Kyle slowly opened up his eye's exposing the blinding flash from the window
from the light.
He sat up, and saw Kenny sleeping up on his bed, with his shaggy blonde hair sticking out from the blanket.
Kyle looked over and saw Cartman's Gray sleeping bag empty.
He looked around and saw nothing.
Kyle wondered where he was.
He quietly got up, trying not to wake up Kenny and got out of the room.
As he got closer, he prayed to god Cartman wasent in the kitchen.
His heart thumpe louder the closer he got.

He got closer.. carefully tiptoeing down the steps,
getting closer.. closer.. around the corner and..
Kyle let out a sigh of relief when Cartman wasent in the kitchen.
He heard a small creek from outside,
then walked to the window and saw Cartman outside on Kenny's porch smoking.

Kyle opened the door and Cartman turned seeing It was Kyle.
"Hi.." Kyle smiled, when Cartman glanced.
Cartman didnt respond just looked forward takeing another drag.

Kyle sat next to him.
He rubbed his arms getting a chill from the wind.
"You got up early.." Kyle said.

Cartman exhaled from his last drag.
"Yeah." He answered then toke another one.

"Uh.. When did you get up?"

Cartman shrugged and flicced ash on Kenny's wood porch.
"Hours ago."

"Oh." Kyle looked down,
Feeling completely defeated on trying to start a conversation.

"Kenny up?" Cartman asked not looking to Kyle.
"Um, No. He's still sleeping."
Cartman smirked, "Hah. Figgures."

Cartman flicced more ash to the porch.
"So.." Kyle began again, while Cartman toke another drag.

"You going home today?"
Cartman almost laughed at the question,
"Der dipshit, School tomorow."

Kyle let out a nervous fake laugh,
"oh, hah. right.."

Kyle wouldnt addmitt it, But he almost felt scarred for Cartman to go home.
He didnt want him to go home.. everytime he goes home he ends up worse
then before.. secretly, Kyle wished he could Keep Cartman safe.
And at his house.. he was far from that.

"So um.." Kyle started again.
"what are you doing today?"

Cartman flicced more ash then shrugged.
"Whatever" he mumbled takeing another drag.

"We uh, we should go do something" Kyle suggested, wondering why he felt so weird
asking his own boyfriend to do something.
Cartman shrugged and tossed the remaining cig to the ground.

"Like what?" He asked in a bored tone.
"I dont know.. Um.. the mall? movies?"

Cartman groaned and let his head fall down.
"Not the mall, and not the fucking movies. we' ve seen every goddamn movie
in that place already"

"Oh.. Ok. We'll wherever" Kyle said leaning back.
Cartman looked to him, "Where?"
Kyle shrugged "Your choice."

Cartman couldnt help but notice the way the sun hit Kyle's red hair so perfectly.
It like outlined the linings.. and his gray shirt.. god he's so fucking skinny he thought.
Cartman leaned back facing Kyle.
He could almost remember the 9th grade and him crushing on Kyle..
Fucking days those were.
He could have never dreamed he'd acctually ever be with him.

"SO..?" Kyle pressed.
Cartman shoke his head, realizing he was stareing, "Oh, um yeah."
He looked down then back,
"Yeah lets go"

Kyle smiled, and it made Cartman's heart lift up.
"Ok." Kyle stod up, "But hold on, I'm gunna tell Kenny were leaving" He said,
quickly opening the MCcormick's house and disapireing inside.
Cartman toke out his keys from his jean pocket and swung them around his finger and started
walking to his car.

Kyle opened Kenny's door, "Kenny? Me and Cartman are leaving" Kyle said,
Kenny didnt move.
"Kenny?"
Then he saw a slight movment inside the blankets and a groan.
"Kenny, me and Cartman are leaving" Kyle repeated
"Ok, Ok, fuck, turn off the lights."

Kyle smirked. He wasent even going to bother
telling him there were no lights on.

