Cartman opened his eyes to pure blackness.
He lifted his head and looked around and saw nothing but The
red Number's shinning from his digital clock that said
2:45 AM
Cartman slammed his head back into his pillow.
He wondered why he was up so early.
He flipped over snuggleing into his blankets and laid there
for awhile. Awhile later still atempting to fall back asleep he looked
At the clock again. 2:55.
He threw his head back into his pillow and groaned.
He knew once he wakes up he cant go back to sleep.
He rolled his eye's and toke off his warm blankets and sat up.
No way he could get back to sleep now.
He felt a craxing in his stomach, and glared.
Ciggerate cravings.
He has them every morning.
He quickly got out of his bedroom and tiptoed to the middle of the stairs,
looking left and right, Making sure Noone was awake.
And by noone he meant Rick.
He didnt give a fuck if his mom saw him.
He looked left and right and saw nothing but darkness.
He turned on the light and noone was there.
Cartman smiled and headed back up to his room, Grabbed a ciggerate from
his pack and trotted downstairs.
He quickly and quietly opened the door, then gently shut it behind him.
As he was out he wished he would have grabbed a coat.
It was a little chilly out here.
He rubbed his arm's against his over sized Blue Night shirt and shivered.
He rolled his eyes and put the ciggerate to his mouth and lit it.
He wouldnt risk going back inside to get a jacket.
He wasent taking any chances of wakeing a certain someone up.
He got a buzz intantly and blew out the smoke in relief that the craving was gone.
He smiled, and toke another Drag.
Then he heard something behind him and saw Rick comming out from the door
and shutting it behind him.
Cartman froze..
'Fuck' was his only thought.
"Little late to be out isnt it junior?" Rick asked lighting his own ciggerate.
Cartman gulped and chose his words carefully.
He noticed that whenever he's around Rick he get's tiny pricks of fear,
Like needles sticking into his spine.
"I um.. Yeah, Couldnt sleep." He said.
Rick nooded.
"Yep" Rick said looking out infront of him.
"Nice view aint it?" Rick said looking out to the mountains.
Cartman looked to the mountains. "Uh huh."
"Let me ask you somethin" Rick said looking at Cartman.
Cartman looked to him, The fear still didnt faze.
"You excited about the weddin tomorow?" Rick asked.
Cartman gulped "Yeah" He lied.
Rick scowled to him "Liar" He said and toke a long drag off his ciggerate.
He blew it out, "I hate liars. Had Liars in my town and noone could trust em."
Cartman looked down not knowing how he was suppose to respond to this,
"Of corse, Some lyin is good." Rick continued.
Cartman looked up to him.
"If We couldnt lie, I could have never had previous girls at one time,
cheating I mean, You ever cheated on your boyfriend junior?"
Cartman stod frozen, Still in fear, "No" He said quietly.
"Hah." Rick said holding the ciggerate to his mouth.
"You should. It's a hell of alot more fun, You know, The whole not getting caught thing."
Cartman looked down.
He wasent surprised to hear this from the asshole.
"Espeshily.." Rick continued and stepped closer to Cartman,
Cartman felt his heart speed up.
"If your doing shit behind their back, with someone their real close too"
Rick Said slidding his index finger down his stomach and theigh.
Cartman felt his finger and felt his stomach jump at the very touch.
His heart beat faster,
'Not this, Not fucking this again!'
Cartman knew he had to do something, FAST.
He didnt want to do this shit again!
Cartman pushed Rick's hand away
"FUCK OFF!" He frowned to him,
Rick smiled wider, liking a challange, he put his finger back to Cartman's
theigh and squeezed it, He smiled "Junior I'm just-"
Cartman shoved his hand away harder "Stop fucking touching me!" He yelled louder.
All the sudden Cartman felt his head fly back and land on a hard surface.
He opened his eye's and saw Rick holding his hand's to Cartman's neck against his house,
"Le-" Cartman tried to say, But he chocked, He couldnt talk.
He couldnt breath.
Rick held him up and laughed. "See what happen's when you smart mouth me, boy"
Rick said, Then let one hand go quickly, tightening his grip with the other, and his other
hand swung and socked him in his face.
It sung, Cartman tried to get out of his grip, tried too..
He could speak, or breath.
He moved his hand's gasping for breath.
Rick only smiled, "Want another?"
Cartman shoke his head viciously, with his mouth open still atempting
to speak.
Cartman pointed to his mouth, trying to mouth 'Cant breath'
Rick smiled wider and tightened his grip on his neck.
"You gunna argue with me again?"
Cartman couldnt take it anymore,
everything felt dizzy, His vision was turning white
He was going to pass out..or die.
He quickly shoke his head no before his vision went completly blurred out.
