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D´s PV

Weeks… There had been weeks since Kira was taken away from me. I was in the worst of the moods. I could not even have a descent conversation with anyone for more than 2 minutes. I have been searching for her like a lunatic. I had a huge map of the country in my closet full of marks and notes I had made. She had been in Boston, Atlanta and New Orleans.

But I was always too late to find her. But I couldn´t give up. Her last words still haunted my very soul. She had sacrifice herself for me. No one had ever done that. And now I knew that I was irrevocably in love with that little woman of brown eyes and soft brown hair.

I took a map that was over the mess of a table that was now in the middle of my room.

I heard a knock in the door and saw my brother against the frame looking at me with a heavy look. His classic look of "worried good brother". If I hadn´t seen it in the worst moment of my life, I wouldn´t hate it as hard as I did.

-I am still alive, so now you can go and make out with Elena – I took the map and made my way out, but he grabbed me by the arm. Not really a good time Little brother.

I stared at him with a killing look but he stood in his position – I am sorry for what happened to Kira. We are doing our best to track her down-.

-Seems you haven´t make a very good job little brother- I said as I took his hand away from me.

-But this is not Elena´s fault- His green eyes seemed to want to get through me. Stupid, stupid Stephan.

-Oh, no. Is never Elena´s fault. But she never thought that her stupid secret deal with Elijah will turn out wrong? And of course she´s still here. But Kira had to pay the price of her mistake. And I´ll go to make sure this end- I kept walking as I put the map inside my pocket.

-Kira made a deal with Klaus too. She knew what she was doing and also knew the risk- I really didn´t liked his tone. I took a deep breath but, as usual, it didn´t worked.

I turned around and at a vampire speed I took Stephan from the shirt pushed him hard against the wall.

-If she is in all this shit is because of us. I will not let you or anyone talk ill of her Stephan, so you better watch your tongue, or I´ll kick your ass-.

-I say the… same about… Elena. Stop treating… her like that… She feels… bad enough- He said between gasps of air.

I rolled my eyes and let my brother go. He took his throat and looked at me with anger –Stop acting like everyone is against you brother, because if you keep declining the help of the people that care for you and Kira, you will never find her and bring her home safe-.

I looked down but turned around and keep walking. Told you not a descent conversation with anyone for more than 2 minutes…

Alaric called me and wanted to meet me at the bar. Just in the moment when I hated everyone more than usual I became the most popular vampire in town? That´s why I hated human relationships.

-Here I am. Be quick and you pay the bill- I said to him as I sat beside him at the bar and ordered Bourbon.

-Well at least you are as rude as always. That´s a good sign- He raised his glass and looked at me with a smile.

-Okay, I know you are going to piss off…- But I interrupted him with an arrogant face and a smile.

-You always do Alaric. I came psyched for it. Spit it I have things to do-.

Suddenly Elena appeared next to me with her sad brown eyes and her beautiful face. Weeks ago this image would make me stand up and wish to kiss the hell out of her. But now I was so pissed I wanted to throw her to the nearest wall and break her neck.

-Don´t tell me. Elijah want you to kill one of us to protect you and Stephan?- My smile was heartless I truly was a demon when I wanted too. And at this moment I hated her even more than I hated Kathleen.

-I am so sorry for what happened, Damon. I thought that Elijah would protect us all. Including Kira- At the mention of her name I stood up and my face should have scared them because Alaric took me by the arm (as if that could stop me from anything) and she gave a step back with big brown eyes.

-Really? Well the next time you try to help, make sure that you are not giving someone up to safe your ass. I swear to you Elena, if something happens to her you will be the first one that pays-.

She was shocked and sacred –You really feel something for her?-.

I took her by the arm rudely and stared at her clenching my jaw –That´s not of your business. You should be more worried about finding her-.

-She is- Said Alaric that looked around to see if we had drove attention towards us.

I looked at him and suddenly I wanted to break someone´s neck.

-I am tired of this shit. If you´ll excuse me, I am trying to find someone- I took the glass of Bourbon that the kid behind the bar had brought me moments ago and end it in one drink.

-There must be a way to find her. And I will help Damon. She´s my friend and I miss her- Elena had tears in her eyes. I didn´t cared about her suffering; I had enough with my own.

I heard my cellphone and took it out of my jacket. Surely it must be Stephan. He had been stalking me more than ever. I guess he was afraid I could start my serial killings now that my emotions were at their limit.

She came to turn my world upside down. Now that she was gone, I started to see how deep she had got through my skin. It had become an obsession to find her.

-Here- I held the phone to Elena –It must be your boyfriend. Give him the full report he must be waiting-.

I stud up and made my way out of the grill. But I hadn´t gave four steps when I heard Elena gasp.

I raised an eyebrow and turned to look at her.

Tears were now on her cheeks and she seemed … happy?

-She´s in New York- Elena looked at me and smiled at me.

I returned to my seat and had to make an extreme effort not to get the telephone out of her hands at a vampire speed. I took it and watched the text.

-Damon, Get your ass to N.Y. midnight, tomorrow. Central Park… I love you. Kira- I had to read it five times to get the message clear.