Kyle sat next to Cartman in his corvett and the wind blew through their hair.
Cartman store at the road.. he wasent sure where he was going, but didnt care.
He was just relieved he had something to do other then think about going home later today.
He didnt want too.
He really didnt fucking want too.
But he got a text this morning saying
'U better come home tonight boy
or you'll get it.'

Cartman sighed and turned left onto the road.
Kyle's hair flipped back as the wind kept blowing through it.
He looked to Cartman who seemed to be thinking hard about something..
His chest squeezed.
A part of him really didnt want to know what he could be possibily thinking about.
Espeshily with that look.

Kyle turned on the radio and loud guitar music Sprang through his sub woofers.
Kyle quickly turned it down, and pressed the back button to change the station.
Cartman looked to him and frowned, "What the hell do you think your doing?"
"I'm changeing the station" Kyle said simply, still pressing his finger on 'Back'

Cartman glared, "Kahl! My car, My fucking music"
Kyle groaned, "Cartman your music's too loud"

Kyle stopped pressing back as he got to K102 country.
Cartman held his head bag "Uggghhh" He groaned.
"Your fucking kidding me right?!"

Kyle frowned, "No, I like this music"
Cartman smirked, "You like this shit?! it fucking sucks!"
Kyle frowned and crossed his arms "Its better then just distortion guitars and screaming"

Cartman rolled his eyes and put his finger to the radio
"Here" He said, flipping the station.
His finger remained until it hit 94.5

The one station they could agree on..
Either they had alittle country, alittle alternitive Rock,
Or if neither, they'd switch it.

Kyle shrugged "Kay." he answered, and looked out to his side,
Then looked to Cartman again, "Where are we going?"
Cartman thought a moment. he didnt even fucking know.
"Wherever the road takes us, jew." He answered not takeing his eyes off the road.

Kyle rolled his eyes then looked off to his side, looking
at the tree's in the mountains.
Its amazing how beautiful everything still looked here.

Then all the sudden a familiar sound came from Cartman's speakers.
He listened a secound more, then realized
"Cartman! Dude! Our song!"
Cartman raised his eyebrow, "Our what?"
"OUR SONG! TURN IT UP!"

Cartman turned it up

'romance from the start.. Take these memories,
that are haunting me.."

Kyle started to sing along with the radio,
"..With a paper bag cut into shreds, By his own pair of sizors.."

Cartman looked to his boyfriend Oddly.
"He'll never forgive her, He'll never forgive her" Kyle continued to sing.

The insterment played and Kyle looked to Cartman,
"Dude, Remember this song?!"
Then it hit him.. This song was played, Valentine's day night..
The last song played before they got together.. how the fuck could Kyle
remember that?! Wait.. How the fuck could HE remember that?!

Cartman smiled a little, as Kyle kept singing along.

"Beacuse Days, Come and go .."
Kyle turned to Cartman tilting his head with his hand on his chest

"But my feelings for you are forever" He sang,
Cartman laughed,
Kyle laughed but tried to continue, "Beacuse Day's come and go, but my feelings for you are
forever" Kyle looked to him, "Cartman!" He added in song jokeingly.

Cartman laughed again and put an arm around Kyle.
And they kept laughing.

Cartman turned the music up and listened as Kyle sang along,
as the choras came up again..

"Beacuse Days, Come and Go.." Kyle sang
"But my.. feelings for you are forever" Cartman sang along nervous and quietly.
not really sure why he was nervous.. he just wasent a singing along to the radio type
person.

Kyle smiled, and sang louder encorageing Cartman "Days come and GO.."
Cartman grinned and sang louder with him, ".. MY Feelings for you are forever"
He nudged him, and Kyle laughed.

Cartman kept his speed.

'One last kiss..'
The radio sang

"before I go.." Kyle sang along.
'Dry your tears..'

"It is time.."

"To let Kahl go away" Cartman sang jokingly over the next lyrics.
Kyle rolled his eyes, but still laughing.