"Good" Rick said and Cartman felt himself fall onto the hard wodden ground.
he quickly got to his knee's and put his hands softly to his neck and started breathing
heavily. In and out, In and out.
Rick Smirked. "Stupid shit" He said and kicked Cartman to on his side,
While he was still trying to catch his breath.
He yelped loudly when he fell back onto the cold ground.
Rick glared and opened the door into the house and disapired inside.
Cartman felt like his side was bruised. and his elbow for breaking the fall.
He got back onto his knee's and kept breathing.
Be felt his face so hott and he felt his eyes beggining to water.
This time he didnt care.
This time he let him self cry out and sob.
Not like anyone would be up to see it.
He wimpered alittle and used alittle piece of his shirt to wipe away the tears and
snot from his nostrols.
He slowly got back onto his feet still wimpering in the cold and headed inside.
He got back inside where it was warm.
He held onto his elbow, that now hurt like a bitch. It was burning.
and when he tried to walk his side hurt.
He quickly got into the bathroom and lifted his sleeve up.
His elbow bled. It had scabbed off skin.
Cartman sniffled from the tears and grabbed a piece of toilet paper,
Wet it, and gently placed a spec of the toilet paper to the injery.
The touch made him jump and stung more.
an attomatic "Bitch" came from his mouth when it touched the spot.
He sighed and tried again.
and again. and again.
It hurt like a bitch but he had to clean it out
so It didnt get infected or some shit like that.
When Cartman was finnaly done, He kneeled down and looked in the
bottem bathroom cabnit bellow the sink and grabbed a bandaid.
He quickly stripped the piece out, got rid of the wrapper, and placed the band aid
slowly on the mark. It stuck.
Cartman sighed. It still Hurt.
He turned around and starting heading up the stairs to his room.
When he reached the middle of the stairs he suddenly stopped, then turned around
heading back down.
He went into the kitchen and opened the fridge.
Grabbed a.. Whisky?
Rick buys whisky now too?
He grabs the brown bottle and heads up the stairs.
Not like Rick would notice it was gone.
He had like eight of those in there.
He opened the door to his room, got in and shut it behing him.
He flipped off the cap and toke a gulp.
He felt the burning.
It felt so good.
He toke another drink, and another and another.
He sat back on his bed.
He toke another gulp then held out the bottle.
"You love me, dont you?" Cartman strolled a finger down the bottle.
Then he toke another swallow.
Kyle waited outside sitting on his porch that cold morning.
He frowned when he looked at his watch again.
Cartman was 20 minneutes late. "He better not make me late" He muttered,
Shivering from the cold wind.
Last night he could hardly sleep.
He kept thinking about the whole Cartman - Kenny thing.
He still couldnt believe Kenny would fucking do this to him,
Hell, He couldnt believe Cartman would do this to him!
There was enough evidence to know they've been messing around.
Kyle looked down into the snow.
'And I was stupid enough to believe that
fat asshole loved me. Of corse he wouldnt, He lives to ruin my life.
Maybe he's not really gay, Maybe weve just been dateing for two years so
that he Can make my life more miserable and break my heart.'
His heart tugged at the thought.
'What if Cartman really doesnt love me?' He asked himself.
His chest felt like it burned and his stomach tightened,
He didnt want to think about that.
Kyle looked to his watch again,
25 minneutes late.
"Where the fuck is he?!"
Kyle was concidering if he should just call Stan and have him pick him up.
Maybe Cartman knew he found out about his and Kenny's seceret and now
he's.. avoiding him?
Maybe.. Kyle gulped at the sudden thought.
'Maybe its.. Over?'
He rubbed his hands together, and felt his eyes begining to burn,
He clenched them shut. He couldnt cry.
He couldnt fucking cry.
He sucked in cold air and looked to his watch again.
He's a half hour late.
"Fuck, I'm late now!" He stod up feeling his anger rise.
He toke out his cellphone and scrolled down in his phonebook for Stan's number.
Just when he was about to press dial he noticed Cartman's Black corvett turning onto his
street. Kyle rolled his eyes and slamed his flipphone shut.
He waited until Cartman's Car stopped right infront of his house.
That's Funny.. He's driving strange.
Like he'll drive, Then stop. Then drive again, and slow down start driving again.
Kyle raised his eyebrow, 'What the fuck?'
Cartman's car finnaly stopped infront of Kyle's house and Kyle angerily
marched to it. He still hasent forgotten he's now late for school beacuse of him.
He cant be late for school.
He swings open the door, gets in and slams the door behind him.
"Where were you?! Your a half hour late!" He yelled to him.
Cartman didnt say anything, just started driving.
Kyle felt fury inside him, "I said where The fuck were you Cartman!? Now were late!"
Cartman's eyes locked the road and he shrugged.
Kyle felt himself getting even more angry when Cartman wasent answering him.
