I have no idea if anyone is actually reading this FF but here's the next chapter anyway...

Many songs were used, as it is a long and light chapter; Led Zeppelinh is singing Communication Breakdown, Kansas and Boston are rocking out our favourites and for romance we are using Kissing You by Sade...

Enjoy


Chapter 6: Whining and Dining

'Hey Bobby,' Julie said exhausted from the long drive. It was about 10am when they finally arrived and she hadn't been able to close her eyes since she had seen the car and her man turn off.

'Julz, you look tired, come in girls,' he enveloped her in a big bear hug.

'Hey Bobby,'

'It's so great to see you girls, come in come in.' He said directing them to the living room. He rapidly threw some books of the couch and made room for them to sit. 'Can I get you anything?'

'Some water would be great,' Lena replied and Julie nodded in agreement.

Bobby dashed off to the kitchen, he wanted to know what they were doing here, he wondered if the boys were in trouble but he figured he would have gotten a call if that was the case.

Julie looked at Lena and saw that she was barely able to hold her head right.

'Just lie down for a minute and sleep a bit, you must be exhausted, I'll fill Bobby in,' she said caring for her friend.

'Yeah I might just do that,' Lena laid her head on Julie's lap and she fell asleep quickly, not being able to keep her eyes open for one more minute.

'Poor thing, she been driving all night?' Bobby asked as he came back with two glasses of water. He took a seat across from Julie, who drank the first glass and the second.

'Yeah of course, you know how she gets, no one can even touch Jared without her permission,' Julie said rolling her eyes.

'So, not that I am glad to see you girls but what are you doing here? Where are Sam and Dean?'

'That we don't know, we're here on business believe it or not,' Julie said.

'Business? Hunting business or you want me to do a show-and-tell at school?'

'Hunting business,' Julie snickered.

'You went hunting with them?'

'Not precisely, we tagged along for the research but came across some weird information, the facts don't add up and we were kind off stuck, so we decided to come by your house on our way home. But then in the middle of the night Dean called saying they're going to make a detour.' Julie's knuckles turned white as she clutched the glass she was holding.

'Julz, hunny careful,'

'Oh, sorry,' she said confused and put the glass back down.

'So what's this case?'

'Well, Lena got a phone call from some girl, or so we thought, Allie Lipton about a week ago. Sam and Dean were still up in Maine with a wendigo, she brushed the girl off, not knowing who she was. Apparently she was the girl that had been trapped in the warehouse with Dean, under the djinn's spell.' Bobby nodded, remembering her.

'So when they came back Dean called to find out what's up, she didn't answer her phone, long story short we went over there, and we were right on time for the funeral.' Bobby sighed shaking his head.

'We did the digging and we know that she made a deal to get rid of her mother, problem is she made that deal 10 and half years ago, so she must have found a way to get rid of it, more odd was the fact that she had killed herself, there was no sign of demonic activity at all.'

Bobby looked incomprehensibly, he couldn't fit all the pieces together but he did have a theory.

'And that's why you are here?' he said.

'Yep'

'And the boys have gone off following their own theory?'

'I guess so. This girl was apparently pretty important to Dean and he had the compulsive need to find out what had happened to her. Definitely because she had called their house only three days before killing herself.'

'Yeah, I see, when do you think they'll be here?'

'Lena said around the afternoon. I'm guessing 3-4pm?'

'Right, you know what, you are tired, why don't you have a lie down here,' Bobby pointed to a couch nearby, 'and let me do some research while we wait for the boys.'

'No thanks, let me do some research,'

Bobby looked into her eyes, squinting his own and looking disapprovingly.

'Okay fine, I'll take a nap,' Julz sighed.

'You do that, else I'm in a shit load of trouble when Sam gets here.'

Julie got up carefully exchanging her lap with a pillow, but Lena didn't wake up. She was long gone in a swirl of nightmares starring Dean and Allie.

She went to lie down and suddenly felt that Bobby was right, she fell asleep before hitting the pillow.

**********

'So,' Dean said after dropping the travel agent at the bus station.

'So, what?' Sam asked.

'You're still going to marry Julie?'

