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-I swear I´ll kill you Stephan- I heard at the back of my mind. Jesus so early and this two where already fighting. I wanted to get back to sleep. But there was something I needed to remember. Like that little and tinny thorn of the consciousness that tells you "hey something here you have to take care of, before passing out".
-He was compelled Damon- Elena said. Oh God can someone please shut them up! I was trying to sleep here. But that little thorn turned into a massive stake right in my chest. Something happened last night.
-Get the hell out of here. I want peace and quiet when she wakes up. She has more than enough with the news I´ll have to give her when she does- I felt him sat beside me. What was he talking about?
What happened last night? Something about cleaning the room and Damon being mad about it? Well if that was the case he must be a jerk. I cleaned the whole… But suddenly it hit me. It wasn't about the cleanness of the house.
I took my neck as a reflex and opened my eyes as two plates as I sat on the bed breathing so fast my chest was moving up and down frantically.
I saw three statues looking at me with worry in their eyes. Stephan and Elena where inspecting me as if I was a creature they had never behold. Damon on the other hand was frowning like never before. So confused and so speechless it gave me chills.
-Are you still mad about cleaning the room yesterday?- I asked with a whisper and looking at him frighten.
His eyes melted and looked at me with all the tenderness in the world –You wake up- He almost murmured –Please give us a moment- He said as his voice trembled. Really Damon´s voice had just cracked?
In the speed of a second the door was shut and Damon was still looking at me in shock –Damon?- I asked him freaking out a little bit.
He shook his head and the most beautiful and priceless smile came across his face. He then took me in his arms and hugged me with such love and delicacy I couldn´t help but love him even more.
He started to kiss me all over my face, my shoulders, my arms and finally my lips –I am not the slightest mad at you love. How could I ever be?- He smiled and held me closer to his chest.
I was happy and confused about his sudden happiness and love expression but something had happened. I felt… weird. I tried to remember. I followed Damon downstairs, he was looking for Stephan and he was really mad. Stephan had… he drunk my blood? Or was it a dream. No, it was too vivid and it made sense to the fury of Damon towards him. But why? He was always in control.
-Kira, there´s something you must know love- He started with a serious tone and holding me in his arms tightly, as if I would run away at any moment.
I had to dig deeper into my mind. Elena was talking to us. Apologizing or something. But someone intruded. Klaus. And then I remember it. The surprise when I, for just a second, fell his hands around my head and then… Bam!... everything black.
-Oh no- I whispered in shock. I was dead? No but Damon was here. Which meant Stephan's blood had… it had turned me!?
-No, no, no, no, no!- I started to look form one place to the next as my brain went from one thought to the next one. I was damned now, to an eternal wanting of blood. I would never get old! I would never have a family again. And sooner or later I would kill someone! Oh God I would kill someone!
-Kira, love, calm down- Whispered Damon to my ear as he held me even stronger as I started to shake.
-No, no, no pelase Damon! Tell me this is not happening to me- I started to sob in his chest.
He seemed shocked but rocket me in his lap and soothed my hair with tenderness. I had become a vampire. What would my parents think if they could see me now? Would they try to kill me as my dad once tried to kill Damon?
I was almost eternal now! And the thought scared me even more than my humanity! Live forever… it was so unreal.
-You have to feed Kira- Damon whispered to me.
I shook my head fanatically. There mere thought just made me want to throw up!
-If not you will die- He took my head in his hands.
-Maybe that´s the best- I said with a whisper and really thinking about it. I felt as if my emotions were at their limit. In one second I was extremely sad and the so confused and then sad again and then when I looked at Damon I just wanted to take off his clothes. "Kira what the hell is wrong with you!" I scolded myself.
He looked at me as if I had just spat in the grave of his mother –Don´t even say that. Do you hear me!?- He took me by the shoulders and shook me –You will feed. That is out of the question-.
-Don´t give orders to me- I said as I stood –Can you be a little more tolerant with me right now. I had just discovered I will turn into a vampire and I just feel so sad- I said as I stood out of the bed overloaded with emotions.
-Is normal you feel that way- Damon started as he looked at me with a little smile –Is part of being a vampire. Your emotions just magnified-.
-I am not a vampire!- I said to him rudely –yet…-.
Suddenly someone was at the door. There she was, Katherine with her awesome good looking and dressed as a model. She looked at us with a smile and rested her hip in the frame of the door.
-Well, well, well. We have a new vamp at home! I really look forward of how we, three, could spend some really great time. Damon can be my lover and you Kira can be my best friend. Such a cliché story don´t you think?- She said with a smile.
-Your lover… mmm… tempting but I am looking forward for a character more challenging that your lover. I mean every man has played that part at least once in their life with you- Said Damon as he crossed his arms behind his head and looked at Katherine with a cold look and a smirk.
-Tempting?- I asked him crossing my arms and raising an eyebrow.
He looked at me and laughed -You know you are really adorable when you are jealous-.
-And I do not blame you Kira- Katherine gave a step forward and looked at Damon as if she would rape him just right there –After all, he has never been able to resist me-.
