Chapter 4 – BPOV
Three things happened at once:
Someone banged very loudly on the steamed up window.
I rolled over to come face to face with Edward's unexpected erection and
My cell started to scream at me.
"What the fuck is going on?" Edward grumbled, his arms stretched above his head and in the process shoved his hips closer to my face. I swallowed loudly as I got a good look at the hidden treasure before me. I clenched my teeth together and braced my hands against the seat. My tongue seemed to vibrate with the want I felt for him. I let a deep breath escape my lips and Edward hissed.
I tore my eyes away from the very noticeable bulge in his pants and looked up at him. My breath caught all over again. Earlier today I hadn't noticed how completely breath-taking Edward Cullen was; I was too busy trying to make the biggest and best first impression I could. I had vaguely registered his hotness – or I would never have pulled him from class with me – but I didn't really look at him... until now. His hair was a coppery brown, spikey mess that hung wildly around his head – my fingers ached to be tangled in it. His eyes were the brightest green I had even seen, his lips were full and begged to be licked, I could see the muscles hiding under his shirt.
Edward slowly moved his eyes from his groin to my face. The lopsided grin pulling at his lips made my heart stutter. I swallowed thickly and moved up onto my knees and away from the very naughty temptation that was Edward Cullen.
"Bella! Have you got Edward in there?" An unfamiliar voice called out. My phone started to ring again. Aaron Bruno calling out to me.
I kicked the driver's door open and grabbed my cell at the same time.
Alice and Emmett were stood on the other side of my door, Alice looked annoyed, Emmett looked impressed but maybe a bit pissed. "He's right here," I gestured my hand to Edward and didn't look at him as I reached behind me and grabbed my Cuervo.
"Hey Jazz." I answered my call.
"Hey Darlin'," I felt the corners of my lips pull up at the sound of his voice. "How's your first day of school? Fun?"
"Not as much fun as it will be," I smiled through the phone, Jasper laughed then sighed.
"You okay, baby?" I took a deep drink from the bottle and lent back against my car.
"I miss you, Bella, so fucking much."
I squeezed my eyes shut tightly, I wouldn't cry here – I wouldn't show any weakness to Forks, "I miss you too, Cowboy."
Jasper sighed again and I wished I could have been with him to make him feel better, "I'll be there in 5 days, sweetheart, we will have a lot of time to catch up on."
"I don't think I'll survive those 5 days." The truth.
"Me either baby girl, me either." I opened my eyes and groaned when a beam of sunlight shone directly on me.
"Fuck me Jasper! There is sun in Forks!" I held my hand up to cover my eyes.
"And you're not happy about that?!"
"I just had a little pick-me-up from your bag of treats." I neglected to mention anything about the green eyed god I shared it with.
Jazz laughed in understanding. The sound of his laughter reverberated through my body and set a low fire burning in the bottom of my stomach.
"Hey Jazz? While you phone me tonight? I got an idea."
"Sure baby. Do I get to know what this idea is?"
"You will..." I drew out the word, teasing him.
"Now?"
"Later." My voice turned low and husky, "But you'll enjoy it."
"Fucking tease!" Jasper shouted but I heard the smile in his voice.
"Love you."
"Love you more."
I held the phone to my ear until I heard Jasper disconnect the call. I listen to the empty dial tone with a heavy heart before turning to my potential friends.
I was surprised to find only Alice leaning on the front of my baby. I tightened my fingers around the bottle I was holding and took a deep breath. I do not like people touching my car. When I had my temper under control, I grabbed my ray bans and joined her on the bonnet.
"Where'd everyone go?" I jumped up so I was sitting on the car, Alice stayed leaning against the grill – good girl. I took another drink and relished in the soothing burn that stroked my throat.
"Edward... um... they... went to class." I raised my eyebrows at her shit poor attempt at a lie. But she was facing away from me.
"Lying bitch." Alice whirled away from my car and faced me, shock and chagrin on her face.
"Chill babe! If you have a fucking heart attack on me your ass will die, I don't know CPR," I laughed at the look on her face and took another drink. The golden liquid was sloshed in the bottle.
"I'm sorry Bella...I ... they." Alice stammered over her words.
I laughed freely at her, "Calm down, seriously!" I watched as she nodded and took some deep breaths. Man, this girl was weird.
