Chapter 3 - Edward

Squeezing my eyes closed and leaning my head back on the bed, I groaned. Not out of pleasure, but out of complete and utter frustration.

With determination, I pushed up on my elbows and looked down at the head of brown hair that was bobbing up and down on my dick, hoping that the sight of my cock sliding in and out of her mouth would help the situation. It didn't.

I furrowed my brow and rolled my eyes when she moved her green eyes up to mine and flicked her hair over one shoulder. She wasn't sexy and she wasn't getting the job done.

She was Forks, personified. And I was over it.

I reached down and wound my hand in her curled hair and pulled her mouth away from me. She whimpered when I popped out of her mouth and lurched forward to take my poor cock back into her boring mouth. I pulled her back again and her eyes met mine. They were dull and lifeless – or at least they looked that way to me. Forks had sucked the life out of everything and everyone. But it sure as hell wasn't going to get me.

"Sorry, Jess, it's just not working is it?" My tone was condescendingly sympathetic.

"I can ... let me try again," she whimpered.

"I don't think that's such a good idea." This wasn't the first time she'd been let near my dick, and the other times had been just as memorable. My dick – and my sanity – couldn't handle this anymore. Forks girls did not know how to give head; and that was just the beginning of their problems.

My father had moved us up here when my mom died two years ago; he was offered a good job at a nearby hospital and jumped at the chance to get away from the grief of the city.

The first year living in Forks was great. I was free from the pity filled eyes and sympathetic pats on the back; I was free to start my life again, the way I wanted. I quickly learnt to enjoy the lack of police discipline here. It certainly made a change from the city where I was always getting picked up for something. Here, the police look the other way. Either that or tell your parents – everyone knew everyone.

Except my father was never here. The hospital he worked at was in Port Angeles, and he stayed in a penthouse there for most of the week – and usually the weekends as well, leaving me and my baby sis Alice alone in the house. He had turned into the sort of father I always wanted; one that doesn't give a shit and just sends money. Perfect.

Everything was perfect until I realized where I was. Forks. The middle of fucking nowhere. An inconsequential cloud covered piece of shit where nothing happened. Ever.

Nothing moved in Forks. Everything was always the same. The people, the way the dressed, the way they spoke, the things they did, the people the fucked, hell – the way they fucked! The sky was always grey, it rained almost constantly. Forks was stagnant.

Needless to say, after that first year I got pretty fucking restless. I fucked any girl that would have me – and that was all of them; I am Edward Cullen for fucks sake! – hoping to find someone interesting, someone to alleviate the tension I could feel building. Alice, who was almost as frustrated as me, threw a few parties and handed out some weed, but the townie dickheads wouldn't go near the stuff ... no one except Emmett McCarthy.

As soon as Emmett put the spliff in his mouth it was obvious that he'd had it before. And that immediately piqued my interest; he was different from the normal losers round here. Over the next few weeks Alice and I began to hang out more with Emmett, he was a decent guy. He lived on his own with his mom – his dad was in prison... Emmett never spoke about why he was in there. But it didn't matter ... in a matter weeks he was one of us. There was never a day that Alice, Emmett and I didn't hang out together. He was my brother from another mother.

But now I was starting to feel the same restlessness I felt before. Things had stopped again. Grinded to a mind numbing, splatter-my-brains-on-the-pavement, halt. Sure, I enjoyed hanging out with my sister and McCarthy, but just hanging with the same two people every day of your life seriously starts to drag.

Something needed to happen soon, or I was seriously going to lose my shit.

"Just go." I stood and pulled my pants up, putting my dick away and promising it something better soon. I could smell my temporary salvation wafting up the stairs. My sister and Emmett had lit the bong that would hopefully grant me a few hours of blissful ignorance.

I handed Jess her bag and walked out of my room without another look at her. She knew the way out; that girl was an expert at one thing – the walk of shame. I'd see her in another hour at school – hopefully treating her like this would encourage her to stay away from me. Not likely.

I took the steps a few at a time; every step taking me towards salvation- however temporary it may be.

"She was awesome, Alice! Don't you think?" I could hear Emmett's loud voice raised in excitement when I reached the second floor landing.

"Sure Emmett." I could tell Alice was holding smoke in her lungs as she spoke, "I already told you how completely awesome I think she is."

"She flipped the bird to the Burt's, Pastor Burt! A priest!" I jumped the last few stairs into the living room where Emmett and Ali where crowded around the biggest bong we had.

