A/N: Twilight and all its characters belong to the great Stephenie Meyer. I just use them to my imagination.

Thank you to my kick ass beta, Aurora18!

This story is rated M for Language, Possible Violence, Sexual content, and Adult Situations.

In this story the relationship between E/B will move forward kind of quickly, because in my Twilight mind they are soul mates who don't want to waste time and recognize their other halves.

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HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

CHAPTER SIX

EPOV

Bella continued to amaze me. I don't know what I had done in my life to earn such a blessing, but I wasn't complaining, she accepted me with all of my flaws. Even after I told her how drastically her life could change just by being with me, she wanted us to face it all together.

So that's why I quickly picked her up out of her chair, brought her to my lap, and kissed the shit out of her. I loved the feel of her in my hands, her body against mine.

"You have no idea what your words mean to me Bella."

I cupped her face between my hands and softly rubbed the apple of her cheeks with my thumbs. I brought my right hand down slightly to trace the baby smooth skin of her bottom lip before taking it into my mouth.

I sucked and licked at it before kissing her hungrily. Bella sighed erotically against my mouth, and then fluidly moved to straddle my lap with both of her legs on either side of mine, and subtlety rocked her hips against my own.

I was already rock hard beneath her so when I felt her heat through the layers of our clothing, the sensation of it nearly brought me to my knees.

"Fuck. Angel. You make me feel the most amazing things."

She moaned and tilted her head back as I moved to caress the base of her throat with my lips. As I continued to kiss down toward her collar bone, my hands moved on their own accord down to her hips and pressed her down onto my cock. I hoped I wasn't being too forward, but she did tell me that if I ever made her uncomfortable or did something she wasn't ready for she would let me know. So, I was sure to watch for any signs that I was moving too quickly for her.

"Oh, Edward."

I moved one hand down a little further until it landed on her thigh and just rubbed up and down lightly, going higher on each pass until my fingers reached just beneath her dress. I wanted to move my hand to her warm core but I knew I would have to wait for that. It was a little too soon, but I was hoping I would be able to soon enough. I would never pressure Bella, but I was pretty sure we both felt the same way about wanting to be intimate together.

Bella suddenly pressed down harder on my shaft and I almost came in pants right then and there.

"Shit! Bella, if you keep that up, I'm gonna end up making a mess of myself."

She started panting as her breath came out faster and her movements became less restrained. She had her eyes half closed and her face was flushed and covered with a light sheen of perspiration. She looked even more beautiful, if that were possible. Her grip around my neck tightened as she pressed her face into my neck. I could feel her breath against my skin and it made me shiver in the most delightful way.

Bella, Bella, Bella

I wasn't sure I had said that aloud until I heard her respond, "yes, Edward," in a breathy voice. The 'yes' came out as another moan.

"Edward. I'm….I'm…please..."

Fuck! She was about to cum. I didn't know what she was pleading for, but I had an idea, and I wanted to help bring her to her climax while she seemed so close to it.

While keeping one hand on her hip I moved the one on her thigh to cup her ass and pressed her harder into me.

I moved my mouth up to her ear and made sure my lips were touching her ear before whispering, "Cum for me Angel."

She threw her head back again, her mouth open in a silent scream with her eyes closed. I made sure my eyes stayed on her the whole time. I was so fascinated by the way she looked when she came undone, there were just no words to explain the look on her face when she came. That look combined with her breaths and warmth was all too much for me and I came shortly after her shouting loudly as I did so.

"FUCK! Bella, Bella, Bella." Her name became I chant on my lips. That was unlike any pleasure I've ever felt before.

And before that was pretty much limited to my hand.

I hope she wouldn't be offended by my foul language; I didn't want anything I did to put her off me. "I'm sorry Bella, I didn't mean to curse so much."

She looked at me with a lethargic and contented look on her face, with a lazy smile.

"S'ok, Edward. I really liked it, and I don't want you to have to change for me. I want you to be exactly who you are. I could tell from the beginning that you had a potty mouth."

I chuckled at her comment, and found it incredibly sexy. I wondered if she liked dirty talk.

"Are you ready for bed, beautiful girl?"

"I think so. I feel really good right now. That's never happened before." She still looked kind of dazed and I wondered if she was alright.

Or maybe it was that good.

