New Chapter…. Really short but REALLY SAD I promise I will fix it next chapter

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-Where the hell is that son of a bitch!- Damon was furious getting down the stairs.

-Damon you're talking about your own mom- I said as I followed him close behind. He stopped in one motion and then turned to look at me as if he wanted to kill me –Do not piss me off Adrian, not now- He turned and he continue his search for Stephan.

-His not here- Said Elena as she crossed her arms and looked at us –She went to drop Bonnie home. But now that you are here I would like to talk with you both-.

-Not now- He yelled angry and then turned to look at me.

-Is really important- She looked at me and gave me a sad smile –Kira, please-.

I nodded and got closer to her Damon rolled his eyes and crossed his arms over his chest at the back of me –I´m sorry. I never meant to turn you apart. Is just, I mean… what I heard, I thought it was you being honest Damon- He just raised an eyebrow as if he didn´t believed a word -And Kira, you have become a very dear friend to me, willing to give your life for me, and so am I. So I will not get in your way. And I am really happy that indeed you have change Damon- He put his eyes in blank and clenched his jaw –Really. I want you to know that Stephan and I are here for you-.

-If that true, where the hell is he? I need to take of his head- He said giving a step closer and looking at her with a cold gaze. She looked at him confused and blinked as if the idea troubled her. I am sure it did.

-Oh come on, don´t be that hard on the girl- Said a very familiar voice with a peculiar accent.

Klaus was in in front of the fireplace with a smile and his hands in his pockets. Damon got in front of him in a blink –What the fuck have you done to my brother?-.

Klaus smile and laughed –Oh Damon, clam down now, your little brother was just… a diversion. You see I love to play games. But in fact I came here for the real deal- He then turned to look at me and his eyes just got through me like two blades.

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-… But in fact I came here for the real deal- He turned to look at the back of me and with the strength of an original he threw me away like if I was nothing and made his way to… Kira.

I wasn´t so quickly. I swear I tried. But he just broke her neck as if she was nothing but an old doll.

-No! NOOOO- I had never yelled as I did in that very moment. Not even the switch would be enough to contain the pain of seeing Kira hitting the ground unconscious. Dead.

-Good night then- said Klaus with a smile and getting out of the house at a normal speed and a content step.

-Kira! Oh my God- Elena was beside her and was about to take her in her arms.

-NOOO- I yelled again, so hard my throat hurt –Don´t you dare touch her- I said from one corner of the room.

-Damon she´s…- Elena whispered with tears in her eyes. I got in front of her in a second and took her by the neck –Come on, finish that sentence and I´ll kill you- I said with such a rage that I was sure I wanted her to finish her sentence.

-Damon… please- She said choking –She´s lying there- She looked at Kira and I let her go immediately.

I turned and saw here lying there, lifeless. Completely still when moments ago she was just walking behind me. Why didn´t I stopped. Why didn´t I took her in my arms and leave. I kneeled by her side with a raw sound hitting my knees.

This could not be happening. She was not… She couldn´t be. I put my hands at the side of her head and whispered to her –Kira… love you have to wake up- I said as I felt the tears making their way. No point in hiding them, I couldn't care less, if they helped me wash away the pain…

-Love?- I put my cheek beside her –I swear I will not yell at you again, okay? I promise. Just wake up. For me- I sobbed in her ear. She was turning cold –No, no, no- I said as I sat in the ground and took her in my arms. The pain got through me like a stake to the heart when she didn´t put her arms around me like she always did. She just was docile and lifeless. That was what said to me that she was gone.

-Wake up!- I said taking her head in my arms –WHY AREN´T YOU WAKING UP!- I yelled made a furry, even I had just promise her I wouldn´t - I am sorry- I said embracing her again and holding her head to my chest –I am so sorry-.

I heard Elena crying and some steps coming to us. I didn't even bother to look. I was sat in the stairs of the living room with the body of my Kira held against mine –Forgive me, I just… I am sorry I yelled- I kissed the top of her head and rocked her in my arms.

-I´ll do anything if you wake up- I offered completely out of control. As if I was offering a little boy a candy to do the right thing –I´ll… do… please- I sobbed as I buried my face in her shoulder and cried as a little child.

- I was going to make her drink my blood this morning. That was what I was going to "command her" I should have. There must be a way to bring her back.- I said as I raised my head and looked at one side to the other desperate. I bit my wrist and the blood started to flow.

-She´s dead- Whispered someone at my back.

