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A/N: As you have probably noticed this is a Universe where Shego was never a part of Team Go. But that did not mean Team Go never existed. I'll explain everything in this chapter. Enjoy ;)

Frozen Heart

Chapter 4

Shego composed herself in half an hour. She was cooling down and calming herself. It was worse that the first time she gained her powers. Well, maybe not worse, but faster, Shego thought as she found herself some clothes and exited the panic room. Who would ever think I'd have a use of plasma-proof panic room, she thought and walked over to a big mirror. She looked at herself. Green again.

"She has to be retarded if she really loves you" She told her reflection as she examined her fangs. They did not bother her in the wild, but now... here. That was completely different thing. A sudden knock on the front door interrupted her thoughts. Shego feared that authorities already knew that she was back in town, but decided to open the door anyway. The person she saw on the other side of the door was a person she least expected to see.

"Sheena!" A short, dark-haired woman said as she threw herself into a hug.

"Angela?" Shego asked in disbelief but pushed her friend away. "No hugging" She said dryly as she felt emotions building up in her body. Short woman just smiled.

"Seems like somebody finally warmed up that cold heart of yours" Angie said with a laugh and a delicate hit on Shego's arm.

"Yeah... as if. Now would you be so kind telling me how are you alive?"

"Will you let me in?" Girl asked and Shego just chucked a bit and gestured the living room in an elegant manner. The villainess closed the door and followed her friend. They sat down and stared at each other in silence. Both content of their presence.

"So..." Shego broke the silence "I thought you were dead?"

"I was..." Angela said enigmatically. She took a deep breath and begun her story.

Meanwhile Kim was heading toward Go City Museum. All Drakken told her was that the object he desired was in the exposition dedicated to Team Go. He trusts her thief's instincts on figuring out which one it is. Although he warned her not to touch it, no matter the cost.

"You shouldn't go for an object you know nothing about. It might be a weapon of mass destruction. Kim, I'm not liking this one bit." Wade said to Kim as she landed on the roof of the museum.

"Me too Wade, but that's the only way to make him forget about Shego... I mean world domination..." Kim said as the blush crept onto her face. She deactivated the alarms in the building and opened a roof window.

"Yeah... I know exactly what you meant, and I get your motives. What I don't get is your trust..."

"I don't trust him Wade" Kim interrupted him as she attached her harness to the wall of the roof. "I have to find the object and figure out the way to give him a replica" Hero said as she started to lower herself into the building.

"It's all clear. The guard won't be back for another twenty minutes. You're free to look for the object" Wade briefed her in.

"Good" Kim said as she started to walk around the exposition. She looked at the articles hung on the walls, old Team Go uniforms, their and their villain's gadgets...

"Any idea by now?" Wade asked after ten minutes.

"Yes..." Kim hissed in almost sexual manner. Wade noticed, due to the watch-like-communicator, Kim's pulse increased. The hero recalled every single time when she stole objects from different people. Whether it was Dementor or Mr. Jones, but those thefts could not be compared to this. Right in the middle of the great hall was standing a big, secured pedestal with a glowing rock behind a thick glass. "What is that, Wade?" She asked whispering.

"According to database it's the last, remaining piece of rainbow coloured comet as Go Twins, due to their young age, absorbed one power..." Wade read out loud as Kim slowly walked over toward the pedestal.

"What about the security?" Kim asked.

"Just cut the glass and it's yours" Wade said with a smile though he worried about his friend. He was glad for her moral code, because with that excitement over stealing she would be a very dangerous criminal. Kim retrieved the glowing rock in no time, but she stood there staring at it with an enchantment in her eyes.

"It's beautiful..." She whispered. She felt attracted to it.

"Kim! The guard! Run!" Wade informed in worried tone. Kim just pushed a button on her harness and begun ascending toward the roof. She collected her belongings quickly and returned to Middleton as Drakken awaited her in his condo lab in the neighbourhood.