'One last kiss. before I go..'

Cartman drove his car off to the side of the road, while the radio played,

'dry your tears..'

Cartman stopped his car engine,
"It is time to let you go.." Kyle sang along, wondering why Cartman stopped the car.
Then the last line,

"One Last Kiss" Radio, Kyle and Cartman pronounced.
And Cartman leaned in Kissing Kyle's lips.

Kyle wasent expecting that.. but it was completely sweet.
Went with the song right?
Cartman and Kyle kept kissing with their car parked on the side of the road and Car's passing them
honking their horns. Not like they cared.

Cartman turned into Burgerking parkinglot.
It was already getting dark out.. He looked to his digital clock on his radio and it was
only 7:45.

He stoped into a parking lot and Him and Kyle got out of the car heading towards the
resterount. "What do you want?" Cartman asked pulling out his wallet.
"Dude, You dont have to pay for me"
"I know, what do you want?"
"Cartman I have money, You dont have too."
"I want to now what the fuck do you want?!"

Kyle smiled a little, "A cheesburger?"
Cartman looked down into his pocket takeing out two fives,
"I'll get you two, your skinny as hell" Cartman said, swinging
the doors open and stepping inside burger king.
Kyle followed behind him frowning, "I'm not that fucking skinny!"
Cartman smirked, "Hah, Yeah. You are"
He said walking to the front.

A bracefaced teenager looking about 17-18, was at the front with a green and red uniform
that had burgerking printed on the cap and vest.

"Hi, Uh Can I have three cheesburgers, a chicken sandwhich and frys with two meddium pops?"
Cartman asked, takeing more money out of his pocket
"Sure" The girl said, typing something onto the cash machine.

"That'll be 9.50" she said.
Cartman handed her the money, and she checked it in the machine.
"Your order will be just with you" She smiled.
Cartman iggnored her, and stepped aside, waiting for the order.

Kyle looked over from that girl and saw a blonde haired girl behind her,
"Dude, dont we know her?" Kyle asked gesturing to the girl working in the fries area.
Cartman looked and shrugged, "I dunno."
"I think she goes to our school" Kyle observed.
"How incredibly interesting" Cartman said as if it was the most boring thing he had ever
talked about.
Kyle glared. "Dude, I think she dated Kenny"

The register teen came back with a tray of their order smiling,
"Here you go" she said.
Cartman iggnored her once more and grabbed the tray,
"Dude, Every girl in the school has most likely dated Kenny"
He said turning around heading for a table.
Kyle shrugged and followed behind him.

Burger king was kind of empty today.. For a sunday.
They sat at a table, and Cartman dug into his burger.
Kyle frowned down at the tray,

"Cartman, I told you I wanted one cheesburger"
Cartman smirked, "Yeah. And I told you, I'm getting you two"
He said takeing a bite out of his.

"I'm not even hungry for two"
"Beacuse your a fucking stick, get some meat on your bones."
Kyle tightened his fists, "I'm not THAT skinny, and I'm just not hungry!"
Cartman sighed, "Fine anorexic bitch, I'll eat it." Cartman said moving The third
cheesburger towards him.

Kyle glared and toke the cheesburger back.
He hated when Cartman ate too much.. God he felt like
a fucking 'Girlfriend' For caring this much about his fucking health.
Guys are NOT suppose to care about that stuff!

"No I'll eat it" Kyle said.
Cartman smirked.
"Only beacuse -"

"Kyle? Cartman?" Kyle heard a familiar voice behind them.
He turned and It was Wendy and bebe. Great.

"Oh.. Uh, Hi" Kyle said forcing a smile.
Cartman put his hand to his face. Already fucking annoyed those two
bitches showed up.

Wendy smiled, and Her and Bebe sat down at their table.
Wendy sat next to Kyle, and Bebe next to Cartman.

