the entire lesson, but I kept looking forward. I was nervous and I knew that if I looked at him, I would blush. Plus I didn't know what to say, so I would probably stutter if I opened my mouth. It was like I didn't have anything important to say. Damn, my performance at the talent show would be perfect. If I only dared to do it.
I wanted to say something, I was searching for the words inside of my head, cause I know he was worth everything. I could give my life for him. But why was it like this? I just couldn't tell him how I felt.
Jesus, I was in love with the man and to be honest, this is my first crush ever and I knew that I wasn't good enough.
But I'm Bella Swan, I wouldn't let myself get heartbroken.
When I was driving home I sang to myself, my own song. I had a beautiful voice, that's at least what people tell me.
When I came home I did the laundry and then Charlie's dinner, he got a sandwich with a piece of dry cheese and ham. I was still mad at him and I gave him the silent treatment.
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The days went by and I still hadn't spoken to Charlie or the Cullen's and the Hale's. I didn't speak to anyone. But it was finally Saturday. I slept until it was 1 pm and then I took a long shower.
When I came down stairs Charlie had left me a note saying he would be gone till Monday on a fishing trip with his old friends Billy Black and Harry Clearwater. I would be home alone. But I picked up the note and lit a match. Then I put the note on fire.
"This is how much I care about you, Charlie!" I said and then I threw the note in the sink. When I was done with my makeup and dressing for the day I got into my car. I didn't know where to drive, I just couldn't stay home.
I drove to Port Angeles and I saw a small dance studio and I went in there. I saw five girls in shorts and short tops dancing to "Shawty get loose" by Lil mama.
I got in and they stopped.
"Hey, girl! You are not allowed to be here!" A brunet said walking up to me.
"I think I can!" I said with confidence. The other four girls walked up behind the obviously oldest one, the brunet.
"No, this is a private studio and we aren't looking for pledges!" the smallest girl in the group said. I smiled, they were bitchy, just like me! I would fit in here.
"I'm Bella!" I said and walked past them to the dance floor.
"So are you a dancer?" One of them asked.
"No, not really, but when I lived in Phoenix I danced three times every week and I was the best!" I said honestly and smiled at the memory.
"What kind of dance?"
"Everything, pussycat, hip hop and pole dancing. I also took some strip aerobic classes." I said while taking of my jacket.
"Really?" The brunet asked.
"Mmhm!" I said and fixed my clothes. I took of my cardigan and leggings so I only was wearing a midnight blue top, a black very short skirt and a pair of black high heeled boots. I let my hair out of the ponytail and walked over to the girls again.
"Okay, show us what you got! If we like it, show us the steps and you can stay!" The brunet said. I walked over to their stereo and chose a song. I chose "Run the Show" by Kat DeLuna. I walked out to the middle of the dance floor and the girls sat down, resting their back against the mirrors.
"Show us what you got!" The brunet said and pushed play. I started to dance.
EPOV
Bella hadn't been looking at us the entire week and to cheer Alice up, we only had one thing left. Go shopping in Port Angeles. It was something we all feared, but it had to be done!If shopping didn't cheer her up, nothing would.
It was Saturday and the sun was shining. We drove to Port Angeles in two cars, guys in one, girls in one.
"Let's park by Sales et Méchants studio!" Alice said over the phone to me.
"Sure, but why?" I asked.
"I have a feeling it will be full in town! Plus, it's closer to the mall anyway!" She giggled. My sister was special. We parked by the dance studio and Emmett did like he always did when we drove over here.
He was out of thefaster than anyone else and pressed his nose against the studios window. He told Rosalie that he like to see which music they listened to, but to us he said something different. The girls were hot dancers.
But this time, Emmett ran back to me as fast as he ran away.
"Dude, you got to see this! All of you have to see this!" We walked over to the window of Sales et Méchants studio and at first I didn't see a thing , but then I saw it. She was shaking her hips and swinging her hair.
"Is that Bella!" Alice and Rosalie screamed at the same time.
All I did was nod, with my mouth open in shock. She stopped dancing and the girls sitting by the mirror applaud. One of them saw us and pointed so the other girls looked as well. Bella looked and changed from happy to furious and blushing. She walked towards the door……
BPOV
I knew I was blushing, but They just saw me dance like that.
"What are you doing here!" I screamed as I walked out.
"We were just asking you the same thing!" Jasper answered.
I gave them my famous death glare.
"Still waiting!" I said when they didn't answer.
