So… we continue. I know last chapter was really sad for Damon and that Elena made a big mistake. She didn´t mean to, but she did. So now she will pay for it buahaha. But I figured out that if Kira was to accept him completely she had to see some of the bad stuff he has made, and also he has to give her some explanations. Maybe in this chapter he will. So, I don´t distract you anymore from the big deal…
I don´t own anything… wish I did.
D´s PV
I tried to digest what the hell had just happened. I was in the ground still in shock as I heard how the car outside drove away from us carrying Kira and Elena.
-Bonnie, tell me what the hell is going on- I whispered in the ground. The pain I was feeling was getting stronger and stronger as the distance between Kira and me grew –Please-.
The witch was surprise to hear that word from my lips, I guess, because she looked at me with a frown and doubted a little. I stood up in a state of shock and confused. Everyone was looking at me. But no one said anything. No one explained me what the hell had just happened.
Not even Katherine could make a hurtful comment. She was still looking at me with a serious expression.
Bonnie took a deep breath and looked at me with her green eyes opened in surprise –We told her the truth- She said with quivering voice. She must have heard her voice tremble because she raised her chin threatening me as her words couldn´t.
I looked at her angrier now. But I should wait; I wanted to know what they have done –What are you talking about Bonnie?- I said with a calm voice but the rage dancing in my eyes.
Bonnie seemed to doubt and then she took my arm –Is easier if I show you- Suddenly I found myself in a vision. I saw myself in the car the night I was going for Kira. I heard myself telling I still was in love with Elena. I saw myself playing with Vicky, Matt´s sister in the roof before I killed her. I saw the face of Kira when she saw me, doing and saying all those things.
My breath started to increase –What the fuck have you two done?- I said clenching my jaws. I felt the rage in me as if it was boiling in my veins.
Bonnie gave a step back and so as everyone else – WHAT THE HELL HAVE YOU DONE!- I screamed in rage again. The only good and precious thing that I had in my life, and they had to take her away from me? The only person I really cared for in this world and they had to turn her against me?
-Everyone out!- said Stephan as he stared at me with sorrow in his eyes.
I turned to look at him and feel even angrier. The fact that she had asked him to take her home… Asked him and not me. I hated him!
I took my jacket that was lying in the couch and turned to look to everyone – Whatever happens, I am going to make you responsible for this- I said as I went out and tried to figure out how I would solve this mess.
I took the keys of my car and went out of the house. I needed to explain her, that the man she saw, was indeed me. But when I recalled the hurt in her beautiful brown eyes I could swear I would not do anything like it if it hurt her that much. She was the one I was so willing to become a better man… vampire. I could not change who I was, but hell if she wanted I´ll spend eternity making her believe I had!
I got into to the car and started it. I saw my reflection in the rear mirror and stared at myself in shock. I had tears in my eyes and rolling all over my face. My expression was pained and miserable. I turned and took my face in my hands. I had known suffering from more than a human life could experience, but not like this. Not since Katherine. Not since I was human.
The fact she made me feel less like a monster, as the Damon that died in 1864 was something I was not willing to let go. She must be thinking I don´t love her. That I do not adore her! How can her!? It must take a look to see I am hypnotized by her. I would do everything she wants, do everything she needs.
-Fuck!- I screamed full of rage as I hit the window of my car turning it into little pieces in the ground.
I took the car and wondered what the hell I was going to do. I wanted to kill Elena right now. But she and I had to talk, and before I talked with Kira. I´ll put an end to this before it grows.
I stopped the car near Bonnie´s…
K´s PV
-I am so sorry- whispered Elena as she took my hand. I was in the guest room In Bonnie´s house. I just wanted to be left alone. This new pain in my chest was growing darker and more hurtful by the minute. I swear I was so angry and disappointed I wanted to crash something at Elena´s head.
I knew it wasn´t her fault but still…
-He´s in love with you Elena. There´s not much I can do- I turned aside to look at the window. I just couldn´t look at her right now. It hurt. I knew it wasn´t her fault. I mean I really didn´t even blamed him. She was smart, gorgeous, funny, and sweet, and had a good heart.
