I am SOOOO sorry this took so long. I have been really busy and my life is confusing right now. I have found my Edward but the problem is I have also found my Jacob. They are both so sweet and they are both jealous of the other when I'm with the other. And the funny thing is that my Edward and I have biology together but he's not my lab partner. His lab partner is my Jacob and they are about to kill each other by the end of the period.

I've been confused and everything that I have written was just confusing and hard to follow. I'm not proud of this chapter and I skipped ahead again just because it was the only one that made sense. I have already written the end and I know how I want the story to go, I just have to get to a certain spot and the chapters will come quickly.

Feb 6 -

"He's so cute!" Alice squealed as she held my new little half brother. Renee and Phil officially welcomed the newest member of their family into the world three and half hours ago.

I found out that Renee was pregnant shortly after Alice's birthday. At first I was sure that nothing good would come out of it and this baby would ruin their marriage, but so far I have been proven wrong. If anything he had strengthen it.

When I found out I was a nervous wreck, but Alice and Rosalie helped me through it.

"Alice she's pregnant!" I cried. Renee and just told me that she's three months pregnant.

"It won't be that bad, you won't be any only child anymore" Alice advised.

"Yeah Bella, you'll have a baby brother or sister who you can dress up" Rosalie added.

"You guys don't understand. Babies break up marriages, they make everything so much more stressful" I blubbered.

"Bella what are you talking about?" Rosalie asked instantly.

"The only reason my parents got married was because Renee was pregnant with me"

"What does that have to do with this?" Rosalie inquired.

"You don't see, Renee and Phil haven't even been married for a year! I don't want this baby to go through the same things I have had to. Having kids right away ruins a marriage, there is no time for them to get to know each other better."

"Bella what have you had to go through? And your mom and Phil dated for five years before they got married. Your parents dated during high school. This is different, it will be fine" Alice encourage.

"Being shipped back and forth between my parents like a package is not fine. I get on a plane to go visit my dad in California for three weeks a year. My parents don't see or even speak to each other, ever!" I cried, "There are so many things in a kid's life that you want both parents to see. Or if you go over to a friends house and see their parents sitting on the couch together watching TV peacefully, it's hard. I don't ever remember my parents together, when I was little one of my friends once asked me, 'Why doesn't your daddy live here?' and I didn't know why, it hurts. Divorce hurts; it hurts kids even if they don't show it. It hurts them more than you know."
"Bella, Renee and Phil aren't getting a divorce. My parents had me a year after they were married. It worked out. This child will have two of the most loving parents and a great sister to take care of it. Not to mention two amazing personal shoppers." Rosalie winked at Alice.

I laughed.

"It will work out Bella, believe me" Alice assured me.

And so far it did.

As soon as Renee went into labor, I called Alice. She picked me up and we went shopping for more baby stuff. He was going to be one spoiled little boy.

He already had a closet full of clothes that could be for either a boy or girl and now that Rose and Alice knew the sex, I was sure that his closet would expand.

Renee called me about six hours later to inform me that I had a little brother and Alice and I rushed to the hospital to meet him.

Alice was cuddling him in her arms with a large smile on her face. "What are you going to name him?" Alice squealed with excitement.

Renee turned to look at Phil who nodded slightly, "We were thinking Cole Alexander; Alexander after Phil's dad."

"Cole Alexander Dwyer. I like it." She smiled touching his face gingerly. "I love babies. I want a baby" she cooed at Cole.

"Not too soon Alice" Renee warned, "You should be married first and go to college. It's not easy to raise a child by yourself. Trust me, I know from experience."

My heart dropped a little, she did have to raise me by herself and she had to give up a lot to do it. I could never thank her enough.

"I'm not stupid Renee; I don't want a baby now. That would ruin everything; I am definitely waiting until at least after college." Alice assured her, "I already know what I'm naming them, I going to have a girl and a boy. They will be Anna and Logan."

"And what if you have two boys?" I questioned.