Kim was on her way to the lab when she decided to admire the cosmic rock for another moment. Don't touch it, Kim recalled Drakken's warning, no matter the cost. Unwillingly Kim took off her glove with the help of her teeth and slowly put her hand close to the comet. Magical, she thought as she noticed the energy dragging toward her bare hand. Before she could have noticed her hand was pulled toward the rocky surface and the incredible heat was transferred to her body. Kim screamed more in surprise than in fear or pain. She was detached from the comet and sent flying few metres away. She hit the ground with loud thump. Beeping of communicator annoyed her.

"What is it Wade?" She asked when she turned on the device.

"Kim, what did you do? Your wrist-com and any other electrical equipment you had are destroyed?!" Wade exclaimed in fear.

"I... I just..."

"You had to touch it, didn't you?!" Kim never heard young man so angry.

"At least now I'll give Drakken a useless, powerless rock" She said as she continued her way toward Drakken's lair.

"It was only a scratch, really. Though I hit that tree pretty hard and doctors lost me for less than a minute." Angela said while she was sitting in Shego's living room. "But everyone thought you did that. No one believed me. Even John needed some time. And again, before I got out of the hospital, you were gone. The fact you ran made people certain. You felt guilty..."

"Hold on a second..." Shego interrupted her "Of course I felt guilty. You were almost killed on my watch. And the marks were pointing right at me." She said with understanding.

"But you didn't have your powers anymore..."

"I still had claws, Angie." Shego opposed. "Anyway, it doesn't change a thing"

"Of course it does." Said woman opposed "You found someone" Shego just snorted with slight anger.

"To be more precise: I was found by someone... someone I can't even touch!" She exclaimed with disappointment, growling quietly and grabbing her head. "This girl really deserves better that that" She added gesturing herself.

"Don't be so hard on yourself. Maybe It's finally time you move forward?" Villainess arched her eyebrow. "I did some digging. I know I was right when I said that you became a villain due to some... painful events" She explained as she laid a hand on Shego's arm. Said woman stood up as if someone flushed her with boiling water.

"I think it's time for you to leave. John will be worried and it's getting late" Shego said and exited the living room without a goodbye.

How dares she! Shego went to her gym and started doing pull ups. She tried to get her anger banned away with hectolitres of sweat. Coming here and pretending she knows everything... brat! She thought as she did her hundredth pull up. Instead of letting steam out she felt more infuriated than before. She just lit her plasma and fired toward the wall. Even if it's time to move on, I can't. I'm not a human anymore. I can't poison a life of good girl, who honestly deserves better than inhuman monster like me... Her thoughts were interrupted with a phone call. She looked angrily with a phone call. At first she wanted to burn it to crisp, but something told her it might be important.

"Yeah?" She said.

"Shego, it's Wade..."

"Is Kim okay!?" She exclaimed as she had a feeling that Wade's call can never be good.

"Calm down. So far, so good. She'll leave the thing in Drakken's lair and she should be at your place before midnight" He informed with calm voice.

"Oh... that surprised me, Nerd-linger... I mean, Wade. Thanks..." She said with hesitation in her voice.

"No problem, Shego. I thought you might wanna know. I'm not blind, you know..." He added an explanation to his behaviour.

"Yeah... okay, don't push it." She said and hang up the phone. Though she was relieved about Kim's return, something did not feel right. She decided to take a shower, make something to eat and wait for Kim. Wade just chuckled quietly. It did not take a genius to know some things.

Kim entered Drakken's lair. The villain was not seen, so were not his henchmen. The hero looked around and left the rock on the table connected to the main control panel and was about to leave. She took a quick peek at the papers on the panel. There was nothing suspicious. No thing about Hank at least. The turned around and headed toward exit.

"No goodbye?" A deep, husky voice asked.

"I got your whatever-it-is. I just hope you will be truthful with your word, because I don't wish to see your blue face, ever again." She said and felt irritated. She did not know why. Maybe because I'm sweaty, hungry, sleepy and weak, she thought as she continued her walk out of the lair.

"Fine, fine. Have a good life Miss Possible, I know my will be" He said as he walked over to the rock and begun his ranting. "Hank was a failure. He always like to demonstrate the initiative... buffoon. All I asked was to bring me..." Kim heard something about Shego, but she could not focus on it anymore. She felt weaker with every passing minute. She did considered it very weird. She fetched her communicator and called Wade.

