Over.
One harsh, but cold, powerful word.
Over.
It repeated in Kyle's mind over and over and over again.
He couldnt believe it, Litteraly he couldnt.
It couldnt be over.. It really couldnt be.
Kyle laid his head back down into his arms as he was curled up in the corner of his room.
He let out another sob, This couldnt be happening. This couldnt be fucking happening!
His heart physically felt like it had been ripped out of his chest and stomped on, it hurt.. It was.. broken.
Kyle looked up sniffiling looking around his dark room, as he held his knee's tighter to his chest,
'This cant really be going on.. It cant be..
IT CANT BE!'
Kyle put his head back down into his arms.
Two years they've been together.. Cartman made him fall in love with him.
Kyle was fucking in love with him and they've been together two fucking years
and its gone. instantly. like that.
Just.. gone.
Kyle couldnt help but cry aloud, as his shoulders jumped as each sob came out.
'Cartman isnt mine anymore.. he's not my.. boyfriend.
We're over.. were fucking over.. its really over'
Kyle's eyes filled wirth tears again as his face became hott and nose stuffy.
He didnt care.
He wished and hoped and prayed to god this was a dream.. that this was all a fucking nightmare,
and he begged himself to wake up, and maybe wake up in Cartman's arms?
Just lay there with him.. like he usaly did.
Kyle's eyes became wattery again, 'I can never lay with him like that again.. I cant lay on him, I cant sleep with him, I cant..'
Kyle gulped and let out another cry forcing his face into his arms as tears sprang from his eyes.
He couldnt take it, it was too much to take.
He loved him! He fucking loved him!
HOW COULD IT BE OVER!?
IT CANT BE OVER!
Kyle kept crying and curling into a ball holding onto his body tightly.
Everything hurt.. he's never felt so.. broken.
They werent.. together anymore.
No more late nights cuddleing up to him while they watched tv,
No more sneaking out of the window at night, jumping into his car while they drove
off somewhere and make out in the seats.
No more hearing him whisper in his ear, and him putting his fingers through his brown hair and
him smiling devilishly down to him, planning something.
Just.. gone.
All the memories they had.. and their broken up.
It's over.
Over.
Kyle huddled tigher into a ball and cried more in his arms, wipping tears off his cheeks from his knee's.
"Crrreeakk" Kyle heard the door open, he looked up and saw Ike standing there, with light flashed behind him.
Kyle quickly wipped tears from his eyes, "Ike! Go away!" He yelled, trying his best to sound intimidateing..
Ike stod there stareing at his brother.. he knew something wasent right.
He knew something wasent right the moment his brother got home.
He just slouched inside, dropped his bag on the floor, and ran up the steps.. his face was red and looked like
he had been crying.. Ike wanted to go see what was wrong but he heard Kyle sobbing from a few feet away so he
waited ten minneutes.
"Ike! I said get out of here!" Kyle yelled again, trying to clear his throat from any indication he's crying.
Ike stod still, and turned on the light Kyle kept off.
The light flicced on and Kyle put his hands up to his eyes from the sudden flashing, "Ike turn that off! get the fuck out of here!"
Ike sighed and flicced off the light, but shut the door behind him and walked up to Kyle and sat next to him.
Kyle saw his brother looking at him and he sighed. No use in trying to hide it.. Ike already caught him crying when he turned on the light.
"Ike, I really dont want to talk about it." Kyle said, looking away.
Ike store at him sadly, and put his hand to his back comforting him, "What happened?" he asked sympathetically.
Ike guessed it was something about his boyfriend Cartman.. it usually always was.
"Nothing Ok?" Kyle said.
Ike didnt move and Kyle glanced at him getting the message,
"Ok.. something happened" he addmitted.
Ike stared, "Cartman?"
Kyle kept his gaze to the ground. "Yeah.."
Ike store down at his brother sadly.
Kyle sniffed then wiped a tear off his cheek,
"Look dude.. I just really, Really want to be alone right now, Ok?"
Ike nodded and respected his brother's wishes.
He slowly got up and headed for the door.
Ike toke one back look at his brother who stod curled up on the ground, looking away from him.
Ike then shut the door and could hear silent sobs instantly.
Ike had never seen Kyle so upset.. I mean angry, maybe a little sad but he wouldnt cry!
Something bad happened.. he couldnt tell.
Kyle let out another sniffle and wiped snot on his sleave.
'Great. Now My brother thinks I'm a pussy' he thought.