'Of course!' Sam said like there were no other possibilities.

'I mean after what that crossroad demon said.'

'Yeah I know what you mean, I know more now, I am better prepared. There's no way I'll let that happen to Julie. I'll protect her.'

'I am sure you will,' Dean said, 'but you can't be with her 24/7 and she's your weakspot. We know it, they know it.'

'When's the last time we have been challenged by some evil spawn?' Sam asked confidently. 'Not counting the trickster.'

'Yeah I know, Sam just...'

'Just what? Are you going to leave Lena to protect her?' Sam countered. Though Dean had been questioning himself with the same thing it still hit him hard hearing it from someone else. The thought alone was excruciating but he couldn't deny that them being apart but her being safe did appeal a great deal.

'Maybe, I don't know.'

'Just a few days ago you were talking about children?!' Sam said.

'Yeah but we both know that is pretty impossible, I mean that bitch was a lying skank but half of what she spewed was right.'

'I can't believe what I'm hearing!' Sam said, 'look we can protect them, if they're not with us they are just as vulnerable to the supernatural as any other civilian.'

'That's not completely true Sammy and you know it, I am just saying...'

'Don't just say, Julie knows me, she knows what I do, what we were trained to do, if she found it too dangerous she would have walked away years ago. She'll decide what she can handle, I am not doing it for her.' Sam said confidently.

'Fine, this'll be a moot point anyway,'

'What do you mean?'

'After last night, it wouldn't surprise me if Lena dropped Julie at Bobby's and left to pack my stuff and kick me to the kerb.' Dean snickered at the thought.

'Yeah you are right, she is a smart woman.'

Both went silent, reviewing their own situations and their options, and considering their past.

Dean turned up the music;

Wanted death or alive

Sometimes I sleep, sometimes its not for days

And the people I meet always go their separate ways

Sam and Dean glanced at each other with frightened looks, and Dean immediately reached to change the channel.

Hey, girl, stop what you're doin!

Hey, girl, you'll drive me to ruin.

I don't know what it is that I like about you,

But I like it a lot.

Wont let me hold you,

Let me feel your lovin charms.

Communication breakdown,

It's always the same,

I'm having a nervous breakdown,

Drive me insane!

**********

They arrived at Bobby's at 3pm, Bobby was sitting on the porch waiting with a beer. And Dean was very relieved to see the Mustang, though he had joked before, somewhere in his mind he was scared that he might have been right.

'Hey Bobby, got one for us?' Dean said approaching the house with a smile.

'You idjits!' Bobby wanted to yell but he was suppressing his voice so he wouldn't wake the girls.

'What?'

'You can't drag those two into one of your hunts!' He said seething with rage, after all he had come to love both women like they were his own daughters, he protected them more than he did the boys.

'Bobby, they practically begged us to come with, look it's a long story but there was no way they were going to let us go.'

'Fine! Then if you are that stupid to drag them along you should keep them in the loop! Not knowing is much more dangerous than knowing everything! Poor things came here both upset and exhausted from you sudden disappearance.'

'If we had told they would have been a lot more worried than now.' Sam yelled back at Bobby.

'Keep your voice down, boy, they are inside sleeping!' Bobby countered.

Hearing Bobby say that their women were inside sleeping made the itch pretty bad and they wanted to go inside as fast as possible.

Sam walked through the door by-passing Bobby and Dean was right behind him but he hit Bobby friendly on the shoulder with a big smile.

When Dean saw his girl lying on the couch every thought of leaving her disappeared into oblivion. He couldn't, he was in this too deep and he loved her.

He squatted down so his face was levelled with hers, she looked so peaceful and beautiful to him that he didn't want to wake her but looking into her eyes was more appealing, he stroked her cheek with the back of his hand.

'I am here,' he whispered, causing Lena to open her eyes.

'You're alive, hurray,' she said sarcastically and she turned around so she faced the back of the couch and she fell asleep again.

Sam tried the same with Julie but aside from the variation on sarcasm she pretty much reacted the same.

'They are so smart,' Bobby said grinning proudly as a father, whose girl came home from prom and had said no.

'Come on let's go outside we need to talk.'

'So spill it, where've you been?'