"How have you guys been doing?" Wendy smiled friendly to Kyle.
"Good. got here a few minneutes ago. you guys?"
"Good" Wendy smiled, "Yeah we did too, what have you two been up too?"
Kyle shrugged, "Nothing really, Uh.. Driving. Alot. and uh.. yeah. pretty much covers it"
Kyle said honestly.
Bebe laughed, and Wendy smiled, "Exciting" she said.
"Hah" Kyle smiled.

Cartman so badly wanted to fucking kick Bebe out of the seat.
It was so tempting sense she was so close..

"So what are you doing tonight?" Bebe gazed at Kyle with flirtashious eyes.
"Oh um.. me and.. CARTMAN -" He said his name loudly to empithis.
"- Uh.. I dont know." Kyle looked to Cartman, "What are we doing?"
Cartman shrugged, taking a sip of his pop,
wishing these anorexic whores would fucking leave them alone.

Cartman stopped drinking and grinned,
"Hey Wendy.." Cartman began.
Wendy looked to him.
"Where's your food?"

Wendy's cheeks turned pinkish.. "Oh.. uh.. we already ate."
"I thought you said you just got here a few minneutes ago.. OW!"
Cartman frowned at the sudden pain in the spot of his leg Kyle just kicked him in.
"Uh.. No, we ate.. um, somewhere else" Wendy said, avoiding his eyes..
Cartman almost wanted to laugh out loud, It was so fucking obvious she was lying!
But didnt being afraid he might get kicked again.

Silence went by at the table..
"So um.. what are YOU guys doing tonight?" Kyle asked quickly changing the subject.
Wendy seemed relieved to be off the last subject and smiled.
"Were going to the club tonight" Bebe answered.
"A club?" Kyle raised his eyebrow.

"Yeah. Just opened up where that old planiterium used to be.
Its like a dance place, we can go too"
"Oh. cool" Kyle smiled.
"Hey, You wanna come?" Bebe asked Obviously directing the question to Kyle.
"Uh.." Kyle looked to Cartman.

Cartman's frown never left his face sense Kyle kicked him.
"Um.. I dont know" Kyle looked back to wendy and shrugged,
"Sounds cool. I'll go if Cartman goes."

For the first time sense they sat down Wendy put her attention to Cartman,
"Eric, You want to go?"
Cartman was still frowning, then rolled his eyes moving his coke around,
"I dont do clubs" he said looking down.
Bebe smiled next to him and tugged his arm grinning, "Come on! It'll be fun!"
Cartman slowly looked to her while Bebe's arm was still wrapped around his and have
her a death look. "Dont touch me."

Bebe slowly removed her hand back into her lap scotting back a little.
Kyle tried his best not to laugh at that. It was fucking halarious the look he just
gave her.

Wendy smiled, "Come on Eric, It's tons of fun! a lot of people from our school
go, and theres music and everything!"

Cartman put his head to hand frowning. He did not like this idea at all.
They were just fucking fine till they came over.

"Come on dude.." Kyle said, Cartman looked up to him.
"We've never been there before, I wanna go"
"Then YOU GO" Cartman spat.

Kyle frowned. "Cartman.." Kyle said in a warning tone.
Cartman paused a moment, then sighed, "Whatever" he mumbled.
"Yay!" Wendy cheered.
"You guys will love it! Ok -" Wendy stod up from the seat and Bebe did also,
"- Follow my Car, we'll take you there" Wendy said then her and Bebe started walking to the doors.

Kyle and Cartman sat there watching them.
Kyle could tell by the look on his face he didnt want to go.
"Come on dude, lets just see. Then if it sucks, we'll leave" Kyle said.

Cartman sighed loudly, Then got up from the seat and grabbed the tray dumping it
in the gardbadge heading out of the door. Kyle followed.

The Car slowly followed Behind Wendy's siliver Car up into
a parking lot, from here they could hear the music hip hop music.
Finnaly after the car infront of wendy Sped up she parked and Cartman got
a good look at the club.
A wide looking white building with pink streamers around it and spray paint.
You could fucking hear the music from inside.
Cartman didnt like this a bit.

