WARNING: Scenes of a SEXUAL NATURE. I tried to be as gently as I could and not get too graphic. It's more of a sensual night, more than a physical one. It's a long chapter too so sorry. Please R&R.
Their Night.
Phoenix lays on her bed and thinks about what she had to do the next morning.
"0400 hrs- Meet General Stanley, Captain Matthews and Captain Terry. Start Ops.
0500 hrs- Go to hub and prepare Torchwood.
0700 hrs- Get Torchwood in position with everyone else," she runs through in her mind.
Phoenix was thinking almost out loud as she sees an orange/yellow flash and she jumped off of her bed and ran to the door and she see's him standing there and she slowly walks over to him.
"You shouldn't be here Jack. What are you doing here and how did you get here?" Phoenix asks him a little confused as his Manipulator didn't work.
"I used a different Manipulator," Jack tells and shows her.
"That still doesn't answer why you are here Jack and not with Ianto?" she asks him again, both of them still walking towards each other.
"I need to be with you tonight. I need to love you tonight. I need you Phoenix," Jack tells her as he reaches her and he puts his arm around her waist pulling her close.
"What about Ianto?" she asks him, their lips moving closer to each others.
"Tonight is about you and me Phoenix. I love you and you love me. I want to be with you in every way Phoenix. If you don't want to be with me, I'll walk away," Jack tells her, their lips less than an inch away from each others.
"I want you Jack, one last time," Phoenix tells him, a tear running down her face.
"Then I'm yours," he tells her and their lips finally meet.
Jack didn't want to rush this. He knew that he could spend all night with her and more and she could take him back in time so he didn't miss any time with Ianto. Jack loved the way she kissed him, always very gentle to start with, getting harder and harder until they both lost control. Jack put his hands on her butt, picking her up as she wrapped her legs around his waist, arms around his neck. He carries her into the hut, Phoenix holding back the material door.
He walked to the bed and kneeling on the bed, he lay her down, unwrapping her legs from around his waist. He takes her boots off and then his own before climbing on the bed next to her.
"I don't want to rush this. I want us to take our time," Jack tells her looking into her beautiful, ocean blue eyes, a little spark in them.
"I wish we had more time Jack. I wish we had a life time together but I know we don't," she tells him and Jack puts his finger on her bottom lip.
"I don't want to think about that tonight. I just want to think about you and me tonight," Jack tells her and he gently moves his finger across her lip and onto her cheek, his lips replacing his finger.
She gently slid her arms around his neck as Jack put his arm around her and pulled her close. They kiss each other, no tongues yet as they were enjoying the simple touch of their lips against the others, Phoenix kissing Jack's bottom lip as he kissed her top lip. She runs her fingers through the back of his hair and down his neck, curling her fingers in his hair. Jack ran his finger tips down her spine, making every inch count, sending good shivers down her spine. Even though they were only kissing, still no tongues, they were highly aroused already but neither wanting to rush this time together.
After a little while, both at the exact same time as though they sensed each others intent, their tongues begged the others for attention, each giving it instantly. They had both waited so long, Jack had thought her dead and his want was new but the memories made them strong. She had wanted this for so long, the fire still burning inside her for so long. Phoenix slowly slid her hand down Jack's spine until her hand wouldn't go any further. Jack's finger tips gently slid over Phoenix's side which tickles her but she resisted the urge to giggle, ending on her stomach.
She could feel his touch, his touch on her skin and she craved more. She wanted to touch his skin, his bare, smooth skin. His fingers stretched out across her skin, his hand laying flat on her stomach, his finger tips just stroking her skin. She moved her other hand from around his neck and ran her fingers down Jack's chest, her nails catching his buttons and then running her fingers up his chest again. She began to undo the buttons of his shirt, opening it wide putting her hand on his t-shirt. Jack's gently pulls up Phoenix's vest top, his hand sliding underneath the top, his finger tips just reaching her bra. Jack takes his lips away from hers and he looks her in the eyes.
"I love you Phoenix," Jack tells her to which she replies, "I love you too Jack."