"We are going to shop! How about you?" Edward asked in his velvet tone. I almost fainted again.
"Dancing. And if you're just going to shop, why don't you guys just leave me alone and do just that, shop! If your parents find out that you talked to me, they will kill you!" I said and had to fight the urge to hug them and cry all of my pain away.
"Sorry to bother you, we are just passing through!" Alice said and as they walked pass me she gave me a hug but I didn't hug her back. When Edward, who walked past me last, he stroke my arm and I got that electric feeling and sparks in me again. Like I was meant to be with him! I didn't want a broken heart so I let him go, I couldn't do anything about the wounds and bruises that were already there, they would probably heal after a while.
I walked down to the girls again.
"Who were they?" the brunet asked.
"I really don't want to talk about that!" I said and they let it pass.
"So, I'm Heidi!" The brunet said and shook my hand. Then she continued.
"This is Jane!" She said pointing to the smallest one.
"This is Kate!" She said to a blonde and very cute girl.
"and this is Irina!" Irina shook my hand and smiled a little shyly.
"And I'm Tanya!" The last of the girls said and smiled widely to me."You are a great dancer!"
I taught the girls my dance and when I was done and we were exhausted Tanya pulled her bag towards her. We resting against the mirror and our bodies were sweaty. Tanya pulled out bottles of alcohol and the night began.
The entire night we played music and danced while drinking. And I ended up telling them about myself and about my life. They were good girls and they didn't have it so good at home either.
Tanya and Kate were sisters and their mother was a drunk and their father was dead. So that's how they could get the alcohol so easy.
Irina lived with her grandmother and she always loved to dance so when she found the studio she got very happy, and once you got to know her she wasn't so shy and innocent.
Jane however was the youngest and the craziest. Her parents are very rich and good people, but just cause Jane loved to dance and do the stuff they hated they treated her a bit bad. Like when they had guest over they pretended that Jane didn't exists so they got really happy when she found the studio. They still love her like crazy and she's really spoiled and she loves her life.
Heidi opened the studio the day her mother died. She is 19 and when her mother died in cancer she wanted to make her mother's last wish come true, to live the life she always wanted. Since Heidi inherited the studio from her mother and lived in the apartment above she knew exactly what to do. The studio was only open on nights and on weekends, cause Heidi worked as a hair dresser.
But this place really helped these girls. They are a family and they love each other and when they heard about me they let me in as well. Without the studio these girls would have the worst life and thanks to Heidi they can have fun. I wouldn't leave these girls so soon.
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I woke up the next morning, well afternoon and decided to text Charlie so he knew where I was. I told him I wouldn't be home until tomorrow.
My head felt like someone hit me with a pan over and over again, pain! I had been lying on the floor in the studio with Heidi's butt as a pillow. She was a dancer so it wasn't so soft. Music was still plying from last night and I sat up, I had the worst pain in my back as well.
"Good mornin." Kate said beside me. She had been lying on an empty bottle and she had "Bitch" written on her forehead.
"Nice!" I giggled.
"What?" She asked. I pointed to her head and told her what is said. We both burst out laughing so we woke everyone else up.
"Can't you be a little quiet!" Heidi said and got up. We ate breakfast and after a calm afternoon we started to dance again and after that we did the same as the other night. We drank until we fell asleep on the studio floor.
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The next morning I woke up by the sun shining through the windows and it gave me the worst headache. Why did the sun have to shine today of all days.
I looked at the watch.
"Shit!" I screamed. I started school in an hour. I woke Heidi up and she let me borrow her shower and some clean clothes. I still felt like hell when I was done, but at least I looked good.
I wore my boots and a pair of old jeans and a black long sleeved shirt with a low v-shaped cleavage.
"Nice!" Heidi said smiling.
"Thanks!" I said in a rusty and husky voice. "Shit, you can totally tell that I'm hangover!" I said and giggled a bit. I got the girls numbers and then I drove home fast to get my bag.
I was in school by second period, that's pretty damn good!
When I got into English everyone was already there. I sat down at my empty spot in the back and I saw Jasper, who I had this class with, looking at me. He sat two rows in front of me and had to turn around when the teacher asked him something.
The teacher talked about some boring stuff and then I heard y name being called.
"Miss Swan? Miss Swan? Do you know the answer Miss Swan?"
"What? What? I asked, still in a husky and rusty voice.
"I asked you a question!" He was looking mad now and I looked down while rubbing my temples.
"Yes, I got that! But I didn't hear what you said!" I said with a shrug.
