Chapter 9

All right, my lovely readers, this is the moment you've all been waiting for...*drumroll* SMUTTY SMUTNESS! And it's smexy, too. Get ready to jump into your cold showers. ;)

They hadn't even arrived properly at her condo, and they already had their tongues down each other's throats. It was quiet that night. Quiet, except for the moans that they were producing. And it was so damn difficult to keep quiet, too, when it all felt so wonderful.

It felt familiar.

And two months of no sex from anyone could do that to a person.

Once she got the door unlocked, they entered, and when the door closed, he pushed her against the door, once again kissing her deeply.

There was no going back from here, Finn knew. His mind was telling him to stop while he still could. But the thing was…he knew he couldn't. His body had betrayed him a long time ago, and if he stopped now, he wouldn't even be able to make it all the way home without fixing his issue.

Damn her for introducing him to this world. This addicting, delicious, and tempting world of sex.

Soon, his jacket was on the floor, and his white button down joined it is just a few moments. He could see her eyes look at him hungrily, and she brought her hands to his chest, sliding them down slowly to feel every single one of the muscles in his toned chest and abdomen. But before her hands could reach his pants, he used his hands to unzip her red dress in one swift motion, tugging the sleeves down, and revealing a black lace bra, that made Finn harder than he already was.

Her hand cupped his harness through his pants, and he groaned as she teased him for a bit by brushing her fingers back and forth. He took a breast in his hand and began to squeeze, tease, and massage it, and he received a moan in return. He continued doing so until she finally couldn't take it anymore, shifted completely out of her dress, then put her fingers to good use and undid his jeans, shoving them down to the floor and making him step out of them.

She could see his erection clearly through his boxers, and she knew that wasn't the biggest it's ever been. Biting her lip, she tugged him towards her bedroom, but stopped in the hallway when she shoved him against the wall and moved her hand down his torso to the part of him that was always really happy to see her. She continued teasing him through his boxers, and it was because she enjoyed watching him groan and squirm. As long as she had that hold over him, he was putty in her hands, and that was a huge turn on for her.

Finally, she hooked her thumbs into his boxers, and gave them a shove down, finally freeing his hard erection. Oh, he was bigger than before, but still not quite there yet. She would know. When she looked up at him, his eyes were darker than they'd ever been. He really wanted her. Well, good, because once he got his apology, she was going to be rewarded. She knew it.

Her hands gripped him, and began to rub him slowly. His breath hitched. Teasingly, she pushed her lingerie-clad body into him and began to grind into him, causing him to remember to breathe and to let out another groan. But his body encouraged her by moving against her, too. Soon, he couldn't do that anymore, and he reached his own hand down to his cock to relieve some tension. She didn't let him, however, and removed his hand.

"Please…" he begged.

She placed her own hand there now, and squeezed him, then began to rub him again, this time a bit more quickly than before. "Look at that hard cock. I think you can do…better than that, though…" She used both of her hands again, and began to rub him, feeling his cock swell up even more. She loved what she could do to him. It drove her crazy to know that her small self was a huge turn-on for him. She was way past wet.

There was no way he would last much longer. He couldn't. He'd been aching to be touched by here again, kissed with a fiery passion, and just…be with her. It physically had been painful.

That was when she went down on him. His breathing began more ragged as she began using her tongue, and then her teeth for more friction. Her thumbs were massaging the inside of his thighs, and immediately, his hips began bucking, pushing himself further into her mouth. He needed her.

"I'm…I'm going to…come, Rachel…stop, please…" And as much as he wanted to come in her mouth, he couldn't. He needed her.

When she didn't stop, he pulled out of her mouth with a growl, and for a moment, she looked confused. But there was no time to explain now. He needed to desperately soothe the throbbing between his legs. He picked her up so that she could wrap her legs around his waist, and then undid her bra, sliding it off as he entered her bedroom and dropped her onto the bed. By that time, she had already given him a dirty hickey on his collarbone, and he felt like his cock was going to explode at any second.

"Off…off." He immediately moved his hands to her panties, and shoved them off, tossing them aside before rubbing himself a little to keep himself from coming just yet.

Maybe he should have just let her give him the blowjob and finish. There was no way he'd last long enough to give her the pleasure too. So, he changed the plan.

Without warning, he slid two fingers into her, receiving a moan from her, and then grabbed his cock. He had to. He reached in as deeply as his fingers would go, and then began to push in and out as quickly as he could. It wasn't long before she was whimpering, and he was rubbing himself quicker and quicker.

The quicker his fingers moved, the louder she got, and then her back was arching up from the bed, meeting his every move. He pushed in a third finger, as his breathing began to get more and more ragged, and just then, she leaned up, moaning at what the shift did to her, and then bent over to take his very hard and very swollen dick in her mouth. The second she began to suck, he tensed, and then came hard, shooting hot cum down her throat, which set her off too. She climaxed just moments after he did, screaming his name as her body spasmed.

Although, they both knew this wasn't finished. He began to rub his cock again, not even allowing it to get flaccid. She immediately reached into the drawer of her nightstand, and pulled out a condom, tearing it with her teeth before taking Finn into her hand (he moaned at her touch, of course), and pumping him a bit before rolling on the condom. It wasn't long before he could feel there was another urge, and he immediately pushed his body into hers, sliding into her. Both of their moans filled the air.