Brothers were suppose to go outside and play catch with your little brother teaching them manly things..
They dont sit in their room and cry feeling broken hearted after they've just got dumped by their boyfriend.
Kyle glared and shoke his head, he couldnt believe it.
He couldnt fucking believe it.
It was over.
Stan and Kenny sat silently in Stan's car.
Neither had said a word.
Stan was stareing down at the steeringwheel while Kenny, in the back seat was picking something that got cought in
his nail.
"I cant believe it.." Stan broke the silence.
"I cant believe they broke up.."
Kenny frowned fliccing out dirt from his fingernail out, "Why? You wanted them to break up sense the day they got together"
Stan looked back at him, "No, just the day Cartman decided to be a jackass."
Kenny laughed, "Dude, he was always a jackass. He just always need a spacific person to rip on.. it was Kyle but you cant rip much on
your boyfriend so he chose you."
"Woopie" Stan glared sarcastically.
Kenny grinned and focoused back down onto his fingernail.
"It's just weird you know?" Stan began again,
"Cartman and Kyle have been together sense they were fifteen.. it's going to be so weird
now that their not together anymore."
Kenny looked up at him and frowned, Forever all Stan used to ever talk about was 'How bad Cartman was for Kyle'
and 'Kyle desereves better' What's he feeling bad for?
"Stan, why do you care? you always wanted them to break up."
Stan stared at Kenny then looked away. he was right.
"I dont know.. Its not so much about Cartman.. I'm worried about how Kyle will handle it.
Cartman was his whole world. He wraped his life around him."
Kenny looked down tapping his finger onto Stan's leather seat,
"It isnt Kyle we should be worried about.."
Stan raised an eyebrow "What do you mean?"
Kenny looked at him and straightened his posture..
"Remember that day we were talkin and you told me Cartman hit him and I left?"
"Oh.. Yeah dude, you left when I was in the middle of talking."
"Yeah, Sorry. Um.. I went over to Cartman's to yell at him for doing that shit right?
and he was.. Really messed up."
Stan's eyes widdened and he gestured his body leaning more towards him,
"How messed up?"
"Very messed up."
"Why? Like, What was he doing?"
"He was.. He was a little drunk.."
"Yeah, as always" Stan hinted him to go on.
"And.. He broke his mirrior and kept cutting himself with it"
Stan's jaw dropped, and drew his neck back, "Cutting himself?"
"Yeah."
"Cartman?"
"Yeah.. with one of the pieces of glass from the mirror.
Dude, he cut really really deep on his wrists, he could have died
if he cut the vain, and he was close."
Stan's mouth went open, "Damn.."
"Yeah"
The car went silent a few moments
"Why?"
"Why what?"
"Why did Cartman cut himself like that?"
Kenny shrugged "I dunno dude.. I could barley understand him,
He slurs to much.. but all i could understand was that he said he was a bad
boyfriend, that he uh.. He deserves to get cut and that.. That he was going to break
it off with Kyle so he doesnt hurt him again"
Stan's eyes were wide open and mouth hung at this point.
Kenny rubbed the back of his neck,
"Dude, I thought he was just sayin that cause he was out of it but.. I guess not."
Stan was still frozen then spoke,
"Dude.. he broke up with him beacuse he didnt want to hit him?
What is he afraid of himself or something?"
Kenny put a hand on Stan's shoulder, "Yeah dude. Really scared of himself.
I would be too.. Cartman was mad, throwing things around, and when I toke the glass
he was cutting himself with he freaked out and went balistic for about 3 minneutes, I had to hold
him still then when he calmed down he started crying"
"Dude.."
"Yeah.. I know."
Cartman tossed the bottle accross the room and it managed not to break.
He put his head to his hair.. 'I cant believe I did that' he thought.
'I cant believe I fucking broke up with Kyle..'
Cartman put his hands to his head.
He couldnt believe it.. it was really over.
No more Kyle.. just.. gone.
Cartman laid his arms on the floor and sunk his head into them,
He couldnt believe it.
He felt his eyes become wattery and heard himself sob as his face
became hott.
It wasent fair.
It wasent fucking fair!
'Why did I take the first sip in the first place?!
I'm so stupid, so stupid, so stupid!' he bung his head.
Cartman never felt like this in his entire life, how is he suppose to do this?!
'I shouldnt have done it..' "I shouldnt have done it!" He banged his fist on the ground then
cried harder.