'We paid a visit to some of Sam's friends,' Dean said grinning stupidly.

'We summoned a crossroads demon, to find out about the deal, I assume they filled you in?' Sam said ignoring Dean.

'Yeah, they did. So what did she have to say?'

'Not everything made sense, something about a chosen one but we didn't get the intail. There was something though, she said they had sent a dark angel after Allie.'

'Yeah when Julz told me about the suicide that was one of my guesses, I don't know anything about chosen ones though.'

'So what is it? A demon?' Dean inquired.

Bobby grunted.

'Well not exactly, but they definitely don't play with the good guys, they gather souls for hell. You know when you get killed by something supernatural you don't exactly end down in the pit?'

'Yeah,' Dean said sipping his beer.

'Well these fuckers do get the job done, there's some lore but the consistent thing is that they use mind manipulation,'

'But if they use mind control, isn't it still murder,' Sam said confused.

'Not exactly, they read your mind and filter out the things you're not proud of, the worst things you have ever done, and then they magnify the gravity of that action by a million. They don't control your actions, you're pushed into it but they don't pull the trigger.'

'Mean little fuckers, so what can we do about it?' Dean asked.

'Case solved as far as I'm concerned, I don't know where they are, how many or even how to kill it.' Bobby said, 'there's nothing you can do Dean, her soul's lost, you have done your part. Just go home and spend some time with those two amazing women. Besides you have a wedding to organize.'

'I agree Dean, I mean we've done everything we could, we can't save her.'

Dean went silent and bitter, and nodded, if they weren't going to help he'd handle it himself.

'Fine,' he said trying to disguise his anterior motif.

Sam stood up drinking the last of his beer.

'Man I could use a nap like Julie's right now, he said stretching.

'What? You've been snoring in the car! Whimp!' Dean said shaking his head.

'Dean! I don't know if you noticed but I am pretty tall and the Impala isn't really comfortable,'

'Don't blame the Impala for your abnormalities!'

'Boys, please, you are both tired that's obvious, why don't you crash here tonight, take the guestrooms upstairs. They ain't being used anyway. And take the girls with ya,' he said solving the situation.

Sam and Dean agreed that staying at Bobby's, regaining some of their strength, take a breather, sounded like perfect idea.

Dean went over to the couch were Lena was sleeping, he didn't want to wake her so he picked her up very carefully, but she woke up anyway.

'What are you doing?' she asked drowsy with her eyes still closed. She wanted to be angry but the moment she smelled him, she just wanted to get closer and she let him carry her upstairs.

Sam tried to lift Julie but she was semi-conscience.

'Don't,' she said, pushing his hands away.

'Julz, don't stay mad,' he pleaded in a soft whisper, not wanting his brother to hear his pleads.

She turned to face him, which was a big mistake because she could now see the puppy eyes she has never ever been able to resist.

'I am sorry,' he added and now the pouting lip was sure to seal the deal.

Julie couldn't oppose and broke into a thousand little pieces, she sighed.

'Kiss me first,' she demanded.

'Gladly,' he said smiling.

He leaned in and right before his lips reached hers Sam heard her breathing coming to a complete stop, like after all these years she still wasn't used to kissing the man she loved and he liked it, he loved that she still saw him with fresh, new eyes each day. So he kissed her each day with the intensity of a first kiss, the excitement of a first kiss, nothing about their relationship was routine.

Sam picked her up like she weighed nothing and carried her upstairs, laying her on the big bed. He pulled off his trousers and climbed in bed next to her, and with Julie close to him, in his arms he fell asleep.

**********

Bobby had cooked a fantastic meal, it wasn't everyday that his kids came to visit and frankly he loved the house brewing with laughter, bickering and teasing, it made him feel younger and want to stick around a lot longer.

He went upstairs knocking on the doors.

'You kids going to sleep all day or does anyone want dinner?' Bobby yelled.

Julie and Lena had slept a good portion of the day and when they heard Bobby's voice they couldn't wait to get downstairs, realizing they were famished. Sam and Dean hadn't been out long but the smells penetrating the wooden doors couldn't keep them in bed either.