I turned and looked outside just to find a crow looking at me from the tree that was in front of Bonnie´s window. It gave me chills. As if it was there to culminate my bad mood.
-And somewhere deep down, I know you feel something for him too- I told her with a sad smile. How couldn´t she, he was handsome, smart and extremely breathe taking.
Elena shook his head –I didn´t do this because I wanted Damon for me- She said raising her voice –I did it because I cared for you okay!-.
I took a deep breath –I am sorry Elena. See I am not a really good company for anyone right now- .
She nodded and stood from the bed –Please call me if you need anything-.
I gave her a sad smile and nodded. The worst part of it all, was that not even with all the anger I felt I could hate him. He had deceived me, made me believe that he loved me, used me… and still I knew that I was going to be almost impossible to stop loving him.
As soon as I heard Elena closing the front door I started to cry so hard and with so much pain that I was afraid she would hear me and come back. I could not stop the sobs that went right through my chest and filled the room with sorrow. Recalling him in the ground looking at me as if he was pleading me to stop and come back to him make me even harder the fact that I had to hate him. Maybe I was an idiot after all…
D´s PV
I saw Elena closing the front door and as soon as she gave a step I was in front of her.
I took her by the arm making a huge effort not to break her arm.
-Damon! Let me go!- She shouted scared. Oh she didn´t know scared at all. I walked and took her to my car. Let her in the back seat and at a vampire speed I was already in the car and driving to the forest.
-Let me go Damon! – She screamed. I ignored her. And it was not until we were in the middle of the forest 15 minutes away from Mystic falls that I stopped and let her out rudely.
She stared at me with big eyes and frowning –If you are trying to scare me, you have to try harder- She said raising her chin.
I raised an eyebrow and looked at her coldly –Tell me one good reason why I shouldn´t break your neck right here, right now-.
She gave a step back and looked around- Where are we?- She whispered and her eyes wondered around the forest.
-In a place where no one can hear when you scream out in pain- I said coldly and gave her a smile.
-You wouldn't- She threatened. More scared than anything else. Good, she deserved it.
-You did hurt Kira, why shouldn't I hurt you for what you did to her, and to me by the way. Maybe is the only way I can show you that I do care for her- I said with a calm voice. I knew something in me was changing. I could feel the switch of my emotions turning off slowly but with strength. I should have known this would happen. But now there was no turning back. Elena and I where alone, and slowly but without a question I was drying myself out of emotions. And I was finding such a relive in it. A peace that I needed if I were to leave without Kira…
Elena looked more scared now. And I smiled –Why you did it?- I asked as I put my hands in my pockets and started to walk calmly from one please to another. I felt like the lion making fun of the little mouse before eating it.
She fought to keep calm and in control of her emotions, of her fear –You don´t loved her. She deserves someone that cares for her as much as she cares for you-.
-And what makes you think I don´t love her?- I moved my head to one side, as if I was a confused dog looking at its master.
Her cheeks became red. Ashamed? Good –You told Stefan you were still in love with me- She said as she looked at the ground –Kira loves you and only you-.
I nodded as if I was trying to study what she was telling me –Let me get this right. I can´t love two girls at the same time, but you can love two brothers?- I turned and saw her straight in the eye.
-Because last time I checked Elena, you said that you and I, we had something. Stephan loves you, and only you. So you and I are not really different are we?- I said as I got closer to her with a cold expression. God how I wanted to drain her blood and just leave her there.
She had the face that had been tormenting me all this time. First Katherine and now her.
She was looking at me with her brown eyes really opened. She deserved no mercy, and the loved I felt for her once, had died the moment I kissed Kira, now I knew, but it was too late.
-You don´t deserve her Damon- She said raising her chin –She´s good. She gave her life for me!-.
-And have I not?- I shouted – And yes you are right. I do not deserve her, but neither I deserve you, and not exactly for the same reason!-.
