It was not until two whole days later when she was discharged, and Sasuke didn't like it at all, they were already out of Konoha, the land he had promised himself he would never return to, why had he done it? Oh right, for her. And for reasons unknown to him, he didn't completely regret it.

He remembered the first time he saw her after his defection from the village, and he also noted bitterly he was still with the Snake Sanin, but she had grown so much. She looked at him straight in the eye and a challenge was born, he would have fought her too if not for that idiot that stepped in, and my surprise was there, well hidden.

Sakura was a national treasure, everyone loved her and she cared for everyone, but then again, she loved him, and he cared about her, contrary to popular belief, she was his friend, one of his very very (exaggerated) few. And yet he left her there, he had worried for some time with the what if's, she was defenseless on a bench and then, the troubling thoughts left his mind when he saw her in that old base, she was strong enough to lift that wannabe from his feet, and yet she looked worried for him, bitterness washed over him when he realized he was being ignored for that fucking idiot.

And when he said her name, her eyes widened, she looked so innocent for a moment, and he felt lightweight too, but that was a lie and he saw through it, it felt nice to feel that but he mentor was there, and he needed to set the record straight. He couldn't have any ties with anyone.

Yet it was until after defeating Itachi and learning the truth, he not only wanted to have her, but he wanted the village destroyed, and everyone had to suffer. He smirked as he thought about that time, now he had what he really wanted, Sakura. And she would get used to it.

He walked as confident as he could, he had no fears, he was Sasuke fucking Uchiha, the frickin' otokage, everyone respected him and even though he cared nothing for the people, he had to keep ruling. He knew no one would dare to mess with him, and he opened the door where his Sakura had been resting, imagine his delight when she was in the middle of changing.

"Ahhh!" she screamed and covered her chest, her relief washed in when she sae it was him, and he saw that too. The ever glowing smirk was on his face and he shut the door with his foot, the click was heard and she looked so good to eat in that moment, he couldn't control himself, he walked to her, his shirt falling off and falling on the floor. Her eyes widened and she blushed, it was rather a mystery of why she blushed like that when she had seen him before like this and wearing less.

"Sasuke-kun, I'm in the middle of changing!" she said and her voice trembled, she was already aroused and she did not like that fact, but she welcomed him when his tongue entered her mouth in an open kiss, she moaned lightly and his large hands cupped her bottom, pushing her up and thus making her wrap her long legs around his hips, the shirt that had covered her chest was now forgotten on the floor. He smirked in delight when one of his hands trailed her back and she shivered, but when his hand reached his goal, she moaned hard.

His fingers were pinching her hardened nipple and she shut her eyes, it was a bit painful but after that it was all ecstasy. His thumb brushed over the hardened peak and she bit her lip, trying to not be too loud, he kissed her roughly, "Don't do that", he ordered and she shook her head, "No, no Sauske-kun, I can't- I will no- AAAhhh!" her pleasured scream echoed through the room as his mouth found her breasts and his fingers her core. He mused as he pleasure her, she was a screamer. And he liked that in her.

Finally, his erection was throbbing against his pants and he couldn't stand it any longer, he tore off his pants and shoveled into her with enough strength to make her yelp, "Aah, Sas-uke-KUN!" it was all it took to lose all his control and soon enough, she was gripping onto the sheets, his eyes warned that if he didn't keep alert, they would close in pure pleasure, instead, he grabbed her knees and lifted, pushing even deeper into her.

Her hands gripped his forearms instead and he smirked, his tongue was licking and his teeth were nipping at her neck, her head thrown back and her eyes shut in pleasure, his Sharingan activated and he watched her closely, capturing every detail. Everything was now sealed in his mind and he shuddered when he felt his own pleasure building up, she tightened around him and whimpered as she reached her own peak, driving him insane and wanting more…

She laid in his bed afterwards and covered herself with the sheets, falling asleep. He watched her, the way she covered herself, the way she wasn't near him, he didn't like it. Of course he had sex before, and yet he hated the way women thought of themselves as important to cuddle to him. He would stand up and push them away, no one had that privilege.