He only did it beacuse he knew he'd hurt Kyle.. He coudlnt fucking do it.
He wanted to end it before he does something else to him.
Cartman sobbed.
"he was MY jew.." He whispered to himself, face down on his carpet.
"Mine, only mine.."
Cartman sat up and put his hands to his face wipping away any tears,
"The fuck am I?" He asked his empty room, he looked around and everything was dizzy
and falling over. Guess he had too many to drink..
His head hurt, he's been crying for hours.. where was the line between then and now?
How did It come to this?
He used to NEVER cry, EVER. Infront of ANYONE.
He never drank.. well not like this, and he wasent so god damn fucking emotinal!
Cartman glared the thought away, 'maybe the emotinal bullshit is from the whisky' he figguered.
Cartman looked down and started sobbing again..
Cartman heard a door creak open behind him, he instantly swung around and saw Rick leaning against the door in his door way.
Cartman sniffiled and quickly turned around around wipping his tears, "What do you want?" he asked trying to sound mean.
Rick smirked and slowly walked in, ammused, Rick looked around Cartman's room and saw empty bottles everywhere,
"Well I'll be damned.." he mumbled.
"Boy, you keep drinkin like this you'll end up in a hospital somewhere"
Cartman didnt repspond.
Rick walked closer to him to get a better look, then noticed old tears and his face was
red, "What?" Rick smacked him accross the head, "What you cryin about?"
Cartman frowned and looked away, "I wasent crying" He sneered.
Rick grinned "AWWW, What's the little baby so sad about? huuuh? Why are you cwying widdle ewic?"
Cartman stomped up, "Shut the fuck up!"
""Awww, did something happen with your widdle boyfwiend?"
Cartman tightened his fists and clutched his teeth in anger then threw his fist into Rick's stomach.
Rick gasped, then a few secounds later recovered and grabbed Cartman's arms, forced them behind his back and slamed him
against the wall, Rick leaned in closer, "Dont you ever, Fucking EVER, try to fuck with me again!"
Rick slamed Cartman against the wall one more time, "UNDERSTOD?!"
"Yeah.. yeah understod" he murred.
Rick let go of him, and Cartman gasped for air,
"Little punk" he murred and pushed him against the wall, Cartman then slam into.
Rick laughed and left the room.
Cartman breathed hard, and now had to deal with these new marks Rick had just given him.
Wendy flipped her hair takeing a deep breath,
"Ok.." she whispered to herself and put on two sprays of perfume,
"Make this work." She flipped around and flaunted herself to the group.
"Hey guys" Wendy smiled, The four girls looked to Wendy.
Two shrugged her off and kept talking, and two made a weird type, 'Why are you talking to us' look.
She iggnored the looks, "What's up?"
Rachel rolled her eyes, "Nothing much. another freshman wanted to be on the school cheerleading team"
Alison's eyes went wide, "She cant join! That's our terf"
Rachel groaned, "I know, But the stupid princable said it would be 'unfair to have a certain grade in an activity'" She mocked
his voice and the three girls lauged.
Susan put down the mini mirrior she had in her hand and lipstick, "How about this.." she put her lipstick in her bag.
All the girls put there heads in closer for discretion.
"How about we make the freshie's chance at the squad and make it a living hell?
If we exclude her and noone talks to her then she'll quit for sure!"
A jolt of giggles went around the three girls in agreement.
Wendy had her mouth open, "That doesnt sound very -"
"You guys! You guys!" Ashley ran next to Wendy,
"You guys didnt hear yet did you?"
The girls looked confusedly to one another, "Hear about what?" Rachel asked.
"About Eric Cartman and Kyle broflovski?"
Rachel and Susan looked to eachother and laughed,
Alison grinned, "You mean that the two lover boys are together?" she rolled her eyes.
Rachel smirked, "Yeah they came out a long time ago, you didnt know they were gay?"
Ashley rolled her eyes in annoyance,
"No! That's not it, everyone in the entire school knows their gay together,
No but.. They broke up"
They all gasped and eyes went open,
"What?!" Wendy was the first to speak.
"Why? What happened?!" Alison asked, wanting to get the first gossip.
Ashley grinned liking all this attention,
"All I heard was.. Ok, you know how The fat kid got wasted at the dance a few weeks ago?"
Rachel and Alison rolled their eyes at the memorie.
"Yeah?! What about it?!" Wendy pleaded to go on.
