Wahoo! After 15 exams, two weeks of revising like mad, celebrating my birthday last Thursday, worrying a LOT about doing well in my exams, a really strange form tutor, funny friends making me choke on my Frazzles by laughing, this random but amazing handshake made up by friends, making up a plan to jump out of the window as a class to escape exams, getting a class lecture nearly everyday for doing something wrong (whether it is talking back to the teacher or laughing to loud), parents arguing and trying to get my social life back on track … I can FINALLY update the next chapter of Trust.

I hope none of you have lost interest in this story because I haven't updated but I have a week of so I can put up loads of chapters.

This is gonna be a different chapter, and I wont get very far on with the story (you will find out when you read it) but you will get to find out a lot of Bella's past so it will hopefully make things clearer.

I don't own Twilight. Enjoy …

"Forget it Edward, I don't need anyone," I was crying by then, but I wasn't going to let it go. This really was it. Just as my life seemed to be getting better and he just goes and leaves?

I ignored him and walked into the house, slamming the door in his face. When I turned on the light I found someone waiting for me ... Jake.

"Hello Bella ..."Bella POV

To be honest, I wasn't afraid to die. If my life was to end this very moment, I wouldn't be fussed. There was nothing worth much in my life and there never was. When I was younger, my parents were always talking about what they wanted me to be when I was older. Teacher, doctor, lawyer, vet, actress, singer. The list was endless.

Flashback

I sat there listening to my mummy and daddy talking about me and Jake. "What about a doctor?" my mummy asked.

"What's a doctor?" I asked. They both turned to look at me. They thought for a minute. "A doctor is someone who makes people better."

Wow. I could be a doctor. Make people better. Yeah, that's what I want to do. "Please can I be a doctor?" they laughed at me.

"No, stupid, you're not old enough,"

"Jake, don't speak to your sister like that!"

"But I want to be a doctor!"

"Honey, when you grow up, you can go to university and be a doctor," That was what I would do. Go to university and be a doctor.

End of Flashback

Of course that didn't happen. I looked at Jake. He smirked at me, taking a step forward. I automatically took a step back. "What's wrong Bella?" I tried to shout, because I knew what was going to happen. But nothing came out. I tried to run. But my legs were just not working today. "Bella, what are you scared of?"

Flashback

I was playing with my Barbie's in my room when Jake burst in. "Jake what do you want?" I shouted.

"Nothing" he said bluntly. "Fine" I carried on playing, forgetting he was there. I didn't hear him creep up to me until he took the Barbie I was holding.

"Hey!" I cried, trying to reach up to where he was holding the Barbie. He wouldn't let me have it. I gave up and sighed. "What's wrong Bella? Is Jake too big for you?"

End of Flashback

He was right in front of me now. I could feel his hot breath on my face. I could tell he had been drinking. "Jake what do you want?" I managed to say. I sounded as weak as I felt.

"Well Bella, I would like to know why you brought people back to my house."

"I didn't," I was getting worried. Surely he would have done something by now. What was his plan?

He laughed. "Oh Bella, you really are thick in the head aren't you?" he said stabbing his finger into the side of my head. I just stood there waiting for what he was going to do next.

"I didn't know they were coming. They just turned up,"

"Don't lie to me Bella,"

"I'm not!" I shouted again. I could see the anger in his eyes. He grabbed my chin and threw me against the wall. I sunk to the floor, feeling the blood running down my face.

"Don't ever use that attitude with me again!" he said while slamming his foot into my stomach. "What do you think our parents would think about that?" I screamed in pain but he put his hand on my mouth. "We can't have people hearing can we? You wouldn't want your big brother to be taken away so he won't be able to look after you anymore," how could he say that. After everything he did to me, he had the cheek to say that.

I looked at him in disgust. "How can you say that? Everyday, I'm the one looking after you!" I shouted. I shouldn't have said that. I knew I wasn't going to survive tonight. This was it.

Flashback

"Jake, Bella, I'm sorry but something has happened," This was the police. I didn't know what was going on.

"What's happened Jake?" I asked him.

"I don't know Bella" he was worried but was trying not to let I show. "Just listen to the man," I nodded, afraid if I didn't I would get into trouble. Where were my mummy and daddy?

The man sighed. "I'm afraid … your parents have died," I heard mummy and daddy talking about people dying. It was when they went somewhere with angels. But they couldn't leave me. They were supposed to stay with me until I got older. I started crying. "Where's my mummy and daddy?"

"Bella, they're not here anymore. It's just you and me now,"

End of Flashback

I was starting to feel faint now. I'd probably lost too much blood from my head. Though my vision was blurry I could still make out Jakes figure. I could also tell he has something long and thin in his hand. "Jake wha-"I tried saying but he interrupted me.

"Don't try and speak. I'm fed up of you. Always getting in the way. I'm surprised I didn't get rid of you before," This was definitely it. I was going to die.

Flashback

It had been 5 years since my parents had died. Me and Jake had been lucky to been kept together. It hadn't been long before we were fostered by a family. Just the two parents. They were lovely at first, kind and caring. But as we got older, they started to get aggressive. First it was hitting, and then it started to get worse.

"Go on Jake, what you waiting for?" Right now, I was waiting for my brother to make the decision.

"I … can't,"

"Well, like I said before, if you don't do it, there will be consequences," I was sure I had stopped breathing. He couldn't do it could he? He gave me an apologetic look before hitting me in my stomach. It didn't hurt too much, but he was probably trying to be gentle.

End of Flashback

They kept encouraging him, until he had done it so much, that it became normal to him. It hurt so much to see that. Even though we had our arguments he was always so nice.

"Jake ple-" It was no use … I couldn't speak.

"Bye Bella,"

I was planning on putting Edwards POV at the end, but because I haven't posted anything recently, I am just putting this up. Hopefully the next chapter will be up soon,

Please review – I really want to know what you think because I found this chapter really hard to write. I just need to get back into things.

Madison x