-What the fuck do you want now Katherine?- He said getting mad at this. Was she telling the truth? Oh God it was a bad moment for her to start making her stupid games when my emotions where as sensitive as the skin of a baby.
-Nothing. Nothing that I haven´t had before- She got closer to him and caressed his chest with one finger.
Damon frowned and then turned towards me –I am out- I said as I made my way out. I was so hungry I could eat an entire horse and this conversation wasn´t doing me any good.
I was making my way downstairs when I found Alaric in the library. He looked at me in shock but then recovered quickly –Kira!- He dropped the books and held me against his chest.
-I was so scared- I whispered in his chest. I felt so comfortable with him around me. He reminded me so much of dad, and in a way I felt safe with him.
-I know little girl, but you will be just fine- He said with a sweet and parental smile. I nodded and took a deep breath –I don´t want to kill anyone- I said sadly.
-You don´t have to- Said Stephan as he entered the room and gave me a hug –I am so sorry for what happened. I should have been here to protect you also- He whispered as he hugged me strongly.
-Don´t even say it Stephan. You saved my life… well in a way- I could feel my emotions stable now. God, this was worse than being in my period! This happened so fast that I needed time to adjust to this.
-You can feed on the blood of animals as I do- He said with a smile and taking me by the shoulders.
Damon got down the stairs and I suppose that what he heard and saw, didn´t made him exactly very happy.
-She won´t- Said Damon as he came closer and took me by the hand –I will not let her feed in those habit of yours Stephan, she will starve and you know it-.
-He is right, I want to try the blood of animals- I said to Damon as I looked at him in the eyes.
-See, handsome, that was what I was talking about- Said Katherine as she entered the room and dropped in a sofa.
Damon clenched his jaw and looked at Stephan –It can´t be-.
-What?- I asked confused and looking at everyone for an explanation.
-She will do everything he ask her- Said Katherine with a smile. She was enjoying this, whatever it was.
-What is going on?- I asked Damon as I began to stress about this.
-Nothing she´s just telling nonsense- He said as he pushed me away from Stephan and took me by the waist.
-You know I am not- She said as she laughed and then made her way towards us. She then grabbed Stephan by the hip and looked at him with lust –I wonder if a human can Sire bond a vampire. Because I am sure it happened between us my precious Stephan-.
Stephan took her wrist in his hands and pulled her away – Katherine don´t you have someone else to bother?-.
-What is a sire bond?- I asked at Damon from him chest.
He didn´t answered he just stared at the couple in front of us with hate. Alaric had mercy on me and explained me –You make a special bond with the one vampire that gave you his blond before you turn. He has great power over you, and you fell just attached to him. Say yes to whatever wish and command. And there´s also…-Alaric cleared his throat as he moved uncomfortable –There´s also the attraction-.
-Wo, wo, wo I am sorry Stef I love you as a brother but I am not feeling the slightest attraction here- I said as I raised my hands as in a surrender sign –And I really do want to try the animal diet-.
-No you won´t- Said Damon.
-I am not doing this for any stupid bond! You know me better than anyone Damon, no one makes me do anything I don´t want to… well except Klaus, that fucking bastard. But what I´m saying is… HELL I AM HUNGRY!- I said as I took my belly in my hands and looked at everyone so angry I could kill them all.
My God I was just starving and all they could think about was a sire bond that didn´t even existed!
-Blood bags. You are not killing anyone, and you are being well feed- I heard the proposition of Damon at the back of my head. Something was claiming my attention and it was coming from Alaric.
I had never noticed how perfect his skin was, how I could see the veins of his hands well marked threw his skin, how he took deep breaths and moved his weight form one side to the other. I had never noticed that his heart could beat that loud. That clear sound that was making me knew he was alive, that there was blood flowing in his veins; fresh, hot and pure blood calling me through his heartbeat. I started to breathe fast and I felt something changed in my mouth.
I swear I could not even help it. The moment the idea crossed my mind the moment I found myself running towards Alaric and spotted his neck for my next target. I had him in my arms. I really made my way without stopping or hesitating, I was not going to stop now that I was so close, to taste him…
-Kira!- I felt Damon grabbing me from behind and pulling me away from Alaric.
-NO!- I yelled like a demon and twisted in his arms. I wanted it, I wanted it so bad!
-Kira, love, listen to me- I heard Damon taking my head in his hands and looking at me deep in the eyes –You can´t eat him, you will regret it later- He caressed my cheek softly.
I was breathing so fast my chest was moving frantically. I slowly came back to be myself and turned to look at Damon in the eyes. He looked at me with comprehension and love, never moving away. Alaric was looking at me calmly but I could see he had become scared of me.
-Oh Alaric I… I am so sorry- I said in shock and trembling in Damon´s arms.
-It´s okay Kira, you just need to feed- Alaric came towards me and hugged me. After I had almost killed him! He indeed was a brave man. This meant so much to me I cried in his chest –Please forgive me Alaric. I couldn´t… I just… please forgive me!- He looked at me with a smile and nodded.
-I´ll feed her- Said Damon as he took me from Alaric's hands and pulled me towards him. I would not argue now. If I was going to put in danger the people I cared about, I would feed.