"What do you mean You dont know I-" Kyle paused and looked on the side of
his cheek. There was a black and blue mark.
"Cartman.. What happened to your face?"
Cartman said nothing, Just kept driving.
'What the hell's wrong with him?!'
Kyle felt himself becoming angry again,
"What the hell happened to your face Cartman!" He yelled.
Cartman's blank stare to the road didnt faze.
"I dont know" He said quietly.
Kyle frowned, "You dont know?!" He threw his hands up in the air
"Well That's just great, Dont tell me anything, Ok? Just never tell me anything!"
He crossed his arms and looked out the window.
A few secounds of silence went by and Kyle glanced to Cartman who had the
same expression on from when he picked him up.
Kyle expected Cartman to say.. Something.
He usually never got let go when he yelled at him.
Cartman always had a thing about getting the last word in.
Kyle's anger calmed a bit..
'Something seem's serriously wrong with him'
"Cartman?" He asked quietly
Kyle put his hand to his on the shifter.
"What's wrong?" He asked with a gental tone.
Cartman glanced down at Kyle's hand ontop of his then he moved
his hand away from Kyle's and slowly stroked his fingers through his hair
And put his head back for a secound and sighed, then looked back to the road.
Kyle felt alittle hurt he moved his hand away,
His eyes went wide, "What's wrong?" He asked him.
Cartman's eyes never left the road, "Nothing." He said.
"Cartman, something's wrong" Kyle said with worry and put his hand
on his arm.
Cartman slowly got his hand to Kyle's hand and shrugged his hand away,
"Kahl, It's nothing. Really. I'm just tired."
Kyle store at Cartman,
"Did I do something wrong?" He asked him.
A few secounds later Cartman said,
"No, No Kahl you didnt do anything wrong." He said with a flat tone.
Kyle felt like Cartman just squeezed all the blood out of his heart,
It seemed like he did something wrong, What was the matter?
A few moments of silence past,
Then Kyle spoke, "Is it about the whole Kenny thing?"
Cartman looked down a secound then back to the road.
"Something like that" He said takeing a turn.
"Cartman.. I just want you to know.. I forgive you."
Cartman looked at him and raised his eyebrow 'He what?'
"I mean it was just a mistake and It's Ok now, I'm not going to let
him ruin everything!"
Cartman store at him, 'What the hell is he talking about?'
"Huh?" He asked him.
Kyle didnt hear him, "So what happened to your face?" He asked gently
touching the side of his face where the bruise was.
Cartman forcfully hit Kyle's hand away, "God damn it! Nothing! Ok, Nothing!"
He frowned to the road.
Kyle felt a moment of shock then anger.
'I forgive him and this is how he reacts?!'
Kyle crossed his arms tightly accross his chest and store at the window.
He knew he should probably break up with him..
He fucking cheated on him!
and he's still acting like an asshole when he tells him he'll
Give him another chance!
He looked to Cartman who was still frowning, stareing out the front window.
Kyle sighed. He knew he wouldnt do it.
He couldnt.
He loved him too much.
And he hated himself for that.
Cartman walked in the hall's to his locker.
Alone.
As soon as he got out of the Car he quickly went ahead of Kyle.
He didnt know what the hell his problem was today or what the fuck
he was talking about in the car.
'He was probably on his piriod or something' he snickered to himself.
Right now he didnt want to be near anyone.
He prayed that noone would come up and try talking to him today.
He was not in the fucking mood for that right now.
He got to his locker and started putting in the combonation.
Today, The feeling was so much deeper then before.
He called it "The feeling" beacuse theres really no other way to describe it.
The feeling of, 'Whatever, fuck the world noone loves me anyways'
The feeling like 'no matter what he does he cant be happy, He cant laugh, let alone smile.
And nothing feels Ok.' That was the feeling.
He'd usually try to avoid it, But beacuse he has it so fucking deep today,
He didnt care.
He didnt care that he felt horable about himself.
He didnt care that his life is going to be shitty for the rest of eternity after
today, After the wedding.
He opened his locker and shoved his bag inside.
He only remembered it this time beacuse he left it in his car.
Inside he saw his cellphone and grabbed it turning it on.
It lit up when it turned on then he shut up and threw it inside, and started going
through his bag.
"Ding, dingaling a ling" The phone rang.
Cartman reached inside and got his phone.
He opened it, "One new message" the phone lit up
Cartman pressed Open.
From: Mom's cell
Poopsikins? After school Rick and I are doing some final touches
for the wedding tonight. We wont be home.
Remember to put on that adorable little suit I got for you for tonight.
I set it on your bed. We love you!
-Mommy
Cartman rolled his eyes and shut his phone off.
He slammed his locker shut and started heading for his
first class.
He turned around and bumped into Kevin Lasiuk, He frowned
"Watch where your going asshole!"