"I'm not" she said defensively, "It's scientifically proven, we learned about it at school when I as younger. When you close you're eyes there are ridges that your eye lids make. That determines how many kids you will have and what their sexes will be. Here Renee close your eyes." Renee did as directed, Alice studded her for a minute, "Yep, Cole is your last kid. You are meant to have a girl then boy."

"Do you know anyone that you have told this to, before they had any kids?" Phil asked disappointedly.

"Well as a madder of fact I have" Alice said with an attitude, "My cousin, Kayla was pregnant and I told her that she would have two girls and a boy. She has had the two girls and she is pregnant again WITH a boy."

"Alice, don't get all defensive, it's an interesting concept." Renee grinned, "Go read Bella, I want to know how many grandkids I will get!" she smiled and clapped her hands.

"Oooo, you and Edward are going to have such cute kids" Alice beamed.

I shut my eyes, "Alice, for the billionth time I'm not marring Edward."

"We'll see about that" she smirked, "Ok, you will have three boys…ooo and twins!"

I rolled my eyes, "Great a house full of boys, that'll be fun."

"Don't be stupid Bella, those boys will be the cutest little boys ever. And when you do I'm going to laugh because you didn't believe me."

"We'll see about that" I smiled back.

"Oh Bella, you are going to have to come visit me all the time so I can see my grandkids!" Renee cheered.

I rolled my eyes, "That's going to be a long ways away. You should be thankful for what you have. You just had a baby for crying out loud, now your thinking about grandkids."

Phil laughed, "That's unlike you honey, you never plan ahead."

There was no response. I looked over to Renee; her head was bobbing up and down like a yo-yo. I took it as sign to leave. Alice gently placed Cole into Phil's arms and we said our quick good-byes.

"Are you sure you'll be ok Bella?" Renee mumbled sleepily, "Phil can go home with you tonight."

Phil gave me a pleading stare, he wanted to stay here with his wife and son, "Mom, I'll be fine. I'm going over to the Cullens anyway. I'll just stay overnight."

She nodded slightly and let sleep take over. Alice and I waved good-bye to Phil and headed down to the parking lot.
"I can't believe you have a little brother" Alice squealed.

I smiled slightly, I had a little brother. Something I never thought I would have. When you're little and an only child, you always want a little brother or sister to play with or share the blame. But I gave up on getting a sibling years ago. Now I had one, not one that I could share the blame of something, but one that I could love and play with. "I know me too" I smiled.

"It's going to be so much fun getting clothes for him"

I wanted to scream, we had just gotten him bags full today and he already had a closet full. "Alice you're a shopaholic! Can't you pick on someone else for a change."
"Well you don't let me shop for you and Rose can do it herself and the guys aren't all that fun to buy for. But now I have Cole, and baby clothes are soooo cute!"

Only Alice I thought. We hopped into Alice's Porsche and drove back to the Cullens.

We were bombarded with questions about Cole when we arrived back to the Cullens. Edward immediately snaked his arms around my waist when we enter the house. Alice winked at me and then went to talk to Esme about Cole.

I stayed in place, locked by Edward's arms. I turned to look at his face. He smiled crookedly, "How does it feel?"

"What?" I asked puzzled.

"How does it feel to be a big sister?" he smiled.

I let out a little laugh, it sounded like something you would ask a five year old, not someone who was fourteen. "I guess, the same, I still don't believe it though."

"Why would that be?" he questioned. He was always like that, he didn't want just a straightforward answer, he wanted details and he was always interested.

"Well I guess I gave up on ever having siblings. I always thought it would be Renee and I forever. And then Phil came into the picture, but it was a nice addition and now we have Cole. I guess my life isn't turning out the way I expected" I smiled and looked into his beautiful green orbs, "its better."

He let out the musical laugh of his, "You deserve the best"

I blushed and buried my face in his chest, "And you guys, I never expected to have such a great group of friends."

"Sometimes life throws you things you never expected, some are bad and some are good" he smiled, "Right now, you are getting the good and you deserve it."