He took me to the basement and there was a refrigerator fool of blood bags. I looked at them with a grin and so unsure. If I took one of those, there was no coming back.
Damon embraced me from the back and kissed my shoulder as I stared at the blood bags –I´ll be here, no matter what- He whispered.
-If I kill people Damon, I don´t know if I am going to be able to forgive myself- I turned to look at him.
-But you can forgive what I´ve done?- He asked raising an eyebrow.
His icy blue eyes looked at me and I almost feel as if he was seeing my soul. They were so deep and powerful I could not help but kiss him. My emotions where again magnified as I pulled him against me with strength. His lips tasted so good, much more than I could remember. He seemed surprised at first but then he grabbed me with strength against him and kissed me back with the same passion.
He closed the refrigerator and made me sat at the border of it as he wrapped me in his arms and kissed me again with strength and passion. I was melting in his amrs. I felt fire all over my skin. He was everywhere. I took his hips and enclosed them with my legs as I was still sat in the refrigerator; with the smell of blood driving me crazy and even more on.
-I love you, that´s why it doesn´t matter- I whispered as his mouth traveled to my neck and his hands started to bring my blouse up.
He took it away and he started to wonder all over my body –I´ll not let you to starve- He said with heavy breathing –First thing first- He said as he embraced me and pulled me off the refrigerator. I was left with a heavy breath and my knees feeling like jelly. God, my emotions where so magnified I doubted I could control them some day for now on.
He took one blood bag and handles it to me –Damon if I do this there´s no turning back- I said with a whisperer. Did I want to be a vampire?
Damon clenched his jaw and took me by the arms –Since we meet each other, there was no turning back Kira. I will not let you die. I am a fucking selfish man and I know it, I can live with your hate for the rest of our existence, but I can´t continue without you. So either you take that bag from your own hand or I´ll make you drink till the very last drop-.
I raised my eyebrow with anger –This is my choice Damon, make no mistake about that. The thing is, that I don´t know if I want to be a vampire- I said taking my head in my hands.
He clenched his jaw even more, and his eyes turned dangerous and angry –I felt like I have lost you yesterday Kira. It drove me insane. And if something I can promise, is this… I will never pass through that pain again. This is no longer your choice. And I don´t give a fuck if you slaughter the whole town, do you hear me? If you are okay and with me, I am as selfish as to make everyone miserable in order to keep you- He opened the blood bag and took pulled me by the hair making me raise my head to take the blood. As soon as the liquid touched my lips I knew I was doomed.
He kept me close to his chest as I drank the blood as if my life depended on it. As soon as I realized what I had done, it was too late. I would be a vampire forever.
-What have you done?- I whisperer with tears. He took away my free will. And I hated it, I hated to feel used and treated like a little girl.
-I have saved us both- I said with coldness and a stare as strong as the pain he had left in all his life.
I moved away from his arms and shook my head –How dare you?- I asked with tears. This had to be my choice. And his just pushed me to do something that, most likely, I would have done for my own, but still… It was my decision to make.
-I told you, I don´t give a damn if you hate me- He said looking at me with hurt in his blue eyes -I don´t care—.
I closed my eyes as hard as I could. I made my way upstairs and felt so disappointed about everything. I mean I was now the creature my parent´s where so obsessed of killing. And he just took that decision away from me.
I walked upstairs made a fury.
-I suppose that didn´t went out so well- Said Stephan with a frown.
-Your brother is a dick- I said as I took his glass of bourbon and drank it all.
-Easy- He whispered in a "older brother" tone.
-She´s just over reacting- Said Damon taking my hand and raising his eyebrows towards his brother.
I´m not and you know it! You made me feed against my will!- I took his hand away from me and crossed my arms over my chest.
-Such a Damon attitude- Said Katherine with a smile.
-Can everyone can please just get the fuck out of my house before I kill someone!- Yelled Damon made a fury.
-I figure out that´s my exit sign- Said Alaric with a twisted smile and heading towards the door.
-No one is going anywhere, except for me! I want to go home- I said as I made my way to the door.
-Kira wait!- Damon called me from behind. At a vampire speed I opened the door but failed at the fact that I was now a vampire. The sun hit my right in the face as I felt it burn me alive.
I let out a scream of pain as Damon immediately closed the door –I told you to wait- He said kneeling by my side as I took my face in my hands.
-This is shit!- I said feeling angry and stupid for having ignore such an obvious detail now.
-It is. Come- He took me in his arms and carried me towards his bedroom. The windows were closed.
I refused to look at him. I loved him so much, but he had to understand I had to make my own decisions, that I was free and there was a limit of things.
He sat by my side and watched me trying to ignore him.
-I love you Kira, so much- He said with intensity as I still looked at one side of the room to avoid his strong gaze.
-That is why I prefer your hate, than your absence- He said as he stood form the bed and made his way out –I´ll talk to Bonnie and make you a sun ring-.
-I don´t hate you- I whisperer as I turned to look at him –But we can´t be together until you learn that I have a voice in my own life- And with that I turned my look away from him.
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