"I asked you if you could five irregular verbs!"
"Burst, flung, ground, sawed, tore!" I answered quickly. That was the easiest homework we ever got.
"Good!" the teacher got back to his desk looking very annoyed that I could answer.
EPOV
I stroke her arm as I walked past her and I felt sparks in my fingers. Weird.
"We're not gonna let her ruin our shopping day!" Rosalie said and smiled at Alice.
"Your right, but I still feel a bit said. Bella is lying to herself, I now the real her and I won't stop hoping that she can change, no matter what our parents say!" Alice said and hopped into the mall. Yes, she hopped.
We were spending our entire day at the mall and on our way back to the car me and Emmett had to carry the bags cause Jasper was giving Alice a piggy ride on his back and Rosalie shouldn't carry bags, she was a woman! That was the worst excuse I ever heard but she also treated to not have sex with Emmett for a month if he didn't carry her bags and since Emmett always gets tortured when Rosalie say something like that, and keep it, Emmett picked up her bags and was carrying more bags than anyone.
When we walked past the dance studio we saw Bella dance again. She really was trying to kill me.
"Dude, just forget about her!" Jasper said when he caught me looking at her. They didn't know how I felt for her, so I couldn't just let her go.
"Yeah, she doesn't care about us anyway!" Emmett said and gave my back a hit so I started to walk again.
"He's right you know, Edward! Even I have to forget her!" Alice said and looked at me with sad eyes.
"I can't… I just have to be close to her!" I said and they looked at me. The bags where loaded in the cars and they were all standing in front of me.
"You love her, don't you?" Alice said without hesitation. I just nodded. My twin sister knew me to well so lying would be a stupid idea.
"Yes, I do! And that day when she just left like that, mom and dad talked to me…" I said and told them what happened that night.
Flashback
I heard a knock on my door but ignored it. I was too depressed to talk right now.
"Edward, sweetie, let us in!" My mother said in a sweet voice. I sighed and unlocked the door, before throwing myself in my bed again. Last night I shared my bed with my Bella and now it felt so empty.
"Honey, we have to talk about it." My mother continued.
"Why? Is there really anything you can say?" I asked with my head in the pillow Bella slept on. The pillow smelled just like Bella, very sweet, and it hurt in me.
"Yes! We want to know how you feel about her." My father said and that shocked me.
"Why?" I asked and sat next to my mother on the edge of my bed.
"Do you love her?" My mother asked and took my hands in hers.
I nodded.
"It's weird, cause I have only known her for like three days and.." I sighed and my mother stroke my cheek.
"That's all it takes!" She said.
"So when did you realize it" My father asked and he took the chair by my desk and placed it in front of me. He sat down and they were both looking at me.
"When I slept with her!" I said honest.
"You did what!" My mother screamed.
"We slept together last night! It was freezing cold so Bella and I were sharing my bed. What did you think!" I said and I knew exactly what they thought.
"oh, I'm sorry! It just sounded a bit wrong!" My mother said and she looked over to my father and they both relaxed.
"But you are still wrong about Bella!" I said and they sighed before speaking.
"Edward, chief Swan told us about her and we believe him!" My father said.
"Yes, but did you become friends with her? No! She is just bitchy Bella when something is hard, she doesn't want people to see her weak side and she became bitchy Bella cause nobody saw her. She was invisible but really she is shy, blushing, sweet, nice and smart. She's a straight A student. But everybody just focus on the bad stuff and the outside without even considering how she is on the inside. You have to dig deeper to find who she really is!" I said and my parents nodded.
"We could give her a chance, if she need our help. I don't want send people away, and if you love Bella, we will try to make her a better person." My mother said and my father nodded in agreement.
"If she will talk to us again. She doesn't want to get hurt and we hurt her bad tonight, so we just have to see." I said and felt a tear fall down my cheek. My mother was also crying when she gave me a tight hug.
"I'm sorry Edward! Try to get her back, I want you to be happy and if Bella makes you happy then we just have to trust you!"
"I do think it's love, cause when I touch her I feel sparks and I can't help but smile when she is around. And she was sleeping on my chest the entire night and I never slept so good in my life!" I said and my mother laughed.
"Yes, you did look happy!" My father said and tousled my hair.
"Sweetie if you love her you have to have faith and you can't let her go or stop hoping! If it's meant to be you will be together, just look at your brother and sister. Rosalie and Jasper are not like Emmett and Alice at all, but together they are perfect!" She smiled and they walked out of my room.