He looked up to Cartman appologetic,
"Oh, Um sorry Cartman.
It's just, My parents are going to your mom's wedding
tonight and wanted me to ask you what they would like for a gift."
Cartman's face darkened, "How the fuck should I know?!"
"Um.." Kevin backed up from the tone of Cartman's voice.
"I dont know, Their your parents, Dont you know what they like."
Cartman glared, "Whatever, Just get em posion or something"
He pushed past him and stalked down the halls.
Kevin starred as he watched Cartman walk off.
'He doesnt seem too happy.'
Kenny winked at Mellisa Nelson, and She giggled, and turned to her friends
who were gigleing too.
She waved to him, and he waved back, And she looked super Phyched When She saw
him wave back, then she turned back to her friends giggleing.
Kenny grinned.
'Life of Kenny MCcormick. Every man's dream.' He smiled to himself.
He eventually got bored of the giggiling girls, and started walking down the hall to his
locker. Decided He should go smoke outside real quick.
Kenny rarely went to his classes at school.
He just hangs out, goes to lunch and Maybe attends one or two classes.
He gotten so many detention slips for skipping class, But it helps
when you've fucked the head girl of the 'Commtie" who's suppose
to mark down if you've been at detention or not.
She always marks him down that he was there.
He smiled and sighed opening his locker,
Every problem he had in life he always slid by.
He got a ciggerate out of his locker, Shut it and started heading for the doors.
"There you are!" he heard someone call accross the hall, and hearing footsteps.
He turned and Saw Kyle walking right towards him.
'He looks.. Angry?'
When Kyle got to Kenny he pushed him and he fell back,
"Who the fuck do you think you are?!" Kyle yelled at him.
Kenny felt confused, he put his hands to his chest
"Me?"
"No, I'm talking to myself, Yes you dipshit, who do you think you are?!"
Kenny glanced around, completely lost, "Uh.. Kenny MCcormick?"
Kyle threw his hands in the air, "Kenny, how could you fucking do this to me!"
Kenny raised his eyebrow, "Whad I do?"
"I thought we were friends!"
Kenny backed up, "We are friends! uh.. arent we?"
Kyle glarred and rolled his eyes, "Stop playing fucking innocent.
I know what you and Cartman have been talking about"
Kenny's face soffened alittle. "Oooh. Cartman told you?"
"Uh," Kyle glanced around "Yeah." He lied, hopeing to get more out of him.
"Oh, Well that's good, Yeah it's been going on for awhile now"
Kyle felt his fists tightened, "How the fuck could you guys go behind my fucking back
and do this to me?" Kyle said with clenched teeth
"Oh, Uh, Hide it from you? I dunno, Cartman told me not to tell you"
Kyle walked closer to him "And if you were a REAL friend -" He pushed him
"Then you wouldnt do it!" He pushed him again harder.
Kenny backed away from him, as Kyle kept stepping forward,
"He didnt want you to find out beacuse he didnt want you to be worried,
and decided it would be better off if we just kept it to ourselves, I didnt think
You would be mad about it"
Kyle tightened his fists even tighter stepping to Kenny as he kept stepping
back, "YOU DIDNT THINK I'D BE MAD ABOUT IT?! ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!"
"Kyle, Kyle" Kenny said backing up,
"Please, I didnt think You'd be mad, Just -"
Kyle already pushed Kenny to the ground, and was about to punch him
but Kenny already got up quickly and skidded down the halls,
Kyle felt more and more anger develop, "You get back here!" He yelled
Running after him.
Kenny was scared for his life, "Was Kyle really that pissed off at ME
beacuse Rick was abusing his boyfriend?! Well what the fuck Did I do?!"
Kenny slowered his pace getting tired, But that was a bad idea, Right out of nowhere,
Kyle turned the corner and was a few inches away from grabbing him,
Kenny ran, He skidded his legs as fast as they could go.
Ran.. Ran.. Ran, Then Kenny felt something hard go to his head and felt his back being knocked
onto the ground.
Kyle watched as Kenny ran right into Mrs. Moore and fall back onto the hard
floor. knocked out. Kyle watched Mrs. Moore start freaking out and calling down the Halls
to the nurse. "Oh my god.." Kyle whispered, "I killed Kenny"
The male nurse came up and Picked up Kenny takeing him to the nurses office.
As soon as they were out of sight, Kyle smirked.
"Serves him right"
"Wendy, I cant make it to your cheerleading compition on saturday"
Stan sighed.
"Wendy I cant make it to your cheerleading compition on Saturday"
Stan repeated.
He store at his reflection in the bathroom mirror.
'How am I suppose to say no to her?'
A toilet flushed behind him in one of the stalls and interupted his thoughts.
He shoke his head and went out of the boy's restroom.
Ahead of him he saw Wendy talking with a group of girls.