"I can believe you fucking talked me into this" Cartman mumbled looking to the building.
Kyle looked to him then the building. He didnt know why he was so weird about it, It looked kinda cool.
"We'll just check it out" Kyle reminded him.
Cartman sighed, then heard a car behind them honk and a "Hurry up already!"
Cartman frowned and opened his window

fliping them off, "Shut the fuck up asshole!" he yelled out the window,
"Oh, I'm real scared of you now!" They heard the person behind them yell.
Cartman clenched his fists and stepped out of the car, "WHAT?!" He yelled closeing the door.
"Cartman!" Kyle begged not to get into anything, but he was already gone.
Kyle tapped his fingers then looked in the review mirriors and saw Cartman walking back
and got into thr Car.
"What happened?!" Kyle asked anxiously,
Cartman started up his car and smirked "That dude's a fucking pussy"
he said driving into a parking space.

They walked to the front and Wendy and Bebe awaited them,
"About time! we didnt think you guys would come in!"
Cartman glared, and they walked into the buliding that blarred with the song "Dirrty" By Christina Aguilera.
The place was lit up by moving Blue, red, Green, Purple and Yellow lights.
And there was a booth for food, and accross was a huge dancefloor.

There was a DJ at the bottem of the dancefloor.
There were teen's everywhere dancing.
"Wow, I cant believe I've never been here before! How long
has this place been open?" Kyle asked

"A few weeks now, Yeah people just started comming." Wendy answered.
"Sweet" Kyle smiled.
Cartman glared. He didnt care how cool this place looked, It wasent for him.
He liked being away from these type of places.
and he fucking hated hip hop music.

He wondered what would happen if he jamed his slayer cd in this place.
Cartman sat against the wall already wanting to leave.

Kyle loved this place, It looked awesome!
Like a fucking disco!

Kyle looked to the booth, and grabbed onto Wendy's arm and walked her a little
aways from Bebe and Cartman and whispered,
"They dont sell alcohol here do they?" He whispered.
Wendy's eye's went wide, "Kyle! I didnt know you drank!"
Kyle saw Cartman's head yank their way.
"Shh.. I dont" Kyle whispered.
"Its just.. Cartman.."
"Ohhh.." Wendy nooded her head.
"Yeah, Stan told me about that" Wendy whispered.
"I cant believe he didnt go to his own mom's wedding!" She nodded her head ashamed.
"And yeah.. I heard about him being hung over that one day.. dont worry, They dont sell alcohol here.
strickly forbidden" She smiled assuringly.
Kyle smiled "Thanks" and they headed back to their friends.

"What were you guys talking about?" Cartman frowned.
"Nothing, Nothing. You want punch? I want punch. I'm thirsty"
Kyle said quickly, heading for the punch table.

Cartman didnt follow. Didnt want punch.
Kyle walked over alone, and grabbed himself a cup then realizing Cartman wasent
behind him. He toke the spooner and made himself a glass then felt his ass get pinched
he jumped and his cup spilled a little back into the bowl and he whirled around seeing a
girl In a red and white poka dot blouse, and blue caprease. "Hey, Havent seen you around here"
She smiled.

"Oh.. Uh... I'm new. Never came here before."
The girl moved her brown hair onto one side,
"Oh, youve never been here before? how come?"
Kyle shrugged "I just never heard of it."

The girl put her finger down Kyle's face "That's cute" she smiled.
Kyle began feeling really uncomfortable and looked behind for Cartman.
Didnt see him.

"Oh and I'm Jessica" The girl smiled holding out her hand.
Kyle contiuned looking behind her for Cartman, then smiled back,
"Kyle" He said polietly shakeing her hand.