I was puzzled by her comment. "What do you mean Bella?"

She sighed before saying somewhat nervously, with her eyes cast downwards, "I've never had an orgasm before."

I was sure due to her current lethargic state she had no brain filter and would probably be blushing otherwise.

I was really shocked and left speechless for a moment. It may have been wrong but I wanted to keep her talking to see what else she would reveal to me.

"None of the guys you've been with never gave you an orgasm?" I know what they say about assuming, but there was no way a woman as beautiful as her could be inexperienced. She had to have guys beating down her door.

She leaned her head back on my shoulder and stiffened before answering the question. "Edward I've told you I've never had a boyfriend or dated before. Do you think I would just sleep with random guys or have sex casually?"

I didn't know what to say, "I…Bella…"

She jumped out of my lap, fully awake now, and glared down at me with fiery hurt eyes.

Damn she's hot as hell when she's pissed.

"You think I'm some kind or whore? That I would do the things I've done with you with just anyone when it's convenient?"

How had this date gone down hill so fast, from utter bliss to catastrophe?

I reached out to touch her arm, but she stepped away from me before I could make contact.

Oh no, please don't walk away from me sweet girl.

My stomach dropped to my feet to think that I might have just ruined any chance with her and I began to panic.

"NO! Bella that's not what I meant. I-"

"Then what did you mean Edward? Because based on our conversation, I don't know what gave you the inclination that I was in any way promiscuous."

"Please, Bella. I'm so sorry. It's just that you're so beautiful," she snorted at that comment but I continued, "I just knew that guys had to be waiting in line to have a chance to be with you, and assumed that you had to have been with someone because I can barely keep my hands to myself when you're near, I can only imagine what it was like for other men."

"I'm so sorry Bella, please forgive me. I know you're not like that."

Her body gradually relaxed as she crossed her arm across her chest. She looked down at the ground shyly before opening her mouth to speak, "I'm a virgin Edward. You're the only guy to have ever touched me that way"

I was shocked and so utterly relieved and grateful. I wanted to be the only to have touched her that way and I was mentally jumping for joy, because of the fact that I was the only one.

It was really hard to keep the smile off my face. She huffed before saying, "You don't have to look so smug Edward."

"Sorry," I mumbled between my lips while still fighting my smile.

"Can I tell you something else Bella?"

"I'm listening."

"Well, I don't know how this will sound to you but, I've only been with one woman, I think." I felt my ears start to glow red.

"What do you mean, you think?"

I exhaled roughly before speaking because I dreaded telling this story. "When I was in college I was hit on by a lot of girls, but like you I was never really interested. I was only focused on getting my degree and start my business once I graduated. While in my sophomore year, there was this one girl name Heidi. She was pretty enough I guess. She had light brown hair, hazel eyes, sharp facial features, and a tall slender frame, about 5'11.

I first met her when I met with a group of friends for lunch one day. She was one of the friends to one of the guy's girlfriends. I wasn't the only single one there but it was like as soon as she saw me, she didn't care about the other single guys." I sat back down, leaned forward, and pressed my elbows into my thighs before finishing the story, "She seemed nice at first, but I was uncomfortable with her attention. She hung all over me the whole time and just wouldn't take a hint when I would remove her hands from my body or try to sit at another table.

When everyone was leaving from the café she stopped me and tried to give me her number and asked to meet up later at her apartment. I politely declined both, and when I did it was like a switch had been flipped. She was so pissed that I turned her down, saying things like 'didn't I know how lucky I was that she wanted me, because there were so many other guys who would die for the chance.' I told her to go find one of the other guys if that were the case. It was like she literally didn't understand the word 'no'.

I didn't see her much after that, just around campus, but it still made me uncomfortable. Then shortly after I started hearing from my friends that she was telling people we were dating and it was serious. I was angry because I wanted nothing to do with that girl, so I confronted her. I told her she was delusional and to stop telling people we were together when I barely even knew her name. She was pissed of course. A week later there was this spring break party at some rich kid's parent's house, my brother Emmett invited me to come because he said I needed to loosen up. Emmett gave me a few drinks, but because I wasn't a drinker I got tipsy pretty quickly. I needed to lie down because I wasn't feeling well so his friend told me to go to the guest room on the second floor."