Dean rapidly put his jeans back on and followed his sweetheart out the door, feeling her up on the way down, which made her giggle and laugh.

All four of them were stunned when they saw the dinner table.

'Bobby? This is not take-out,' Sam said.

'Yeah so, you think a man alone can't cook?'

'Well...' Sam sputtered, 'I didn't know you could.'

'Yeah well, what's an old man to do after preventing the apocalypse? Gotta train my brain,' Bobby explained.

Everyone gathered round the table and sat down looking at the feast in front of them the hungry rugarus inside Sam and Dean took over their bodies. Lena got up to get some beers out of the kitchen, when she came back she had a gigantic smile on her face.

'What?' Dean asked with food coming out of his mouth.

'You wont believe what I just found!' she giggled, throwing a teasing look at Bobby.

'Lena, no, put it back,' Bobby demanded.

'Yeah the hell I am.' She yelled.

Lena took the book from behind her back and showed it to everyone.

'Cooking with Martha Stewart?' Sam yelled in disbelief almost falling of his chair in disbelief. Julie couldn't catch her breath either, the thought alone was just so inconceivable she couldn't wrap her mind around it.

'Who's that?' Dean asked, confused why everyone was in stitches.

Lena put the book down on the nearest cupboard and went to sit back down after giving everyone their beers, and scratching Dean's neck affectionately.

'Seriously, who is she?' he repeated.

'Someone who learned to cook in prison,' Julie said winking at Lena.

'Look I have a lot of free time now and well when my grandchildren come over I'd like to give them something else than food poisoning and a beer,' Bobby countered when the laughter tied down.

'Grandchildren?' Lena said, 'don't count me in, not in the near future anyway.' She continued eating a piece of bread.

Dean looked at her confused, though they had never really talked about it, he kind of figured that her wanting to have kids was a given.

'You're not bailing on me too now are you Julie?' Bobby said.

'You should talk to him about that,' she said nodding her head towards Sam.

Wide-eyed Sam stared at Julie. They had had this talk and though Sam did want children he wanted to wait another couple of years and just enjoy each other first.

'So what,' he said, 'maybe I am a bit traditional, I'd liked to marry first and then have kids. What's wrong with that?'

'Yeah you're quite the average Joe, ripping demon's heads off and closing the gates to hell, you're right totally the family man!' Dean said sarcastically.

Sam threw a bread-roll at his brother who caught it in midair and put it in his mouth.

'Wow Bobby that was just great, thank you,' Dean said leaning back on his chair, literally stuffed like a turkey.

'Yeah don't open your pants just yet, the dishes are all yours,'

'We're already on it,' Julie and Lena said clearing the table, kissing Bobby on the cheek as they went to the kitchen.

The old man couldn't help and grin, the gratitude was definitely worth being laughed at for knowing Martha.

'Oh God,' Julz said upon entering the kitchen.

'Yeah I know, I saw it earlier.'

'This is not a kitchen,' Julie added, 'this... this...'

'Is a warzone,' both girls said in unison, they laughed at each other. The more time they spend together the more their minds became aligned with one another.

It appeared as if Bobby had used every pan and pot available in that house and Julie even considered if he had gone out into the scrap yard for more pots and pans.

Lena was already filling the sink while Julie was trying to organize what came first and what last. Lena pulled two beers out of the fridge and toasted with Julz on a fun evening after a hell lot of time. Julie leaned back on the counter and just cringed at the thought of washing it all, she put down her beer and confidently she walked back in the living room. She went to stand behind Sam and hugged him from behind, kissing his cheek and neck while his arms turned behind the chair enveloping Julie's legs.

'Don't you want to come and help us in the kitchen?' she said with a voice made of small kittens, pouting her lip just enough for him to get weak in the knees and do whatever she says. He got up and followed her like the good little boy he was.

'Oh man you're such a woos!'

'Dean, hunny, you coming?' Lena said from the doorway.

'Sorry babe, I don't do dishes,' he said.

'Okay,' Lena said and she walked back into the kitchen.

'Okay?' Bobby asked completely confused.

'Yeah, sure we have an understanding,' He said winking.