She frowned angry but her eyes filling with tears –I know I have become someone, that I wasn´t. But I am not Katherine- She said as a tear rolled in her cheek –And I love Stephan. And only him- She said with quivering voice.
-And I love Kira, and only her- I said threatening her with the eyes. I had never been so honest in my entire life.
-Then why you said…- She asked confused enclosing her eyes and giving a step forward.
-That´s not of you fucking business Elena! And please, before trying to solve the life of everyone, first solve your own. Listen to me, and listen carefully. This is the last time you ever interfere between Kira and me. And I am going to make sure of that- I said as I looked at her with a devil smile.
-Damon?- She whispered and she started to tremble.
-Shhh calm down. This will be over soon- I said with a sweet voice which, for experience, I knew scared them even more.
-Help!- She started shouting as she walked backwards, falling with a root that was in her way. She hit the ground and started crawling away from me. All the time looking at me in the eyes.
- I told you, nobody will listen- I said with another smile and getting closer to her. I kneeled beside her and turned my head to one side.
She was terrified and that´s what I wanted. I never meant to kill her. But now, that I was here, with her blood rushing like a tempting river in her veins, I find myself with my fangs out and my eyes in shadows.
-No, no, please Damon- She said sobbing –I know you are not this person. Come back- She cried.
-Now I am not this person? I thought that you said I was, and that´s why you turned Kira against me-.
-You did that yourself! I didn´t showed her anything that it wasn´t true- She said sobbing.
Not a very cleaver comment if she didn´t wanted me to drink her very last drop of blood –Maybe, but because I am a selfish bastard I want someone to pay for my mistakes- I said as I caressed her cheek softly. She shivered.
-Stop!- She said as she moved her head away and tried to get as far of me as she could. I took her by the arm rudely and I then I took her shoulders and shook her. I really didn´t meant to do her harm. But now as the switch was turning off I really feared for her… In fact I didn´t and that became to grow on me.
-She has to forgive me Elena, because if she doesn´t I swear to you I´ll make your existence miserable. An eye for an eye- I stood up and started to walk towards the car. She was still in the ground taking deep breaths. As if she really thought she had been about to die. And she had been, really, really close.
-Just keep in mind Elena, the only reason I don´t break you neck right now, is because you are Kira´s friend and I will not do such a thing to my brother. Hating him or not- I got into the car and leave her there. She had her cellphone, I had put it back in her jacket when I was leaving, so someone could come and take her back home. But that will not be me. If it was for me, she could be eaten by a bear and never be found.
I drove with a smile at that thought. Now it was time to talk with Kira…
K´s PV
-No Caroline- I said as I shook my head.
-There´s no excuse. I have made this ball especially to you. You wanted the 20's no? Come on Kira! You can´t stay here and cry for that son of a bitch forever!- She searched my eyes and I find her blue ones shining with joy. At this moment it made me sick.
-Don´t call him that way- I said as I shook my head and warned her. I could think that of him, but I would not let anyone say the same.
Caroline rolled her eyes and discarded my negative – Here, I have picked up the most amazing dress for you. You´ll look stunning-.
Bonnie took my hand and gave me a hug –We just want you to be happy Kira. We are your friends. Please, come with us. Let´s try to taste a little bit of normal for just one night-.
I took a deep breath and nodded. I let them to my hair, make up and everything! I was just too sad to care. When I looked at myself in the mirror I saw the dress was so beautiful. It was back and had details in gold. My hair was in a bun and had little pearls all over it. And really I looked quite lovely, but I didn´t care. I could have looked like a model of Victoria Secret and felt so ugly and bad as I did right there.
-Two martinis- I said to the bad tender that was at the house of Glen. The friend that had put his huge house to make Caroline´s party. His house was as huge as the Lockwood's.
He gave me my drinks and I drank them as if they were water.
-Wow- I heard someone said from my back. I turned and saw Rose in a beautiful 20´s dress. She looked stunning.
-What are you doing here?- I asked her confused.
She smiled and sat beside me –Well, I realized I´ve been alone all this time running away and keeping me safe from Klaus. I really don´t want that anymore. I am tired of running- She shook her shoulders as if she was resting it importance.