"Well.. It was something about that.. and they got in a fight or something and then
Eric got mad and said it was over"
Their eyes glistened wide in amazment.
"Wow" Rachel gaped.
"No.. No, It couldnt be! They didnt really break up did they?!" Wendy asked her mouth hung open
Ashley shrugged "Its what everyone else is saying"
Susan turned to Ashley, "Didnt they go out for like a year?"
"Two year-"
Wendy turned away and paced down the hallways.
She had to find Stan.. or Kyle, She didnt know about Cartman.. Hell Cartman wasent at school
much lately anyway. Wendy gasped at the thought, 'Maybe they really DID break up!'
Wendy quickly turned the hallway and saw her boyfriend putting books into his locker.
"Staann?" She called down the hall walking to him.
Stan turned his head and smiled at her,
"Stan.." she said when she got to him,
"Did Cartman and Kyle break up?"
Stan's smile undid itself and he looked down, damn thats all he's been hearing about today
was"The breakup"
Stan looked back up to her, "Yeah."
"When?"
"Yesterday"
"Why?"
Stan sighed and started walking forward, Wendy followed beside him.
"Cartman.. Hit Kyle the other day"
She gasped, "hit Kyle?! Why?!"
Stan rubbed the back of his neck, "I dont know, I think Kyle was trying to talk him into getting some
help and Cartman just lost it"
A silence went by.
"So.. Kyle broke up with him right?"
"Um.. not exactly."
"What do you mean?"
"Uh.. Cartman broke up with him"
Wendy squinched her eyebrows,
"What? that doesnt make any sense"
Stan stopped walking and turned to her,
"Cartman said he didnt want to hurt Kyle anymore, and he knew he would if
he kept going out with him"
Wendy's mouth hung open, "He wanted to protect Kyle's feelings.."
"Yep."
Wendy smirked and leaned against a locker, "Eric Cartman, wanting to protect someone's
feelings. who would of known?"
Stan smiled, "Hey Hey now, this is his boyfriend were talking about"
Stan swung his bag off his back and zipped it open going through a few things,
"Plus, we cant see Cartman having any real emotions beacuse he always hid it.
Kyle is the only one whose ever seen that side of him.." Stan thought back and imagined it
and shrudded his shoulders "I dont think I want to see that side of him either" he added.
Wendy looked down.
"Oh! And I saw Him cry yesterday" Stan added.
Wendy's eyes widdened, "Cry?! Oh my god, Cartman NEVER crys!"
"I know. He did yesterday"
"Ohh.. How sad.." She thought back at it.
She couldnt help feeling bad.
They were the perfect Gay couple.
Everyone in this town and school knew they were together..
Now their over?
Kyle put his fingers through his hair as the cold water rained down on him.
He sighed and toke the soup rubbing it all over his body.
'Over' the word kept haunting him.
Kyle sniffled and continued spreading the soupy fluids over his stomach and shoulders,
'How can it really be over?'
Kyle sniffled, and rubbed his eye with his fee hand.
He knew it was pretty pathetic.. to be crying in the shower, but he couldnt stop himself.
He's been crying sense he got home.. Over.
Kyle sighed and shut off the water and stayed still a moment, shivering as the cold air rushed through his bare
skin. All he could think about was Cartman.. And the look he gave him today.
Him standing there telling him to his face that.. their broken up.
Not together anymore.
Over.
Kyle leaned back falling against the side of his bathroom tub was and lowered himself down till he was sitting on his knees.
He felt so fucking __ it hurt.
He heard about broken hearts in movies and in songs on on the radio but now that he acctually feels it..
He gets it now, It hurts so fucking bad. No one can imagine.
The one person in their life they found their bound to love for the rest of eternity and they dump you..
as in, Tell you.. it 's over.
KYle shoke and lowered his head into his knees.
he never thought this would happen to them, and now that it has... it hurts more then anything
he has ever expierenced in his entire life.
(Next day)
Stan wandered the halls that morning looking for any signs of Kyle..
None.
He was really worried.. he hasent heard from him sense Yesterday after him and Cartman..
Well, Cartman dumped him.
Stan rolled his eyes and cringed at the thought,
'That asshole, that fucking asshole! I knew he would do it!
I knew he'd fucking break Kyle's heart! God, I fucking hate him!
I HATE him!'
Stan slamed his foot against a locker that caused some people in the hallway
to look at him but he rolled his eyes iggnoring them and walked away.
He couldnt even explain how mad he was that Cartman would do something like that.
