Chapter 4

So...here is where the M rating begins. It's not extremely explicit and whatnot, but definitely an M rating. Also...kind of a cliffie. Hope no one minds. Mwahahahahaaaa ;) Happy reading, my devoted readers!

"…so was that in our top ten?"

"Fuck yes."

"…top five?"

"I'd give it…fourth place."

She leaned up and peered at him. "Really? I thought maybe it was at least third."

He raised an eyebrow at her. "That's because I made you come hard twice in a row. Seriously, I think the neighbors wear earplugs all the time now," he teased.

"I know…I may have a loud voice, but in my defense…you were fantastic. I mean, that tongue of yours is insanely talented. It really knows its way around."

He bit his lip to keep from grinning too widely. It really boosted a man's confidence when his girlfriend told him he was amazing in bed.

Propping herself up on an elbow, she gave him a smirk, then let her free hand slowly slide down his chest. "So…what do you think about making it reach third place in your book, too?"

"And how are you going to do"- Immediately, he froze, and then a soft groan followed. Her hand had trailed dangerously low, and he felt a twitch down there.

She knew exactly how to make him beg when she was determined to give him a big finale and have him end with a loud bang. It wasn't only his mouth that was insanely talented. She was skilled in every which way.

"So…is that a…no?" she teased as a finger ran down his length, and bit her lip when he slightly shifted his hips towards her.

"Let's…let's make it reach…third…"

She giggled, knowing that ever since she corrupted him, he's been like a kid at Christmas every time sex was involved. But she absolutely loved hearing him moan, and usually it was her name.

This time, she began stroking him, from top to bottom. He was huge when he wasn't hard. When he was? Even she got turned on, just looking at what she could do to him. His body reacted extremely positively to this, and she watched him swell up the more she stroked him.

Suddenly, she used her fingernails to tease him, and his moan immediately got louder. He began to buck his hips upwards.

"Getting impatient, aren't we?" her kitten voice inquired, and she stopped her hand movements.

"Don't stop…please…"

"I think…you can be better than that with the begging, don't you?"

He almost hated it when she teased him like this. Almost. But his body was aching for more, and his cock was seriously all but begging. "Please. Please…"

Upon hearing the desperation in his voice, the corner of her mouth twitched upwards in a smirk, and she began stroking him again, biting her lip as she watched him continue to grow. His breathing was getting irregular, and she teased his tip, spreading the moisture around a bit. She knew he wanted her to use her tongue, but he was going to have to do better than that with the pleading.

"T-tongue…please…"

"Mm…you are getting awfully big and hard…" she said, teasingly.

"Please, I…beg you…Don't stop."

How could she make him beg even further? She was weak when it came to him. Oh, so weak. With her tongue, she trailed down her abs, and slowly to his hard dick, using her teeth to move down to his tip. He moaned louder than before, and shut his eyes.

She took him in his mouth, not even able to fit it all in, and hummed as she moved up and down, using his teeth and tongue in the process.

"Oh…R-Rachel...that feels so…I'm…I'm…"

"Do not…come yet…Finn. If you come…this will be…your last happy ending." Of course, she didn't mean it. She never did. "Hold it."

She continued the work she was doing, and hummed a bit deeply, holding his thighs steady. She knew he wouldn't last much longer.

"Rachel…"

"Not yet. Hold it."

She took her hand and massaged what part of him she couldn't take in her mouth, and she thought he would faint. One look, and she saw he was still breathing. But his cock began to tense up.

Immediately, she took him out of her mouth, and squeezed him tightly, forcing him to hold it just a bit longer, before with a really loud moan, he erupted in her hand, and he erupted hard.

She pumped him a few more times until he was done, and then she wiped her hand clean with a wet wipe from the nightstand. She laid her head down on his chest, and looked up at him.

"…well?"

He needed to caught his breath for a few moments. "…third. Definitely in…third. Fuck, Rachel. I thought I would…explode."

"You technically did. And look." She glanced down his body. "He's a happy camper." She winked at him, then placed a kiss on his chin.

"Fuck, so am I. That felt…so amazing. Thank…you."

"You're welcome." She smiled at him.

Despite what her job was, she felt like she was doing these things for about as long as he was. It was amazing what being in love with someone did to a person. She was pleased with herself for being able to please her boyfriend so well.

"I love you."

When she looked up at him, he was grinning at her. She knew it wasn't the blowjob speaking. It was Finn's heart. He really, truly loved her.

He felt so much, and yet, she couldn't find it in her to say it back. She tried. She really did. She didn't know what she felt. Happy was one word. She was really happy.

But love?

She didn't even know what the word meant.

She never told him. Why didn't she tell him? She was so fucking stupid. What the hell was wrong with him? She loved him beyond words. It was something she couldn't explain. She just knew that every time she thought of him, or saw him, her heart would swell, and be overcome with emotion. Something she'd never felt in her life.

That's how she knew it was love.

"Hey, Roxy, how would you feel about me fucking your brains out tonight?"

She turned and was shocked as what she heard, even though she was very used to hearing things like that. She didn't know who he was, but he looked like bad news. She was pissed. Angry. People shouldn't be stopping her and saying things like that.

"Get the fuck away from me, you fucking animal!" she screamed at him, getting attention from those around them, for which she was glad.

He winced, and slowly disappeared into the crowd. She stared him down until he did.

She was more that this. Finn told her that about as often as he told her he loved her. She was more than just…her body, and sex, and her porn films. She was better than this. Better than everyone who wanted her for her body, and those who watched her films.

She just wanted to hear him confirm it one more time. He always had the right things to say. He just knew what to tell her.

Sitting down at a café, she pulled out her sunglasses, and then her phone. At first, she'd gotten a dozen texts from him. All of them were apologies. Like this was all his fault. He wanted to know if she was okay. If there was anything he could do.

She didn't reply to a single text. A month had passed since his last text to her. He'd given up on her. She would have done the same thing. Nobody wanted to feel like they were chasing the wind.

Hey.

Really, Berry? Haven't said a word to him in two months, and that's the best you can come up with?

She knew it was a long shot. He had no reason to even have her number still in his phone. But she needed to talk to him. She didn't want him to keep blaming himself.

Rachel.

Her heart nearly thumped out of her chest when she saw he'd answered her almost instantly.