Author's note: I don't own the characters/people appearing in this story. Peta doesn't exist in real life but I got inspired by Peta Murgatroyd and James exist in the television series Big Time Rush as James Diamond, and this story is just my imagination. So yeah, don't own these two.

'I really could get used to this.', James whispered and I nodded.

'Me too.', I said, standing up and going over to the kitchen, grabbing our glasses and putting his on the table while taking a sip of mine.

I sat down again and looked at the fire.

'What you thinking about?'

'Nothing...I love watching fires. Each one has something unique, they remind me of humans. Everyone's unique...', I said standing up and going closer to the fireplace.

I heard James standing up and felt him put his arms around me from behind.

He put his head on my shoulder.

'I like this side of you.', he whispered and I waited for him to continue.

'Don't get me wrong, your energetic side is amazing and I love it, but this thoughtful and quiet side is just as perfect. Why do you never show it?'

'Why should I? It just isn't as fun if one's quiet.'

'Still...to me it's perfect and I love it.'

He took a deep breath and continued:

' I love you Peta...'

I was surprised because of him saying it already but I was relieved that he said it first.

'I love you too Jay.'

I turned around and put my arms around his neck. I kissed him and he kissed back more passionately.

'This romantic side of you is new too. You always act like the tough guy but you are such a romantic.'

'It's because of Kendall. It rubs off on me.'

'I like it. I guess you are one of the protective boys too?'

'I don't really know. nobody ever told me but I guess.'

'No girlfriend ever?!', I asked a little shocked.

'If you refer to Halston, no. The thing with Halston was so different anyway.'

'Why?' 'You really want to talk about my ex girlfriend?'

'Why not? I want to know what happened that made you two break up.'

'Well I don't even know. We started dating and then had this on off relationship for one or two years. We didn't see each

other often, because we both were so busy. I don't know if she ever cheated on me, I know I didn't. Most of the fans never

liked her, I know that, and sometimes, when we've been apart for really long, I started believing them somehow when they

said she just used me. I don't know what this relationship was, but it taught me that my fans know who's good for me, which is

kinda scary, but true.'

'So they have to like me?'

'I don't know what they could dislike about you and even if they don't like you, I do and this here is already different from the relationship or whatever it was I had with Halston.'

'That's good I guess.'

'You want to go to sleep?', he asked letting go of me and taking a sip of wine.

'Since we have to be in the studio tomorrow, I guess that would be a great idea.'

'I'm gonna go change and you...do you want a t-shirt or something?'

'Yeah thx.'

'Um, upstairs in the bedroom, there's a closet, in one of the drawers are the t-shirts. Just look through'em.'

'Will do.' I kissed him shortly and then went upstairs.

I looked through the drawer and soon found a t-shirt I could wear. I went into the second bathroom he had upstairs and

changed, then I went back into his bedroom. He already laid in bed waiting for me.

'I like you wearing my shirt.'

'Yeah well I thought it would be a bit longer.', I said pulling it down a little.

'You look perfectly fine and besides I saw you already in less.'

I laid down next to him and pulled the shirt down again.

'Peta stop, I can't see anything when the blanket is over you and nobody else is here. So stop worrying!'

'It's a reflex! Every girl/women has it. To pull your shirt or dress up, to pull you shorts down so they cover everything just right. You gotta get used to this.' ,I said smirking.

'I'm sure it's annoying.'

'Oh you don't even notice after some time, you just do it.'

'No I meant for me!'

'Well yes, probably.' I turned around and kissed him shortly.

'I'll try doing it not that often when you're around.', I whispered and laid back down.

I closed my eyes and opened them again.

'Why are you looking at me like this?'

'I'm just happy right now and I'm happy that we get to dance again tomorrow.'

'Me too, but to be able to do that we have to get some sleep, so switch the light off.'

'I know, I know.', he said and sighed. He switched off the light and cuddled up to me. I closed my eyes and soon fell asleep.

The next morning I woke up around 8am, which was good because we had to be at the studio around 10am. I turned around

and saw James lying on his stomach, his hands under the pillow, his head turned to my side. I smiled at the sight and sighed

when I had to wake him up. I sat up and stroked his back and hair for awhile. He still had his eyes closed but shifted over so

that he was now laying with his head on my stomach.