-Well, welcome back- I said drinking my next round of martinis- She opened her eyes-Okay…- She said surprised and fun with my drunken behavior.
-I am not a really good company for anyone right now Rose- I said as I looked at her and smiled –That´s why I ran away from Bonnie and Caroline-.
-Don´t tell me… Damon- She said raising her eyebrow and with her particular accent.
His name was like acid to my ears –Yeap- I said as I ordered another round for me and Rose.
She almost laughed –What has the poor beast done now?- She laughed and took her glass.
-You don´t wanna know- I said with a little smile.
-Don´t tell me… Elena was involved- She drank from her martini and looked at me from the border of her glass.
I frowned –Yeah actually- Who would tell me that I would end up getting drunk with Rose as she listened to my tragic story with Damon. I mean she tried to kill me and kissed my boyfriend and now we were having fun together? That was weird.
-Okay…- She started when we were in our 9th round? And I each round had two martinis –Let me say this as clearly as I can- She took a drink of martini and looked at me dizzy.
-The man clearly dies for you Kira! I mean he almost rip me apart when you saw me kissing him. Which by the way I do owe you an apology. But we are not talking about that. The only thing I can tell you, is that you have to be smart.
Damon, just as you see him, is an extremely sensible man. He loves as passionate as he hates. He had made terrible things just as all of us. We have eternity to make mistakes Kira, that was makes us vampires as dangerous as we are-.
-I know that! And I know he has not done anything since we meet each other… well, except almost killing Jeremy… But he is in love with Elena, he said it himself! I can´t share him Rose, and I will not become his distraction- I said as I tried to stand up and had to made a second attempt.
She looked over my shoulder and smiled. But I was too dizzy to follow her gaze –The only thing I assure you, is that he´s as bad as you are right now- She said with a huge smile. As if she knew a secret I didn´t.
Suddenly Alaric got near us and when he saw rose he frowned –I thought you were gone- He approached and put a hand over my shoulder –Can I talk you from a minute?-.
-If it´s about Damon, no you can´t. But I really what to tell you that I like you Alaric- I said as the alcohol disintegrate the connection between my mouth and my brain –You are a cool guy, and you make a good job with Elena and Jeremy. They need you-.
He gave me a smile and nodded –You are drunk aren´t you?- I shook my head –No, and if I am I would never say so to my professor. I don´t want him thinking ill of one of his students-.
He laughed – I would never think ill of you Kira. I´m just here to tell you, you have to talk to him- He said as he put an arm over my shoulders.
-Nope- I stood as a little girl – I don´t want to-.
-Well I don´t give a damn if you do. We are talking- I heard someone at my back. Suddenly I understood why Rose was laughing. He had been there staring at us all the time.
I turned and looked at him. The alcohol must have made my reaction to him pretty obvious because he smiled as he turned his gaze to his feet and then, again towards me. He was in a suit looking so gorgeous I just wanted to throw myself at him. Luckily, I wasn´t drunk enough to forget my dignity.
-You look stunning- He said as he got closer to me. Alaric and Rose where getting away.
-You two stay where you are- I looked at them with an evil look. They looked at each other and decided Damon was far more threatening than me in that moment and they made their way through the crowd away from us.
-Shit!- I took another martini and drank it all in one shot.
-Cheers- He said as he ordered his classical Bourbon.
-Oh come on, you always drink, can I get drunk at least once?! – I said as I took the whiskey the barman gave him and end it as fast as the martini.
-You can if you promise you will not end up throwing up in my suit. It was expensive- He said as he smiled at me and his blue eyes looked at me with mischievousness and a shadow of sorrow.
-Don´t you dare look at me like that!- I said mad… really mad.
-Why not?- He asked getting closer and closer. I could smell his scent. Oh Good, the alcohol made me 10 times more vulnerable to his charms than normal.
-Because you have no right remember. Don´t think that because I am a little drunk I will forget that I hate you- I said looking at him straight in the eyes. I was so mad and yet I just wanted to kiss him right there and begged him to change his mind and love me.