End of flashback
"So, you love her!" Alice said and hugged me.
"Yupp, pretty much!" I said and stroke Alice's hair.
"Dude, why didn't you tell me" Emmett and Jasper said at the same time.
We started to laugh.
"Can we talk about it at home?" they all nodded and we got into our cars.
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The entire weekend got fast and it became Monday to soon.
I spend my Sunday playing on my piano, I was playing a new song that reminded me of Bella and it made me happy to play. I only hope I would have the chance to play it for her one time.
My entire family supported me when it came to Bella, they all would help me. But we knew it would be hard, so we decided to "look over" Bella and report her behavior against us. Rosalie and Jasper was first since Rose had Math with her and Jasper had English.
"So?" I asked Rose as we walked together to our next lesson.
"She wasn't there! I'm sorry, but we still have Jasper! I told him to keep an extra eye on her." She said and we walked into class but I couldn't get Bella out of my mind.
BPOV
Jasper was staring at me the entire lesson. I just wanted to go over to him and turn his head around.
But I didn't.
The morning went by slowly and I felt very sick and bad. This was the worst hangover I ever had.
Before lunch I was by my locker, which still had those little messages on it, to leave some books when I got a text from Tanya.
Hey Babe!
We are going to the Victoria secret sale this
afternoon, wanna join?
Love Tanya
I sighed before writing back.
Hi sweetie!
I can't join, do not have any money :(
But see 'ya guys soon!
Love Bells
This sucked. I really wanted new sexy underwear. My cell phone started to buzz again and I got five texts and it said the same thing in all of them.
Please!!!!!! :)
I smiled at my new friends and replied.
I'll see what I can do!
Then like a gift from God a guy walked over to me.
"Hey, I'm Taylor!" He said and smiled.
"What do you want?" I asked and looked him up and down. He was a big guy and kind of cute, but he was nothing like Edward.
Stop it Bella, you are not allowed to think of him!
My eyes locked on Taylor's right pocket. That guy should be more careful with his money. A couple of dollar was sticking up and I could easily take them.
"So, I hear you are a player and was just wondering if you wanted to play with me!" He asked and pushed me up against my locker. Perfect.
"I don't wanna play with you, ever, but I can give you a kiss to remember me by!" My right hand went to his hair and I started to make out with him as my left hand went to his right pocket. I took the money and put them in my bra. Taylor thought I did something else and his hand's that had been on either side of my head went to my hips. I pushed him off of me.
"Now leave before I puke on you!" I said and Taylor left me, smiling widely.
I picked up my money and smiled. There was more than a 100 bucks in here!
"Looks like I will be getting new underwear after all!" I said and picked up my phone just in time to see Emmett and Jasper walk towards me.
I wrote a quick "I'll be at the studio by 3!" to Tanya before Emmett had me pushed up against my locker.
"What's with the guys here? This is the second time in three minutes that someone has me pushed up against a locker." I smiled at Emmett and Jasper spoke.
"We saw what you did with Taylor!" he said and looked at me with very angry eyes.
"So?" I said not really caring.
"You took the guys money! We can't let you do that!" Emmett said.
"What are you going to do about it?" I asked and was very happy that I had my money in my bra.
"We're going to take them back and give them to Taylor!" Jasper stated.
I sighed and smiled.
"To bad I won't give them to you and if your girlfriend caught you with your hands in my bra, they would kill you!" I said and Emmett loosened the grip of me.
"Your bra? Dammit!" He said and let me down.
"Yupp, but don't you worry, I will use them for a good case! It's not every day a girl needs new sexy underwear and there's a sale on Victoria Secret!" I said and laughed.
"Do not tell Alice that!" Jasper said and looked terrified.
"Oh, I can't promise anything!" Then I walked away, into the cafeteria and bought a bottle of water. When I stood in the line so I could pay I suddenly felt a cold breath behind me.
"What did you do in Port Angeles?" Edward asked me. I swallowed my tears that was about to fall and turned around.
"That's none of your business!" I said.
"You're hangover, aren't you?" He asked me. I just shrugged my shoulders.
"Maybe!" I said and paid for my water.
"Bella you can't live like this! In the end you will feel very bad and probably be a drunk!" He whispered to me. He gave me a note.
"If anything happens and you need help, there's my phone number!" then he walked away.
That was chapter 4!!!! Was it good??
I hope so cause we worked our butts off and stayed up later than we were allowed to last night just to write! 2 hours longer.. It was 3 am when we went to bed! and it was done tonight! yay!!
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