"I'm sorry," she finally spoke with a steady voice, "They just ..." she trailed off.
"Relax Alice, you don't have to tell me," I nudged her with my shin and she turned to look at me, I handed her the bottle and she took a small sip and shivered. God bless the lightweights. "We all have our secrets, right?" I winked at her and she smiled, handing me back my drink. "But seriously babe, someone needs to teach you how to lie," I took a gulp and handed her back the bottle, she took another shiver inducing sip, "and how to drink," I laughed at her. "Fuck, and how to dress!" I frowned at her preppy clothes. Alice frowned at me.
"And I think I know just the women to do it." I winked at Alice and she smiled brightly back at me. I motioned with my head for her to join me in the hood of my car – a fucking privilege- and she quickly hopped up.
"So, tell me about that brother of yours." I pushed my sunglasses up onto my head.
"Edward? What about him?" Alice stretched her legs out and laced her hands in her lap.
"What's his deal? With this Jessica girl?" I won the fight to keep all hints of jealousy from my voice.
"Jessica's a slut. She fucks Edward because she thinks it makes her cool to be with the local bad boy. He lets her because he has no one, or nothing, better to do. He's not even nice to her and she keeps coming back for more." Alice shook her head and I could see the disapproval on her face. "What happened with you and Edward today?" she lost the disapproving look and her face lit up, hoping for gossip that didn't exist.
"Nothing exciting. Bio was boring me, the teacher was a douche and that slut kept looking at me. So we cut out and came here," I patted my baby, "and had a little party." I smirked at Alice.
"You fucked him!"
"No, Alice." I hit her lightly on the arm to try and ignore the images of her brother hot, naked and sweaty in my bed. "We just hung out. Not a big deal."
"Do you like him?"
"Sure, he seems cool." I shrugged.
Alice rolled her eyes at me, "I meant, like like him."
"I know you did." I shot her a look and she rolled her eyes at me again.
"So... do you?" she turned around to face me and sat Indian style, I watched carefully to make sure she didn't scratch my car.
"I have a boyfriend." I purposefully didn't answer her question and stretched out in the little bit of lukewarm sun that filtered down to us.
"You didn't answer my question, Bella."
"I know, Alice."
I put my ray bans on and slipped off my car and held my hand out to Alice. "Come on, Pixie, what d'ya say to showing me around this Podunk little down?"
She took my hand and slipped from my car, "I'd love to."
"So what's Emmett's story?" I looked at Alice over my caramel coffee frappa. We had driven to the slightly larger town of Port Angeles to fulfil my need for Starbucks. What sort of fucked uptown doesn't have a Starbucks!
Alice took a long slurp on her passion fruit smoothie. Putting it on the table, she crossed her legs and took a deep breath. "Emmett moved here when he was still little with his mom after his dad was sent to prison."
"What's he in for?"
"Emmett will never say, but it's life so it's got to be something big, right?" Alice's eyes shone with intrigue.
"Yeah, I guess." I shrugged; if Emmett didn't want to say then I wouldn't push it.
"So he's cool?" she frowned at me, "Emmett I mean?"
"Yeah." She beamed. "Emmett's awesome; he and Edward are my lifeline in this place. I'd have died of boredom if it wasn't for those boys. We were all we had here." She smiled at me and I couldn't help myself smiling back. I was so surprised to find friends that accepted me and who I could accept so easily, here in Forks.
"So, are you and Emmett...?" I let the question hang there.
"No! God, no! He's like my brother!" Alice squealed and shook her head. I laughed at her and took another refreshing suck on my straw.
"So is he seeing anyone?"
"I thought you had a boyfriend?" she winked at me.
"I do, but I still need to know these things. I got friends you know." I laughed at her.
"So what's he like?" she rested her elbows on the table and put her chin in her hands and looked at me intently.
"Who?" I frowned at her.
"Your boyfriend!"
"Jasper? He's amazing. He's gorgeous and sexy and funny." I beamed and Alice smiled widely at me, "here I got a picture." I pulled my wallet out and pulled out a picture of me Rose and Jasper out in the sun. I gave the picture to Alice, smiling.