Didnt he know how much his best friend loved him?
Didnt he know Kyle would do ANYTHING for him?!
And the thing that pissed him off the most was that Cartman got off with the whole
"I dont want to hurt" theory. That had to be a lie, it just fucking had to be.
That sounded like the un-like Cartman thing he has ever heard in his life!
Stan rolled his eyes and sighed irritably, He looked to his left seeing Kenny putting
his books into his locker down the hall. Stan walked towards him.
"Hey dude" Stan leaned up against the locker,
Kenny looked to him, "Hey" he said half supprised.
Stan wasent usually the one walking up to him.
"Kenny.. Have you heard from Kyle lately?"
Kenny shrugged, "Not sense the whole break up thing yesterday" he slammed his locker.
"Yeah me too."
Kenny rolled his eyes and nodded his head, "This break up is fucking weak dude,
How could they break up? I mean this is Cartman and KYLE.
I didnt think they'd ever break up."
Stan looked up to him, "Yeah me neither."
Stan looks down again and sighs, looking back up,
"I'm really worried about Kyle, dude."
Kenny cocks his head sympathetically.
"I mean.. Cartman was his whole fucking life sense they got together..
How could that fat ass be so godamn selfish!"
Kenny frowned in disagreement,
"Really? Dude, I think that's the most unselfish thing he's ever done"
Stan frowned, "You call, Minipulateing your worst enemy into loving you,
Doing a whole bunch of alcohol, and fucking abbusing him, then turning around
and dumping him not fucking selfish?!"
Kenny glared and put down a finger, "Ok, ONE, Cartman didnt MINNIPULATE Kyle into loving him he just does.."
Stan rolled his eyes,
"And two.." Kenny went on, putting down a second finger,
"No, I call finding yourself in a hard situation you cant figgure out how to dig yourself out of,
and while doing that, losing control and hurting the people around you..
Dude, he broke up with him so he couldnt fucking hurt him again.
He put HIM before himself, you really think Cartman WANTED to break up with Kyle?"
Stan put his arms tightly accross his chest,
"Why are you makeing Cartman sound like the innocent one?!
If he fucking cares abouts Kyle that much then MAYBE he should lay off the booze!"
Kenny's eyes darkened and pierced into Stan's
"It's not that simple"
Stan threw up his hands, "How is that not simple! Put the bottle down and walk away!
Easy!"
Kenny rolled his eyes and nodded his head to the ground, then stepped closer,
"You dont understand"
"Make me understand" Stan pressed.
Kenny looked to him,
"It's not as easy as it sounds.. You get a chemical fucking dependensy on it Stan ok?
Without it, your fucking sick.
Without it, You get fixation,
Without it, You lose your fucking mind."
Silence went over them as Kenny's last word's lingered in the air.
Kenny toke one last glare at Stan and Stalked off.
He was sick of people telling him how fucking easy it was.
He's been around it his whole fucking entire life.
Anyone that tells you its easy.. has no fucking idea.
Stan kept thinking about what Kenny told him earlier.
Was that really true? did It REALLY have that much of an addvantage on you?
Stan tapped his pencil to his desk.
Notherless, he was still mad that Cartman hurt Kyle like that,
even if he WASENT being selfish for one god damn time in his life.
Stan rubbed his hand in his hair, Maybe he was right.. I mean this was
Kenny were talking about, Kenny knows all about that shit.
Stan shut his eyes and sighed, He couldnt even immagine what Kyle's doing right now.
Of course he didnt show up for school today.. neither did Cartman.
No supprise.
Stan put his pencil to his paper and started scribbiling down his supposed answers on
the questions sheet.
'I'll check on him after school' he promised himself.
*****
Stan drove his car up into Kyle's driveway, toke long enough for school to end.
He put the Car into park then shut it off.
As he started walking up to Kyle's door he stopped in his tracks a meer moment,
'Please be ok' he hoped to himself
Then toke in a deep breath and got to the door.
'Knock, Knock, Knock!'
Nothing.
Stan waited a few seconds.. still waiting infrount of the door.
'He should be here..'
'Knock, Knock, Knock, Knock!' he tried again, then he heard footsteps comming his way then open the door
with Ike standing there, with a green shirt and a baseball cap.
Stan smiled polietly, "Hey, Is Kyle here?"
Ike looked around uncomfortably, then put hi hand on the door as if he was about to shut it.
"I dont think He wants to be bothered right now.."