'You idjit, she just banned you from the bed for the rest of the week! You seriously don't know the smallest thing about women, do ya?'

Dean looked at him, was Lena being passive-aggressive in this instant? Would she use this later on?

'Come on, I'll help.' Bobby said seeing the panic in his son's eyes.

'Look who has graced us with his presence,' Lena said when he came behind her and put his hands on her hips when she was standing in front of the sink. He brushed the hair off her neck and lightly caressed his lips against her bare skin, something she couldn't resist and she got chills all over her body.

'Hey Bobby please, you did the cooking let us clean up, please, that's the least we can do.' Julie said pulling a chair out for the old man she loved so much.

Sam and Julie were on drying duty and Lena and Dean took the washing, before putting on the gloves Dean turned the tiny radio in the kitchen on and played with it until he found a song he liked.

Carry on, you will always remember

Carry on, nothing equals the splendor

The center lights around your vanity

But surely heaven waits for you

Carry on my wayward son

There'll be peace when you are done

Lay your weary head to rest

Don't you cry (don't you cry no more)

Bobby enjoyed the atmosphere so much that he almost got teary-eyed out of pure and sheer joy, he saw Lena and Dean playing with the water while Julz and Sam were trying to separate them but unfortunately got caught in the crossfire.

The music went on and welcomed the night.

Well I get so lonely when I am without you

But in my mind, deep in my mind,

I can't forget about you

Good times, and faces that remind me

I'm tryin to forget your name and leave it all behind me

You're comin back to find me.

Well I'm takin my time, I'm just movin on

You'll forget about me after I've been gone

And I take what I find, I don't want no more

It's just outside of your front door.

Sam, still pretty tired, had a need to be alone with Julie so they retreated to their room.

'Goodnight Bobby, thanks again for dinner,' she said while hugging the man from behind.

'Yeah Bobby, thanks again,'

'Yeah,' the old man grunted as he got up from the chair, 'I am hitting the sack as well. You kids be quiet tonight, okay?' he said with a plea in his eyes. Not wanting any fooling around under his roof.

'Hey hey, who do you take us for, we're not always going at it like weasels! Besides it's not because you no longer can, we can't,' Dean said smirking at Bobby.

'Don't you toy with me boy, all systems still go!' Bobby yelled.

'Oh my God!' Lena outed in utter embarrassment, burying her face in Dean's chest.

'No more,' Dean said holding a hand up to his, in so many ways, father, and closing his eyes trying to erase the mental image that came in his head.

Bobby retreated with a bouldering laugh, he was in his bed snoring under 10 min, the many bottles of beer and whiskey hadn't missed their effect.

Dean took Lena by the hand and led her through the kitchen door to the outside porch.

'Waw it's certainly a beautiful night,' she said a bit stunned at the beauty she could still appreciate after the horrible days they had had. She often missed noticing the little stuff, like a day where the sun would shine but it would still be cold or having lunch by the big fountain in the city where she used to live. She felt like she had lost part of herself, her days were oriented around this man, and she had vowed never to let that happen, and now she was counting the hours for when he would come home.

'Yeah it certainly is,'

Both went to sit down on the swing they had given Bobby last Christmas. Lena huddled close to her hero and sighed.

'What is it,' he said with a low voice.

'Nothing,'

'Talk to me babe,' he tried with a gentle push.

'I think I have never lived such a perfect moment in my entire life,' she replied, 'you going to run away scared now?'

'I have no idea where you get these stupid ideas.' He said smiling this honest smile reaching all the way to his eyes.

'You know what?' he asked.

'What?'

'I think I have never been happier in my life than those last two and a half years,'

Lena came back up so she could see his eyes, which were an unusual intense green thanks to the moonlight that brightened the entire neighbourhood.

'Are you serious,' she asked still scared of the answer, she bit her lower-lip.

He lifted his hand and touched her hair stroking down until he reached her neck.

'I am dead serious,' there was no smile on his face, only pure honesty and love was to be found in his eye.

He looked at her like he was memorizing every inch of her face, every delicate feature had to be marked in his memory. He realized in that instant that he might not survive if they'd break up or worse if something would happen to her. Though he had been scared for many, many years to ever be this close to one woman, he now welcomed the feeling and he finally understood what Sam was talking about when he first met Julie. Dean had always been in love with Lena but now he realized he had always truly loved her.