"I feel very..."

"Shit, Kim! I knew it will happen!" Heroine opened her eyes widely in shock. She never heard Wade curse. Young man's eyes widened in fear when he looked at Kim's face "Just wait there, I'm sending transportation and Monique to assist you" He said and without any other explanation he disconnected. Kim fell to her knees. Her body has begun to shake. Maybe Drakken was right to not touching that bloody rock, she thought as she hugged herself to regain control over her body. Before she realized, Kim felt someone's hands helping her up into the aircraft.

Shego was sitting in her living room again, reading a book, when she heard a loud knock on a door. She sighed heavily and walked over to the door.

"I told you to go home, Ange..." She stopped in the half sentence when she has noticed sweaty Kim held by Monique. "What the hell happened?" She asked as she helped the hero inside. Kim opened her heavy eyes and looked at Shego. "What did you do?" Shego asked when she has noticed that Kim's olive eyes were gone and her orbs were now dark orange mixed with slight reddish tint, the same colour her hair was. "What the fuck did you do, Possible?!" Shego yelled at her rival as she grabbed her by her arms. She looked at Monique.

"I don't know much, girl" She said with an excuse kind of tone "Wade just told me something about a piece of comet... y'know, the one from Go City Museum?" She added and Shego did not need any other explanation.

"You just had to touch it, didn't you, Kim?!" Shego was furious and scared to death. She lift Kim up in a bride style to move her somewhere else. The hero just curled up and grabbed Shego's shirt.

"Shego..." Said woman felt her red headed saviour shake in her hands "Help me..." Shego's eyes lit with plasmatic lights when she felt hero's warm and trembling palm on her own heart.

"Kim, listen to me" She said with panicked voice "You have to let it go. Let it overrule you..."

"Are you kidding?" Monique interrupted and Shego looked at questioningly "She's a control freak. She does not comprehend 'let it go', girl" Dark-skinned young woman said.

"Well, I will just have to make her..." Shego whispered to herself, but Monique heard it well enough.

"What will you do?" She asked when she watched Shego leave with her best friend "Fuck her self control out?" She asked and Shego turned around with a wicked smile.

"I never thought about it, but it seems like a good idea" She said and took Kim into the panic room. It was originally constructed to be plasma resistant, but since Kim had similar to Shego's power symptoms villainess thought it would be safe to keep the hero in there too. "Kimmie, look at me" She plead as she sat Kim on a tiny camp bed, made from a very tough and resistant-to-everything material.

"Shego... I'm sorry... I could not resist, I could not..." Kim mumbled with her head falling from one side to another. Shego placed a cheek on hero's sweaty forehead.

"Listen to me very carefully..." Shego has begun her instruction "I know what you're going through. And since you have same symptoms as I did, I can only assume your power is tearing you apart. You have a feeling of something burning you inside out. Your skin feels so sensitive every touch is like an inferno burning your cells... You have to let it go or it will end painfully to you and those around you..." She explained.

"Shego..." Kim said with a whisper and used all her might to look at her rival with now dark orange eyes "I can't... I don't know... Drakken wanted to use it against you. I had to..." She mumbled with all her might.

"Kimmie, you'll be fine, but you must let it go. Stop controlling everything." Shego said with a plea in her voice "I beg you... I cannot lose you..." She added though she did not know she said it aloud.

"Kiss me, Shego..." Kim whispered and a small, wicked smiled crawled to her barely conscious face.

"What?" Shego never imagined their first kiss in such desperate situation.

"You heard me" Kim said and pulled Shego toward her face. Their lips met and Shego body was covered with green plasmatic light.

"I'm sorry Kimmie, I didn't mean to..." Shego said scared she might hurt the hero as she pushed hero away.

"I'm fine Shego... I'm resistant as I can see. Now kiss me, please" Hero said and Shego did not think twice. Someone was resistant to her powers. Not only someone, it was Kim. A hero she loved. She kissed her deeply not thinking about holding back. Shego heard a loud moan escaping hero's mouth. It turned the villainess on. For so many years she did not have a chance to get close to anyone. And now... a girl of her dreams was moaning to the touch of her clawed fingers. Shego deepened the kiss and could not wait to feel girl's skin on her own.

