Kuroshitsuji does NOT belong to me, no matter how much I love Sebastian.*sighs* It belongs to Yana Toboso!

I hadn't exactly hit me that I was actually going back home to the United States, until I woke up this morning and Adrian was there to wake me. "Are Sebastian and Ciel not coming with us?" "Well, we're going back to the states, and they live in the UK, so probably not."

"Who will protect me back home?" "I'll hire security at home. Sebastian and Ciel were only going to be around for the tour." Well that sucks. Now I won't get to see Sebastian again. Or Ciel. "You want to be with Sebastian 24/7, don't you?" "You don't know that." "It's written all over your face, shorty."

Am I that readable? "Can I at least say good bye to them both?" "Of course you can. I'm not cruel. I know how much you care about them, especially Ciel." I care about Sebastian just as much. I don't want to say good bye to either of them, but I have to. I got ready to leave Ireland and then headed to Sebastian and Ciel's room.

I knocked on the door and Sebastian answered it. "Hey. Can I come in?" "Sure." I walked into their room and Sebastian shut the door behind me. "I came to say good bye to both of you." I said without meeting Sebastian's eyes. "Sebastian, who was at the- Violet." "Hey Ciel." "What are you doing here?"

"I came to say good bye." "Good bye? You're leaving right now?" "Yeah in a couple hours." Ciel looked so heartbroken. "I can still contact you, right?" "Of course you can. I'm only a phone call, text message, and email away." I said with a small smile. "I'm going to miss you." Ciel added on.

I kneeled in front of Ciel and made him look at me. "I'm going to miss you too, more than you know." I said as tears started forming in my eyes. "Come on. Give me a hug." Ciel didn't hesitate to hug me and I hugged him right back. "You be good to Sebastian, all right?" I whispered. "I'm always good!" Ciel said flustered.

"Just making sure." I said as I stood up and rubbed his hair in a loving matter. I then turn to Sebastian. I feel a deep blush on my cheeks and then Sebastian speaks. "Will you be all right back in the states?" "Yeah. Adrian said he'll hire security over there." "That's good." Then we were silent.

I didn't get close to Sebastian at all during this trip. "Violet," "Hmm?" I looked up at Sebastian and he looked down at me. "I'm going to miss you." "I'll miss you too." I heard Ciel go into the other room and Sebastian was suddenly closer to me. "I wanted to wait until the right moment to do this, but I guess now is all right." "What are you talking ab-"

I feel a pair of lips on my cheek and Sebastian pulls away. "Have a safe trip back home." Sebastian said with a small smile. "You'll call me?" "Of course. Whenever you want to talk, I'll be available." "You promise?" "I promise." I hugged Sebastian and he was hesitant to hug me back, but he did.

"I guess I'll see you around then." I said as I started walking out the door. "See you." Sebastian said and those were the last words I ever heard him say to me.

Two Hours Later ~ At the Airport

I was waiting in the terminal when I was sitting in a chair waiting for our flight to be called. I got up and went to get some candy, when I bumped into someone. "I am so sorry!" "No, it's all right." I looked up and saw this guy. A VERY good looking guy. He had unusual dark grey, almost black hair, and his eyes were so hypnotic. It was almost as if I was being drawn in.

"You're Violet! Aren't you?" "Shh! Not so loud." "Sorry. I'm just a big fan of yours." "Really?" "Yeah. I heard that you cancelled your tour." "I don't want to talk about that." "I'm sorry." He said as he looked down at the ground. "It's ok." "Ok. You know-" "What?" "You're a lot prettier in person."

I blushed and looked the other way. "Thank you. Most people don't actually say that to me." "Really? But you're stunning." "Oh stop. I'm honestly not drop dead gorgeous." "In my eyes you are." The guy said as he stepped closer towards me. "I didn't ask for your name." "Damien." "Damien. Nice to meet you." I smiled.

"Nice to meet you too." He smiled. Man, this guy is hot. "You're going back to the states today?" "Um, yeah." "Well, I guess I wish you a safe trip back." "Thanks Damien. Maybe someday, I'll see you again." "I sure hope so." Damien smiled. I bid Damien farewell and I headed back to the terminal.

"Now boarding to JFK International Airport. First call to JFK International Airport!" I grabbed my luggage and headed to the gate and boarded the plane. I can't believe I'm going back to the United States only a few days into my tour. Why did this have to happen now of all times? Especially, when I was making a comeback.

This sucks big time.

6 hours and 52 minutes later ~

I was back in the United States. Of course, I was hounded by paparazzi as soon as I got back. "Violet! Why did you end your tour? Are you quitting music? Why are you back so soon?" Don't they read the news? Why are they asking me stupid questions? God, I hate the paparazzi.

Luckily, I did not live out in Los Angeles like most celebrities do. I did, however, live in Manhattan since it wasn't too far from my home state. I wasn't going back there anytime soon though, since that's where my father was. Adrian and I got in a taxi and headed into the city. "How do you feel being home?" He asked me. "Like shit." "Hey, watch your mouth." "Can't I swear? I have every right to be swearing when I please, especially since I'm pissed."

"True. I guess, I'll let it slide." I checked my phone and saw that I had two messages. One from Ciel and the other was from Sebastian.

Ciel: Hope you made it back all right. I miss you.

Sebastian: I'm guessing you got back safely. Call me whenever you want to talk.

"Those two are so sweet." I said as I put my phone away. "Who?" Adrian asked. "Sebastian and Ciel." "Ciel sure is a cute one. You know he has a crush on you right?" "No he doesn't." "Violet, he's totally smitten with you. I remember when he met you. He couldn't even speak." "Now that I think about it, he did blush a lot." "That's because he likes you." "Huh. That's adorable. I see him more as a younger brother though."

"That would break the kid's heart if you said that to his face." "I think he knows that he does't have a chance with me. But I still like him being in my life." "Sebastian too?" "Yes." I said with a slight blush on my caramel colored cheeks. "Gosh, you really like him, don't you?" "Is it that obvious?" "Um, yes. I never seen like this about a guy before." "There hasn't really been a guy to make me feel this way." "Except Sebastian." "Can we stop talking about him? It makes me miss him even more." "At least you're honest."

We were not too far from my condo in the city, when I noticed a car following behind us. "Adrian," "What?" "We're being followed." "No way. Seriously?" "Driver, someone's following us, you think you can lose them?" "I'll try." The driver switched lanes and went on a wild goose chase just trying to get this person off our tail.

"Driver, make a right at the next light then a sharp left." "I'm on it." The driver followed my instructions and we ended up loosing the car behind us. "You did great." I praised the driver. "Thanks. To the condo?" "To the condo." I smiled a small smile. Who in the world was following us?

(A/N) Heyyo! Happy New Year! I plan on finishing this story this year, but I probably shouldn't be making any promises. I hope you all had a great holiday. I'm still on break before my spring semester, so hopefully, I'll have a couple more chapters up before I head back.

Sebastian: How are Violet and I going to get together?

Me: I'm not exactly sure. I'm still trying to figure out what's going to happen. We may have a love triangle.

Sebastian: Why do you do this to me? I thought we were friends?

Me: Um, we're the best of friends. Don't worry Sebastian, I got you :)

Sebastian: All right. I trust you. *smiles*

Me: All right, please review if you can. I enjoy criticism. Pasta!