He toke a deep breath and started walking up to her.
He sighed one last time then with a whole boost of confidence he tapped her shoulder,
"Wendy" He said.
Wendy turned around and her black hair flew back behind her.
She smiled when she saw him, "Oh, Hey Stan" He grinned.
Her eye's sparkled at the sight of him.
"Uhh.." Stan starred, Wendy cocked her head, wondering what he was going to say.
"What is it?" She asked.
"Um.." Stan forgot what he was going to say,
'Oh right, I cant go to her cheerleading thing,' He remembered.
"Wendy I.." He paused and looked at Wendy's adorable smile,
and the way she twirled her hair with her finger. She looked at him confused,
"I.. I cant wait to go to your cheerleading compition on saturday"
He mentaly kicked himself the secound the words escaped from his mouth.
'DAMN IT!'
"Aww" Wendy Smiled and kissed his cheek "Thanks Stan" She said sweetly.
The bell rang for next piriod, "Oh, I gotta go, But I'll sit by you at lunch, Kay?"
She smiled. "Okay"
"Bye" She waved and walked off with her friends.
As soon as she was out of sight Stan frowned, "Damn it! Damn it! damn it!"
He sighed and walked into science. He sat down and picked the book from the
shelf everyone else already had and set it onto is desk.
He sat down.
He looked over at Cartman, He store blankly at the desk.
Stan glarred. 'Ok, That's it. Something is serriously wrong with him.'
He watched Cartman as he slowly picked up his pencil twisted it over and over
on his desk. Stan rolled his eyes, 'Probably something about his mom's wedding tonight.'
But still, Stan wanted to know what the hell has been going on with him for the
past week. Kyle isnt as bad as he was before but serriously, Cartman has some
serrious emotinal issues, if he's really been like this all week.
Stan shrugged it off. 'It's Cartman. Something's always wrong with him' He told himself.
But this time, It seemed alot more serrious then that.
Cartman sat at their usual lunch table.
He was the first one there as usual.
He didnt feel like eating much.
He rolled his fork around the maccoroni.
He hadent even taken a bite of his food yet.
A minneute later Stan sat down with Wendy, Then a few secounds
after that kyle sat down next to Cartman.
Cartman noticed but pretended he didnt.
He hasent even looked up from his tray. Just moving the maccorni around with
his fork.
Wendy was blabing on about something as usual, Cartman heard.
And He felt Kyle's eyes watching him.. He didnt dare to look back.
All the sudden Cartman heard his name, "Cartman! Arnt you excited about
your mom's wedding tonight?!" She cheered.
Cartman didnt move or answer, Just kept moving his fork around.
"Uh.. Cartman?" She asked,
Kyle shoke his head 'No' As in, He's not in the mood to talk right now.
Wendy looked back to Cartman they Kyle with a worried look in her eye,
"What's wrong?" She whispered, but Cartman heard.
"He's just.." Then Kyle leaned in whispering something to her.
Cartman rolled his eyes. He hated knowing people were talking about him.
Not like he could really give a shit right now, but did they have to make it so goddamn
obvious!?
When Kyle leaned back into her seat she said "ooh."
Stan looked around, "Where's Kenny?" Kyle jumped up.
"Uh.." he said quickly. Everyone but Cartman looked to him,
"He just, went home" He said, not knowing what to say.
Stan looked at him confused, "He went home? Why?"
Kyle shrugged and plunged a mouthful of peas into his mouth
so hopefully they didnt ask anymore questions. He knew he was a bad liar.
Stan shrugged then looked to Wendy,
"Wendy, Wheres your food?" He asked suspiciously,
"Oh, Um.." Wendy's cheeks turned pink.
"I um, forgot it at home."
Stan moved his tray towards her, "Here, have some of mine" he offered.
Wendy looked to the plate then back at Stan.
"No It's Ok Stan, You eat your food."
"Uh, No its Ok, I wasent going to eat it anyway."
"Um.. You know I would.. But I dont like maccaroni"
"Uh, Wendy you ate Maccoroni last month when they had it."
"Yeah well um.. I just dont like it now."
Stan raised his eyebrow, "Thanks though" She said with a quick smile.
Stan shut his eyes and sighed.
He know Wendy hasent been eating.
He's been really worried about her.
He figgured evenutally she'll get really hungry and start eating again..
That was two weeks ago.
Kyle looked at Cartman,
He knew Cartman would just love to make some smartass
comment to her right about now.
But instead he just kept his stare down at his maccorni, twisting his
fork into it. Kyle noticed he hasent even toke one bite.
'I said I forgive him.. Why is he still acting like this?'
The day seemed to go on forever for Cartman.
Not like he cared that much.
When the bell rang for out of school he sighed and slowly went down the
hall to his locker, pushing through people who were trying to run to the doors.