His expression hardened and he frowned. I took another glass of… I didn´t even knew what it was, in fact was of the guy beside me that was too distracted to watch his glass –You say so because your drunk- He took my hand and took the glass out of my hand. I raised an eyebrow and he drank it all. I could not help but smile.
–No Damon. I really feel that I hate you- I said serious now and looking at him straight in the eyes. Ice blue against greenish brown.
-I said what I said because I didn´t wanted Stephan to put his eyes on you okay! I said it because I am stupid and I didn´t wanted to risk losing you!- He raised his voice and looked at me with his eyes shining.
I stood still. His words sounded in my mind as the echo of them really got my attention. Was this true? Unfortunately I didn´t had time to meditate this because a voice called out our attention.
-Well, oh well isn´t this a lovely couple- I turned to see Klaus looking at us from a few steps away. Everything I had drunk was now disparaged from my system. Seeing him left me in shock and I had to admit that scared also.
Damon took me by the arm and put me behind him –Hello buddy- He said with a smile but rage in his eyes.
Klaus smiled even more –Now may I say that you have the most clever girlfriend in the world. I mean she has to have some brain to get Katherine do something that will probably kill her-.
-Isn´t she gorgeous?- He said with a fake smile and taking me stronger by the arm.
- Indeed she is and so beautiful but should I say ex-girlfriend? – Klaus gave a step forward and so as Damon. They were only two feet's apart.
Klaus smiled –You should turn it off Damon. You are a creature created by my kind. We don´t deserve to be love. We are monsters. In fact I don´t envy your situation my dear Kira, not one bit- He looked at me over the shoulder of Damon. He threatened Klaus not to give another step. Klaus smiled but stood in his place –You see, yours and your brother's love are abominations. How can you ever be in love with your source of food? It´s kind of sick when you think it that way, don´t you think love?-.
-Get away from her – Said Damon as he took me by the arm again and started to walk away. Klaus took him by the lapel of the jacket and made him turned to him –No Damon, is better if you get away from her don´t you think? I can make you turn it off. Help you give that little step that you don´t have the strength to give. If you don´t feel at all, you will not have to go through all the pain. With just one simple sentence I can make you free- Klaus looked at him as if he was talking to a kid about Disneyland. He smiled and his voice was so hypnotic I almost felt for it.
But he was talking about compelling him. Making Damon switch off his emotions. And as much as it hurt me I preferred a thousand times a Damon that feels for other woman that one that doesn´t feel anything. I loved him too much.
Damon was frowning but I could see the hope in his eyes. The idea growing in him. There would be no more pain for him. No more sorrow. No more love.
-Stop!- I said getting between them –Don´t listen to him Damon. Please. Love, don´t even think about it- I took Damon´s head in my hands and made him look at me.
Klaus smiled and raised his chin –Problem solved- He said with a devil smile.
Damon and I we both frowned and watch him as he turned around. He stopped and talked to us giving us the back –Oh, and about my coffins, you better give them to me if you expect to see your friend Caroline again. I´ll meet you all in my house in an hour to… dialog about our new arrangements- He continue his way as both Damon and I looked at him as he goes.
We both stood still as trying to comprehend what the hell just happened.
-Did he…- I started but Damon just shook his head.
-Don´t know- He took me by the waist – We need to talk-.
I nodded and put my head against his chest- I know- I just enjoyed him hugging me for a few moments –But later- And with that we searched for the others to meet in Klaus´ house. The only ones we didn´t found at the party where Stephan and Elena. But Bonnie called them and we were all meeting in Klaus house…
WELL O WELL I hope you´ve enjoyed this chapter. They didn´t have THE TALK but that will be next chapter along with many other things. Why did Klaus help this two? Does he has a special interest? And why did he pick up Caroline? Does that have second intentions too? Hope you have enjoyed. Next chapter will have more Kira and Damon. Elena got what she deserved by putting this two against each other, but I would lie if I say there will be no more problems for this two. I mean if they weren´t this will end in one more chapter. PLEASE REVIEW!