I grinned slightly and looked into his gorgeous eyes, me heart skipped a beat. Why did he have to be so perfect? Every time I talked to him I liked him more, he always knew what to say.

"Do you guys want to watch a movie?" Alice called from the other room.

Edward looked at me, I shrugged. "Sure, we'll be there in a minute" he called pulling me into a hug. I could stay there forever, in his arms.

He let go of my waist but grabbed my hand as we walked to the living room.

"Ballerina!" Emmett shouted as we entered, that was my new nickname ever since Alice's party when I was twirling around in circles with Jasper.

"Hey Bells" Jas called. I jumped, I was expecting him to be here, well of course he was here, he was always here. He and Alice were already sitting on the couch waiting for us.

"Oh hey Jas" I smiled,

Jas laughed, "How's the little brother?"

"Little I guess" I said truthfully, that's pretty much all I knew about him right now.

"Baby's usually are Ballerina! You wouldn't want something that weighs twenty pounds coming out from down there do you?" Emmett smiled with a mouth full of sandwich pointing at his crotch.

Rose slapped him, "Don't be so immature! Guez your four years older than her and she doesn't laugh anytime someone says the word booby."

Emmett's face grew red, trying to contain laughter, but he contained it, "That doesn't count, do you know how many people think that she is your guys age? They think that she's sixteen! And she even looks it!"

It was true, anytime I was out with them I was always asked what school I went to because they had never seen me at school before. But it wasn't because I didn't go to Forks High; it was because I was still in junior high.

Everyone nodded there head and we sat in awkward silence for awhile. "Let's just watch the movie?" Jas suggested.

"Sure" I agreed, happy for a change in topic, "What are we watching?" Everyone looked back and forth at each other, "What? What is it?"

They continued to exchange glances back and forth at each other until Alice finally spoke up, "You'll see."

It wasn't really the answer I was hoping for, but one that I knew I couldn't fight. She would never give in and no one else would go against Alice.

Rose and Emmett settled onto the small armchair for what I assumed would be another make out session while Edward and I sat down in the love seat. Alice winked at me; she always made fun of me when we were in the 'love' seat.

When we were all situated, Alice hit play and the movie began. All I heard at first was a bunch of screams, I didn't like it. The opening credits continued until the name of the movie appeared, Texas Chainsaw Massacre. "NO!" I screamed, "We are not watching this."

"Oh come on Bella it's not that scary and every things really old with bad effects and stuff. It's totally unrealistic" Alice advised.

"Alice you know how much I hate scary movies!" I cried, "Please can we watch another movie? Please, please please?"

She smiled and pointed at Rose and Emmett who had started their make out session early, "It was his turn."

My face became red with fury, Emmett liked a good laugh but this was too much. We each took turns picking out the movie and I had once spilled that I hated scary movies and now Emmett thought that this would be funny.

"WHAT THE FUCK EMMETT? You know how much I hate scary movies" I screamed.

He pulled away from Rose slowly and looked at my annoyed, "But I wanted to watch this movie" he said sadly.

"You don't even fucking watch the movie, you're attached to Rose's face the entire time anyway!" I shrieked.

He shrugged and sat up putting Rose on his lap, "We're done, I'm going to watch this."

I groaned, this was going to be a horrible night.

"We can go somewhere else, you don't have to watch this" Edward said sweetly, but I could tell he wanted to watch this.

I truly considered it, but decided that I could tough it out for one night, "I'll be fine"

"Are you sure" he asked looking at me directly in the eye. I was a horrible liar, and if I spoke I knew he would see right through me. So I just nodded hoping it would be enough.

He signed and turned towards the TV. I hated that movie with a passion. I spent most of the movie hiding the face in Edwards shirt. Every time I came closer to him he smiled and hugged me tighter.

Alice was right the effects were terrible and you could tell that it was made in the seventies but it was still scary to me.