"Hey, You wanna dance?" She asked,
"Uh, no acctually I have to -"
"Come on -" she toke his hand leading him to the dancefloor.
"It's just a dance" she smiled.
Kyle nervously looked around for Cartman who was nowhere in sight and
looked at Jessica. 'Well.. He cant be mad at me for just dancing with a girl' he thought.
"Sure" he shrugged, and let her lead him to the dance floor.

Cartman gritted his teeth way accross from the room at the club
watching his boyfriend dance with some preppy little brown haired chick.
He watched her grab his ass and Him slowly drift away.
He saw Kyle looking left and right, Looking for him he was guessing.
Cartman toke another gulp of his drink feeling anger develop inside him.
'Thinks I dont see him or something?'
He watched Kyle still looking around dancing to the crappy hip hop music.

Cartman rolled his eyes, and faced against the wall takeing another drink.
This drink wasent fucking doing it.
He was feeling that need again.

That urging and hasting Need in his stomach that yelled.
'BURN! feed me alcohol! i NEED the fucking burn!'
He gulped the coke down faster.

He fucking needed it.
anywhere.
He felt like he was going to be fucking sick if he didnt get
this need taken care of, QUICK.
He gulped down the rest of his coke and crushed it.
Despreatly wishing it was the sweet taste of rubbiing alsohol that burned in his
throat.
He held his stomach and clenched shut his eyes.

Need... Neeed.. BURRRRNN!!!
He tightened his fists and looked to the dancefloor.
Kyle and that one girl were still dancing which made him
even more pissed off, which made the urge even worse.

Neeed... NNEEEEEEEDD!

Cartman turned to see if there was some fucking alcohol here,
he could fucking take it, Then he turned and saw a shorter girl looking at him.

"Hi" She smiled.

She had short, short black hair, Light piercing blue eyes, with a black tank top
and a drink in her hand.
She leaned against the wall, "What's a guy like you hanging out around here by yourself?"
Cartman couldnt fucking think straight.

"What's that?!" he asked fast, looking to her drink.
"Uh.." the girl looked confused, "Tequicella" she answered
Suddenly Cartman grabbed the drink from her hand and gulped it down
his throat, one gulp, two, three, four. He yanked his head back and shoved it back to
her. The girls eyes widdened in supprise.
"Woah.. Needed that?" She asked starting to laugh.
Cartman smirked and gave her a small smile, "You have no fucking idea" he said.

The girl smiled, "I'm Tracy" She held out her hand.
"Uh, Cartman. Er, Eric Cartman."

Tracy shoke his hand slowly, "Wait a minneute.. Are you related to a Lianne Cartman?"
Cartman's eye's went wide. "Yeah. She's my mom"
Tracy almost choked on her drink, "Serriously?! Get the fuck outta here!"
Cartman starred at her confused.

Tracy got this look and smiled waving it away,
"Me and your mom know eachother."
"Oh." Cartman said, leaning back against the wall. "How?"
"We uh.. Used to work together" She said.

Cartman's eyes widdened, "Oh." He answered.
Tracy smiled, "No supprise. I see where you got your good looks" Tracy put her
finger through his hair. Cartman suddenly really wanted to leave. This felt so weird.

"Oh, come here sweetie -" Tracy said grabbing Cartman's hand,
"I cant get you more drinks if you want" she winked at him.

Cartman's angst to leave immediatly dissolved.
He smiled, "Ok." He looked over to the Dance floor.

Kyle and that one girl werent dancing anymore.. but it didnt matter.
He didnt see Kyle.
'Who cares' He shrugged and followed Tracy to the booth.

'Where the fuck is he?!' Kyle kept asking himself, looking through the crowd.
He kept getting pushed by people.

He looked lefrt and right and couldnt fucking find him.
The whole thing with the Jessica girl didnt work out.

After they were done danceing she asked if He had a girlfriend, he said no.
She almost leaned in to kiss him, But then Kyle stopped her and said he had
a Boyfriend. Big turn off.
She glarred and left.

Kyle let it go. Probably another slut anyway.
Most the girls in here were dressing suggestivly and sudducive.
He looked around everywhere. Where the fuck could he be?!