"Who flipped off the priest?" I asked with genuine interest.

"Bella Swan!" Emmett beamed at me and passed me the bong; I took the smoke deep into my lungs and held it there.

"Chief Swan's daughter, she just moved here and she's in our year." I released the smoke and took another drag before handing it onto my sister. "We ran into her at the store yesterday, she's kinda badass."

"Chief up-my-ass's daughter is a badass?" I smiled at the irony. Chief Swan had made a habit of picking me up and bringing me home at least once a week my first few years here, and every time he was accompanied by his 'better than you' attitude. If his daughter was like me, I could have a bit more fun with him.

"Not only is she badass but she's hot as hell." Alice rolled her eyes when Emmett spoke. He put his hand on my arm and his eyebrows rose up into his hairline to accommodate for his wide eyes. "And she has a killer car!"

"Emmett's sort of besotted."

"Yeah I can see that, she worth it?" I asked my sister.

"Sure," she shrugged. "She's the hottest girl I've seen round here – apart from me of course," she raised her eyebrows and looked at me.

"Of course." I indulged her.

"It looks like she might cause a bit of trouble, so I guess she's at least worth a chance."

"A chance, are you kidding me? Bella is totally in with us!" I laughed at Emmett and took the bong from his hands before he had chance to take any.

"Dude, you got it bad! You need to fuck this bitch and get it out of your system!" Alice joined in with my laughter.

"No way man! I don't want to fuck Bella, she's too cool for that, I just wanna hang out with her and join in on her fun." He took the last of the bong.

"Too cool to fuck!" I shook my head and ran my hands through my hair. This girl must really be something special.

"Come on losers, time to get to school." Alice stood and pulled me and Emmett to our feet, "Then Edward can meet Bella himself, and Emmett can not fuck her all day."

"Hey, Edward. Where's this morning's skank?" Emmett asked across the roof of my new silver Volvo while he let Alice in the back.

"Fuck knows man. I know where she's not though. Anyway near my dick!" I got in the car accompanied by Emmett's booming laughter.

"Still not found anyone that can fit your wang in?" Emmett snickered.

"It's these small town chicks, they don't know what they're doing!" I moaned and started the car.

"Amen to that brother." Emmett fist bumped me and winked at Alice in the mirror. I did not want to what that was about.

"Maybe this new girl will be better at head?"

"Hey, not cool man!" Emmett spoke in a harsh, protective voice. His fist connected with my dashboard.

"What the fuck got up your ass?" I shot him an angry look as I sped down the road.

"Don't talk about Bella like that fuckward!" His darkened eyes met mine.

"What has this bitch done to you to get you so projective? Fuck, man, you only met her yesterday!" Alice leant forward between the front seats and looked at Emmett as well.

"Shit, I'm sorry," Emmett's voice had lost all anger; he looked down at his hands in his lap. "I'm sorry, it's just..." He trailed off and rested his head in his hands; his fingers splayed out and covered his eyes. I looked at Alice and she shrugged. She reached her hand over and rested it on Emmett's shoulder.

"Fuck!" Emmett lashed his hand out , punching a massive dent in my dashboard. Alice elbowed me and gave me a look warning me to be quiet.

I leant back against my locker, which just happened to be outside of my first class.

"Hi." an annoyingly familiar voice drilled into my head. I involuntarily turned my head; Jess was standing in front of a girl I didn't recognise. She was gorgeous. She was wearing black tight fitting jeans, red converse and a white tank top that clung flawlessly to her body. Her hair was dark brown and hung messily down her back. My feet itched to take me closer to her, but my dick refused to step even a foot closer to Jessica and her slimy mouth.

"I'm Jessica Stanley." She smiled and held her hand out to the girl.

The girl looked at Jess's hand in front of her and scoffed. "Am I supposed to care?" She pushed passed Jessica, sending her back into the lockers. My dream girl! She marched into bio class.

I followed in right behind her, making sure I got a good look at her perfect tight ass. Emmett was right; this bitch was hot as hell! And if he wasn't going to fuck her, then I sure as hell would!

I walked over to my desk and leant back in the chair and watched her. She walked up to the front of the class and said something I couldn't hear. Mr Molina frowned and pointed to me. The beauty turned and sauntered over. She threw her bag on the table and took the seat next to me.

"You're Bella swan right?"

"Right?" She looked over at me with a frown. I nodded at her and turned away to look out the window.

"Hey, Fucker!" She pushed her hand against my shoulder and nearly sent me sideways off my chair.

