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Disclaimer: I do not own The Great Gatsby, no matter how hard I wish for it.

I apologize in advance for any mistakes.

Spoiler: No Gatsby in this chapter (Sad I know) but there is mention. You get to see the dark side of Pamela.

I walk down the halls of my childhood house. Nothing has change even when Dave and his wife move in. He wanted everything to stay the same , I always thought he wanted to be like father so he left everything just like father would have wanted it.

I stood in front of one of the guest bedroom, my mother was held in there. "Never allow out", my father dying wish. He was trying to make her suffer by taking away her freedom. He said he wanted her to break just like she broke his heart. I thought it was cruel but if you spoke your mind you were to be punish from father now it was Dave who did the punishing.

Dave wife Annebeth let me in when Dave is out so I could visit mother. When I saw Annebeth her face was bruise. I ask why. She said she spoke out of term in a dinner party. I was the same. I always spoke out, the rebellious daughter I was. Always had bruise. Nobody question my father, they already knew. But who would go against one of the most powerful people in the world.

I open the door and walk in. My mother was in the corner of the room. Her black hair was full of knots, covering her face. She had wrinkles from old age and her blue eyes were dull, lifeless. Before my mother was a strong cold women. She had long black hair and blue eyes. She always spoke her opinions to friends but never to father or his friends. But when i look at her eyes sometimes I wonder if my eyes were the same. I sat down in one chair and turn to the servants "You may go I must speak to my mother alone." They left. Now I'm alone with a women who was broke inside.

"You came to see your rotten mother." She said looking up it seem she was wearing a dress that cover her whole body and it was black. Dave said father believe it would show the darkness in her, no women with a heart will lie and cheat.

I clear my throat when I notice I daze off "I been gone for a while now mother and those of the words you speak you to me."

She glare at me "You expect me to love you, give you words that would brighten your days. You are your father child there's nothing good about you no love, no heart."

I stood up quickly "I have a heart. I love. You don't." I started walking slowly to her "You don't think I know. I was there when your little lover was telling you to run away with him. You agree. Leaving your children behind along with your husband."

She started to cry "I love that man! Your father took him away from me. I was heartbroken. I'm not stupid. I know you felt heartbroken too when that boy of yours didn't come back from the war. Dead isn't he just like mine, husband and lover."

I was in front of her now, my eyes were watering but I held it in while hers was streaming down her face "I'm getting married mother. I'm fine now. I grieve but I fine now. I'm getting married and im happy something you'll never be."

She started to laugh "You don't love that Buchanan. I remember his father, always had mistresses.

"I bet you were one of them" I sneer

She continued "They cheat, they lie, they break your little heart. But that heart only belongs to that boy that you lost Jay." She said standing up

I started to walk backwards as she walk slowly to me " I knew you love him. You were ALSO trying to run away with him. Your father didn't cared but dave did. He didn't want a normal boy for you, he wanted Alex, the one you are marrying now. I remember you always coming into my room telling me about your boy until you stop. I knew he was gone. And this time it wasnt your father or Dave."

I grit my teeth "Shut up"

"You don't love Alex, you only want him because he was there and Dave wanted you too."

"Maybe your right mother. Dave wanted me to be with Alex. He wanted things for me. But a least he did wanted to leave me in a lock up room. I was there for you when no one else was. Everybody ignore you but I came everyday to see you so you wont be lonely. Now I know I should never come because you alway bring the dark in me and I don't want that."

I started to leave "You're a Taylor. It was always come out." She said yelling when I close the door.

I sat on my bed reading a new magazine. Jordan cam in and took away my magazine "HEY!"

"Why are you sad? Daisy told me the way you acted when you came in. I'm your best friends know something wrong with you! Is it Alex if it is I will hurt him." She said smirking slighty.

I let out a sigh " I saw my mother. " Tears started to fall, Jordan lose her smirk "I'm a horrible person. The way I treated her but She made me so angry and I was a cold-hearted bitch."

She ran to my side "Pamela you are one of the nicest person. Some people bring the worst of us especially your mother. Do you remember she told me I couldn't play golf. I prove my point didn't I?"

I was standing next to my parents, my father was wearing his suit and his brown eyes were so dark you believe they were black. His blond hair was sleek back and he had a glare set on that some people stay back. Dave was standing next to father and he was standing proud. His black hair was short, he was trying to have a glare but his blue eyes betray him shining with excitement, my mother next to him talking to Jordan parents.

Jordan was standing next to her parents when she look at me I smirk.

"Jordan darling do you have any suitors now?" My mother said noticing our interaction.

Jordan straight up and had a fake smile "No . I'm actually planning to be a golfer."

My mother had a disgusted face "Jordan you can't be a golfer you are a women. You are suppose to be a want to put that pretty face to waste." She walk away grabbing some shampine

Jordan glare at my mother back and look back at me "I'll prove her wrong."

"I remember." I said looking down. That was before mother was caught cheating.

"How about we go to a party tonight?" Jordan said standing up.

"A party?" I said. "What party can catch the attention of the Great Jordan Baker?"

"A Gatsby Party!"

"Gatsby?" I was feeling nervous by the second but a little hope of me arise.

"Well nobody know who Gatsby is. Nobody ever seen him. But he does do throw amazing parties. Why?"

I smile in relief "No reason. So when is the party?"