"Kimmie, just stop controlling yourself" Shego plead between grabbing her delicate breast and kissing her collarbone. But her pleas were hushed with another loving kiss. Kim discarded their shirts and after such long time Shego finally felt a bare skin on her own. It was magical. The hero bit her neck and drew a tiny bit of blood. She always controlled herself, but being near to Shego made her one uncontrolled heroine. Though she still did not allow her powers to roam. The sensitiveness of her skin was not painful anymore. It drove her insane with the lustful chill on her spine.

"Shego... I need you..." Kim said as she felt her wet, throbbing core. Her words were like music to villainess' ears. Said woman ripped off hero's trousers and started to massage Kim's soaking, womanhood through her panties. Red headed woman moaned loudly causing Shego to shiver. The villainess was losing her patience. She needed Kim, and she needed her now. She was almost desperate. She ripped of Kim's panties and started massaging hero's clitoris. "Shego!" Kim yelled as she her orgasm was closer and closer, her fingers dug deeply into Shego's bare skin. Though a hero wanted to touch her greenish lover she was too weak. She was conscious enough to know that Shego was helping her to gain control over her power. Though she felt ecstasy she hoped that Shego felt anything toward young red head. As she already understand her feeling toward felon.

Suddenly Shego entered Kim carefully with her long, clawed fingers and begun to massage her magic spot. Kim barely controlled herself, but still was not able to let it go. The younger woman arched and bucked into the touch. Her moans slowly changed into the screams as she was getting closer to the edge. Shego wanted to savour this moment, but she knew that Kim had to reach the point where she will let go not only of her powers but also of all self control as soon as possible.

"Shego... don't..." Kim mumbled as it seemed she was loosing her 'legendary' self control. The villainess lowered herself and begun kissing her way down into the heated core. Kim was snaking under the warm touch. "Don't stop!" She yelled grabbing her rival's raven hair as Shego delicately licked Kim's heated clitoris. Shego continued her doings with additional massage by the remaining free hand. Kim was arching into the touch and in the matter of seconds Shego sent a younger girl over the edge not only of pleasure but also over the edge of self control. Kim exploded with a new gained power. Shego looked up and noticed the young red head surrounded by dark-orange flames. Villainess' hair was lifted by the warm air and as Kim was reaching an aftermath of her orgasm the powers exploded once again and sent Shego flying across the room. Said woman wiped her mouth and ran toward Kim.

"Are you okay?" She asked with worried tone. The heroine smiled at her and kissed delicately.

"Better than fine, Shego..." Kim whispered. She stopped sweating, her heart calmed down and her body seemed to be steady for the first time since comet's powers were transferred to her.

"Good, Kimmie" Shego said with a small, loving kiss on Kim's forehead. "Now rest. You deserved it." She added, but Kim was already soundly asleep, exhausted with everything that happened this night. Though Shego was glad the hero was safe, she felt uneasy. Just looking at Kim drove her crazy, not even mentioning the taste of o young woman in her mouth.

Monique got bored few minutes after Shego and Kim disappeared in the other side of the house. She was not bothered about Kim's feelings toward the villainess. She was bothered about heroine not telling anything to her supposedly best friend. But she believed Kim had good reason to keep her feelings to her. So, Monique decide to find a book to read meanwhile Shego was helping Kim to get 'control' over her new powers. She walked over a bookshelf and found an interesting one: "The Call of the Wild". It did not seemed as a book Shego would like to read, but Monique started to realize she did not know a thing about said villainess. She pulled the book and the whole bookcase moved to the side showing a small room. Curious dark-skinned, young woman walked in and turned the light on. The walls were covered with pictures while the centre spot of the room was taken by a pedestal on which a small urn was standing. She walked over it appreciated a beautiful decorations on a side of it. She then walked over the pictures on a walls. She recognized Shego immediately. But she was not green, she was not... evil. And a person next to her... on every single picture. That must have been the person whose ashes were in that urn. She touched one of the pictures and could not believe Shego was once such a happy person. Laughing, making jokes to her friends... even though the pictures were evidence to very cruel jokes.