He quickly did his combo, Opened his locker, grabbed his bag, slammed his locker,
and swung his bag to his back heading for the doors,
"Cartman! Cartman wait!" He heard a familar voice behind him.
He turned and Saw Kyle running towards him, With his Green shirt and
orange backpack, With his Red curly hair bouncing up and down as he tried to catch up to him.
Cartman waited.
Kyle got to him, "Your giving me a ride right?"
Cartman rolled his eyes and shrugged, "Sure" He mumbled.
At that moment when they were walking to the car,
Kyle just noticed something.
He hasent kissed Cartman for about three or four days now.
He really missed kissing him.
Cartman swing open his side of the door and slammed it behind him,
'Maybe I could try..' Kyle thought.
He opened the door and got in, slamming it shut behind him.
Cartman started to drive.
'Maybe if were alone somewhere' Kyle thought.
"Um Cartman?" He asked.
Cartman didnt respond but Kyle continued.
"I was thinking maybe You could come to my house for a bit."
Cartman smirked. "Fuck no." He answered just pictureing Kyle's bitch mom.
"Ook.. Well what about if I come over to your house?"
Cartman sighed, He really didnt want to be around anyone right now.
"Actually I'm kinda busy. Getting ready for the wedding and shit."
"Oh," Kyle faked a laugh, "Right" He akwardly looked out the window.
They said nothing more as Cartman drove up to Kyle's house.
Kyle remained in his seat looking down and slowly undid his seat belt.
He concidered if he should try kissing him.
He toke a breath and decided he'd try, What's the worse that could happen?
It was HIS boyfriend.
Kyle toke off the seat belt and slowly gazed into Cartman's dark Brown eyes,
And leaned his head closer to him, Closer, Closer..
"What are you doing?" Cartman asked.
Kyle jumped, and immediatly put his head back, "Oh, Um nothing."
Cartman rolled his eyes, "Ok Jew. Out." He said.
Kyle felt like he had been stabbed,
'Did he not Want to kiss me?' he asked himself.
He slowly opened the door, got out and shut it behind him.
He was about to say Bye, But Cartman's Car was already halfway down the street.
His heart stung. He felt so rejected.
Cartman turned up his radio as he started heading home.
Home sounded alot more comforting to go to sense he knew Rick wasent
going to be there.
He got there, Flung open his car door and stalked inside his house.
He threw his keys on the table and felt relief when he noticed all the wedding decorations were finnaly
out of the house. He went upstairs to his room, opening the door, then noticed
a black and white suit on his bed. Then he remembered his mom saying
to wear it for tonight.
Cartman rolled his eyes and threw the suit onto the ground.
He laid on his bed and rubbed his head.
He couldnt fucking believe this was really going to happen.
He went downstairs to the fridge and saw a note tapped on it.
Cartman tore the note off and read,
Honey, Remember to Be at the church we showed
you at 8:30. We wont be home,
drive safely!
-Mommy
Cartman glared crumpled the note and threw it on the floor.
He toke out a vodka bottle and slammed the door shut.
He went in the living room to watch tv, then noticed something out of the ordanary.
On the stool in the living room, there was now a picture of Rick and Lianne.
Cartman walked over to the table and snatched the picture into his hands frowning.
His mom was in a pink dress smiling and Rick was holding her back grinnning that cheesy
smile to the camara.
Cartman clutched the picture angerily then threw it to the floor and glass shadered out of the frame.
He stomped on it, again, and again and again.
He looked down and saw the broken frame and pieces of glass shadered all accross the floor.
But he didnt care.
He grunted to the table, flipping on the Tv and grabbing the remote
and flipped open the bottle.
"Terrance, I believe I have to fart, Mind takeing a look?"
"Sure philliop! If I could just.." Phillop leaned in closer
FART
"AHAHAHAHA!" they laughed.
Cartman rolled his eyes, He didnt unerstand why he liked this show
so much when he was a kid. Its pointless and stupid.
He switched the channels.
Before he knew it It was 8:00 PM
Cartman saw on the clock.
He rolled his eyes and continued watching Tv.
He knows he should get going to the wedding.
But didnt care.
He wasent going.
He wasent fucking going.
Kyle itched his back in his uncomfortable suit his mom made him wear.
His hair was combed, But the curls still stuck out.
His suit was black and white and it even had a bow at the top.
"Ma This itches!" Kyle complained in the car.
"You'll only wear it for a little while Kyle, After the wedding you can take it off."
His mom said in the front seat.
"Then the wedding better go fast" he mumbled to himself.
He looked beside him and saw Ike in his suit.
Similar to Kyles, and Ike's hair was wet and neatly combed back.
Kyle sighed frowning out the window.
'Hopefully I can sit by Cartman' he thought.