As their faces came closer, their eyes did not shut, waiting until the very last millisecond, not wanting to miss anything, they closed their eyes as their lips met, what started out as a soft lovely kiss turned into a passionate embrace, their bodies crept closer and closer together until no light could penetrate them.

'Dean, I love you.' She barely whispered, breathing heavily, leaning back from him for just a second. She wanted to place her lips back on his but he held her back.

'You know I love you too right?'

'Sometimes,'

'I love you more than life,' he breathed before he could no longer contain himself and pulled her as close as he could. Enveloping her with his jacket, they finally parted and watched the stars in silence.

She was lying on his chest listening to his heartbeat, while she was amazingly aware of his one hand on her shoulder, tracing lines over her upper-arm and the other in hers. A tear unwillingly escaped, crying out of happiness was a new emotion for her.

When Dean was too tired to hold his head up they went inside, abiding by Bobby's rules, this evening they had been more intimate with each other than sex could ever provide and they were satisfied to just look at one another and when Dean closed his eyes and fell in a deep sleep, Lena kept watching him, making sure no nightmares were haunting him and that he was happy and he truly was.

**********

'Julz,' Sam said in an exciting voice.

'What? What?' she reacted in panic and confused.

'Get dressed, quickly,' he commanded but not in a voice that announced danger in any way.

'Why? It's,' she took her cell phone looking at the time, '3.30 am!' she grunted.

'I promise you, this'll be good.'

Sam was already wearing his hoodie and his favourite jeans, he held up a sweater for Julie as she put on some pants and her shoes.

'What are you doing?' She whispered loudly.

'It's beautiful out here this time of year and I want to show you something,' he said withholding details.

He practically dragged her of the stairs.

'Waw, you're right it's beautiful outside,' she said when he had pushed her through the kitchen door.

'No, this is not it, come,' he said pulling her by her hand into the woods close by.

'Sam?'

'Yeah,' he said with the biggest boyish grin on his face.

'What are you doing? Are you possessed and taking me out to kill me?' she said a bit scared.

'No,' he huffed surprised at her erratic reaction.

He led the way through the trees, Julie didn't know if they were going in a straight line or if they were walking in circles. The moonlight was bright enough for Sam to navigate his way through but sometimes the coverage of foliage was so thick that it barely let any light in.

'That's exactly what a possessed person would say, you know,'

Sam grinned at his gorgeous fiancée, he didn't think the moonlight did her justice, she was the most beautiful woman in the world to him and according to him there should be permanent lights on her face so everyone could appreciate her delicate features and her natural beauty.

'Just hold on hunny, we're almost there. Anyone ever told you that patience is a virtue,'

'Yeah one guy tried to but he was too slow so I bolted,' she said sarcastically.

And all of a sudden Sam stopped in his tracks making Julie almost fall over, but then she saw it and he was right. She had never seen such a beautiful picture in her life, she felt like she had entered a fairytale by mistake.

The lake had the darkest of blues that existed and it reflected the close forest around it and in the middle a perfect picture of the moon. The only thing she heard was the wind racing through the trees and her own gasp. Sam still had her hand in hers and looked at her face, this is why he did stuff like this, Dean found it stupid to still make such an effort when it's obviously clear that both love each other deeply, but that wasn't the case for Sam, he wasn't proving his love or expressing himself, this was pure selfish because nothing made him happier than seeing his girl's eyes widen with amazement.

He let go of her hand and pulled a rope that was lying by his feet, a little boat crept closer and he wanted to get in but saw that Julie was still mesmerized.

'Come on hunny,' he said reaching for her hand.

'Sam, I, I...' she stumbled, 'I don't know what to say.'

'Nothing, just take my hand and get in the boat.'

She did as she was told, she wasn't the biggest fan of boat rides when the water was still wintery cold but she wasn't going to argue, if she fell in and died of the cold she would have died a happy woman.

Sam rowed the boat until the middle of the lake before he pulled in the rows and took a seat next to her, handing over the extra jacket he had.