"You... definitely... should not be here" Monique heard Shego trying to control her anger behind her back. She turned around and noticed enlightened with plasma green eyes.

"I'm sorry, Shego. I just wanted to read a book, but the bookcase opened, and... I couldn't resist" Monique explained in one breath as she really feared for her life.

"You want me to believe you seriously wanted to read a book about a bloody dog?" Shego asked as she made a step toward dark-skinned girl.

"I really like Jack London" Monique said honestly. Shego eyed her for a longer moment.

"In that case you're welcome in my home" Shego said in the most friendly manner she could afford while she was still trying to control her anger, but gestured Kim's friend out of the hidden room. Though Monique did not move.

"Who's she?" Young woman could not control her curiosity.

"None of your damn business..." Shego almost screamed, but Monique gave her an all-knowing look. The villainess just sighed. "She was my... wife..." She admitted ed in defeat. "I... I killed her..." She added as she walked over to a portrait picture. "I was trying to control my powers just like Kim tried to" She explained and wiped her face once again to be sure Monique will not notice anything. "But finally I 'exploded'. She was burned to crisp. I was twenty four when that happened and since then I haven't aged a day. We were together for six years" She kept saying as she caressed the picture. "We were on our vacation in US. She always wanted to see the The Great Canyon. And it was when it happened. That bloody comet destroyed everything. Few retards joined us, psyched that we had same surnames, they were affected by the cosmic power as well. They wanted me to join them, but I just wanted to go back home with my wife. With every passing hour I was feeling worse and worse. With no warning I suddenly exploded, turning her into agonizing pulp." A small tear was shed, but she did not stop her story. "I was just able to tell her I love her, but she shut me up as she usually did and forced me to promise I will live my life. I couldn't. Who would be? I loved that sucker. And now she's just a pile of ashes haunting me in my dreams..." Shego felt a sudden warmth on her arm. She looked up and noticed Monique's honey-like eyes.

"Shego... I know you love Kim. Stop looking for an excuse. For all those years you've been watching after her. You might not admit it, but I've seen enough videos with your fights to know what I'm talking about. I don't doubt your love for your wife, but we're here and now. Stop accusing yourself of something you weren't able to stop..."

"That's it, Monique. I could not stop it. I should have saved her..." Shego whispered forcing her tears back where they came from.

"Stop it this instant or I'll lose all the respect I had for you..." Monique said and Shego just smiled. Said villainess realized that this dark-skinned girl was no buffoon. She was an easy talker.

"Just keep to yourself everything you saw here." Shego said as she left the room. The sun was rising over the horizon as she heard Kim whimper.

"Go to her" She heard behind her back. "I'll be fine" Monique promised.

"Jack London is on the bookcase in the living room." Shego said as she went further into the house. "Kimmie?" She asked as she entered the panic room "Are you okay?"

"Never better" The heroine said and smiled. "Now hug me. I have a feeling you might be missing some real time hugs and finish off your story. What happened after that big bad wolf has dragged you away?" She asked and smiled when Shego smiled with no hesitation showing off her new gained fangs.

"Well, Kimmie... You'd never believe me if I'd told you..." Shego had begun. Kim just Pulled the villainess down into a hug and felt her body tighten.

"Relax..."

"I just forgot how it is to feel easy and not scared of accidentally killing someone" Shego explained and Kim just hugged her even tighter.

"You can stop now..." She whispered into Shego's ear sending a pleasant chill across villainess' spine. Said woman turned toward Kim and looked deeply into her amber eyes. They felt each other breaths, their hearts were pounding. Shego placed a hand on Kim's cheek and smiled. She wanted to thank the hero for finding her, but never had a chance as Kim placed a soft, loving kiss on her rival's full lips. Shego closed her eyes and savoured the closeness. She pulled Kim closer and had trouble controlling her urge to feel the girl on her again. They broke the kiss and opened their eyes. Kim noticed Shego's unimaginably wide pupils.

"Sorry..." Shego murmured "I 'wildened' a bit in those woods..." She excused her behaviour. Kim just smiled and bit her lower lip.