Emmett watched the entire movie and laughed every time I jumped or screamed. I was going to paid him back with a chick flick marathon.

The movie ended around two in the morning and Jasper had to go home. It was so cute listening to Alice and him say good-bye.

"I love you"

"No I love you more"

"No way there is no way someone could love as much as I love you" and then Alice jumped into his arms and kissed him passionately.

It went on like that for awhile until Jasper finally had to leave. We said good night to the other guys and headed upstairs.

Rose stayed down longer or rather make out with Emmett. We all got ready for bed and sat down in Alice little 'living room' area.

To complete the scary movie mood they had to make me watch some show about haunted houses and castles.

"Ugh…I would hate to live in a haunted house, too creepy!" Rose shivered.

I nodded, "I can barely watch it on TV!"

"At least you guys never had to live in one" Alice shrugged.

"Like you have!?!" Rose said more like a statement.

"As a matter of fact I have" Alice said smugly, "And it was the scariest thing ever!"

Rose sat there with her mouth hanging open, "Are you serious?"

"Yes, I wouldn't lie" Alice said with fake hurt in her voice.

"What happened? Where was this?" I asked interested.

"When I was ten we moved to this apartment in Seattle. My dad was still alive back then. And we always heard strange noises at night. But in the bathroom was the worst. Anytime I used to shower head, I would hear 'Why? Why them?' I took baths for a year! No one believed me because it only happened to me, but one night Cynthia and I had some friends over and we were sleeping in the living room and we had just finished watching The Shining, so we turned the TV to go to sleep. But a couple minutes later it turned back on, we all assumed that someone had rolled over on top of the remote, but when we looked the remote was on top of the TV. It was strange but we just turned the TV off again and went back to bed. Then it happened again, so we unplugged it and it happened again. We all screamed, I was ready to go get my dad when around the corner we all saw this little boy, he looked scared and then he was gone."

"Oh my god!" Rose gasped.

Alice gave her an evil glare but continued, "My dad slept out in the living room with us that night and we would see the little boy once and awhile, but the only one that truly believed me was Cynthia and her friends because they were the only other ones that had seen him. One day when we were going across the street to the park an old lady stopped us. She asked us if we lived in the apartments across the street and we nodded, she then asked us if anything weird ever went on in the apartment. We dumbfounded, we didn't know how she knew when no one else believed. She explained to us that a couple years ago a woman and her son were crossing the street to get to the park and were hit by an oncoming car and killed. The husband was so depressed that he killed himself in their bathroom."

"Is that…" I started.

She looked at me, "The little boy that we had seen, and the voices in the bathroom were the ones of the man that had committed suicide. Cynthia and I didn't get anymore information from the lady, but we no longer wanted to go to the park. We raced home and went directly to the bathroom and began to tare at the wallpaper. I don't know what we were trying to find but what we did find was old wallpaper covered and written on in blood."

"Uck! Please tell me you didn't stay there?" Rose said sticking her tongue out.

Alice nodded, "We showed our parents and they both agreed right away that we had been right all along. They started packing right away."

"How scary" I mumbled, "I could never live there. I would have had a heart attack and died."

They both laughed, "Only you Bella" Alice smiled.

We talked about random stuff for awhile and eventually drifted off to sleep.

I began to dream of babies, but as I looked closely at the babies none of them were Cole. Soon one was brought to me and strong arms wrapped around my neck, "He looks like you" a musical voice said behind me.

"No, he has your eyes" I said.

I turned to look at the man, it was Edward. He was shaking his head and kissed me sweetly. "Our son" he mumbled into my ear, "I love you Bella."

I was sleeping but I'm sure my heart stopped, I didn't care if it was a dream, it was the words that I wanted to hear and the man that I wanted to be with had said them.

Stupid Alice, she had gotten all this in my head.

So the eyelid thing, I honestly don't know if it really works and I doubt it does, but and that is what one of my friends once told me. You will get later why I had to put this in here. And again I am so sorry this took so long :(