'I am not cold, I'm alive!' she said exhilarated.

Both went to lie down and watched the starry night and the moon.

Heaving heart is full of pain

Oooh, oooh, the aching

'Cause I'm kissing you, oooh

I'm kissing you, oooh

'You remember our first kiss?' She asked while she was lying on his chest.

'How could I forget, there was so much static that when our lips met I actually felt an electric shock.'

Julie laughed at the memory, it had almost hurt, she had figured that the wool carpet and the rubber soles hadn't been the best idea.

'You know, Dean and I used to sneak out here when we were little,' he said, 'especially the hot days when Bobby was making us do homework. The moment he left the room we would be sprinting.'

'I can see it now, while you muttered Dean dragged you out,'

Sam laughed; 'yeah something like that.'

'And in the winter we'd play ice hockey, just the two of us.' He now said lost in his memories.

'That sounds like so much fun,'

'Yeah it was, probably the only good memories I have left of that so-called childhood.' He said with melancholy in his voice.

'Oh hunny,' Julie said comforting.

'I don't want that Julz, I don't want to do this anymore. I want to get on with my life and more importantly I want those around me to have a better life.'

'Calm down, don't make any rash decisions right now,'

Sam came to sit back up and Julie followed suit.

'This is not a rash decision,' he spoke calmly, 'I have been thinking about it for a while now, I don't want you to be in danger anymore, I don't want to have kids while I'm on the road with Dean. I don't want to miss anything. I want to be the one to discover your first grey hair. I want to change diapers, I want to cook you a meal sometimes, I want to choose the colour of our bedroom walls. I want a hometown. Don't you?'

The question was so prudent it stunned her, she didn't know what to say. Of course the thoughts had crossed her mind but they were barely behind the big 'what if'-door. She couldn't think of Sam without hunting, he was so good at it, he was made for it. But the thought of him being around made her happy in an instant. But she couldn't help but wonder, wouldn't he get bored? Would their relationship stand the rut of time? He needed the adrenaline pumping through his veins and she was pretty sure that litigating wasn't the way to do it.

'Sam, you love hunting, you're good at it, you'll regret this decision and if you'd be honest with yourself you would know that the white-picket fence would make your crazy.'

'I love you more, we'll never be average if that's what you are worried about,'

'You'll get sick of me, and what would we do for money? It wouldn't be exactly ethical to keep on with the creditcard scams when you're not doing a service and a teacher's salary wont cut it.'

'I'll get a job,'

'In a cubicle? With a yellow shirt and tight beige pants?'

'I hate beige,'

'I know you do,' she said.

'You want me on the road? Move every time the authorities get a whiff of us? Leaving the minute something comes up.'

'No, I don't want you on the road and I would want nothing more of you staying home, but the truth is I think you'll be tremendously unhappy. If you truly love someone you don't stand in their way, and that's what I'll do. Whatever you decide I'll be here, but think it through. Now you only see the bright side, but there are a lot of cons as well. I mean you'd become a hunter's brother.'

'What does that mean?'

'We, hunter's wives, call each other this way because we know what it's like; never knowing where he is, always waiting by the phone, jump up when the doorbell rings, wondering if you're hurt, being in constant stress. You'd be on the other side, you don't think Dean'll quit now do you?'

'I had no idea it was that bad,'

'Well it's bad, but it's definitely worth it. I have never regretted being with you,' she said looking straight into his eyes.

'Have I told you lately what an incredible woman you are?' He said amazed by this strong unbelievable intelligent woman sitting across from him.

'No, good thing I have a great memory,' she smiled.

Sam kissed her hard on the lips as his hand wiped away the hair in her face. He pulled her closer, he couldn't stand being a millimetre apart from her any longer, they fell back, rocking the boat and before Sam realized it he had accidently thrown Julie's shirt in the water, making them laugh in the cold silent night, abiding by Bobby's rules since they were outside the house.

Touch me deep, pure and true

Give to me forever

'Cause I'm kissing you, oooh

I'm kissing you, oooh

Where are you now

Where are you now

'Cause I'm kissing you

I'm kissing you, oooh

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