Then he thought maybe Cartman is going to be
at the front next to his mom so he probably cant.
He thought back to how stupid he must have looked when
he tried kissing him earlier.
Didnt Cartman see what he was trying to do?!
Was he stupid enough not to notice or did he not want kyle
to kiss him?!
Kyle looked down and adjusted his bow nervously.
He hopped the asshole was just stupid and didnt notice.
Shelia and gerold pulled up to an old white church and stopped in the parking lot.
They got out. A minneute later, he saw Stan's mom's car pull up.
Kyle smiled and ran up to the Car.
It stopped and Shelly came out first, Then Stan behind him.
He was wearing a suit too.
"hey dude" Kyle smiled.
Stan smiled back, "Hey. God I hate this fucking suit, Its too tight on me"
"Stanly, Watch your language!" Sharron glared down to him.
Stan glarred and walked in a different direction, Kyle followed,
"Not so Fast boys, We have to take pictures!" Shelia announced.
"Aww" The boys groaned.
The hated taking pictures.
The two familys stod outside the chruch and the camara was set up.
Randy pressed a button, "Ok" He said and quickly got in standing next to
Sharron. The camara beeped three times and it toke a picture.
Kyle sighed, "Good" he said, beggining to walk away.
"No Bubby, a few more" his mom said.
Kyle groaned.
When the pictures were finnaly over, they walked into the church.
Alot of people were there.
Big white curtains where up and the seats were crowded.
"Wow" Kyle said in amazment.
"Look dude" Stan pointed over,
Kyle looked and saw a huge White frosted Cake.
Kyle's eyes went wide, "How the fuck could they afford that?!"
Sheila walked up to them, "Come on boys we have to - Oh My!"
"What is it?" Sharron looked to her, Then looked at the cake.
"Wow, Ive never seen a wedding cake that big!" Sharron said.
"They must have went out of their way to get this one" Shelia agreed.
Kyle looked behind the cake and saw presents. ALOT of presents.
"Stan!" Kyle pointed behind the cake,
"Woah! I cant wait till I get married!"
"Come on you two, We have to get in our spots before it starts"
Kyle and Stan agreed walking with their parents over into a row of seats.
There was alot of talking and laughter.
It sounded like their school cafiteria.
"Mom?" Kyle looked up to her.
"Is Cartman going to be in the front next to his mom?"
"Oh, Um No Bubby, She asked him but he said no so..
So he should be here."
"Here?" he questioned,
"Yes, Next to you boys. Lianne said he knew where we were sitting..
um, he should be here by now"
Kyle quickly looked around then Stan touched him,
"Dude, He's probably just late" he comforted him.
"Yeah.. Your right."
25 minneutes Later Kyle sat there and kept stareing at the door.
'Where is he?!' He asked himself for the hundreth time.
He looked at the clock, then at the door.
Stan looked to his worried friend, "Kyle, stop freaking out,
His car probably broke down or something."
Kyle looked to Stan doubtfully then looked to the door.
"Hello? Hello Everyone?" A speaker went on.
Everyone looked to the front and a women in a red dress and brunnete hair was speaking into the mic.
"I am Lisa, Lianne's sister, and We are about to begin."
The groom, Rick walked down the asile.
and stod next to his best man, Kyle didnt reconize.
"And good. Alight! Let the wedding begin!" Larisa cheered.
The pianno started playing The wedding song.
Kyle looked back to the door then the clock.
"Come on Cartman" He whispered.
The piano kept Playing and lianne started to walk down the aisle.
She was wearing a long white dress with a vail over her head and her hair down.
She smiled to her family and friends as she slowly past them.
Most the guys in here she's already fucked.
Kyle looked to the clock and the door.
The music kept playing.
"Come on.." Kyle pleaded, Hopeing and wishing Cartman would come
through the doors.
Lianne got up to the front and toke Rick's hand and Rick smiled.
The piano playing stopped.
The minister Smiled to each of them and looked down into his book.
"We are gathered here today, To celebrate these to wonderful people.."
Kyle looked at the door then the clock
"Come on" he pleaded becoming impatient.
"..Now we shall say our vows.."
Kyle tapped his fingers impatiently.
"..To Liane Cartman.." Rick went on.
3 minneutes later, Kyle couldnt take it anymore.
"Dude, I have to go, I have to find Cartman"
"Dude, You cant! Their doing the wedding!"
"yeah, But he should be here!" He spat,
He got up and started going up the aisle quickly, but his mom caught his arm,
"Kyle what are you doing?!" She whispered.
"I um.. I have to go to the bathroom" he lied quietly.
"Cant you hold it?"
"No! I cant " He whispered quietly back yanking his arm away from her.
"..On this holly Day.." He heard the minister continue as he shut the door behind him.
He ran outside.
They were still in south park.