In the picture Jasper had his shirt off and the bright Arizonian sun was bouncing off of the muscles on his chest and glinting on the silver letters of our names on his necklace. He was wearing his favourite hat – the one that was now on the back seat of my car and black skinny jeans. His feet were bare and he was smiling. His eyes were locked on mine and I was on Rose's back. I was in short black shorts and a white bikini top. I had one hand around Rose's shoulder and the other was reaching out to Jasper, his hand was in mine and my smiling eyes were looking directly into his. Rose was laughing directly into the camera and she looked just as gorgeous as her brother. She was wearing a matching blood red bikini and her arms were bent around behind her holding onto me.
"Wow, he is hot!" Alice looked up at me then back at the picture. She ran her finger over the necklace on Jaspers chest. "You have the same necklace?"
"Yeah." I nodded.
"That's so sweet." She crooned at me. I ignored her. "Who's that?"
"That's Rose, Jazz's sister and my best girl in the whole world. The three of us were inseparable back home." I smiled sadly then more brightly, "Actually, they're both transferring here in two weeks!"
"No way! That's exciting!" Alice bounced up and down in her seat. Dude, that bitch has some serious energy.
"Yeah it is." I smiled.
I'm ready. Phone me. I texted Jasper after rejecting his calls for the last half hour.
Well maybe I'm not ready now :P Jasper replied.
Guess I'll have to go find someone else then...
My phone began to ring.
"Hey baby." I smiled my victory.
"Bella." Jasper's voice was hard.
"Aww come on, Jazzy, don't be like that. You know it's only you I want." I crooned at him, all the while with a smile of anticipation on my face.
"You better." I could hear the warning in his voice and it made my skin tingle in excitement and a wave of wetness began to pool between my legs.
"What if I didn't? What if I found some other dick to fuck?" I couldn't help but prod the fire. I refused to let Edward's image fill my mind.
"Don't play with me, Bella." Jasper spoke in his dangerous voice; my breath came in shallower gasps.
"Tell me what you'd do." I need to hear more.
"I'd fuck the bastard up. Tear his fucking cock from his body for touching what's mine," Jasper growled, I moaned, "Then I'd come back for you." His voice was low and dangerous and I fucking loved it. "I'd show you what you just lost and what you'd never have again. I'd fuck you hard; hard enough that you'd still be feeling me when I walked away leaving you with the cockless fucker." I rubbed my thighs together, desperate for some friction. "And when you came back begging for more, and you would, Bella." Fuck, yes I would! I could never have enough of my man! "I wouldn't give it to you; I may let you take me in my mouth if I was feeling kind, but just know; you would never have my cock in your cheating pussy ever again."
By the end of Jasper's threat I was nearly panting, squirming on my bed with my cell phone clutched to the side of my head. "Fuck me, Jasper!" I panted. I loved when he talked mean to me.
"You have no idea how much I want to do that right now." His voice was low and gravelly and sent another wave of moisture to soak my panties.
"Oh, I think I do." I clenched my thighs together. "Help me, Jasper." I whispered, "Tell me what to do."
On the other side of the line I heard Jasper suck a breath in through his teeth. We had never tried this before.
"Fuck, Bella," he groaned.
"Do it, Jasper. Tell me what you want me to do." I begged him.
"Take your top off, Bella." I followed his orders. "And touch your breasts for me. God you have no idea how much I've missed them. If I was there right now I would suck your delicious nipples into my mouth and bite them. Pinch them, Bella. Hard, I'd bite them hard – just like you like it." I palmed my breasts then took my nipples in my fingers, they were already hard when I pulled and teased them into hard peaks, imaging Jasper's warm, soft mouth on me. "Are you doing it, Bella; are your nipples hard? I can just picture them; I can feel them in my mouth."
"Jasper," I moaned and began to snake my hands down my stomach to my aching centre.
"Ah ah ah, Bella. Have I told you to move away from your breasts yet? You bad girl, I think I may have to punish you this weekend!" Oh yes please!
"How did you..."
"I know you, Bella." Jasper spoke in a serious voice. It just made me hotter.
"I need you, Jasper."
"I know, baby." I heard him take a shudder filled breath. "Now, move your hand down your stomach, slowly. Feel my fingers on your skin, feel my tongue on you. Can you feel me?"
"Yes."
"Good girl, now push your panties off." I complied. "Run your fingers over your lips. Are you wet for me?"
I ran my fingers over my hot lips and dipped my fingers slightly inside collecting the moisture pooled there. "So wet, Jasper. All for you."
"Taste yourself, Bella. Put your fingers in your mouth."