Jack sits up and takes his shirt off, dropping it on the floor and then follow by his t-shirt, dropping his braces off of his arms. As he did that, Phoenix sat up and took her vest top off. She crawls over to him and starts to gently kiss his shoulder and working across his back as she ran her fingers across his back. Jack turns to her and looks her right in the eyes. He put his hand on the side of his face and kissed her deeply, pulling her back down to the bed as he kneeled on the bed. He half lays on her, his leg curled between hers , holding her close to him, their naked skin touching each others.
Their kisses become a little harder as Jack's hand moved across Phoenix's body, gently touching her breast, running his fingers gently across it and reaching the bare skin above the cup. His kisses leave her lips and work their way along her chin and down her throat, kissing along her collar bone and then down her chest. His kisses reach the top of her bra as his fingers run over her nipple, becoming hard even under the soft, black material of the bra, a small gasp escaping her lips as he does it. His kisses returning to her lips but his hand remaining, their bodies again coming together.
Before long Phoenix's bra was no longer on her body and on the floor, Jacks fingers gently doing their magic on her breasts, Phoenix's breathing becoming a little harder, a quiet deep moan escaping from her lips into Jack's mouth every so often and it aroused him more to see her like this, like she was back when. She rolls Jack onto his back, her now in the position he was in, her fingers running across his chest, against his nipples, following her fingers with kisses against his soft, smooth skin, none of his age showing on his body. As her kisses came up his body and to his lips again, her hand moved gently, softly down his body, past the belt in his trouser and down to his groin, feeling how aroused he was, running her finger tips along the entire length of it as a small moan escapes his lips.
She takes her kisses from his lips and straddles him, sitting up and pulling him up to her, pulling him into a deep kiss, her arms around his neck and her chest is pressed against his chest, him wrapping his arms around her, pulling her close and not letting go of her. Phoenix rocks on Jacks lap, rubbing herself against him, one of his hands moving to her butt and holding onto it, moans escaping each others lips into each others mouths, their breathing harder, their kisses matching. Phoenix felt the tingling in her fingers, this only happening sometimes with Jack but she was so aroused, her fingers started to glow, Jack feeling the tingling on his skin sending shivers down his spine.
Jack moves his hands from her back and butt to her sides, moving gently across her abdomen and to the button of her trousers, popping it open in a swift, single motion, moving down to her zip and sliding it down all the way, his hands moving across her side again. One travelled up her back again holding her so close, their bodies sharing each others heat as the other slid gently into the back of her trousers gently massaging her butt. She pushed herself into him a little harder, Jack moaning louder, he was becoming more aroused with every of Phoenix's movements, her hands now full ablaze against his back, Jack only feeling the pleasant tingling. His hand moving across her butt, the material of her underwear though not much of it slipping through his fingers, his fingers tracing the lines, moving ever closer.
As Jack's fingers reached the right spot, Phoenix ripped her lips away from Jack throwing her head back and moaning out loud as Jack kissed her throat. He could feel that she was more than ready for him but he did want to rush this, he wanted to savour every second, every touch, every kiss and every moment of pleasure with her. Sliding his fingers under the material of her underwear, he curled his finger and entered her slowly, Phoenix letting out a long deep moan, one that had been long awaited as he penetrated her. He draws her into another deep kiss, her breath escaping her fast now as Jack moved his hand and fingers.
She was fighting now to keep the glowing to just her hands, her whole body tingling now. She runs one of her glowing hands down Jack's bare, toned chest, sending shivers down his spine as he could feel the tingling sensation of her hand move down his chest and stopping at his belt as with one hand, Phoenix undid his bucket, pulling his belt from his trouser hooks and dropped it on the floor. She didn't want to do it with her mind, it wasn't the same as doing it with her hands, she wanted to feel the cold of the belt buckle as she pulled it out.
Her hand soon return to open his button and zip, making light work of them and pushing apart both sides of the zip to reveal his now tight boxers. Phoenix gently slides her hand into Jack's boxers and gently takes hold of him, moving her hand gentle and Jack moans out into Phoenix's mouth. Minutes later, they were both laying on the bed, both naked, her hand around him and his fingers inside her, his lips around her hard, erect nipple as her hand gently tugged on his hair. Phoenix's back arches as an orgasm hit her body and she shouts out.
"I can't hold it anymore."