Stan sighed, "Dude, Come on, I know this is about the break up. Kyle will want to see me"
Ike bit his lower lip looking up as if he was concidering it, then sighed,
"Ok.. But be careful, he's really sensitive right now."
Stan smiled, "Thanks little dude" he waved through his hair and let himself in.
Stan slowly got up the stairs and to Kyle's door. Before he opened it, he stopped himself
and toke a deep breath, then slowly went for the handle opening the door.
The room was dark.. Really dark.. Infact, Stan couldnt even see anything in it.
"Kyle?" He asked Gently and flipped on the light.
Kyle shoke in his covers as the sudden light flashed into his eyes.
"Oh.. Sorry, did I wake you up?" He heard his friend ask.
Kyle sniffled and wiped his tears from under the covers, "No.." he said, trying not to let any
crakings in his voice indicate he's been in bed all day crying.
Stan store at the lump in the covers Kyle was under.
He sighed sadly and walked to Kyle and sat on the edge of the bed.
"You Ok dude?" he asked.. then moment it slipped from his mouth, realizing how stupid that sounded.
Kyle sniffled again, "No" he said weakly.
Stan put a comforting hand on Kyle, "Dude It's Ok.."
"No Stan. It's Not" Kyle's voice straigned into a high pitch at the end.
He figgured he sounded like a fucking girl crying like this.. but right now, he really didnt care.
"Kyle, I know your hurting.. But theres a lot of of other fish in the sea.. You'll see"
Kyle sprang up from under the covers sitting upright to face him,
"No there's not! What if someone told you when wendy broke up with you
to forget about it, theres a lot of other fish in the sea?! I dont want any other fucking fish
in the sea I want Cartman!" Kyle pushed himself back down into his bed and gather his blankets in his arms and huff.
Stan looked down sadly at him, His face was all red and puffy.. like he's been crying all day.
"Kyle I'm so sorry.. Cartman's such an asshole.."
Kyle didnt respond, just kept his stare to the wall.
"Stan.."
"yeah?" Stan focoused his full attention.
"Who Am I without him?" his voice shoke quietly.
"Kyle..? What do you mean?"
"I mean.. I finnaly get it now. All those songs on the radio, and storys about a broken heart..
At first you think their just pussys who wont get over themselves but.. I finnaly get it now.
My heart hurts Stan. My heart fucking hurts."
Stan stared down at his best friend in awe.
'He's in fucking deep..'
Stan stroked Kyle's back up and down for reashurishment.
"It's Ok Kyle.. You'll get through this.. It's Ok.."
Cartman sat on his bed with his hand to his head.
He fiannly mannaged to make himself stop crying, but he doesnt feel any better.
He knew he did the right thing here, letting Kyle go before something worse happened
then why did this feel so fucking bad?!
He didnt want to let him go, he didnt fucking want too.
Cartman sighed and looked over at his desk.
He stared at his drawer.
Inside he hid the heroine in it hours ago.
He waited until rick was totally passed out from drinking and toke the shit from his bag.
Cartman slowly walked over to the drawer and toke out the needle and the bag the heroine contained.
He sighed and walked back to his bed,
He stared at the needles and heroine,
Suddenly Kenny's angry voice poped into his head,
'If Kyle saw you doin this shit what would he say?!'
Cartman shoke his head trying to iggnore the voice and opened the bag of
heroine and inserted pinches into the needle.
'I love you Cartman..'
Cartman flinched.
'I'll never let you go fatt ass'
Cartman shoke his head from Kyle's old highschool voice
when they first got together and put a bandage over his arm, tightening it
so the blood could slow down faster enough so he heroine could hit the vain.
'Not like things could be any worse..' he mused.
'I lost him.. I fucking lost him'
"I love you too Kahl" he said tohimself, answering the voices,
Then injectected the needle into his skin as hard as he could.
Authors Note :
I probably over did the whole "I love you" thing, but oh well.
SORRY!! I havent been updateing as quick as I used too..
Ive been skipping days.. sorry its summer and all and I keep
kicking myself in the ass for keep putting this off.
But I knew i HAD to do this.
I didnt even want to write tonight, But I swore to myself not to let another
night pass by. Honestly hopefully the next chap will be written Soon,
(No worries, im sure it will be)
But ive been lazy as hell lately. Please yell at me for that.
Anyways, Theres the chap! Hope you liked it :)
Reviewers.. You guys know how much you mean to me. :D