Rocky Lines

The next morning; Mitchie had woken up to find Shane wasn't in the bed and got up putting her robe on and going downstairs and into the living room to find Shane and Karen asleep in each other arms and she looks at the TV and saw the horror films out and notice the two had fallen asleep during the movies.

Caitlyn and Nate had come down the stairs and into the living to find Mitchie packing the DVD away and saw Karen and Shane had fallen asleep.

"Wow, I knew Shane would fall asleep but never thought Karen would" Nate said.

"How has she got from there to where she was sitting last night?" Caitlyn asked quietly.

"She must have got scared" Nate answered.

Shane had woken up to find Karen sleeping peacefully in his arms and then he saw Mitchie, Caitlyn and Nate and started to worry and Shane woke Karen up and she saw them three standing there.

"Nothing happened" Shane burst out quickly.

"It's OK" Mitchie said. "You fell asleep during the horrors"

Mitchie kisses Shane on the lips and leaves the living room followed by Caitlyn and Nate and then Shane looks at Karen who stood up and came face to face with him.

"It was all a misunderstanding" Karen whispered.

"No" Shane muttered kissing Karen on the lips.

Karen walked out of the living room followed by Shane.

"So Jason didn't come home last night then?" Mitchie questioned.

"No" Karen replied feeling Shane hand brush against her and she cleared her throat.

"Whoa" Caitlyn said. "Are you feeling OK Mom?"

"Yeah just got a bit of bad throat" Karen lied.

Caitlyn nodded and Shane walked out of the kitchen and Karen gets herself a glass of water.

Jason wakes up to find Sandy has gone leaving money on the bedside table and he let out a sigh and gets dressed and goes down the stairs and pay for the room with Sandy money and then leaves.

But before Jason went home; he decide to drop by this cafe and read Kerry letter to himself.

Dear Jason

I know I mean nothing to you but I do mean this from the heart and you're the only person who gets to my heart.

See when I was little I went through hell and I thought that what the real world is like as well going through hell but then I find out what your family like and it perfect. I didn't want it to end this way but you got to my heart and you put yourself there. I was sexually abuse when I was little and I thought that what happens in the real world people have sex and then it just moves on but with you it was a different matter. I slept with you thinking "oh you just going to be the same to me" but then after we had done it I felt something deep inside and it kind of connected to you.

When I heard you was seeing Caitlyn mom, Karen I was so jealous that I couldn't stand you being with anyone but me. That how selfish I am and I hate myself for doing this to you but I do mean these words to you "I love you" you're the only person who understands me half of the time, who didn't leave me, who didn't abandon me and who show me more to life and love.

I had a dream that we would get married and have kids but that never happened for us because I got too selfish and wanted you to myself. Now I'll never know how you really felt about me. I gave this letter and your purity ring to my mom Sandy to give to you if I died before you. Well if you're reading this then here we are I'm dead and you're having a life with the woman that you love. I love you so much Jason Gray. I have been a huge fan of your band and I got my wish of actually meeting you guys but then turning you three against me probably didn't think I was the biggest fan of all.

I want you to move on and forget about me which you probably will do because I know you hate me so much but if you ever need a friend to talk to or a ex girlfriend to talk to I'm always here for you just go to my grave and talk and I'll be listening to you.

I didn't mean to sleep with Nate. I don't know what I was thinking sleeping with a boy like him when he had Caitlyn. I knew that he loved her more than what he would with me but I know who I gave my heart to and it was you who I gave it to but I know you don't feel that unless I said it but then if I said it you wouldn't have believe me well you got to I do have a heart and gave it to you because you cared and loved me more than all the other boys.

I hope you have a good life Jason Gray because now all you have left is bad memories of me but I give you back your purity ring, I lost the chain sorry about that but it will be another memory of our first night of love together and I hope things work out for you and Tyson because I love him too.

I love you Jason Gray I just wished I had said that in person but I didn't say it because I was stupid.

I love you

Take Care

Love Kerry Jansen

Jason folds it back up and looks at his purity ring and puts it back on his finger. Jason had tears coming down his face and he got up and left the cafe and drove to the Grave and reads it:

Kerry Jansen – A loving memory of my daughter and her son.

Jason sits in front of it and cries. "I don't hate you" Jason cried out quietly. "I do love you really I do and I wish I had known this when you were pregnant with Tyson because I would have helped you; truth is you do touch my heart too and don't you ever forget that"

Jason sat there for a few minutes and looked at her grave and saw a photo of her and Jason together when she was heavily pregnant with Tyson and took the photo and puts it in his pocket. Then Jason stands up and gets back into his car and drives home.

Caitlyn and Nate were downstairs playing a game of monopoly and Mitchie was sat in the garden with Grace and Lisa.

"I think it over between me and Shane" Mitchie said to Grace.

"What?" Grace asked. "Why?"

"He doesn't want children with me anymore and I'm trying to get pregnant while I'm going against his feelings" Mitchie answered tearfully.

"Oh Mitch" Grace said hugging her. "It not the end of the world, if Shane doesn't want another child, adopted one"

"I don't want to adopt" Mitchie replied. "I want one with Shane"

"Fair enough" Grace responded.

Mitchie smiled weakly.

Upstairs......Karen and Shane were kissing each other madly on the lips in her and Jason room. The two were muttering to each other as they were kissing.

"So I'm guessing this is going to be affair" Shane muttered kissing Karen.

Karen let out a little sigh. "If you want"

Shane smiled and continues to kiss Karen lips and Karen breaks it off. "This is mad" Shane whispered.

"I know" Karen replied kissing Shane again.

Downstairs.....Jason returns home and goes into the kitchen and then into the dining room to find Nate and Caitlyn.

"Where the hell have you been?" Nate asked. "Karen waited up for you so did Shane for that matter"

"I stayed at a friend house" Jason answered. "Where is Karen?"

"Err...upstairs, probably sleeping" Nate said.

Jason nodded and went towards the stairs.

Shane just came out of the bedroom, zipping his pants up and Karen came out kissing him lightly on the lips and they heard Jason coming up and Jason smiled weakly at Karen.

"Hey" Jason said kissing Karen on the cheek.

"Where have you been?" Karen asked.

"Just stayed at a friend house" Jason answered.

Karen nodded. "You could have phone to let me know instead of staying up with Shane watching scary movies"

Shane smirks coming out of the bathroom and going down the stairs. Jason looks at Karen. "I can tell you weren't that worried" Jason muttered.

"Why on earth should I be worried?" Karen questioned. "It not like you tell me anything anyway"

"I'm not going to argue with you" Jason sighed out.

"Good, I can't be asked to deal with you right now" Karen said.

"OK, what is your problem?" Jason asked.

"MY PROBLEM" Karen yelled. "I haven't got a problem; I just wish you were honest with me instead of not coming home last night, not telling me where you were"

"Whatever probably enjoyed Shane company" Jason let out.

Karen shakes her head and goes downstairs and Jason just slams the bedroom door. Karen sees Shane and he walks up to her.

"Are you OK?" Shane asked.

"I'm fine" Karen answered.

Mitchie came in and Shane and Karen looked at her. "Shane, I need to talk to you" Mitchie said.

Shane nodded and Mitchie walks upstairs taking Shane with her.

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