Then something of the corner of his eye caught his eye.
He saw.. Kenny?!
Kenny accross the dancefloor dancing with two half naked girls.
Kyle's eyes went wide and he rushed over to him.
"Kenny? Kenny!" Kyle said.

Kenny looked to him, "Kyle? Hey dude! when did you get here?!"
"A while ago. Wendy and Bebe invited us. When did you?"
Kenny shrugged, and pointed to the blonde on the left with pigtails
and a bright punk tube top. "Candy picked me up."
Kyle was still amazed that Kenny had a fucking hang over this morning and yet
he can still manage to come to a club and party again the next night.
un fucking believeable.

"Hey, Have you seen Cartman anywhere? I was with him, but I cant find him"
"Cartman? Oh yea, He was with Tracy."
"Tracy?"
"Yeah, That black haired chick. I Fucked her twice.
I called him over to say hi, and he just iggnored me." Kenny shrugged.

Kyle frowned suddenly feeling angry, "Where did him and Tracy go?!"
He asked sternly.
Kenny shrugged. "I dunno. wasent paying attention. Uh, I think they left though."
Kyle's eyes went wide "They fucking left?!"
Kenny shrugged "I think, Dude Kyle dont worry about it, Cartman probably just needed
a smoke or something"

Kyle angerily went past him pushing through the ground marching to the front doors.
He got out, and wasent happy when he didnt see Cartman By the smokers Sec. And even
more mad when Cartman's fucking car was gone.

"Chug! Chug! Chug! Chug! Chug!
Chug! Chug! yaaay!"
Tracy cheered as Cartman finished half a bottle of vodka in less then
30 secounds.

Cartman smiled in achivemnt to Tracy
"Fucking told you" he grinned.

Tracy put her hands up.
"You win. you got me"
She laughed.

Cartman laughed with her.. He didnt know why he listened
to Tracy about driving to an alley accross the street from the club.
The bar's next door and Tracy's 21 so she could buy.

Cartman also really didnt want Kyle catching him..
But he had to do this, he had too.
Last time. This was his last fucking time then he'd be done he told himself.

"Fucking talented" Tracy giving him a high five.
Cartman high fived her. "Damn straight" he smiled, Grabbing a whisky out of the bag,
she had just purchased.

He felt sooo much better that the urge was gone.
so much better that need had just dizzolved.
He hated that gut feeling more then anything.

Tracy suddenly put her arm's around Cartman's neck and Cartman
shot up in supprise stareing at her.
She smiled, "You know, I like the bigger guys."
Cartman frowned, "The bigger guys?" He repeated
"Yeah." She grinned and put her finger through his hair, then ran accross
the bruise on his neck.

She lifted the collar part of his T shirt down and sighed.
Cartman noticed this and glarred. How was the bruise so fucking obvious.
"I know how you feel" she said not takeing her eyes off the bruise.
"You do?"
"Yeah.. That's how I got started on this shit, you know?" She said looking to
the bottles.

Cartman looked down to the bottles, still Unaware Tracy had her arms around him.
"They never fucking believe you.." She continued.

"And he hits and hits, and never fucking stops, and if you tell someone
they'll make it ten times fucking worse" she said stareing at the bruise.

Cartman stared into her blue eyes.. She was completely right.
Then she finnaly looked up to him,
"But.." She put her red painted fingernail finger over his lips,
"Were not alone" she whispered, then slowly leaned in.

Cartman got inches from her lips then backed up and put his hands to his head.
and fingers through his hair.
Tracy frowned, "What?"
"Nothing, Nothing." Cartman said heading towards his Car.
Tracy followed him, "No, whats wrong?!"
Cartman rolled his eyes, "Dude, I'm Gay Ok. I'm not into girls."
Tracy let out a small laugh and held onto her throat,
"Your fucking kidding right?!"