-We have to rescue her- I hear Elena at the back of my mind.

Alaric read the message –This could also be a trap-.

-But we have to try- Said Elena with a smile as she put her hand on my shoulder.

-I think we have to make a plan- Alaric looked at me too. Meanwhile I was just staring at the floor with my eyes opened as two plaits.

"I love you. Kira" She loved me. She loved me and wanted me to come and take her with me. "It will always gonna be you Damon".

-A plan? We can think about it on our way to New York- Elena insisted.

She wanted me!

-We have to calm down!- Said Alaric taking a deep breath.

Suddenly I stood from the chair and walked outside the bar. Elena and Alaric got me when I was getting in the car.

-Where are you going?- Asked Elena.

-Where else? To New York smart girl- I said as I started the car.

-I am coming with you- She got into the car and so as Alaric.

-Get of my car or I´ll kill you. You know it will only take me half a second- I said as I waited to get rid of them.

-We better get Stephan. We are helping Damon-.

-Fuck- I made my way to the boarding house. And with that we started our trip to get my Kira back.

3:00 a.m. at the morning and I was making my way through Pennsylvania. Elena was at the back seat sleeping and so was Alaric, Caroline, Bonnie and Tyler. I don´t know how they convinced me that they could come. Of course we weren´t driving my car. The only one that could carry all of us was Kira´s Travers. Maybe that was the reason I didn´t let anyone drive it, even doe I was tired as hell.

-We are going to find her- Said Stephan that was beside me, maybe because he was the only one strong enough to control me if I decided to throw them out of the car. The idea was still tempting.

-I am not doubting that- I said with a smile but not very certain about my words. How it was that one of the vampires I hated the most knew me like he did. I mean he was my brother but we have been spending most of our immortal lived trying to make each other miserable.

He took a deep breath and looked at the road –You better say it Stephan. You look like a bunny that has eaten a pineapple. Just spit it up-.

He laughed and shook his head –I consider myself far more threatening than a bunny- He smiled and took a deep breath –I don´t think you are really in love with her-.

I took the steering wheel with strength and wanted to break it in millions of pieces. I had to do something really wrong in my past life in order to deserve such a brother for eternity.

-Really, Tell me brother you should know more about me than myself. Enlighten me please, do my hate for you isn´t real too?-.

His eyes looked at me with pain. Really, was he that hypocrite?

-I never meant to things turn against us like they did. It never was my fault we got in love with the same woman- he turned and looked at me with a serious expression.

-Twice- I said as I looked at the driving mirror and saw Elena sleeping in the shoulder of Bonnie.

-I deeply suspect that she has feelings for you too Damon. That doesn´t mean I am not going to fight for her- Stephan, always the good boy was now being honest about his selfish nature? This must be a special day indeed. He said it raising his voice and we both waited to start to talk again.

-Has ever the fact of me being your brother, stopped you from getting through me to get what you want?- I asked at him as my eyes burned in rage.

-I can say the same brother- He said as he raised an eyebrow and stared at the road with killing eyes.

-But I had never told you otherwise- I looked at him and raised an eyebrow.

-You are trying to get the topic away from Kira. You always do that when you try to stop me to dig in your things- He looked at me again and continue –Leave her alone. She does not deserve you using her-.

-If I am, that's not f your fucking business- I said with rage. He knew nothing…

-Yes it is because Kira is my friend, and Elena´s also. She´s a good girl. She does not deserve this- Stephan was whispering in order to keep them all asleep but I could see he was really frustrated.

-I know you don´t let go things so easily. That´s why you are in this trip. So you still feel something for Elena…-.

-Yes I do- I said as I looked at him in the eyes.

He clenched his jaw and looked at the window –I would give anything for you to be happy Damon. Except the only thing that makes my existence worth it-.

-That´s why I hate you brother, because casually our reason for existing are always the same- I looked at the road as I wanted to get to Kira. If I told him the truth, He would, at some point try to steal what was now the most important person for me. It was better he thought as he did, that I was still in love with Elena and using Kira to forget her.

-Is not really your fault- I said still not looking at him –I know that. Is just destiny that is focus on turning us against each other-.

Stephan said nothing and I continued to drive as fast as I could to get to my Kira and bring her to me…

E´S P V

-I deeply suspect that she has feelings for you too Damon. That doesn´t mean I am not going to fight for her- I heard Stephan said to Damon between dreams.

I opened my eyes and found them both in a heavy discussion. I kept my eyes shut but listened with attention.

…-I know you don´t let go things so easily. That´s why you are in this trip. So you still feel something for Elena…-.

-Yes I do- Said Damon with conviction.

Oh my God! I was right! He was just using Kira. And she had sacrificed herself for him! How could he be so cruel! I had to do something, she was my friend and she had also almost sacrificed her life for me. As soon as she was safe, I was going to talk with her, and tell her about the lie that Damon Salvatore was…

SO… That´s it for this chapter. Elena will make a big mess when she opens her mouth. And Damon and Stephan will have a lot of fight to get things right… if they do… Si hope you enjoyed and PLEASE give me your opinion about the story.