-SHE´S NOT!- I yelled again as hard as I could. I turned and look at Katherine, who was the lair that said Kira was dead –You wish that because you want me to be miserable! You say it because I loved her much more deeply than I ever loved you!- I spit out the words full of sorrow and pain.

I shook my head as if I was just a kid denying something with obstinacy and conviction –She´s just mad at me that´s all. I must have something wrong if she doesn´t want to wake- I said as I pulled her closer to me.

-Damon- Alaric kneeled by my side. He was crying too. He cared about Kira, he wanted to train her.

-She was glad you cared about her –I started with quivering voice. But I couldn't say another word. I could not talk of her in past tense, I just wasn't strong enough.

-Damon she´s… ammm… she´s not asleep son, you know that- Alaric said with trembling voice. Elena was crying in Caroline's shoulder as she trembled with contained tears.

I pouted like a little boy and cried again as I held her closer to me. I sobbed as I had never sobbed before. Not even when mom died and I was just a kid. There was so much pain that I knew this would be the end of me too.

-She wouldn't want you to see her like this- I mumbled in her neck as I stood with her in my arms and carrying her upstairs.

-Damon?- Asked Rose with her blue eyes shining with sadness and grieve.

-Leave us alone- I just said when I started my way upstairs. Each step I took was more hurtful than the other one. The air was just too heavy. I made it to my room and closed the door with Kira in my arms.

I put her in the bed with delicacy and laid beside her – You wanted a future with me remember?- I asked as I laid my head in her chest and embraced her –Compromise?…you have it, love?…all of it, me?… please you didn´t even have to ask for me. The moment I saw you I was already yours- I cried in her chest as I pulled her closer –But please don´t go-.

The pain was growing and I could feel the air not being enough to satisfy my need of it –Don´t leave me here alone- I said as I raised my head and looked at her. Just lying, cold and still. And I was there. I was always there, left behind, an eternal being of this life; a life that had not done anything but to be but take away all that was good and worthy for me.

-That´s why I didn´t wanted to love you. To admit it to anyone but you- I whispered as I caressed her hair and kissed her forehead –Because me, loving you and wanting you like I do would only kill you. I don´t deserve to be happy- I sobbed in her hair

I heard the principal door opened. It was Stephan. But I did no longer care. I just caressed Kira´s face as if it was the only thing I could do.

-What happened? Why is everyone crying?- Asked my brother. I could hear Elena rushing to him and embraced him. I felt such envy as I had never felt before. She could hold him, her heart was beating. I pulled Kira even closer and kissed her in the temple.

-Klaus killed Kira- She sobbed.

Stephan was left breathless –Shit- He let her go and made his way to the room. He stopped in the frame of the door and looked at the scene. I embracing the lifeless body of Kira and caressing her face as tears couldn´t stop flowing over me.

-What the hell happened?- He asked in shock.

-Don´t worry she´s just asleep- I whispered never taking my eyes out of Kira.

Stephan took a deep breath and nodded –I am sorry- He said as he sat in a chair at the corner of the room.

-No mean to be rude, but get the hell out of here- I said kissing her cheek softly.

-I know you rather wait alone but…- I then looked at him and frowned.

-Wait? For what? For her body to get rotten? For her face become a skull!? GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE STEPHAN!- I yelled again and looked at Kira.

Stephan frowned and suddenly he stood up and made his way toward us –Rotten?- He then opened his eyes and looked at me with sorrow –so you don´t know…-.

-For once in your eternal life just have mercy on me. I am paying for everything I´ve done, right here right now- I said as I buried my face in her shoulder again.

-It must be killing you if you decide to cry in front of me- He whispered more to himself than to me –I´ve never seen you like that-.

-Well rejoice brother, the day I´m punished for what I have done to you has come- I looked at him broken and completely hollow.

-It sick you so much she will be one of us?- Asked Stephan confused and shaking his head.

I frowned and put on my feet at a vampire speed –What the hell are you talking about?-.

-So you don´t know…- He whispered. And then looked at me with hope in his eyes –Damon you think she´s dead?-.

I got beside him really fast and looked at him confused and breathing fast –She is… I saw when Klaus broke her neck-.

-She´s dead Damon-Stephan said as he took me by the arm and looked at me… happy? I was about to punch him in the face when he took my head in his hands –But she will wake up as a vampire-.

I looked at him with a frown –I didn´t give her my blood- I whispered regret and helpless.

He swallowed and frowned even more –But I did-…

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