"I don't mind..." The hero whispered and pulled Shego closer. They kissed fervently, with every passing second more eagerly. They have not noticed they bodies covered in delicate mixture of their glows. Kim's hands begun to caress firm yet very feminine body of her lover. Shego moaned as the red head sneaked under her shirt. Touch of delicate hand on warmed up body drove her insane. She started to arch into the touch. Apparently Kim was a very impatient young woman. She almost thorn Shego's shirt while removing it. Without a stop she begun caressing villainess' abdomen and kiss luscious neck. She bit it delicately causing Shego to moan huskily and shiver. Hero just smiled as villainess' behaviour turned her on even more. She smelled an mind-blowing aroma of Shego's pheromones. She knew her lover was soaking and her body asked for more. She did not want to keep her waiting. She has waited long enough. Kim opened Shego's jeans with one swift move and slid her hand down.

"Kimmie!" Shego exclaimed moaning with a visible need in her voice. Hero massaged her lovers womanhood and delicately licked her breasts. Shego was getting more impatient and frustrated. She needed a long awaited release. Kim entered her lover with two agile fingers and begun thrusting inside out causing Shego arch into the feeling of overwhelming ecstasy. Said woman had trouble controlling herself, she longed the touch, the pleasure. With another powerful thrust she grabbed Kim's shoulders painfully digging her talons into hero's skin. She was getting closer to the edge. Her head was spinning and body felt numb as if the touch given to her by her lover drove her soul away from her body. "Don't... stop... Kimmie..." Shego moaned louder begging for a release. Kim felt Shego's muscles clench around her fingers. She knew her lover was close. She felt a chilly shiver going down her spine just by single thought of satisfying such powerful woman.

"KIM!" They heard Monique's yell from the living room. Kim stopped in the middle of a thrust and looked frightened at almost cumming Shego. Said woman looked back at her. Villainess' pupils were wide and wild. "WE'VE GOT SITUATION!" Monique added. Suddenly they both heard a loud explosion coming from the front of the house. Kim gently pulled out and her glow vanished. Shego's on the other hand erupted even more.

"Whoever is... so stupid to interrupt my solitude... is so, fucking, dead meat!" She growled with an anger Kim would not want to experience, as she dressed up. They ran off to the front of the house with numb legs and noticed a giant robot. Monique's heart was flooded with panic, but she did not run. Suddenly they heard a familiar voice:

"Kim Possible!" Drakken said through a microphone "You violated our agreement! Now I will make you pay!"

"Oh... no you don't!" Shego growled infuriated still feeling unsatisfied arousal and ignited her plasma. Kim noticed how animal-like she behaved. Her talons were prepared to tear everything apart, her fangs were presented as she kept on growling. This was not something Kim saw everyday.

"Not so fast!" They all heard another male voice. Behind the robot was a young blonde man, surrounded with bluish energy.

"Ron?" Both Kim and Monique asked.

"Now you will both pay for defying me and Drakken..." He growled and took a fighting stance. Kim shared a look with Shego. Villainess suddenly howled loudly into the sky. Within few seconds her howl was answered with at least dozen others. Ron and Drakken did not know what was going on. This pause gave Shego's companions time they needed to regroup. Within less than a minute Kim, Monique and Shego were backed up by almost thirty enormous, white wolves. No one but Shego knew what to think of it.

"You come to my solitude!" Shego growled at Drakken "You bring here unwelcome company!" She said looking at the 'buffoon'. "You send a wacko temp after me! And now you dare to threaten me and my Kimmie!" She yelled with the fury she has never showed before. Monique just suspected the fear coursing through her body. Dark-skinned woman just supposed Shego was scared to lose Kim like she lost her wife. "I won't allow it!" She added and howled huskily confirming Monique's suspicions. The wolves answered her howl and slowly started to gain almost human like looks. They stood on the back paws, their front ones shortened and gained human-like fingers ended with sharp talons.

"Shego?" Kim whispered.

"I said you'd never believe me if I'd told you..." Shego explained, but Kim just smiled wickedly. She turned toward Ron and prepared for a fight.

"You are so not welcome here..." She said and lightened up her dark-orange flames.