I sucked two of my fingers into my mouth and moaned out at the taste of myself. I imagined my fingers were Jasper's and rolled my tongue around them. Jasper groaned mirrored mine.
"Now touch yourself, Bella. Rub your clit for me, baby. Hard." I gasped at the needed friction and bit my lip, exhaling Jasper's name. "Fuck yourself, Bella, use your fingers, pretend it's my cock."
I did exactly what Jasper said. I pressed first one finger inside my entrance, then another. I pumped myself with my fingers, arching my back against the sensations. I put my cell on speakerphone so I could tease my nipples with my other hand,
"How many fingers are you using?"
"Two," I panted.
"Two?" Jasper scoffed, "Seriously, Bella I told you to use your fingers to represent my cock, do you really think two fingers are enough?"
"No…" I shook my head.
"Add another finger, Bella. Fuck yourself for me."
"Fuck! I need you so bad Jasper!" I slipped another finger inside myself and moved my hips in time with my hand. I closed my eyes and imagined Jasper's truly beautiful cock sliding in and out of me, his lips on my skin, my nails in his back, his weight on me.
"I know."
"I want you to touch yourself too, Jasper. I need to touch you." I panted out between thrusts.
"I am, Bella." I groaned at the thought of Jasper pleasuring himself while he was on the phone to me. "Tell me. Tell me what you want to do." He instructed, and I was only too happy to obey.
"First I want you in my mouth, all of you, I want to... I need to feel you on the back of my throat. I want to taste you, Jasper. I want to suck your cock; tease it with my teeth, caress it with my tongue."
"Shit, Bella." He hissed and I smiled.
"And when I've made you cum in my mouth, and swallowed every delicious drop you've given me, I'm going to fuck you, Jasper. I'm going to ride you so hard." I picked up the pace of my thrusting fingers. "I need to feel you in me, Jasper, I need you to fill me completely, make me whole." Jasper groaned.
"I'd straddle you first, and ride you like the cowboy you are while you play with my nipples. Then I'd let you take over, baby." I knew how he much he liked to be in control. "I want to wrap my legs around you and never let you go, I need you in me."
I moaned as the burning fire in my stomach began to spread around my body. "I'm close, Jasper!" He groaned in reply.
"I need you to fuck me harder." I increased the tempo of my fingers, my hips thrusting up violently to meet each stroke. I moved my hand from my breasts to my clit and began to rub the bundle of nerves. "I'm stroking myself for you, Jasper." He growled and I pressed harder, nearly coming right then. "Hold yourself tighter, Jasper, and faster. I'd fuck you harder and faster."
I felt myself getting wetter and closer to the edge as I listened to him work himself for me. The primal, animalistic grunts he made spurned me on and I worked myself faster and harder. "Faster! Jasper! Cum with me baby!" I held myself on the edge.
"Now!" Jasper ordered and I let myself go. I screamed his name as I leapt head first over the edge.
I closed my eyes and arched my back into the electrical current sparking through my every nerve ending. Friendly fire scorched through my skin and I revelled in it. I could hear Jasper riding on his own wave of bliss and held onto my own, unwilling to let the peace go.
"Bella, that was amazing," Jasper spoke in a carefree voice that helped me keep a grip on my happy. "You are amazing."
"Mmm," I rolled over and took the phone off speaker and held it to my ear, "there's just one problem with this though."
"What's that?"
"You're not here when it's over."I felt sadness encroaching on my happy high and clenched my teeth against it.
Tears built behind my eyes and as much as I tried to cling to my post orgasm happiness, I felt it slipping away from me. I just missed Jasper so much.
"I'm here, Bella, I'll always be here." Jasper tried to soothe me.
"It's not the same." The first of my tears escaped me eyes but I didn't rub them away. "I want to hold you, Jasper. Feel your arms wrapped around me." A painful sob shook my chest. "I just need to see you." My vision clouded with tears.
"I miss you too, Darlin'." I could hear the sadness his voice and chastised myself for bumming him out as well. "Just go to sleep now, beautiful and I'll phone you in the morning. It's only 4 days until we're there."
"Okay." I wiped the tears from my face. "I love you so much Jasper."
"I love you too, Bella. Goodnight sweetheart."
"Night, tell Rose I love her too."
"She knows."
I hung up the phone and hide my wet face in the pillow.