Once he started a quick pace for them, she started to whimper again, which was her way of telling him she needed more. He refused, however, to listen to that. He needed verbal encouragement, even if he had to suffer a little before he got it. Instead, he went slower.

"Finn…" she groaned, arching her hips to increase the friction again. He bit back a moan. "I need you…Finn. Now. Please. I n-need…you…"

Hearing her beg him urged him to pick up the pace again. He pushed into her, harder and harder, and loved that her moans weren't ceasing.

"Just…like that. Don't…don't stop."

"Does that…feel good, baby?" He was surprised to hear his voice, but he'd always found talking during sex appealing. Even if it wasn't super dirty talk.

"Feels…amazing…"

He shifted their angle, spreading her legs further apart and that allowed him to go in deeper, hitting that bundle of nerves inside of her that caused her to see stars.

"Yes! Yes, Finn!" More moaning came from her, mixed in with Finn's as well.

He couldn't hold it back any more. "Oh…Rachel…" he groaned, using every ounce of his strength to move faster and to go as roughly as he could.

She shut her eyes tightly as her body arched into his movements. He leaned down and took her nipple into his mouth, sucking on it before biting at it, which caused her to scream even louder. He felt himself tense up, and knew just what that meant. No, no, fuck, not yet, Hudson…But it feels so…

He needed to continue to feel her. He didn't know when he'd get to do this again. They were most intimate at this point, when they were having sex. And it wasn't just…insanely mind-blowing. It was also special. It was something he'd never shared with anyone else, nor did he want to share with anyone else. She could make him feel so…on cloud nine, and he knew that from the sounds she was eliciting, he made her feel the same way. It wasn't just sex.

It was more than that.

"Oh…oh…" came from his mouth, and her very loud moans rang in his ears. There was no way he could hold it for any longer. He knew that from the way she kept tightening around him, then releasing, that she was trying to hold it too. So, he did them both a favor.

He moved a hand down to massage her clit, whilst still pounding into her, and they both were loud as they climaxed, she, screaming her orgasm, and he, coming hard into his condom.

Both of their bodies were shaking as he pulled out of her, and threw out his filled condom. She was gasping for air as she was trying to come down from her high, and his cock was still twitching from the pleasure it'd been put through.

He got off of her, and lay beside her, catching his breath. He couldn't remember the last time it was this good. Sure, she'd been able to make him come multiple times in one round, but…it wasn't ever this intense. Or desperate.

She turned her head to look at him, and he looked right back. They didn't say a word to each other for a while as they caught their breaths together. Finally, he shifted closer to her, and nudged his nose with hers before kissing her softly. She instantly began to kiss right back, and it wasn't long before their kisses got more and more heated. Again.

"Wait…wait…" She didn't stop, and his tongue was moving on its own accord into her mouth. "Wait, Rachel…" He pulled back.

She groaned softly. "Come on, Finn…Round two."

He wanted to tell her this had been a mistake. That it was his body that had done this to him. Not his mind. He didn't even know where his heart stood on the matter, and he was afraid to figure that one out. "No, Rachel…We shouldn't have done this."

She tilted her head at him. "What do you mean?"

"I mean…" No, it wasn't a mistake. He knew it wasn't. "We're not ready for this, yet. Maybe our bodies are, but…our hearts aren't."

Once silence came from her part. "But, Finn…I quit for you."

"No, Rachel. I don't need you quitting for me. I need you quitting for yourself. Because you know you're better than that. Not because I do. Not because it'll make me happy."

"Finn, I – Of course…I did it for you. Because you deserve to have a girlfriend who's…available only for you. I couldn't do it anymore. You…you have to understand why I quit," she said, searching his eyes.

He considered her answer for a moment. "You have a talent, Rachel. And your talent doesn't involve sex. You were hired to sing at the reception. It's because you're talented. And you're going to be hired many more times because of this. You're…going to be famous one day, for your voice. And not for your body."

When he put it like that, she wasn't so badly to believe him. She felt like Finn could never lie to her, not even when he didn't know the future. He was the most honest and innocent man she'd ever known.

"Maybe if that day comes…I'll come and thank you for believing in me so much." She was looking at him with those beautiful eyes. How was he supposed to resist that?

Damn it, pillow talk wasn't good for his health. "Of course I believe in you, Rachel. You…believed in me and my stupid films."

She sat up and looked at him sternly. "They're not stupid. Don't you dare ever say that about your work." She softened up a bit. "You love your work."

"That's how I feel when you put yourself down. I don't want you to put yourself down. I want you to…love yourself. To…accept yourself," he leaned up as well, and looked at her. "This is why…we can't be here right now. We can't be in bed together. Not until you figure it all out. Until you learn to love who you are, and then accept that."

She was nodding slowly. "I understand. Completely." There was a silence between them, before she looked at him a bit slyly. "But you know...since we're already here, and our clothes are out there…"

When her hand reached his length, his breath hitched, and his cock twitched. His body was telling him it was time for round two. Who was he to deny his body what it wanted?