"What the fuck was that?"

"Do I get to know your name seeing as you know mine?" The sound of her voice sent my heart into a frenzy and I fought hard to keep it from showing on my face.

"Edward. I'm ..."

"Alice's brother." She finished for me. She smiled at me for a moment before facing the front of class as Mr Molina began the lesson. I continued to watch her through the corner of my eye.

"You know her?" She turned fully in her chair to face me. She gestured behind her; I leant around to see Jess staring at us.

"Yes," I sighed. "Unfortunately so does my dick."

Bella burst out laughing. Every head in the class turned to look at her but she seemed completely oblivious and I couldn't help myself from laughing along with her.

"Bella, Edward? Do you have something you wish to share with the class?" Mr Molina spoke over our laughter, Bella raised her head to look at me- she had tears in her eyes from laughing so hard. Fuck, I loved this girl!

"Want to get outta here?" she whispered through the side of her mouth at me, I nodded.

"Sure," Bella stood up and winked down at me."I'd like to tell..." she looked down at me and I whispered Jessica's name, "Jessica Stanley to stay away from dicks she can't handle." Jessica instantly went red and a few people around the room laughed, the rest were probably in shock.

"Bella..." Mr Molina tried to gain control.

"And fuck you very much for this entertaining introduction to Fuckup's High School, but we're outta here." She took my hand in hers and led me from the classroom.

She didn't release my hand after she slammed the door behind us and she didn't slow her pace as Mr Molina walked into the corridor and called us back; she just stuck her middle finger up at him and I almost jizzed in my pants right there. She didn't let go of my hand when she pushed open the doors to the school and walked out into the rain then she pulled us into a run.

"You're amazing!" I squeezed her hand.

"That's what they tell me." She winked at me and came to stop in front of the sexiest car I've ever seen. She opened the door and jumped in the driver seat. "Get in limp dick!" she called out before she opened the door.

"Edward Cullen, meet my baby." She threw her arm wide in the car; the back of her hand came into contact with my chest and sent a bolt of electricity through me.

"Hey baby," I stroked the cars dash – there wasn't any fucking big dents like my poor car. Bella laughed at me.

"So what's your poison?" She held out a bag of pills and spliffs.

You! "I'm easy, you choose." I could smell her wet hair and skin in the small space of the car.

She ruffled around in the bag and pulled out two little pink pills with a heart with an arrow through it and smiled up at me. Ecstasy. She raised an eyebrow in question and I nodded quickly back at her.

She put one pill between her lips and leant closer to me and held the other in front of my lips, balanced on her pointer finger. I opened my mouth to her and she placed the pill on my tongue. I closed my lips around her finger and swirled my tongue over her skin tasting it. She tasted like heaven. Bella slowly pulled her finger from my mouth and lent behind us and pulled a bottle of Cuervo from the back seat. She took her hat off and shook her hair out before she took a mouthful and passed it to me. I took a big drink, swallowing my pill and keeping my eyes locked on hers.

Bella slid across the seat until she was next to me and ran her hand over the back of my neck and twirled her fingers in my sweat dampened hair. I moaned and let my head fall forward as the electricity flowing through her fingers sparked through my entire body and set me on fire. She pulled lightly at my hair and I moaned again, the feelings she was causing in my body were fucking amazing. This woman truly was a goddess.

She moved to straddle my thighs and ran both of her hands through my hair. We were both breathing heavily and sweating; the car windows were steaming up. I ran my hands along her arms and into her hair. She arched her head into my hands and pulled my hair tighter. Our moans synchronised. I ran my fingers from the roots to the tips of her hair; it was the softest thing I had ever felt. I lost track of time as I gave myself over to the feelings.

Bella pulled my hand from her hair and began playing with my fingers. She held our hands up together and measured the difference in size. She traced each line on the palm of my hand then ran her fingers over the back of my hand. I thought nothing would beat the feel of her hands in my hair. I was wrong. Bella intertwined her fingers in mine and held onto my hand tightly, the electrical charges she was conducting buzzed through my body and sparked in the air between us.

When Bella slipped off of me, I gasped at the loss of her heat; but it wasn't gone for long. She grabbed a bottle of water and took a long drink, she gave me the rest. I hadn't noticed how thirsty I was when Bella was on me. She lay down on the bench seat with her knees bent up by the door and her head in my lap.

Instinctively I began to run my fingers over her face and through her hair. Bella closed her eyes and smiled as I worshiped her. I was going to make this girl mine.