Edward
Wow, from the moment I met Bella, I knew my immortal life would never be the same. She smelt so good; I could have taken a bite at any minute. It was love at first sight. That's how I managed to control myself, I loved her so much. Our love is forbidden, like Romeo and Juliet. Although Bella is so much better than Juliet. She asks me, and asks me to turn her into one of us, but I simply can't do it. I don't want to condemn her to this life; I don't want my lovely Bella to turn into a monster like me. Not just that but I know the excruciating pain she would have to go through. Why she can't just love me for the life she has, and leave it at that. When I found Bella in the dance studio last year, I couldn't believe my eyes. James had bitten her, and it was killing me. And when Jasper smelt her blood in our house, I had to protect her. I just have this need to love her, to protect her, to make sure she is ok. That is why I had to help her when those vile, disgusting men followed my dear Bella. You wouldn't imagine what they were thinking, all I will say is it would have traumatised her for life. Bella is my life, a reason to be the 'vegetarians' we are. She is my everything.
Edward
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