"Then let go," Jack tells her releasing her nipple and watching her as she closed her eyes and within seconds, her body looked as though ablaze as the white glow from her hands erupted over every inch of her body.
This wasn't the first time that Jack had seen her do this but it still took his breath away when she did. He was the only person to ever see her do that whilst she was making love, this time happening a lot sooner than it used to. Moments later and Jack was laying on top of Phoenix, him in between her legs, holding onto each other, Jack's hand slowly moving down Phoenix's body, taking hold of himself and gently penetrating her and watching her face contort in utter ecstasy, feeling her ablaze body move under his as he penetrates her deeply, slowly and gently. They make love for hours, both of them reaching climax several times, holding each others hands, kissing each other gently and passionately, spending long amounts of time looking deeply into each others eyes as they made love.
Afterwards, they lay in each others arms, Jack holding Phoenix so close and so tight that she almost couldn't breathe, breathing in each others skin, the taste of each other still fresh in their mouths. Jack looking at her, his heart breaking as he realises that his time with her was almost up.
"Promise me Phoenix. Promise me that you will fight tomorrow. Fight and come back to me," he tells her as he breathes in her hair, kissing her on the head.
"My time is done Jack. You have no choice but to live Jack, I do and I choose not to," Phoenix tells him, stroking his chest.
"I can't let you go, not again," Jack tells her as she looks up at him, hearing the hurt in his voice, a tear running from his eye.
"I'm walking away Jack. We have had our turn, our love. It's Ianto's turn now and he deserves all of your love, not just part of it," Phoenix tells him drawing a picture on his chest with her finger.
"Don't use Ianto as an excuse Phoenix. Your giving up. I don't want you to give up," he tells her as she sits up.
"What do I have Jack? Apart from the ability to kill anything and everything, nightmares every time I close my eyes, what do I have?" she asks him as he sits up behind her.
"You have Torchwood, you have me," Jack tells her kissing her on the shoulder.
"No Jack, I don't. You have that, not me. I think that you should go back to Ianto. Now," Phoenix tells him getting off of the bed, taking the sheet with her and wrapping it around her.
"Don't shut me out Phoenix. I know that you have your reasons for doing this but your reasons are wrong," Jack tells her getting up with no sheet as she had it and he goes to put his arms around her but she pulls away from him.
"Go Jack. You got what you came for now leave. Go and be with Ianto. Your future is with him. Go and be happy Jack. GO NOW!" she ends up shouting at him.
Jack does as she tells him and he gets dressed but glazes over to her as she stands by the drawers, looking at the photo's, standing with the sheet wrapped around her, looking beautiful, hair tussled, little beads of sweat on her shoulder, the bright glow now gone but her cheeks pink, his heart breaking as he watched her. Once he was dressed again, he picked up Gray's Vortex Manipulator and slipped it on his wrist as he walked over to her.
"How do I get back," he asks her with deep sorrow in his voice looking at her as she comes over and programs the Manipulator with the right co-ordinates.
"Just press the green button when you get outside," she tells him not looking at him but turning back to the photo's.
"Promise me you will fight Phoenix, for me," he tells her as he reaches the door and turns back to her.
"Go Jack before you ruin my last beautiful memory. Go to Ianto," she tells him not looking up at him and he leaves with tears welling up in his eyes.
Jack reaches far enough away from the hut but as he presses the green button and the Vortex appears, he can hear her crying but he knows he can't go back to her, she wanted to be alone. The tears finally fell from his eyes as he stepped into the Vortex, he turned and she was stood at the door of the hut, watching him leave.
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He stepped out of the Vortex, from the dusty hot ground of the planet to the cold metal floor of the hub and he dropped to his knees, his knees hitting the metal floor hard. He fell forward with his hands on the floor as he couldn't control his sorrow anymore and he cried hard. Ianto heard the crying and had seen the flash of light and he sees Jack and rushes over to him. Kneeling in front of him, Ianto takes Jack into his arms.
"I can't save her Yan," Jack says as he cries uncontrollably.
"It's ok Jack. Let it all out," Ianto tells him holding him close and stroking his hair as Jack cries, sat on the floor, in the middle of the main hub area.