"No" Cartman kept his stare.
Tracy crossed her arms unconvinced, "Nice lie, what the fuck did I do?
Am I not pretty enough for you is that it? Am I not fucking skinny enough?!"

Cartman glarred, "I'm am serriously fucking Gay! Ok, That Guy you saw me come in here with,
The guy with the big red hair is my boyfriend"

Tracy toke a step back, "He was your boyfriend?"
"yeah.."

Tracy rolled her eyes and walked by him,
"We'll he was much hotter then you anyway" she said pushing past him.
Cartman frowned looking to her, "Bitch!" he called out.
"Queer!" she flipped him off.

Cartman glared, then looked down, just realizing There were still four bottles in the bag
Tracy paid for. He grinned and snatched the bag heading for the car.

Kyle looked down to his knees.
"Thanks for giving me a ride Kenny.." He said without even looking at him.
Kenny looked to him. Turns out Kenny's cousin was there who had a car and let Kenny
use it. Red and beat up, but atleast it worked.
"Yeah. Cartman's a real fucking ass for leaving you there."
Kyle didnt respond.

Kenny nooded his head, "And with Tracy Guiger. Fucking slut."
Kyle looked to Kenny sadly.
"Kenny.. You dont think Cartman would ever.. Cheat on me right?"

Kenny looked to Kyle and grinned, "Dude, you worry about that shit WAY to much"
Kyle frowned, "Yeah but this time I have a good reason to worry! He drove
off with a whore what am I suppose to think?!"

Kenny sighed. "Kyle dont worry. He wont."
"How do you know?!"
"Beacuse he's gay. He doesnt like girls.. at all like that."

Kyle frowned looking out the window.
Kenny frowned again, "Remember when in the 9th grade, Cartman
fucked my Ex Girlfriend, Uh the slut, uh.. Oh yeah, Tammy Warner?"
"Yeah.."
"Well uh.. I dont think im suppose to tell you this but um..
Before he came out and shit, and did shit with her.. When they were like
you know, fucking, she was moaning his name, you know to get it more
hott, then he moaned your name. total turn off.
That's how that fucking ended" Kenny smiled thinking back.

Kyle starred at Kenny in disbelief "He said my name! Dude!
That's like.. SIck, sweet and.. fucking twisted."
"yeah I know.. DUde, Cartman loves you Ok? I known the dude my whole
life. He has no attraction to girls. Just you. always been you."

Kyle smiled, "Thanks Kenny" he smiled.
Kenny patted his back, and continued their way home.

Cartman swung his door open. Fucking relief he wasent drunk
when he started driving. Or it takes alot of fucking alcohol to get him wasted.
He opened the door to screaming,

"I'm sorry Rick! I'm Sorry! I didnt mean too -"
BANK

"You deserve that you fucking bitch!
Look what you did!"
"I'm sorry I-"
Smack.

Cartman felt a queez in his stomach as he headed up the stairs and the sound got louder and
louder. He quickly fled to his room, slamming the door, turning on his Cd player,
waiting impatiently for it to turn on, as the screaming continued.

"Your a fucking disgrace! your lucky I married your ass!"

Cartman plopped in his headphone's turning up the volume so loud that
it acctually hurt his ear drums. But he didnt car.
He laid his back onto his bed and opened a new bottle and gulped it down, once, twice..
He shut off his light laying in darkness while Rock music filled his ears and alcohol fulled his system.
'Just lay here.. and hopefully soon it will all be over.. hopefully.. it will all be fucking over.'

Authors note:
I feel like I got my old spark back.
Toke me forever to fucking write all that but
It was totally worth it. :)
write more tomorow (Maybe.. Its friday and I'm having a friend over so, No promises)
I love my readers with my whole fucking heart! lol.

I know I say that every A.N but its the truth!
i appreaciate every single one of you so much!
It goves me a reason, if you dudes stopped id be like, ugh, fuck this
and not write as much.
But i serriously so appreaciate every comment! Anyway, hope you liked it! :D