Cartman's house was only a few blocks away.
He looked up to the sky. It was pitch black.
'Wow, It must be later then I thought' Kyle thought.
He began running to Cartman's.
He had to find out why he wasent there.
Kyle put his hands to his knee's out of breath from running.
"Just.. Around the corner" he told himself.
He kept breathing hard but forced himself to keep running.
He ran faster, and faster and faster, Then he turned.
He smiled when He could see Cartman's house in the distance.
Thank got for pole lights or else he probably wouldnt beable to see anything.
He ran and ran and.. 'Is that Cartman?' he asked himself.
He could swear he could see a figure on the porch.
He kept running, The closer he got, The more He was believeing it was Cartman.
Then he got close enough in view and it was!
Cartman was outside sitting on his porch, with a.. Whisky bottle?
Cartman's eyes went wide when he thought he saw
someone with the same hair as Kyle running down the street.
He guessed they just looked like him.
But as he got closer, he was running to, HIS house.
It was Kyle!
He couldnt believe it.
'Why was he here?'
Kyle finnaly got to him, and put his hands to his knees letting his head
hang down catching his breath.
Cartman stared at him in shock, He was in a suit!
He couldnt help but think how cute he looked in that thing.
Kyle looked up at him as soon as he caught his breath.
"Why arnt you at the wedding?!" Kyle yelled in almost anger.
Cartman shrugged, "I'm not going" he said, taking a drink of whisky.
"What do you mean your not going?! It's your mom's wedding!
And why, Why are you drinking this?!" Kyle shouted yanking the bottle away from
Cartman's hand.
Cartman shrugged "There's more in the fridge anyway"
"Cartman.. Why are you drinking.. and Acting like this.. Whats, What's going on?"
Kyle asked his eye's getting teary.
Cartman saw Kyle beggining to cry and his heart floaded with guilt,
Like he had just been stabbed. He hated seeing him cry,
"I.. I thought you knew" Cartman said slowly.
Kyle nooded 'No' and wiped a tear away from his eye.
"I.." Cartman studdered. He hated seeing Kyle like this.
Kyle stared at him with glistening eyes.
Cartman sighed.
"Kahl.. You know when you saw bruises on me?"
Kyle sniffed and wiped more tears away,
"yeah" He said weakly.
"I.. Rick did that"
Kyle wiped more tears away and eyes went wide
"What?" he asked not thinking he heard him right.
"Kahl, Rick fucking hits me all the time. For no fucking reason
at all. My mom doesnt believe me, I didnt think You would either."
"Rick.. Rick hits you?"
Cartman glarred "Yeah."
"Why.. Why didnt you tell me?"
Cartman looked down to the snow and shrugged.
Kyle walked up and sat next to Cartman putting his arm around him.
"I'm sorry.. I.. I didnt know"
Cartman said nothing.
"Cartman you have to tell someone!"
"I Did, I told the police and they ended up playing pool with him
at a bar."
Kyle looked down, His heart burned.
He looked back up to Cartman and slowly touched his cheek
where his cruise was shown.
"He.. He did this to you?" He asked strolling a finger down his cheek.
"yeah." Cartman said not wanting to addmitt it.
They said nothing for a while.
"Cartman, We have to stop them! We have too-"
Cartman shrugged the thought off,
"Its too late now. They're probably fucking married already.
Besides even if their not, noone would fucking believe me anyways."
Kyle looked to Cartman so sadly.. "Cartman, I'm so sorry."
Cartman looked down avoiding Kyle's eye contact.
"yeah" he said slowly.
Kyle felt so bad.
He leaned in wanting to kiss him, Cartman saw this and backed away,
Kyle held onto his shoulders, "Please! Just.. Just let me kiss you" Kyle said quietly.
Cartman stared at Kyle's wattering eye's he noticed there were tear stains on his cheeks.
and His big red curly hair fell back from his face while Kyle stared up to him with those
watering emorald eyes.
Cartman didnt know why he was avoiding kissing him.
It was just an atomatic responce.
Cartman Gently put his finger's through Kyle's red hair and held the other
side of his neck with his other hand.
Kyle closed his eyes and gulped. He missed this so much.. He hasent been this close
to Cartman in so long. Even then He still felt like he was going to cry.
"I'm sorry" Cartman whispered in a sad tone. And pulled Kyle's head to meet his,
and he kissed him.
Kyle put his hand on the back on Cartman's head leaning him closer
and the other hand to his back..
And for this moment, Cartman finnaly felt good and the feeling desolved as
he slipped his tongue into Kyle's mouth and Kyle kissed him back softly.
Cartman felt a warm feeling he missed for a long time.
But he knew it wouldnt last long.
I loved it!! XD
This is the chap I told you you'd love!
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P.s, ITS NOT OVER!
Dont think its over :)