He carefully pulled her towards him, trying to not wake her, she moved a little and he froze, what was he doing? She mumbled something and cuddled to him, her head resting on his chest and his hand laid itself on her hair, twirling one of her locks absently minded. She was warm and real and she loved him, he knew it. Deep down he really wished she would.

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She woke up to a warm body and something touching her hair, Sasuke-kun was laying beside her and she thought it was a dream, it must have been, she reasoned and slowly pushed herself up, he looked frozen yet not surprised, his fingers dropped the lock of hair they were holding and she kissed his neck tenderly. The butterfly kisses were spreading and she reached his lips, kissing him once and going back to his chest, where she laid back down, she closed her eyes again and she was out like a rock.

He couldn't breath, it was so fucking confusing, he was Sasuke Uchiha, he ruled without mercy and his hands were tainted with blood and pain, he didn't regret most of it but somehow, he never felt fear, he never froze and why the hell did this woman cause him so many sensations? He wondered while a shy knock was heard, he didn't want to answer but Sakura was starting to stir.

He stood up and grabbed his pants from the floor, he opened to meet one of his army captains, "What?" he hissed and the man flinched, "Uchiha-sama, the battalion is almost here and Karin-sama is with them, will you see her?" he asked, Sasuke fumed, he had been interrupted for that slut? "I'll decide that myself" and he closed the door with a slam.

She had heard everything, Karin-sama? Was she one of Sasuke's lovers too? She had been used, a fuck toy indeed and it hurt. A lot. She stood up quickly and put on the dress she had earlier, Sasuke was just coming and she had to get out of here, she didn't grab shoes, knowing she would have no time, a jump out the window and she was running to the forest surrounding the manner, she needed to see but the tears were blinding her vision, she only prayed he would not follow.

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He was pissed, but when he saw the empty bed and the faint smell of her lingering, he was furious. The open window was enough proof and he still felt her chakra running away, no one outsmarted him. Not even her, he chased and as he ran, he planned, and as he planned, his arousal grew. Sakura was going to pay for this.

She was close and he knew she knew he was too. There she was, she was running blindly and a sudden chakra flare warned him, she was going towards the cliff, she was going to jump! That fucking crazy woman of his! Just as she was reaching her goal, she was pulled into a hard body, her mind warned her but it was too late, she couldn't wipe the tears fast enough, "Sakura" he growled with anger but it all dissolved when he saw her tears, "what the fuck is wrong with you?" he hissed in frustration and that pushed her over the edge, no pun intended. "If you just want a fuck toy get someone else Sasuke!"

He growled, a fuck toy? He had those before, but he wanted Sakura, did she not see that? She was crying and he hated that, he always hated himself for making her cry, instead he shook her by the shoulders, "What the fuck are you talking about?" he growled and she tried to get out of his grip, she was being pushed against a tree and she didn't like it.

"I know I'm just another fuck toy, Sasuke-k-, Sasuke. Why didn't you just tell me of your precious Karin?" she heard the bitterness in her own voice, and so did he, "But then again, when had you ever told me anything about you? You jus-" she got cut off by his smirk, "You're stupid. Karin isn't precious, fuck, I don't even acknowledge her, Sakura." she was gaping at him, and he sighed, he might as well tell her once in for all. "you're the only woman who has ever been allowed to cuddle to me."

That seemed rational enough, he thought. He watched her close her mouth and stare at him, and then a gurgle of laughs reached his ears, she was laughing? Yes, she was laughing, because what he said was madness and none of it is real. "Oh, I get it, this is another dream", she was now talking to herself.

He growled in frustration, what the fuck was wrong with her? He pushed her further into the tree, and kissed her roughly. His tongue probing into her mouth, in and out. Leaving her whimpering every time it left just to smile when it came back in, never disappointing him.

"Sasuke-kun, I think I might be in love with you again, but then again…" she shook her head and kissed him back, leaving him breathless for a second, she was learning from him and yet her innocence was not corrupted. "I love you," she said and he pushed her into him, not leaving a single space between their bodies. It was frustrating to not be able to pronounce the words she yearned to hear, but his actions would have to be enough for now, until he was brave enough to say them out loud.