"It was quiet and dim and that's exactly what I needed. I kicked my shoes off and lay on my back with my arm thrown over my face. Right before I dozed off I heard the door open. I peaked from under my arm and saw from the light in the hall that it was Heidi. I told her I wasn't in the mood for her shit and to please leave. She entered the room, closed the door then came and crawled on the bed beside me. She started rubbing on my chest and tried to kiss me saying, 'I know you want me Edward, stop playing hard to get. It's getting old.' It's kinda hazy but I think I pushed her hands away. It felt a lot like a dream. She left without a word after that. Or at least I thought she did, I went back to sleep when I thought she had left."

"The next morning I woke up with a killer hangover. What surprised me was that I was completely naked and was not alone in the bed. She was next to me with the biggest smile on her face, saying she knew it was going to be perfect and that we were in love. She was completely insane. I didn't remember anything, so I asked her. She said we had sex. I wasn't sure I believed her, but there was a used condom on the floor when I reached to grab my clothes. I rushed out of that house as soon as possible, feeling humiliated and violated at the same time. That's not how I wanted my first time to be. I know most guys wouldn't care so much, but I did. I arrived at Emmett's apartment shortly after and told him what had happened. He said he thinks it was set up and that he didn't believe we had sex, she just wants me to think we did to save face.

We went on spring break shortly after with me trying to forget the whole experience. When break was over she never returned to school. I'm not sure what happened to her, but I was grateful that she was gone. Until this day I'm still not sure what happened, so that's why I said the word think I've never been with anyone else."

Bella surprised me by tackling me and wrapping her whole body around mine. It was kind of awkward because I was still sitting in the chair, but didn't care as long as we were Ok again. "I'm so sorry you had to go through that Edward. I'm not normally a violent person, but I wish there was some way for me to kick her ass."

I laughed at that because she never cursed. "It's ok now Bella, it's long forgotten."

"…still Edward. It's despicable that someone can take advantage of a person that way."

"I also owe you an apology. It seems I made the same assumption you did. I assumed because you were gorgeous and famous, that you must have had many lovers. How small minded I was in thinking that way. I'm sorry Edward."

"It's ok love; don't beat yourself up over it. We've both apologized and I just want us to move on." I trailed my fingers up and down her spine. She shivered a little.

I smirked at the way her body responded to me, "Are you cold Angel?"

"No. Can we have make-up kisses now?"

I gave her confused smile. "Make-up kisses?" I wasn't sure what she was talking about, but I was intrigued.

"You know like make-up sex, but only with kisses. We didn't have our first semi-argument."

I laughed at her logic. "Sure, anything you want baby.'

This kiss was soft and tender, and it ended too soon, even though it lasted about five minutes straight.

"Let's get you to bed sweetheart."

I carried her up the stairs to her bedroom and tried to sit her on the bed but she refused to let go.

"Bella. What's wrong?'

She didn't say anything for a while, but when she did her voice was quiet and hesitant, "Will you stay with me tonight Edward?"

I swallowed hard at the thought of spending the night with Bella.

"Are you sure Bella? I don't want to make you uncomfortable."

"I'm never uncomfortable with you Edward. You bring me peace and comfort. Please?" She emphasized her plea with a kiss to my jaw. She knew that was my favorite spot, so she knew what she was doing. "Ok I'll stay with you, but I need to go change into my sleep pants ok?"

"Ok, but hurry back to me," she whispered tiredly.

I quickly ran to my dresser and found the pair I was looking for. Ugh, I had forgotten about the mess in my pants, so I did a quick clean up. I pulled my pajama pants on and grabbed a t-shirt just incase Bella wasn't comfortable with me sleeping shirtless.

When I arrived she was already in bed barely awake. "Um, Bella do you mind me sleeping shirtless? I don't usually sleep with a shirt on, but if it makes you feel better….."

"No, it's fine Edward. Come to bed." Those words made my body react in dangerous ways.

I lifted the comforter and the top blanket to get under and saw what Bella was wearing. Only a tank top and small sleep shorts.

All that exposed creamy skin…..

I got in and got situated with Bella lying across my chest, her hand over my heart, and her leg thrown across mine.

"G'night, my Edward."

I smiled to myself at her declaration, and kissed her forehead.

"Good night my Bella."

It was going to be a long night.

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